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Hello new commission info! Covid sucks! and I need money 😭

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instagram | _thefeelingofvelvet

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the idea of using tumblr as a twitter alternative is incomprehensible. it's like if your local walmart closed down and you started doing all your grocery shopping at the cursed antique store from needful things

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please block me if you read books with death in them. i don’t care your “reason” - it’s clear you have a death fetish, are pro-necrophilia, and think killing is okay. i don’t care if someone you know died recently or if you have a terminal illness. it is not okay to consume fiction with death in it to cope. and that’s that on that, you freaks. pro-death crowd dni.

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Cover letter with the vampire

CV update with the vampire

Intake paperwork with the vampire

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my ancestors suffered so that i could call middle aged men babygirl on the internet

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Edward Okuń - Matka muchomor i jej dzieci (litografia barwna), ok. 1900.

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my cat when I ask what is in their mouth

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Kind of feel like there’s an easy solution for Hannibal which is that he just doesn’t eat people. Like you don’t need to do that king

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no but what is so heartbreaking about will's situation in s1b and s2a (hannibal framing him & his false imprisonment) is the contrast between his pure empathy and the fact that the others were not able to empathize with him when he needed it the most.

he was being used for his empathy; he had a 100% success rate for catching killers, and everyone always believed him and praised him for it: "you are always right about these things, we need your help." yet when HE needs help, when he needs people to believe him the most, because HE is the victim this time, they stop. for so long, they don't try to empathize with him--they don't even try to assume his perspective. they barely even try to entertain the possibility that he could be right. and what's even worse is that he can understand why they can't. he can empathize with the people who refuse to empathize with him, and that must have been so unbelievably painful and isolating for him.

will was all-seeing while hannibal blinded everyone around him.

even though this facilitated his becoming, even though this was the destruction that precluded his creation, and these were the ashes he rose from, my heart still breaks for the amount of suffering he was subjected to. as hannibal says to will when he is released from prison: "first you have to grieve for what is lost, and what has changed." and in ko no mono: "who you were yesterday is laid waste to give rise to who you are today"

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Girlboss manwhore couple she’s killing he’s fucking nobody is doing the housework

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Hannibal + Scenery

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scrolling twitter today and then coming over here is like walking out of a burning building and then walking into the calm remains of a building that burnt down 5 years ago and has been reclaimed by nature.

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if cats aren't meant to be kissed on their heads then what's that little space between their ears for

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40s/50s Nadja marry me right this second

(well, any version of Nadja really, but specifically this one)

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Nadja and her children