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Eddie + Helping Buck navigate his feelings 9-1-1, - Inspired by this post by @eddiecoded

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I'm sorry, Eddie said "you're not thinking about jumping ship" and "you ain't getting past me" and then Buck kissed a guy and freaked out about lying to Eddie, and Maddie said "if there's something you need to tell Eddie you will, just in your own time", and Eddie was the only person Buck volunteraly came out to, and Buck was in the room when Chris left, and Tommy broke up Buck because he was his first not his last, and Eddie was denying himself joy, but then found some joy and let Buck into it, and Buck went crazy because Eddie was moving and then pulled a grand gesture to let Eddie go back to Chris, and then they had a goodbye in the rain with a hug that was framed like Every Romance Movie Ever, and then Buck said Eddie's name 15 times in the same episode, heavily implied he used his basketball anniversary present with Eddie, and then Tommy called Eddie the competition, and then Buck said the only reason Eddie isn't the competition is because he is straight, and then the gay man, who by the way knew Buck was queer before Buck, scoffed at the concept, and then Buck said "I don't have to want to sleep with everyone I have feelings for" about Eddie and escalated to "everyone wants me to be hopelessly pining for my straight best friend" when no one had ever implied that there was something going on between them, and Maddie said "it wouldn't be so crazy" about Buck being in love with Eddie, when Tommy never said anything about love, he just heavily implied Eddie would swoop in eventually and Buck would let him, and then Eddie called buck after every inconvenience, and then Buck picked a fight because he needs Eddie to want him and Eddie escalated the fight because he wants Buck to need him, and then Eddie flew Chris back from Texas to cheer Buck up, and then Buck asked "where are you?" and Eddie replied with "right in front of you" and then said "ready when you are" and moved back to LA, and yall think it's not happening??? There's no way out of this narrative that's not Buck and Eddie making out sloppy style. They wrote themselves into a corner they cannot get out unless buddie gets together.

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Eddie’s just had his 33rd birthday party with all of his family (the 118 & Pepa, Christopher, and Abuela) and he can't be happier. ... right?

But Christopher is 15 now and due to leave the nest in three years for college and Eddie... is a mess.

He's wasted years of his life with an alpha who never even knotted him. Shannon is the one who carried Chris. Who gave birth. Who got to experience breast feeding and raising an infant.

Eddie never got to experience any of that what with the army. Never had a knot. Has only been one alpha (shannon) and beta women. It feels like he's been trying his whole life to be something he's not.

An epiphany hits at his 33rd birthday party.

Call it too much drinking or from the excitement in the air but Eddie realizes something.

He doesn't need a partner. A temporary soulmate who will only try to change him to match their tastes. Who will try to override his parenting and ignore his son's ticks (Ana).

He doesn't need a beta, alpha, or even another omega at all.

And he certainly doesn't need a knot.

How does he know?

Because of something that Buck recently offered to do for an old friend. The friend backed out on having Buck donate his sperm, but Buck would have done it. He would have really given his sperm to a friend just because he asked.

So, why wouldn't he do the same for Eddie?

Eddie has a turkey baster. They would hardly need a hospital. They would just need Buck's sperm in a cup and Eddie could do the rest.

They could even do it daily just to make sure it takes.

Now, all that's left is convincing Buck, who is in a relationship with Taylor, to breed him.

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Hows that omega eddie au going? I havent heard anything else about it, but you did send me on a diaz parent hate spree that has yet to be contained.

Hi Anon, thank you so much for checking in! It's still ongoing but much, much slower than I expected. Work has been a bit hectic too, so I haven't had time to properly sit down and write something more.

Here's a short excerpt:

Of course. Of course, Buck doesn’t think it’s his; because he’s not supposed to be able to. “It’s mine, Buck”, his hand automatically goes up to his hair to tug on it. “The tests are mine”. He needs to…sit down maybe, he’s not sure. His legs feel weak but so does his entire body; his entire existence really. Tilted on an axis. He smiles weakly when Buck’s other hand goes up to his own curls. He’s not sure whose habit it originally was, just that they’ve both started doing it now. It feels comforting, this shared habit of theirs; proof of all the time they spend together. Buck looks down at the test again and then up at Eddie. “I think I need pants for this” and Eddie lets out a strangled laugh. “Yeah, I think you do”. Buck keeps the stick with him as he goes back to their room. Eddie heads out to the living room and waits for him on the couch, taking up a corner, hands folded, almost curling in into himself. When Buck comes back dressed in shorts and a hoodie, he takes the other corner of the couch and they both stare at the wall for a few long moments. “There were like, 10 of these in the sink”, his boyfriend starts. Eddie scoffs, humorless, “Spent the entire day peeing on them just to make sure”. He hears rather than sees Buck inhaling sharply. “How…”, then he stops for a moment. “You’re a beta and on birth control”, he says instead. Yeah, Eddie wishes he knew what the hell was going on as well. “What made you take the test anyways?”, Buck asks when Eddie is quiet for too long. Now that he could answer. “You know how I haven’t been feeling that great but didn’t know why?”. Buck nods. He’d been feeling a bit more lethargic lately, and his appetite hadn’t been that great either. Buck had tried making simpler food like soup or bland bread for him to eat something. “Well today I threw up at the smell of bacon in the morning and just. I don’t know, I just, for some reason, remembered that Soph was like that during her first pregnancy. Abuela had mentioned that it runs in the family, that the Diaz bloodline can’t stand the smell of bacon when we’re expecting. It’s such a stupid reason, in hindsight”. He looks at the pregnancy test that Buck is still holding for some reason. He had thought he would have a great laugh with Buck when it came out negative because it had been a ridiculous idea. Well, call him the whole damn circus because the joke is on him isn't it.

My hate for the Diaz parents is still burning strong after last season and the birthday episode 🙂. Rest assured, they're not getting off easy in this one.

Honestly, thank you for still keeping an eye out for this. It's really nice to see when people are looking forward to my writing 😭🫶🏼. Apologies for the late reply though.

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"Carve your name into my bedpost" --> smut buddie fic ft. Buck proving his Buck 1.0 skills. Here's a snippet:

“You could show me.” His voice sounded a little shaky to his own ears, but he hoped that Buck wouldn’t hear the tremble in it.

“You just said that you didn’t want to see me fuck someone.”

Eddie felt like he was on fire. He knew that if he uttered the words that were loaded in his throat, there would be no coming back from this. They could laugh it off, but Eddie would know. He would know that he wasn’t joking and deep down Buck would know it too.

“Buck,” he breathed out as he scooted closer to the other man on the couch so his knee was against the blonde’s thigh. “You could show me.” He emphasized the last word and saw Buck’s eyes widen in understanding.

“You know that would require me to fuck you?” Buck asked in a whisper.

Eddie felt his heart drop right down to his stomach. His breath caught in his lungs and he had to swallow the lump in his throat so his next words didn’t give away how nervous he was.

“I was thinking more of a blowjob or something,” he said after he managed to compose himself.

He felt insane, uttering those words. He couldn’t believe they came out of his mouth. He had no idea what he was doing. All he knew was that he never wanted to hear Buck talk about sex with someone else again and if he was going to accomplish that by letting Buck suck his soul through his dick, he was more than okay with that arrangement.

Truth be told he didn’t get many blowjobs in his life. He didn’t really see the appeal in that either. It always took too long and he got too much in his head about it. Buck was either going to prove his point that he was good at this and make it the best sex of Eddie’s life, or he was going to fail at making Eddie come, and Eddie would remind him of that every time he tried to talk about sex ever again.

The second option seemed more probable, and Eddie was more than okay with it.

“Buck 1.0 didn’t give blow jobs,” Buck said as his hand landed on Eddie’s thigh. “He fucked.” Buck’s hand squeezed down on the muscle and Eddie felt his dick twitch. “And he was damn good at it,” Buck practically purred the last words right into Eddie’s ear as he was getting closer and closer with every passing second.

Eddie let himself take in the words and considered his options. This was uncharted territory. A blowjob was one thing. He could close his eyes and pretend that it wasn’t his best friend’s mouth wrapped around his cock. If Buck fucked him, he would know. He would know it was Buck and he would never be able to forget it.

On the other hand it made it easier for him. Buck would have a hard time making Eddie feel good with his mouth. Eddie was already not the biggest fan of fucking someone, so being fucked was bound to turn out even worse. It might not even get to that part because Eddie knew that Buck would never want him to pretend he liked something and unlike with his girlfriends he didn’t feel the need to act.

“Okay, then,” he let out slowly as he inched closer to Buck as well. “Prove it,” he whispered right into Buck’s slightly open mouth.

The previously cocky expression on Buck’s face fell a little, and Eddie panicked. He should be happy, he should want Buck to back down from this. It would give him enough material to stop Buck from talking about his sex life. Eddie didn't understand the sudden desire deep within him that was begging him to not let Buck back out.

“What?” he asked before Buck could say anything. “Scared that you can’t deliver?” he teased and he knew Buck took the bait.

The blonde’s eyes lit up once more, and the smirk painted his face again.

“Oh, Eddie.” Buck’s hand moved up Eddie’s thigh and slid more towards the inner side of it. “You have no idea what you’re signing up for. I’m going to destroy you.”

Eddie felt a shiver run down his spine and he hoped it wasn’t visible. He knew he failed when he saw Buck’s smile growing.

“Oh yeah?” Eddie decided he wasn’t going to give up the rails this easily. “Because I think you’re all talk and no bite,”

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not picky but I am a bottom!Eddie truther. I need Buck lifting Eddie up. I need Buck manhandling Eddie. I need their size difference emphasized. I need Eddie looking up at Buck. I need Eddie leaning on Buck for emotional and mental support. Openly. I need Eddie vulnerable with Buck in a way he hasn’t before. I need soft, vulnerable Eddie. I need Eddie going to Buck so he can cry and breakdown. I need Buck holding Eddie. I just need Eddie to feel safe enough to be vulnerable without a breakdown. and I need Buck to have someone trust him to lead and not always have to follow.

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i beg you, don't embarrass me, motherfucker

buddie - explicit - 1.6k

“You’d let me fuck you awake in the morning, wouldn’t you?” Buck pulls Eddie’s hair, just for the fun of it. “Bet I could ease inside you before you woke up. Bet you’d let me do it in the firehouse, in the bunkroom, on the roof, in a fucking storage closet if that’s what it took to get my cock in you.” Buck’s breathing hard now, working himself up at the images he’s conjuring, face bright pink, his birthmark a strawberry splotch over his eye. Eddie’s fucking beside himself. “In the car on the side of the road,” Buck goes on, relentless. “In the ocean beneath the water, broad daylight. On my lap at the, oh, the movie theatre, biting your hand to stay quiet. The bathroom at a nightclub, bent over the sink, baby, fuck. On the sidewalk with the whole world watching. You’d crawl onto your hands and knees and beg for more, wouldn’t you. Just tell me.” Eddie can’t breathe. I won't, he thinks, but what comes out of his mouth is a wobbly, gasping, “I can't,” instead. * Eddie gets taken to his limits. He's love-hate about it.

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i beg you, don't embarrass me, motherfucker

buddie - explicit - 1.6k

“You’d let me fuck you awake in the morning, wouldn’t you?” Buck pulls Eddie’s hair, just for the fun of it. “Bet I could ease inside you before you woke up. Bet you’d let me do it in the firehouse, in the bunkroom, on the roof, in a fucking storage closet if that’s what it took to get my cock in you.” Buck’s breathing hard now, working himself up at the images he’s conjuring, face bright pink, his birthmark a strawberry splotch over his eye. Eddie’s fucking beside himself. “In the car on the side of the road,” Buck goes on, relentless. “In the ocean beneath the water, broad daylight. On my lap at the, oh, the movie theatre, biting your hand to stay quiet. The bathroom at a nightclub, bent over the sink, baby, fuck. On the sidewalk with the whole world watching. You’d crawl onto your hands and knees and beg for more, wouldn’t you. Just tell me.” Eddie can’t breathe. I won't, he thinks, but what comes out of his mouth is a wobbly, gasping, “I can't,” instead. * Eddie gets taken to his limits. He's love-hate about it.

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LMAO remember how Tommy broke up with Buck because he thought Buck would one day leave him for Eddie. Then, Buck and Tommy serendipitously ran into each other at a bar that Buck was only at because he was trying to make a new friend to fill the hole that Eddie's absence left in his life. Except all he was doing on said night out was talking about Eddie and how great he is. And the only thing that properly got his mind off the loss was having sex with his ex boyfriend "as a distraction" from missing Eddie (i.e., trying to replace Eddie with simple friendship weirdly wasn't helpful, but sex/feeling wanted by a romantic partner was). And then Tommy wanted to get back together with Buck because Eddie was gone for good and thus no longer his romantic "competition," so he made a 76-course celebratory breakfast complete with champagne and $200 worth of eggs. But when Tommy dared to speak the truth out loud, Buck got so mad that he vaguely and confusingly equated his lack of romantic feelings for tommy with his presence of feelings for Eddie and basically told Tommy to his face that he doesn't care about him and was only using him for sex.......................that all happened...On 911 on ABC.....crazy stuff.........

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eddie said “you’re not thinking about jumping ship are you” and “you ain’t getting past me” in the same episode buck realized he was bisexual and people still don’t think they’re doing buddie btw

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Eddie heads straight for the counter to order while Buck peels off to claim a table. There's a free one in the corner and Buck slides into the booth, shuffling all his gangly limbs until he's against the wall. He's dead tired and he thinks he might still have ash in his hair despite washing it. Twice. They had just finished a nightmare of a shift, spending the last eight hours of it trying to get a handle on a structural fire that would not be contained.

Buck watches Eddie finish ordering and pull out his wallet. He smiles. Eddie buying his breakfast is the result of him losing a bet early on in the shift when they were still under the delusion it might be a slow one. Buck hears the woman on the other side of the counter giggle and his eyes shoot up to see her watching Eddie with bright, some might say hungry, eyes. She's batting her lashes and twirling her hair and Buck flicks his eyes to Eddie. Eddie is hunched over the card reader, not even noticing the blatant flirting right in front of him.

Eddie fumbles around with his wallet trying to get his card back in the slot. He looks as tired as Buck feels. Eddie has great posture, but he shifts his weight from one tired leg to the other while he waits for the cashier to hand over his receipt. She rips it from the printer and pulls out a pen to scribble something on the bottom. Buck scowls. Eddie just waits, blinking tiredly until she finishes and holds it out to him with a bright grin.

He takes it and turns back towards the tables, his eyes searching for where Buck ended up. A smile flashes across his face when he catches Buck's eye and heads for their table. He slides into the booth and sags forward onto his elbows.

"I can't believe you're making me do this right now. I just want to sleep. I have to pick up Chris in 3 hours."

"Loser buys breakfast, that was the deal." Buck insists, not for the first time today.

Eddie just sighs and grumbles something under his breath.

Buck turns to face Eddie and leans back against the back of the booth. His leg hurts. He lifts up his foot onto Eddie's side of the booth and stretches out the tense muscles. Eddie reaches down and presses the meat of his palm into the knot in Buck's calf. Buck knocks his head back and lets out a slow, controlled breath. While Eddie works on his leg, Buck fiddles with a paper menu that lists out a bunch of specials with punny names. He folds it most of the way into a swan, but he mixes up some of the steps and it doesn't turn out quite right.

The same woman from the counter brings out their order and places a modest size plate of bacon and eggs in front of Eddie before unloading the rest down in front of Buck where he indicates. She turns to Eddie to ask if he needs anything else, but he just shakes his head. Buck sees her watching Eddie where his hand is wrapped around Buck's ankle.

It quiet between them while they eat. Buck pulls his leg off the seat and hunches over his plates to shovel his food more efficiently. Buck is usually a talker, even during meals, but his throat is a bit sore from the smoke and his mouth is full of pancake. Eddie eats mechanically, too tired to do much else but alternate between his eggs and his coffee. Buck knocks their knees together after a few minutes of silence. Eddie kicks the toe of his boot in return, annoyed and fond at the same time.

Buck only makes it through half his food before he's too tired to keep going. Eddie is done and is nursing the mug of coffee waiting for his torment to end. Buck takes pity on him. Eddie could still get a nap in before picking up Christopher if they go now.

"Gonna get a box," Buck says around a mouthful of hashbrowns. He finishes chewing on the walk up to the counter and asks the woman for a box.

She pulls a box from under the counter and lowers her voice as she hands it over.

"Sorry about before, I didn't realize you two were here like, together together."

"Yeah, well, no harm, no foul," Buck shrugs and smiles wide at her, the implication burning bright in his chest.

They pack up and Eddie tosses the receipt in the trash on his way out. Buck doesn't think he even realized there was a phone number written on it. Eddie holds the door open for Buck as they leave.

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He’s got those big wet eyes and you DONT wanna see him on his knees crying??

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A non-exhaustive list of some sub/bottom Eddie fanfics!

fever dream tangerine sweat by unicornpoe

Eddie hasn’t gone into heat since he presented at seventeen. But living with an alpha who takes care of him for the first time in his life is about to change that.

Between Something and Nothing by taegyungie

Buck has spent all of his years knowing Eddie digging through to get to him. Buck and his muddy hands and his sore back; he put in the effort to reach him and now reaps the fruits of his labour. It all begins with a heated conversation: “What, you want me to fuck you in your sleep?”

and now i'm (boneless) by autumnsreign

eddie's been a brat, here's the aftermath

here (in your arms) by devirnis

Once Eddie’s settled into his seat on the plane, he pulls out his phone to text Buck. Eddie I have had THE WORST day. When I finally get home, I’m going to pass out and sleep like a rock, and then I want to wake up with you inside me. Smirking to himself, Eddie switches his phone to airplane mode. What he wouldn’t give to see Buck’s face when he checks his messages.

a foundation of love and trust we cannot see by lemonzestywrites

an interesting call leaves Eddie curious as to the intricate world of BDSM, but being painfully single and not so eager to have something casual with a stranger he doesn't trust, Eddie finds himself stuck. thankfully though, Buck might just so happen to be the answer to his newfound problem.

How Eddie Learned To Stop Worrying and Embrace the Kitten Life by DeadlyChildArtemis

He feels someone pat him on the back. “Aww,” Chimney says, a grin in his voice. “You wanna be Buck’s little kittycat?” Or, 5 times Eddie refuses to acknowledge his cat behavior and one time he does

sun soakin' bulges in the shade by sooperlative

Eddie loves Buck, but Buck's withholding something from him; and Buck loves Eddie, and he's just waiting for Eddie to tell him what he wants.

no amount of whiskey, no amount of wine by SymphonySoldier97

“I want—“ Eddie’s not entirely sure what he wants. He feels achy, restless and exhausted at the same time. He needs something, more. More hands, more pressure, more kissing, more Buck. “Please, I—“ Buck turns him over on his back to search his face, earnest and determined and glowing like he’s in his element. Eddie’s getting drunk on seeing him in this particular element. “What can I do, baby? What do you need?” Buck shifts his hips, grinding down slow and sensual and delicious. Reflexively, Eddie spreads his legs to accommodate him, and Buck moans as they get even closer. Close enough, even, for Eddie to feel him. and fuck, shit, that’s it, isn’t it. That’s what he needs. “I feel,” Eddie’s cheeks burn, but the word fits as he forces it out, “empty.” Buck groans loudly, dropping his forehead to Eddie’s shoulder. “Oh my god. Oh my god, Eddie.”

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sometimes, I’ll see the “Alpha Eddie Diaz” tag, & my heart aches. You’re literally hurting him stop. He’s not an alpha don’t push that on him 😭😂

people missing out on the Nirvana that is Omega Eddie, it makes me so sad. Dw tho Eddie, I get you 🫶

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Still not over the fact that Eddie was supposed to be working out like crazy this season and be buff as hell but Buck still looks like a fucking tank next to him. The size difference oh my god 🤌🏽

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Dessert recipe ideas to make

Strawberry cheesecake sugar cookies

S’mores cinnamon rolls

NYC style chocolate chip cookies

Biscoff Banana pudding

Matcha white chocolate cookies

Churros with hot chocolate

Meringue cookies

Cinnamon rolls

Homemade marshmallows

Buko panda jelly

Caramel pudding

Caramel Apple Bake

Cookies ‘n’ Cream Ice Cream

DIY Rolled Ice Cream

Homemade Vanilla Pudding

Fresas Con Crema

Arroz con Leche

Vanilla Mug Cake

Easy Berry Icebox Cake

Mochi Ice Cream

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Okay, but the thing is, it's a lot more important for Buck to voice his wants and fight for Eddie than it is for Eddie to voice his wants and go get Buck. And I'm not saying both don't have issues with voicing what they want, but all of Buck's romantic relationships have had more depth than Eddie's. In volume and screentime, Taylor, Abby, Tommy, they were more developed than any of Eddie's relationships and that creates unhealthy patterns in how Buck dates with a lot more clarity. We saw Buck in 5 relationships he did not start. In all instances, the other person made themselves an option, and then Buck went along with it with his own intensity. And that creates the question of whether Buck has any agency in his own love life. He's not fully passive, but he only goes after people who have made their interest known. We have a small deadlock here because Buck doesn't see Eddie as a possibility, but since Eddie started all his romantic relationships, he called Shannon to bring her back to their life, he called Ana, he called Marisol, Eddie never had anyone make it clear they want him. Hell, the one time Eddie said he wanted to be with someone, she asked for a divorce, then died. And Eddie is just as scared of messing up his relationship with Buck, but because of the patterns Buck has established on the show "you just go with the flow and find yourself in a relationship with no idea how you got there" (Nash, Robert, 9-1-1 Season 5 Episode 9 Past Is Prologue, Timestamp 12:18), then to let Eddie make himself an option and Buck just accepting entering a relationship with him creates the question of wether or not Buck wants to be in this relationship or if he's just going along with the option he was offered like always. Yes, Eddie doesn't go for things he wants, but he also doesn't know how to accept good things, period. Buck only accepts what he's offered, but he accepts it, clings to those bits even, until long after they stop serving him. Eddie doesn't even do that. Every relationship we see Eddie in is about Eddie keeping what he truly wants at arm's length; it's about what's expected, the correct steps at the correct times. So that means that letting Eddie take the lead with starting buddie, without Buck making it clear that he wants Eddie, would just be reinforcing the wrong patterns in their love life. Every time Eddie takes what he wants, shit goes to hell, breaking the pattern would be for Buck to make the choice to ask for more, to express his desires and for Eddie to let himself have the things he truly wants for once in his life without worrying about what other people are feeling and what's expected from him.