phasenomore

[phasenomore]

Uy wow hello there, human 👋🏻

[phasenomore]

I hope God can hear my cries right now.

[phasenomore]

“1. Accept that what happened, happened for a reason. 2. Believe that your progress is not defined by your relapses. 3. Choose every day to forgive yourself for it’s not your fault.”

— Juansen Dizon, Three Flowers of Recovery

[phasenomore]

I’m tired of constantly communicating what I want. I know, you MUST be vocal about what you want to avoid disappointments. But there are times when I just want them to just know it because they know you that well.

~ punyeta gusto ko lang ng long message ~

[phasenomore]

Alam ko naman eh. Alam kong sobrang petty ko lang. Kaso I’m a person who loves words kasi. I have a thing for poetry, quotes, metaphors. Above all else, handwritten letters remain superior to me.

Kaya siguro mas gusto kong nakakareceive ng long, sweet, and meaningful messages kesa actual gifts. It’s as if your heart is speaking itself kasi. Ganun yung dating sakin. With words, you become naked without actually undressing yourself. You become vulnerable. You become raw. I crave for those things.

[phasenomore]

Ang hirap naman kasing sabihin na, “uy lambingin mo naman ako please”. Tangina yung pride ko. Saka parang ang dating eh ginagawa lang kasi sinabi mo. Hindi ba uso yung initiative? Tang ina.

[phasenomore]

I never knew I wanted the kind of love I currently have until you happened. I am never vocal about how much you mean to me, but I hope you could feel it through my actions. I love you always, especially during the hardest times. 💓

[phasenomore]

Dumating na ko sa punto ng buhay ko na kapag may gustong manatili sakin, papasalamatan ko. Pero kung hindi, ay hahayaan ko nalang. Wala na kong oras para maghabol at ipilit ang mga gusto kong mangyari. Natutunan kong bitiwan ang mga bagay at tao na hindi na kayang sumabay sa agos ng buhay ko. Nang dumating ka, wala akong kahit anong hiling sa Diyos na mapansin mo ko, o magustuhan. Napansin kita kasi mabuti kang tao, marunong kang makisama, at marunong kang rumespeto. Pero kahit ganun, wala akong kahit anong pinilit. Until you reached out to me. Syempre nung una, patay malisya ako, halos lahat di ko binibigyan ng kahulugan. Hanggang sa di ko na maitago sa sarili ko kaya tinanong na kita. Nung sinabi mong gusto mo ko, ang nasa isip ko lang nun is baka fling lang naman. Baka hindi naman tumagal. So hinayaan ko lang. Pero masasabi ko na sa lahat ng nagkagusto sakin, eto yung pinaka iba. Unang pagkikita natin, nakita mo na kung pano ako malasing. Kung gaano ako kagago sa mga kaibigan ko. Kaya siguro hindi nadin ako nailang sayo. Sobrang nasasakyan mo yung trip ko, yung pagmumura ko, yung sama ng ugali ko, yung pagiging prangka ko, basta lahat lahat na. I was really amazed on how you handled me so well. Sa ngayon, di ko alam ano mangyayari satin sa hinaharap, pero walang gaanong takot sa dibdib ko. Walang masyadong pag aalinlangan. Kung ano mang plano satin ng Diyos, susundin ko yun ng buong puso. Sabay nating tuparin ang lahat ng pangarap natin, I will always be your ultimate supporter. Fuck all those who have taken us for granted. Willing akong tanggapin lahat ng pagmamahal mo na iniwasan nilang tanggapin. Let’s be better together. 💓

[phasenomore]

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[phasenomore]

“I know you were craving someone who’d make you their priority and show you that you deserve the moon and the stars, but I hope to god that’s not all I was to you. I hope that’s not the only reason you were craving me.”

— Seda

[phasenomore]

“You are worth finding. Worth knowing. Worth loving. You and all your one million layers.”

— Unknown

[phasenomore]

Waste this night away with me ~

[phasenomore]

Sad but true

“I trust the universe to bring me everything I need in the right time but I learned that I also have to accept when something’s taken away from me. Actually, it’s not like I own any of it. We all take people, things, moments and even our next breath for granted. The truth is that nothing stays forever and we can’t stop this process of life. Maybe that’s where the problem lies. It’s so hard for us to let go because we’re taking all these things for granted. And that’s why we only start appreciating things when we have to let them go.”

— - @thissikhgirl / Jasmin Kaur

[phasenomore]

“Don’t keep lighting fires if you aren’t willing to let them burn. I am not another girl you can fuck around. I guarantee you will never find another like me.”

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[phasenomore]

I backread my posts here on Tumblr, and I’m speechless. You’ve gone far, self. The ups and downs are still there, but looking back on my posts of giving up 3 years ago, and here I am still fighting for my existence here on Earth. I am fucking proud.

[phasenomore]

I am not a pro. I did not take any pre-med course. But I am fully aware that depression is not a joke. It is not a phase. It is something that needs to be addressed. We need more open-minded people. Let’s try to save humanity.

[phasenomore]

“She’s a kinder her, for her.”

— Juansen Dizon