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being frank on you, you seem pretty high level kid, what is your secret? how do i become as high level as you?

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The way I react when people are mad at me is enough to get me in the ward I fear-

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Israel has banned children’s insulin injectors from entering Gaza

Children can die within a matter of days without insulin. In even less time a lack of insulin will cause blindness, nerve damage, and kidney failure.

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i love you in the strongest way there is

via nozu on tumblr // richard siken // charles bukowski // nothingbutloveforyou on tumblr // inanotherunivrse on tumblr.

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In fanfiction there is a difference between being a good writer and a popular writer. 

Just because you can write a well-structured story with dynamic and consistent writing and characters doesn’t mean you will be popular. And sometimes stories that have disorganized plots, mediocre writing, and/or OOC characters will be held up as the greatest things to ever exist. 

Just because your writing isn’t popular doesn’t mean you are a bad writer. Don’t ever compromise who you are, who your characters are, your plot, your writing style, anything for the sake of readership.

There are popular writers everywhere. But there are only so many good writers.

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hawk and tim x false god (♥︎)

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insp.

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HAWK & TIM - CONAN GRAY LYRICS

Fellow Travelers (Ep.1)//Conan Gray, Never Ending Song//Fellow Travelers (Ep.6)//Conan Gray, Winner//Fellow Travelers (Ep.8)//Conan Gray, Killing Me

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"remember looking at this room we loved it cause of the light" "now i just sit in the dark and wonder if its time" i am personally coming to rip hawkins fuller to shreds

GOD HAWK AND LUCY ARE SO YOU'RE LOSING ME CODED IT HURTS

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GOD HAWK AND LUCY ARE SO YOU'RE LOSING ME CODED IT HURTS

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so how are we feeling about killing me (conan gray) and fellow travelers' hawk and tim

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the flesh is unwilling and honestly, the spirit isn't too keen on the idea either

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you ever have “cry and scream yourself awake” level nightmares that are immediately the stupidest premises imaginable the moment you actually wake up

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why are men so fucking scary. like why the fuck

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yes girl you are so [if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more] [hands are unbearably beautiful] [i'll take care of you it's rotten work not to me not if it's you] [if you are intolerable let me be the one to tolerate you] [i could recognise him by touch alone] [i love you i want us both to eat well] [on purpose i love you on purpose] [whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same] [i am half agony half hope] [you have bewitched me body and soul and i love love love you] [he is half of my soul as the poets say] [i'm sick of people saying that love is all a woman is fit for but i'm so lonely] [i love you most ardently] [let me stay tender hearted despite despite despite] [someone has to leave first this is a very old story there is no other version of this story] [mostly i want to be kind] [tell me how all this and love too will ruin us] [you said i killed you haunt me then] [someone somewhere can you understand me a little love me a little] [i will love you as misfortune loves orphans as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch while everything goes wrong] [sorry about the blood in your mouth i wish it was mine] [who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me] can we kiss now

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desire is suffering

Half-light: Collected Poems 1965-2016; ‘Dream Reveals in Neon the Great Addictions, Frank Bidart ( @wahabibi ) | Dante and Virgil in Hell, William-Adolphe Bouguereau | Vestiges, Ángel García | Blasphemia, Eliran Kantor | So We Must Meet Apart, Jennifer S. Cheng ( @yoursoethereal ) | Prigione di Lacrime, Roberto Ferri | Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, November 4th, Simone de Beauvoir ( @theoptia ) | Ludwig Drahosch | War of the Foxes, Richard Siken ( @elfreys )

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I probably thought if I moved here I would fit in better. You know, I thought I might find more like-minded people or whatever. But honestly, the people here are a lot worse than the people I knew in school. (...) I just feel like I left Carricklea thinking I could have a different life. But I hate it here, and now I can never go back there again. I mean, those friendships are gone. Rob is gone, I can never see him again. I can never get that life back. NORMAL PEOPLE (2020) dir. Lenny Abrahamson, Hettie Macdonald