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neways im still fucking STOKED about joker in smash

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          [ @ziongha​ ]

                    ❛          do you want to hang out or something ? just you &&. me ?          ❜          he’s kind of hoping to get away for once , &&. ryuji’s face is one of the few which he is consistently happy to see .     (     everything is easier with him around , it seems.     )

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smorch

                    he sputters into a nervous laughter , caught off guard by the suddenness of ryuji’s affections , before he pauses , expression falling     (     more out of persistent stubbornness than anything else.     )         ❛          hey , don’t distract me like that. the exam is coming up , &&. you need to know this for it.          ❜          still , the movement makes his heart jump , makes suppressing his smile difficult , so he hesitates a few seconds before leaning in to give him a brief kiss.         ❛          there , now focus.          ❜          great , now he’s the one distracted.

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* love ♥ starters

‘ want me to stay? ’

‘ we’re almost home. ’

‘ you should be in bed. ’

‘ we can share it.’

‘ stay there. i’m coming to get you. ’

‘ shh, shh. you were dreaming. ’ 

‘ grab my hand. ’

‘ i’m just going to pick you up. ’

‘ everything okay? ’

‘ i won’t leave you behind. ’

‘ don’t worry. better out than in. ’

‘ who did that to you? ’ 

‘ sit down and rest. ’

‘ sweetie, i would never think that. ’

‘ come lay down in my lap. ’

‘ i know you think you’re all alone out there, but you’re not. ’

‘ call me when you get home. ’

‘ we should change those bandages. ’

‘ you’re safe here. ’

‘ honey… ’

‘ of course we love you. ’

‘ wait here. i’ll go run a bath for you. ’

‘ take my bed for tonight. ’

‘ i promise. ’ 

‘ you’re always welcome here. ’

‘ don’t talk like that. ’

‘ bad dream? ’

‘ talk to me. ’  

‘ it’s okay to cry. ’

‘ you need to be more careful.’

‘ we should hug this out. ’

‘ i worry about you. ’

‘ can i hold your hand? ’ 

‘ because i care about you. ’

‘ it made me think of you. ’ 

‘ take care of yourself. ’

‘ put your seatbelt on. ’ 

‘ where did you go? ’ 

‘ i didn’t mean to worry you. ’

‘ i made breakfast. ’

‘ sing something for me? ’

‘ open it and find out. ’

‘ how long have you been like this? ’

‘ you look nice. ’

‘ here, take my jacket. ’

‘ close your eyes and try to get some rest. ’

‘ focus on my voice. ’ 

‘ i meant every word. ’

‘ i was here all night. ’

‘ look both ways before you cross. ’

‘ you don’t have to talk. ’ 

‘ this is your favorite, right? ’

‘ you’ll feel better in the morning. ’

‘ you have a nice laugh. ’

‘ here, take my jacket. ’

‘ you could stay here. with me. ’

‘ we’ll figure it out together. ’

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ziongha‌:

ID  :  //  @phantrick .

          ❛  RENREN !  GOOD ,  YOU ‘ RE  HERE !  ❜   there ‘ s  the  chime  of  the  door ‘ s  bell  that  he ‘ s  quickly  grown  accustomed  to  as  he  nudges  it  open ,  arms  full .  wide  grin  splits  ‘ cross  countenance  at  the  sight  of  the  other  –  even  more  excitement  in  his  smile  than  usual .  clutched  within  his  grasp  is  a  rather  strikingly  large  bouquet  of  flowers  –  a  gift  for  his  boyfriend !   ❛  hey ,  man !  i  picked  you  up  a  li ‘ l  somethin ‘  on  my  way  here !  hope  you  don ‘ t  mind !  ❜

                    he is surprised at first , eyes wide at the familiar sight , but that shock quickly turns into embarrassment while ren covers his face , glances away.     (     even if he were one to speak often , he thinks he would be speechless now.     )     after a few moments , he peeks out between his fingers , finally removes his hands so that his flushed face is bared for ryuji to see , if only so that he can respond.          ❛          that’s really sweet of you...thank you.          ❜          he doesn’t quite know how to react , so he takes him into a tight embrace , moving the flowers so they will not be crushed. he whispers this time , a voice meant only for him to hear.          ❛          really...thank you.          ❜

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dekiiru‌:

THERE ARE A NUMBER OF THINGS THAT THEY DON’T TELL YOU IN THE HISTORY BOOKS     ;

first , that ATLAS was but a child with the world upon his shoulders , that he saw death & destruction & what didn’t kill him left him     SCARRED     /     BLOODIED     /     BATTERED     /     BRUISED     . take heed , child , for prophecies are only tragedies , & o ’ , yours will crash & burn with flames equally beautiful & sweet as the morning sun .

second , that ATHENE never backed from a challenge & you shall be no different . with all odds stacks against you , you shall pave the way for your own ASCENSION into the realm of divinity . WAR & WISDOM were always hand in hand , but battle never came without a price & you will pay ANYTHING for peace .

third , that ARES chose you because you had three thousand expectations upon you & failed not one . you were never meant for anger , but your kindness never implied that you would not enact punishment to make things right . go unto the world , that those who oppose you may perish under the gaze of the GOD OF WAR that watches over you .

fourth , that CLOTHO , LACHESIS , & ATROPOS may spin whatever they like     /     you will DAMN the fates .

                    (     IZUKU MIDORIYA     /     STORY AS WOVEN BY NIKITA .     /     AC .     )

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YOURE STRAIGHT?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?! :(

                   ❛          there’s literally not a single person i know that’s straight , why would i be straight ?          ❜

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maeigha‌:

          ❛     izuku can wait for like five more minutes , he’s not gonna’ die , i just wanna know why you’re acting like you don’t care when you fucking do .     ❜     about the cat that started the argument in the first place , about everything  &  anything that involves him . he isn’t stupid even if he verges on the edge of the definition , he’s perceptive , always has been / but even then one does not have to be observant to take notice of the obvious . ( not that he truly cares , however , he’s just searching for leverage , to intimidate  &  manipulate his brother like he’s become accustomed to . )     ❛     get yourself a fucking cat so you stop being such a broody bastard ; go outside , fucking do something instead of being annoying all the damn time . you piss me off just by breathing .     ❜ 

                    for a moment , he fools himself into being touched that akira noticed     -     he hadn’t been expecting him to     -     but the feeling , the surprise , only lasts as long as it takes for him to speak again before his expression falls again. he flinches at the accusation     (     it hurts , being insulted like this , but he hides it as best he can.     )     of course     /     OF COURSE ! something about the fact that it is always this way frustrates ren     ;     the fact that no matter what he does , he cannot seem to escape this sort of treatment.          ❛          god , just get out already. i’m so tired of you acting like this , i’m literally not doing anything to you , if i’m so annoying to you then you can leave right now &&. not have to deal with me , but instead you’re picking a fight. fuck off.          ❜           he regrets being so crude instantly , hates that his frustration has led to this , but he doesn’t take it back. he doesn’t even stop.

                    ❛          i just wish you’d think about people other than yourself &&. your boyfriend for just once in your fucking godforsaken life. just half a second of you being tolerable &&. thinking , hey , maybe i shouldn’t be awful to people , that would be real nice , but no. you’re set to be an asshole your whole life. FUCK YOU.          ❜          he doesn’t know why he signs all that , but he is gritting his teeth , biting his lip until it bleeds. he stands , turns away.     (     he doesn’t want to deal with him anymore , nor to get any angrier than he is. he knows that this situation is just getting worse with every motion he makes.     )

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     [ @phanatisme ]

                    a tap on his shoulder , to get his attention.     (     not like he’s going to do it vocally , after all.     )     ❛          mishima. want to go hang out at the diner ?          ❜          he’s not generally one for spending time with others , but     -     well , he feels lonely today , &&. all of his usual crew are busy.

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ITS 1 AM BUT STARTER CALL???????

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maeigha‌:

          ❛     that’s MY son though .     ❜     or , at least that’s what he’d like to say . ( morgana does not appreciate the title , but akira cannot pretend to even begin to care ——— if he wants to call him his son , he will , nothing is stopping him . ) the scowl shot the other’s way is malicious , but it drops with the roll of crimson optics  &  the crossing of limbs against clothed chest ; ren is right in that regard , but still , he’d much rather him not be correct all the time . [ it pisses him off more than it should / he’s a smartass . ]     ❛     then i’m bringing him with me , i don’t care , i’ll just stuff him in a bag and that’ll be it . if he doesn’t wanna see shit he can just close his eyes and maybe not be a little bitch .     ❜

                    ❛          okay , fine , see if i care.          ❜          he knows morgana would never prefer him over his brother     (     he can’t blame him , he blends into the crowd where akira is a shining beacon     /     morgana would hardly be the first , &&. he will certainly not be the last in an endless stream of feeding into ren’s inferiority complex     )     but the intention was to get akira to take the cat - like creature to begin with &&. he has been successful.     (     he isn’t certain why it leaves a bitter taste in his mouth , though.     )          ❛          go ahead , before your boyfriend starts wondering where you are.          ❜

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maeigha‌:

          ❛     what the fuck did you just sign at me ,     ❜     morgana likes him better . he could laugh !  &  he would , god he would if the comment hadn’t rubbed him the wrong way . he doesn’t want to bring the damn cat with him , he’s weird about pda ——— he complains about every little step closer , every single attempt at showing affection ; he can’t even hold his own boyfriend’s hand without his companion yowling in his ear about how , ‘ gross ‘ it is for him to be so lovey-dovey . ( it’s just a hand hold for god’s sake ! he can’t take that shit ! )     ❛     no , never mind , i take it back , i’m taking him with me . i’m his DAD , you’re his UNCLE , he likes ME more .     ❜

                    ❛          no , it’s too late , you already offered him. it’s rengana bonding time , no akira allowed. you did this to yourself.          ❜          he’s only poking fun , now , stifles a quiet chuckle into his hand. his brother is far too predictable , though he refrains from pushing it any further so he might avoid a storm whenever akira returns     (     if he even remembers , after spending all his time at izuku’s once again     )     or even repercussions now.          ❛          i don’t care what you do , but morgana’s gonna complain either way.          ❜

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maeigha‌:

          ❛     you’re willing to babysit morgana for a day , yeah ?     ❜     he already knows the response he’s going to receive , he just feels the need to ask anyway . [ even if ren refused he’d still leave the cat with him regardless so there need be no reason to inquire to begin with . ]     ❛     i have a date and shit later , almost forgot to ask someone to babysit him for me ,     ❜     in other words , the first person that had come to mind was his brother , for he knows he can count on him for anything of the sort , no matter how trivial . ( he doesn’t think ren’s ever told him , ‘ no . ‘ ever . )     ❛     morgana doesn’t like seeing pda , because he’s a jealous gremlin and bitches about it . i love him but i can’t stand his complaining .     ❜  ( @phantrick . )

                    he wants to shake his head , to deny him for once in his godforsaken life , but he knows that even if he says no , akira will just leave the cat without a word &&. continue on his way. he has always been like that     /     at this point , ren thinks he is incapable of changing. he sighs , nods before setting down his mug to sign his response.          ❛          yeah , sure. i don’t have plans anyway.          ❜          he rarely does     ;     spends most of his time studying , rather than anything else , for at least that gives him an outlet.

                    ❛          besides , i’m sure he likes me better.          ❜          he knows it isn’t true , but if hes lucky , akira will just get pissed &&. take the damn cat with him. ren picks the mug back up.     (     its warmth seeps into his skin.     )

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godpost‌:

         ❛  IT  WAS  A  RHETORICAL  QUESTION ,  ❜   a  sigh ,  offered  a  flutter  of  a  pitiful  smile .  you  never  got  along  with  akira ,  would ‘ ve  liked  to ,  but  his  loss  is  felt  all  the  same  in  the  suffering  of  your  friends ,  akane  and  ren  especially .  (  oft  you  feel  guilty ,  wonder ,  that  if  by  some  cruel  twist  of  fate ,  your  living  lead  to  his  death .  )  he  should  have  been  the  one  to  go  on ,  to  have  his  happy  ending –  isn ‘ t  that  how  it  goes  in  the  stories ?  the  heroes  win  and  the  villains  die ,  and  you  will  always  be  the  villain  in  your  own  eyes .

         ❛  anyone  can  see  quite  plainly  that  you  are  not  all  right ,  if  i  may  be  so  blunt .  ❜   a  pause ,  arms  folded  against  chest  in  contemplation ,   ❛  why  don ‘ t  we  do  something  together ?  i  doubt  it ‘ s  healthy  to  remain  indoors  so  much .  ❜ 

                    ❛          what , do you care ?          ❜          he pauses , realizes it is ruder than intended , movements snappy in nature the way they oftentimes are when he feels bad , lashes out at the people he cares about. he bites his lip , attempts to amend instantly.          ❛          sorry. i just...          ❜          ren takes a deep breath. he hates how close he gets to crying every time he thinks about it , about the one time he vocalized his thoughts in years     (     in the form of a scream , a bloodcurdling scream where he had neglected to use his vocals for ages prior     )     though it is somehow simultaneously little more than a blur &&. extremely vivid at the same time.

                    ❛          i don’t really want to go out right now.          ❜          something about having his state of mind set out so plainly for him bothers him greatly , makes him more like to retreat , as though that will somehow help his situation despite him logically knowing better. 

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godpost‌:

ID  :  //  @phantrick  liked  for  a  starter !

          ❛  are  things  getting  any  easier ?  ❜

                    no , he wants to say , but how does he explain that time has only made things worse ? it is a question he did not expect to receive , one he hesitates to answer if only because thinking too hard about it hurts more than he can bear. are things getting any easier     -     as much as he would like to feign ignorance , he knows exactly what akechi means. there is only one thing he can mean. ren blinks up from his phone , stares for a long moment before he smiles &&. pockets his device , freeing his hands so that he may respond.

                    ❛          yes.          ❜          a lie , one akechi will surely recognize just as well as he does. it shows in his eyes , in the fact that he does not speak to anyone , in his unhealthy introversion. even his friends all see akira in him , even he sees akira in him. he is cursed to be reminded of his loss every time he looks in the mirror , every year on his birthday , every time he sees his mothers look at him in sorrow or his friends refuse to look him in the eye.     (     he has not gotten better , only better at hiding it. he stood in akira’s shadow in life , &&. somehow continues to do so though he is gone. it makes him feel sick     /     he wants to be free. his grief is a prison &&. everyone who knew his brother is a warden.     )     he wishes he could tell the whole truth without feeling as though his emotions are those of a selfish , terrible person , but instead , it is easier simply to lie , even if the truth is obvious.

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