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Yusuf bin Husain rahimahullaah berkata :

"Sesuai dengan kadar rasa takutmu kepada Allaah, seperti itulah orang lain akan segan kepadamu. Sesuai dengan kadar cintamu kepada Allaah, seperti itulah cintanya orang lain kepadamu. Sesuai dengan kadar kesibukanmu untuk Allaah, seperti itulah sibuknya orang lain membantu urusanmu." (Shifatu shofwa 2/300)

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Ya rabb, tempatkanlah dia di syurga Firdausmu. Pilihlah dia, bimbinglah dia. Aku merayu.

Since the day she knows i'm struggling alone going for hospital follow ups by taking grab, walking alone with crutches to Dr's clinic, here she is came all the way from Alor Pongsu, just to make sure i'm safe and has someone to rely on. I'm sorry ayah that i had to bring Mama here, as you also not in a good health. 😭😭

Promise that i will forever dua's as much as i can to beg Allah grant both of you jannatul firdaus. I'm really sorry if i had burden you enough 😔

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7/8/2023, 27y/old, PHKL

foot extensor tendon exploration and repair 💪🏻

Dear self, stay stronger like you always do, stay positive like you always said, stay patience and calm like you always act. Allah's plan much better than yours. Have faith and trust on Him.

May Allah forgive me for all my wrongdoings and sins throughout 27 years of living. Alhamdulillah for this sweet blessings. It was tough one, but you are not alone 🤍

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When you choose peace, it comes with a lot of goodbyes.

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"O Allah, forgive my errors, my ignorance and my excess in all my affairs, and what You know better than me of these things. O Allah, forgive all my errors, what I do intentionally or out of my ignorance or in jest and in all that I do. O Allah, forgive me my past and future wrong actions, what I conceal of them and what I divulge. You are the One who puts things ahead and the One who delays them. You have power over all things."

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It was the best decision ever to let you go.

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Happy Birthday my fav person.

I miss you a lot.

Even though we are far apart, not really keep in touch, you will always in my thought.

May Allah guide you wherever you go,

May Allah protect you wherever you are.

Thank you for existing. Love you a lot 🤍

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30/9/2022 - Allah datangkan ujian sebab hambanya kuat. Allah sayang. Allah nak hapuskan dosa dosa. Kuatkan semangat wahai diri. Berserahlah pada Allah, percaya Allah. Ampunkan dosa dosa aku ya allah. Matikan aku dalam husnul khatimah 🥹🥹

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unexpected wishes from unexpected person. Thank you so much Dr Suraya. May Allah bless you always. 💖

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3/1/2022, Emergency Department, PHKL- Syafakillah. Semoga kuat, Allah sentiasa ada. Ampuni aku Ya Allah.

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1/1/2022 - body energy drain. Allah tarik nikmat sihat, tapi Allah bagi nikmat Mama Ayah ada disisi malam ni. Selamat melangkah tahun baru, semoga lebih kuat, Allah bagi nikmat sihat berpanjangan. Wish me the best guys! Andai kata Allah tarik nyawa bila2 masa, harap ada yang sentiasa mendoakan aku di alam sana. Semoga ada sahabat yang boleh doakan aku sampai syurga sana. Allah bimbing aku, Allah tariklah aku sampai syurga sana. Aku hamba yang hina yang hanya meminjam nyawa dariMu.

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Day 4 with mystery illness! My PCR turn out Negative today Alhamdulillah. I'm so glad its not covid but at the same time i just need to know what kind of viruses that stuck in my body. Had took PCM, antibiotic, flu meds but it seems like my body could not get the help from it. No improvement in reduce the severity of my symptoms 😢 Allah, ampunkan dosa2 ku Ya Allah. Semoga orang2 yang mengenaliku ampunkan dosaku terhadap mereka, lembutkan hati mereka untuk ampunkan aku Ya allah. ♥️

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Hey guys, it has been 3 days i do nothing and just lay in my bed. As a person yang tak suka duduk rumah diam2, rasa sangat lain ya tak pergi kerja, running, exercises 😫. But this time badan mmg lemau, lembik, suara sengau huhuhu. Just wanna keep it here sebab jarang sakit teruk mcm ni. Ni semua new experience. Already did PCR test i hope everything okay. If positive i just redha, sebab Allah bagi sakit bukan suka2. Dia nak kita kuat and hapuskan dosa-dosa amin 🥺 Semoga december cepat berlalu, tahun depan nak sihat, nak kerja kuat, nak pergi UMRAH. I wish at the age of 26 i can go see Kaabah with my beautiful eyes amin 🤲🏻

#getwellsoon #sihatitunikmat #sakititurezeki

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9/12-11/12 was the longest Medical Leave i got for my whole life 😂 Gonna stuck with all these things for 1 week! Hope it works 🥴 Get well soon dearself! Let's end this year with good things and healthy body okay!

#KeepGoing #SoFarSoGood

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Raining feat running. 🏃🏻‍♀️ Best pace so far. 💪🏻

p/s: May Allah grant my wish to have my own car. So that, i feel safe to go through hardship on rainy days.

#1stNov #NotYetHaveDreamCar #DareToDream #BeatSedentaryLifestyle

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Just wanna keep my running progression here because my tumblr post only for a special things happen in my life ☺️

Hope i can create new PB for this year. 🏋🏻‍♀️ 🏃🏻‍♀️

#beatsedentarylifestyle #GettingFitIsAChoice

#runningforhealthandwealth

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