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Overheard

1: There's an eclipse in America this year

2:Is that because of Trump

1:What even the sun wants to go away

2:And Trump again another day

1: Even the moon wants to knock Trumps lights out

2:Bit much

1:But-

2:no.

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Theories:Sherlock *Contains MANY MANY many spoilers*

In an interview with Moffat and Gatiss,suggestions plot towards series 4 and 5 being in union or rather completing each other.

Mary will not die in Series 4 but possibly series 5, the directors state they do not seek to kill Mary off immediately like Arthur Conan Doyle does.Full of consequence for series 4.Toby Jones to be a villain in the second episode of series four it seems but no one says episode one and two will not be joint.Jones will have to bring consequence but consequence suggests someone who you thought was something else, not a stranger.Jones to be a well-known character in classics but theories have stated Dr Jenkins. This for some reason made me think of a Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde cross over- Just my imagination.Well known war accomplice of Watson?

Jones will have to die in episode two or be in other series,as it is suggested he is only in that one episode for now.

Hiddleston may be introduced as Sherlock's 'other' brother suggested in a scene I believe from series 3 episode 3 when Mycroft states 'I do not do sentiment.After all, you know what happened to the other one'. Mycroft is given a look which assures the something which happened would be terrible. However that does not state 'terrible' would suggest what 'we' find terrible but would be 'terrible' to Mycroft.Suggests a dislike of Mycroft,a job,a place where he lives. Somewhere,something Mycroft hates. I'd figure a lack of power...Or meaninglessness.

If Hiddleston is not a brother.He may be an old friend which will be used for a plot device to be secretly 'working' for the criminal class.

Moriarty is dead? Some disbelieve it. Two theories. He is dead and has set up a plan for if this happened, if he died.After all through technology people can be alive without being there at all if you know the right people. We know moriarty used people to conduct his crimes,and so. He can do that without being alive if he has already broadcasted the message he wishes to show online. E.G.Filmed beforehand ages ago.Of course, he would need someone to do this. To put them on. Now two theories for this.

Mycroft and Moriarty working together?He does have power over it.No...It does seem impossible but I am not a consultant after all.So someone must be helping moriarty,well actually a lot of someone's. A chain of people being threaten by each other, and none of them know the 'boss' is dead so they continue threatening eachother and conducting a dead man's crimes. Well...It's neat?Okay.Fine,fine.We’ll settle with your conclusion. Barbaric.

Oh the other theory of Moriarty you ask - Well the other is he alive.I'm in two minds if this is dull or not. Could be fun? Many suggest Mycroft might be killed/die but... I do not see why he needs to be. This was suggested in the 'Abominable Bride' periodic episode when Mycroft says 'I am long for this world'. If we were to use the cause of death with obesity causing a heart attack, whereas the modern episode pointing out Mycroft work out routine. A heart attack could be it or something to do with lifestyle,but to kill Mycroft this way is a shame.Killed by his heart.Love might on the table and this would be a consequence indeed.

If Moriarty is alive it could be to purely show his back story.In the articles he is a maths teacher or shown as and that's how he'd have access to Carl Powers which is suggested in that case.Moriarty could have been a trainee at this time since Sherlock and him in this series are around the same age.This may mean they would need 6 years difference in age at least.

Personally I think Harry and Mycroft might have a scene to themselves but who's to say. AJ.... Sacha Dhawan- A client? But not in the first episode. Sacha has played 'bad' characters and funny worried troubled ones sooo...Could be in moriarty's gang but no.Harry is suggested to be gay,or Clara could be a male. Who knows. So this means Harry would not seek relations in that way.Irene could get in their way or Molly.

Either way they need to use social media more.

Moriarty has got hold of Watson's therapists and therefore information which he can used to haunt Watson of war in ways however as Mycroft states. Watson misses the war,but not everything?AJ could be a secret enemy.

Right so.Location.Sherlock has been filming in Morocco,Wales and Cardiff University again to the student's dismay.Now if I was the production team I'd go to locations just to throw the fan based off the scent.I feel there were two more locations but I do not know which.Obviously London is discluded.

Now...Location can be significant.What is in these places?Why there? In Cardiff there is nothing new. This is the 'fake London' but this time. They used the University domains and stairs...Could this be a building,or just the morgue...Or somewhere they are. As for Morroco. Is this another fake location for sun or a holiday mission. It does suggest some travel...Travel....Travel! Got it?Honeymoon.

Many have said it is Sherlock's drugs hallucinations but.Morocco would not be a main one as Sherlock seems to care for sentiment not travel or happiness in holidaying.I can see how it may be but a honeymoon is more likely and this is to put us off the scent?Romance will be secretly heavenly featured which suggests the last episodes include 'love' being a main cause for the crime. As Sherlock has said in the first ever episode 'Love works as a better fuel'. At the start of series 5 I predict Mary's pregnancy? Died giving birth. No- But made to look that way?

Awaiting three to four code words from October's Comic Con in London possibly.So far a 'Tougher consequence series'.Romance, Consequence...HoneyMoon...Hmmmm these are not the words but linked to something unknown.

Now. Will Irene be back?I predict four to five villains in this series. Not just three.Two will die.Red beard will be in it, as a criminal plot device- Obviously not the real Red Beard and this is Jone's device to unveil the past.That is Sherlock's and possibly Mycroft's past. Okay,maybe not John's friend.

Interested to see series 6.What will happen to Mary's child.Another plot twist perhaps?Sheryl?Definitely.No,no good. I'm predicting series 6 when yet to see series 4.

They speculate January or February 2017. Filming till May/June in 2016. Six further months are for editings and making sure cast are happy as well as booking in extra dates for filming further as well as making sure all filming is perfect.Rather fair, wouldn't you say?

TBC.TTFN.

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Slytherin Harry Potter Charm Bracelet - $6.50 (House colors can be changed)

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Loldemort

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Yes, I have it on my wall. And yes, my harry potter souvenirs and gadgets are awesome. So is my book collection

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The day before results day

THE DAY ALOT OF HOPELESS TEENS AND YOUNG ADULTS DREAM ABOUT THE ALPHABET SYMBOLISING DEMOLISH GRADES.

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My Love and a Cloak

I wish I had an invisibility cloak to see if you would notice if I was gone.

I would follow you hoping to hear you whisper my name.

Hoping that what I feel in my heart is what you feel in yours.

Maybe you would go looking for me in your memories, trying to to relive the moments we had together.

Maybe you will dream of me that night hoping to see me again. 

You would gaze up into the sky made of black and indigo and you would see the stars that resemble the eyes that I possess.

But I know that’s just a figment of my imagination.

You won’t notice that I am gone and I will forever stay underneath this cloak.

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Friend: “Just ask your crush out. He’ll definitely say yes. I promise!”

Me:

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F

Oh, please!

As I ended up my day, I let out a big sigh

I locked myself in to a dark room

Where no one can notice me

Where no one can hear me

Where there is no one, no one but me, just only me

I’m so tired of me being like this

I’m so confined with my feelings

I’m feel like there ain’t nobody who can comfort me

I don’t want to tell this to anyone

Because I don’t want to be a burden to them

I don’t want to please anyone to understand and feel me, either

And also I’m not that into sharing what I really feel

I’m used to keeping this to myself

I can’t trust anybody, but me

I’m so ashamed of myself

I’m so densed

I’m so confused

I don’t know what to do and what to feel anymore

I’m weary

The more I stop myself thinking about you, the more I can’t

I want to scream out loud, jeeeeeeeez!

I’m so hopeless.

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Crushes In Astrology

Here is a masterpost on what can determine attraction, first moves, love, anything to do with crushes in astrology.

Sun sign: How they’ll show they like you

Venus sign: What they’re attracted to and if they’ll attract other people (attracted vs attractive) 

Attracted = More likely to pursue

Attractive = More likely to be pursued 

Mars sign: If they’ll act on their crush, tell you they like you

Sun signs // How they show they like you

Sun in Aries: They’ll be obvious probably, you’ll be able to know by yourself, if not then look for teasing, competing, laughing, intense gazes and hugging.

Sun in Taurus: They’ll be very physical and want to touch you a lot. They will slowly want to know more and more about you and will be chivalrous.

Sun in Gemini: They’ll want to talk to you all the time, will be flirty, will ask you your opinion on topics, have intellectual conversations.

Sun in Cancer: Will be shy, will give you gifts, (probably hand made) will want you to meet their family, will be quiet and will let you talk.

Sun in Leo: Will be also obvious, very physical, treat you like royalty, compliment you endlessly, a bit of teasing.

Sun in Virgo: Will analyze you from afar, will figure out your likes and dislikes and make sure to use them to their advantage, will help you whenever they can, give you constructive criticism/nag. (It’s their way of showing they care!)

Sun in Libra: Will obviously flirt with you, will be smiling all the time, maybe a bit shy, will compliment you, are romantic/show they can be romantic.

Sun in Scorpio: Will stare at you from across the room, will know everything about you without you telling them, will show attraction one day, then none the next, shy/sly smiles, will show up in the same places you are.

Sun in Sagittarius: Will share their opinions with you, talk about theirs and your dreams, will want to take you places.

Sun in Capricorn: Will ask you about your work and future, will help you when they can, will actually smile with you, will make plans to spend time with you.

Sun in Aquarius: Will want to talk to you a lot, join your friend group, mimic your actions/style, will be where you are.

Sun in Pisces: Will be shy, will tell you about their emotions, will be dreamy and romantic, will ask you about your dreams and want to help you with them.

Venus signs // What they’re attracted to, if they attract people

Venus in Aries: Is attracted to independent, passionate and confident types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Taurus: Is attracted to stable, caring and physical(ly attractive) types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Gemini: Is attracted to intelligent, talkative and witty types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Cancer: Is attracted to emotional, shy and family-oriented types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Leo: Is attracted to self loving, outgoing and glamorous types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Virgo: Is attracted to selfless, clean/tidy and underrated types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Libra: Is attracted to romantic, stylish and balanced types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Scorpio: Is attracted to intense, deep and seductive types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Sagittarius: Is attracted to well travelled, philosophical and funny types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Capricorn: Is attracted to ambitious, hard working and sensual types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Aquarius: Is attracted to friendly, intellectually stimulating and unique types. (Attracted vs Attractive)

Venus in Pisces: Is attracted to dreamy, artistic and vulnerable types. (Attracted vs Attractive; It could be either)

Mars signs // If they’ll make the first move (Yes vs No)

Mars in Aries: They go after everything they want instantly (Yes vs No)

Mars in Taurus: It takes them awhile to get things going (Yes vs No)

Mars in Gemini: They use their words for their actions (Yes vs No)

Mars in Cancer: They go with the flow but are shy (Yes vs No)

Mars in Leo: They are expressive and showy in their actions (Yes vs No)

Mars in Virgo: They are subtle and calculating with actions (Yes vs No)

Mars in Libra: They are unassuming and passive (Yes vs No)

Mars in Scorpio: They are determined and powerful in their motives (Yes vs No)

Mars in Sagittarius: They are spontaneous and direct (Yes vs No)

Mars in Capricorn: They are ambitious for everything (Yes vs No)

Mars in Aquarius: They are all over the place with actions (Yes vs No)

Mars in Pisces: Their actions are usually done in their head (Yes vs No)

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Brain: OMG OMFG , IT'S TIME TO TELL THEM. GO ON

Me:Might not like me back though , and we're meeting soon

Brain:But it's your chance , they are your future , go for it

Me:But they shared it to everyone! Maybe , like , they are waiting for someone else

Brain:What if it's you though...You only say that because Dad said and it's either this or blurt it out in a week's time.

Me: I won't , I can't , it will wreck his life and our relationship.

Brain: Wreck his life , it will make it...

Me:Have you met us?

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Don't cry before you're hurt

Scouting For Girls-Gotta Keep Smiling

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The biggest bully in my life is my mind

To All The Bullies Who Failed

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1am

Is it normal to cry for no reason at all? Or is that just me. I don’t cry at 1am if that’s what you wonder about but I just... It’s not even been a long day. Nothing bad has happened. I wasn’t even thinking about anything bad. But all of a sudden I cry and get upset. Randomly.Still it could be worse , I could be hearing voices , or even worse seeing visions inside my head. In a way I think hallucinations are easy , you just shut your eyes and it’s gone but when you have it in your head , there’s no escape.

I suppose I’ve been thinking about my ex and my crush and if it will ever happen. Listening to ‘The Cab -Endlessly’ , and when it says ‘It’s not a miracle you need , believe me’ pft , maybe to cope with me you do. Then the ‘It’s not going to be easy’, well no , when is life ever.It also says ‘I can be perfect for you’ , only I’m not. I need to lose weight , talk languages , get A’s , go to bed at a good bed time (11:30) and exercise everyday. I’m nothing like what you deserve.

After this my ex says ‘Been looking through your FB and you don’t look hardly different’ when they have lost weigh and seemed to have sorted some of their life out... I just feel like I’ve failed.

I suppose that’s depression or any mental health thing but I’m undiagnosed. Another problem to solve. Even the little things can seem so big , like tidying my room. I can’t sleep. Nothing bad will happen , paranoia can kick in at any point and it’s scary just living and coping. I suppose that’s why I cry , I’ve had counselling and my counselor says it’s like I’m lost after all what’s happen , but I don’t think it’s that I’m lost. I think it’s that I’m found, and what I’ve found isn’t what I expected or broke my heart or soul. Maybe this is too deep , but this is why Mental Health isn’t a joke and fundamentally spoils my day everyday, because I know I have to hide here. 

Introducing me! Why not make my first text whilst having a breakdown. They won’t all be like this hahaha , I know , people say that so you stay tune but I don’t really care what you do. This blog , is for me.