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phothivath · 8 years ago
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Aryans never leave their first borns. It seems likely that we’d get bored and run off, like most Syneath and their antics, but we always seem to find a form of enjoyment from our pride and joy. If all else fails I am not going to leave because I feel the burning of failure bruise my flesh and bone. As far as things come down to burdens, we both know I occupy plenty.
Mutainy (via queenmyrrah)
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Mutainy Arvanis
Nicknames
Mutainy has maintained an assorted amount of nicknames, one of them being Mother or Catalyst for specific reasons. She’s also been called Amethyst or Aryian (or Arvanis). In the likelihood of her past she’s detained most nicknames to being dead or classified, seeing in which they remain concealed to her knowledge apart from Marcus and Damyne themselves. Artist of War has been quite frequent as she derives of being knowledgeable in war / battle tactics, maneuvers and tricks; she’s gained a high octane spirit when it’s announced to her further customs, much less being fairly keen to her surroundings and background. They believed she was a renegade and highly schismatic in her earlier years, and undoubtedly she couldn’t deny that in any turn given to her: she was, and quite frankly, rebellious and quite the radical in her years. The name Sarren was equipped in her later years—which meant in their language ‘deadly, hostile, brute, and savage'—growing accustom to it until she matured over the years, prying away from it and her earlier history. As of now she is still called Catalyst as being the heart of the Aryan race, much less the core of their history and became of them, even before Sanguine’s abrupt change upon them and Nyrvyria.
Personality and Background
Mutainy—since meeting Marcus the first time and being a vessel for Synile—has always been a calm, collected Aryan for her motives. Restraint was never an issue, slightly due to her redeems and past history that relies on its own accord. From her previous histories with Nyrvyria and being the Aryan mother, Mutainy reclaimed her personality with a bit of a twist to it, seeing as not generally all Aryans are sick and twisted to the core, let alone genocidal to a degree, just like Syneath were proclaimed to be. As it has been said, Mutainy’s rebellious actions were stated in her previous years due to a short brink of human activity and civilization, thinking they could settle freely on Nyr with no residual permission what-so-ever, being granted free will to do what they wish. Mutainy, accordingly, didn’t like their opposing attitude, much less themselves settling on their planet and do as they wish. For years she’s held a loathing for most disgusting, inhumane, and infectious species, especially the Syrask and Acolyte themselves. Mutainy’s intentions and personality have shifted throughout the years, making her more collective in a aggressive, volatile, and virulent matter, making her almost unapproachable at times.
Hardly ever assertive to her true kind Mutainy has managed a restrain on her unstable anger, much less her precise opinions to those whom speak or venture around her, let alone those whom she’s come in contact with. She doesn’t speak her two cents unless need be, furthermore making her wise in her decisions, much less witty and judgmental with further events and those been taken. Many Aryans have looked up to Mutainy for her derived wits and calm audacity to mingle with those less unfortunate or even break from a hostile encounter unscathed (sometimes even with slight scores). Mutainy has a high tolerance and can tolerate as much as possible without breaking or showing weakness; she’s become a worthy adversary to her enemies, even known to hold little to no crack that one could see visibly, besides the one that resides along side of her—which so happens to be Marcus or Damyne. Broad and entirely tranquil, Mutainy gained her name due to the rebellious nature she had as a child, fortunately almost always proceeding to go against anything that seemed daunting to her, or provoking. As intimidating as she looks in features, let alone eyes and words, she doesn’t please those who categorize her as a foe—she almost blends in to being quite the uncanny.
Far from being entirely made up of being developed under classed A aggression, Mutainy has been passive and lenient over the years—not laid back as those seem or lazy for the most part, but productive and active more as years come, her children merely safe from harm, whilst the Syneath seem to be at war almost every day with something other than themselves. She doesn’t label the Aryans as a perfect race, like how Synile has been trying with the Syneath, but she does in fact, however, provide them in being entirely stable and resilient. Blending from her past years of being quite aggressive, volatile, and vindictive (proceeding to provoke most whom oppose her), she’s come a long way from her former self, becoming something in which she had promised her children, by far not wanting the Aryans to fall to their knees and beg for mercy from those who do in their best efforts to hit them at their weakest and suppressing them to watch them fall as expected. Mutainy doesn’t rest at nothing to allow them to break; as persistent as she can be, she doesn’t rest until those whom pose as a threat die or wither in their actions, in which will become the judgment of her decisions. Most in which case are brutal and grotesque.
Appearance / Features
Throughout the years Mutainy has changed since the beginning of her birth, and when she had met Marcus. Never golden or white, or a stain of blue let alone even a tinge of red encased her like some would find in most Aryans—as the fair others ascertain assorted amounts of linear shades that incline to being dark, bright, or soft in color. Mutainy, however, has always remained her shade of amethyst with slight soft and dark hues embedded over her body. Robust and lean in her body, she attains a broad, thickly muscled body near the extremities and soft parts that remain a weakness if attacked or projected properly. As Mutainy doesn’t expose her weaknesses to her enemies or anyone in particular, she remains them hidden and well concealed, making her quite the advantage when at war or battle. Her muscles are vivid and broad to the eyes, peaking through the engulfing interlocking scales that swallow her body whole from the head to tail. Feathers are equipped in most Aryans due to their customs within their race and the exploit in detail that become explicit to their form of government. Feathers are presumed to be more expressive and not as bland as most would think, seeing as Aryans use their feathers (molted or plucked) as a form of resentment, accessories, and / or use of power.
Mutainy’s feathers are more prominent, valuable, large, and akin to her nature, making them more over infamous with a powerful collection. A crest displays as her main set of horns gathered upon her head, expressing her rank and representation amongst the Aryan species, symbolizing her as the Mother of her children and race itself. The generalization of her bodily nature uniquely becomes a representative to her precious conditions, making her a valuable cargo for Nyrvyria and its species. The feathers protrude out from the crest upon her head, the largest being splayed near the top portion of the head, slowly growing smaller as they travel down the lower jaw bone near the nape of the neck. Three pinions sprout from the splay of feathers on each side of her face, the primary being the largest, the secondary second largest, and the third and last being smaller than the other two. The primary feather—which lies beneath the cheek of the jaw bone—seemingly rests a few inches in front of the neck, holding a propped, straightened position in parallel position with the pinion resting on the opposite side.
The pinions display a fragment of bright, warm hues contrary to her main color scheme being a glossy amethyst. The feathers splayed out from her crest are darker in color compared to her body, lamenting a natural glowing touch near the tips and base of the quill, giving off a illuminated hue in comparison to her body. The facial pinions, however, flare a resilient maroon—or a red-purple more or less—tainted with slight purple hues that darken near the quill / base whilst slowly increasing in brightness near the middle and tip of the pinion. Striated amethyst hues streak down from the quill and into the barbs, illuminating a darkened stretch to her pinions themselves. All of her pinions remain to be symmetrical, never different or lacking detail to which make them asymmetrical. Her head crest appears to be almost like a crown in similar cases to her features, light streaks bounded upon the surface of each horn that protrudes out from her head. Upon her face is various assortments of scars and the baggage she resumes to carry further on, even if they’re a burden of cold decay, Mutainy will always remain carrying the weight of her past and recent recursions.
Slight dark amethyst banding striae near the wrists and ankles of her limbs, accumulating a rather darkened streak to make her body seem more pleasing than just one vibrant plane color. Mutainy’s body cultivates various shades and hues of amethyst, giving her a variety of color other than just one bland shade; the shades utilize and blend together, forming darker and lighter portions around her main extremities, including her chest and underbelly of her stomach and tail. Stripe like striations drip or bleed from the base of the neck (or the neck spine), slowly breaching down the center in which they either meet together or separate in their own directions like veins or vessels. More of these markings appear to be on her wings and some portions of her body, the rest remains a decent exposure of color and the remarking of scarring and scores previously given by former enemies. Scars on Mutainy’s body are well known and accustom to her, knowing as she carries them like trophies broadly, giving them the credit they endeavor upon her appearance.
The scars she holds more or less retain their own stories, baggage, and burdens, knowingly making them more valuable to her like her pinions and feathers. A vast collection of scars sit and limber on her body from time to time as years pass by, collecting more and more as she grows older in her wise years; matured and wise beyond her age, she harbors more scars than one could possibly adorn in a few years. The largest of all known scars on her body appear to be on her left flank near the rib cage and lower abdomen / lower belly. Stretching from the lower stomach and working at an upwards, diagonal angle, they lengthy move near to the spine of her left flank, elongated and rigid at the base. Those particular scars—compared to the various other sets—remain to be soft and firm, and yet rigid around the edges of the scar itself. Lamented in a thick golden sheen, her scars progressively remain prominent in their tones and features, much less providing a lambent golden touch to them due to their state and her being able to process a chemical that allows them to glow luminously. As the flesh itself is broken, Mutainy’s scars process a chemical within their skin that mixes with another to produce a lambent glow to the scars, making them vivid and radiant.
The other sets of scars rest upon her shoulders (mainly her right shoulder, one being on her left), neck (one large gashed rent resides on the spine of her neck due to a former encounter she had years ago, a dragon ripped away some of the flesh), tail, hind quarters, chest, wings, and limbs. A small set score the wrist of her left limb, whilst another remains streaked just beneath the shoulder muscle and a little below the elbow on the ulna of the front leg. The scars she adorns are vaguely blunt in their history, let alone what the represent alone to her and the burdens she carries, for they all know she occupies plenty. Along her tail is a splay of feathers that form a vibrant tail fail that condones various shades of purple and maroon; from the back or bottom layering of the feathers they slowly growing from a dark, deep amethyst whilst growing into a soft red-purple, then a bright maroon near the end / tips of the feathers. A small rack of spikes protrude upwards from the tail, the beginning spikes being smaller than the ones that sprout at the end. Highlights of a soft indigo-blue streak over her body as light graces her body with a firm touch, making her scheme vibrant with life, lamenting a luminous gloss.
The inside of her mouth remains to be very uncanny for most Aryans, seeing as the inside of their maw, gums and teeth rely on their bodily scheme or anything bright and loud in color. Mutainy’s, however, remain to be a maroon shade tainted with a amethyst glow in the back, a soft onyx relying upon the gums which is mixed with a dark shaded amethyst undertone. Her teeth are prominently white, striking out from the mixture, but sometimes they can be found black or stained red. Her tongue is chipped at the end, giving it that nice thick forked tongue look to it; at the tip of her tongue is a soft maroon, whilst slowly growing to a deep amethyst and then stained black at the back of her tongue and maw. Her eyes remain to be a bright glossy amethyst with a touch of scarlet embedded within them, yet sometimes they’re found glowing a bright golden shade, revolving around the golden glow that laments from her scars. Her eyes lack pupils, remaining to adorn only a sclera and iris. The sclera is darker around the iris, that being a dark shade of amethyst, the iris itself bleeding a soft scarlet-maroon undertone. In the center of her eyes is a bright gradient sheen that alludes to pupils, making it seem or presume that she does have them, when in fact she does not.
Attributes / Other Information
Unlike other Aryans, Mutainy holds the ability to retain four legs and a set of wings (two, one on each side), or just two legs (her hind legs) and a pair of wings (two, one on each side) whilst using the wings as adjoined front limbs when walking. Seeing as Mutainy’s first state was limbless in the front, only her back legs being the only limbs on her body, she remained using her wings as useful 'limbs’ when walking. Over the years Mutainy evolved in the course of her planet, soon granted another pair of limbs that replaced her usage of her wings—giving her four limbs instead of two.
Sometimes she can remake some of the Aryan symbols and appear to have them glowing in lambency from her body, making her a Titan of her species, let alone a lively effect that produces the very creation of the Aryan race. Mutainy is the very essence of the species, like Synile is with the Syneath, and therefore makes her a factor and denominator for the Aryan race itself.
There are two glands in the back of her throat that release separate chemicals that combine in exhalation, engaging natural napalm from the maw; she also adorns a chemical that is parasitically infused.
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phothivath · 8 years ago
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Reblogging to this blog for general purposes. Yes, this is my art work and character, just didn’t feel like making a whole new post of this. And I love this piece so much :>
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Numerah ‘Rellik’ Iohllyeres | The Harrowed One
Took some old doodles and decided to give them a revision on larger sketch paper (typically they’re ones I draw at work and I re-do the ones I like most). I wanted to make the smaller doodle into a character of mine or at least the start of one. Not many know about Rellik (as this being a code name as opposed to her real name) as she was a side character I was hoping to develop over time. Over the past year I gave her a revised name while still keeping her nick name as it fits her perfectly. She’s often confused for a male due to the lack of certain parts (for they were surgically removed and that story bit will be disclosed later).
I haven’t been drawing as much as I’d like to, the overwhelming waves of stress, anxiety, depression and other intolerable issues have been repeatedly beating me down to an extent of not being able to focus or have patience for art. During the hurricane we had down here I was able to relax outside for a little while since we gained power but were waiting for our Internet to come back on (took a couple days), so my boyfriend and I sat outside for an hour or two and sketched for a while. It was very refreshing and gave me a bit of relief. I’m hoping to take the process slowly and get back into sketching some more, or at least making it a weekly thing before a daily thing–work has me running wild with hours and these double shifts and only one day off a week when it used to be two (and I really need two days off).
But, as for now, this is all I have in the means of art work that’s recent and not a good 2-3 years old. I’ve been picking at this here and there and whenever I can. It’ll be finished or not, it all depends.
Art, Numerah and Syneath © to me. [ Please do not copy, alter, edit, modify or steal any of my work without my written consent/permission. These are a closed species so respect my terms. Thank you. ]
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phothivath · 8 years ago
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Character Master List—Nyrvyria
Dragons
Syneath (Pact Beast)
Adamaathe ‘Synile’ Vollrath (The Ascendant/Harrowed Phothivath | Progenitor | Mother to Odathares, Aristide, and Iiollassela)
Rhieaphylith (First Sovereign | brother to Aaerthriton)
Nyvfareal (Syrask (later on) | Syneath)
Azerveyne (Father of Azerbeyne | Deceased)
Odathares ‘Sanguine’ Vollrath (The Red Tyrant | Daughter of Synile | Sister of Aristide and Iiollassela | The Trinity | Phothivath)
Iiollassela Vollrath (Daughter of Synile | Sister of Aristide and Odathaires | The Trinity)
Aristide Vollrath (Daughter of Synile | Sister of Avvenine and Odathaires | The Trinity)
Svarulis (Deceased | Father to Reaver)
Numerah 'Rellik’ Iohllyeres
Sanguinide
Averylveryn
Ryle
Solomon
Scrim
Avysphyrin
Reveille
Drej'rael
Rhaeide
Odaanthis V'dithaals
Almathera
Halvoric Vas'jkhiir (Brother to Myrrah)
Praetholean Sythrin (The Afflicted Beasts)
Aaerthriton (Former Second Sovereign | Brother to Rhieaphylith | Afflicted Syneath)
Caevorhin (Afflicted Syneath)
Amoxacillan (Afflicted Syneath | Berserker)
Ashaervhorin (Afflicted Syneath)
Myrrah Vas'jkhiir (The Executioner | Accursed/Harrowed Afflicted Syneath/Phothivath)
Aelianus
Satrazemis
Asveryrile
Aryan (Pact Beast)
Mutainy Arvanis (Aryan Mother/Creator | The Amaranthian Queen)
Nyr'vasil Thaulian (Former mate to Mutainy | Deceased)
Asthveroin (Mother of Reaver | Deceased)
Raaiithaelys U'thyval (Rai) [Brother to Caohvennis U'thyval]
Caohvennis U'thyval (Caoh) [Brother to Raaiithaelys U'thyval]
Adenovyridae
Vilhellmaara
Nhirana
Scorn
Jormungandr
Rynith
Scourge
Alvexsyill
Bridavole
Aae'caelis (formerly known as “Caelum”)
Azurathrae Vereltalis (Azura)
Erector
Dhethrakor
Svornaulis
Nytheraux
Ithu'morae (Pact Beast)
Asphyxia (Queen | Sister to Annevestyde)
Annevestyde (Brother of Asphyxia)
Asphylaem
Saerestyre
Pheidphydes
Nivthalia
Liiolennis
Eaerstheyre
Illvithnullis
Saarthruths
Vahirmaery
Hvnorthyde
Avthaaran (Haaran)
Ophichuphaeus
Lilithani
Ossuroth
Occhialvein
Caeruleus
Syrask (Hive Mind/Pact Beast)
Aemarthine Thaliana (Replica) [Queen | Syrask Progenitor]
Vehilth Odaviithem
Obelisk (Daughter of Replica)
Syiether (Daughter to Replica)
Apartheid
Rhinitis
Avermalice
Svauruthus
Occithan
Aevolnaeir
Acolyte (Conduits)
Anodyne (Emperor/Monarch)
Orin
Syvill
Dahkaviir
Vacivus
Vaehyrmir
Daeuhnsviir
Dahliaanaux
Axanth'rhaen (The Consumed)
Illasick
Ragnarok
Deidris
Arvalis
Analythvohl
Ophiclede
Odanrottihs
Nathaurex (Flesh Beasts)
Mohrthrall
Saehrithos
Navarana
Cadlae
Snaerothaiel
Vulthorykal
Saeolithaan (Seaols/Seaolith) [The Ancient Beasts/The Dark Order]
Aaolith (The Blind King)
Nhiavoraath (The Scarred)
Ornithovohl (The Obsidian Mind)
Du'vhoelalyes Thra’ll
Voslaaruths (sister to Sahlaaruths)
Sahlaaruths (brother to Voslaaruths)
Svarasyill
Iounn
Nyahaevrile
The Bonded (Riders)
Seethen (Syneath Bonded)
Marcus James Adler (The Father of Lies | Mutainy Arvanis)
Razen Adler (Bonded to Sethla Meesha)
Hyacinth Adler (Former rider of Odathares)
Gabriel Ophanim (Bonded to Nyvfareal)
Urick “Ghost” Provain (Bonded to Numerah 'Rellik’ Iohllyeres)
Ragnarid (Bonded to Ryle)
Arbiter (Bonded to Solomon)
Alma Mireya Reither (Bonded to Scrim | Daughter of Razen Adler and Ryve)
Sarrne (Bonded to Avysphyrin)
Darktanion Anneke (Bonded to Reveille)
Merah
Tai
Ruvian (Bonded to Halvoric Vas'jkhiir)
Riaan
Rionach
Evian (Aryan Bonded)
Damon (Former bonded to Mutainy)
Baird Scott Reeves (Bonded to Reaver)
Slain (Bonded to Scorn)
Voles
Alastair Leilani
Mahalia Percival
Maliah Silas
Sebastian Vorrtheese (Bonded to Alvexsyill)
Chris Mars
Talia Vaclav
Ishani Nevaeh
Orion
Akhale (Akhalion) [Bonded to Rynith]
Macelynn (Mace/Maze) Loomis (Bonded to Rhieaphylith)
Illanthes (Ithu'morae Bonded)
Kael Lorcan Vihaan (Bonded to Asphyxia)
Zak Arien (Bonded to Annevestyde)
Daedhra Rasner (Bonded to Saerestyre)
Merak
Rhia
Valerian
Sahroth Ruuviks
Sythrin (The Afflicted)
Jensen “Bane” Voltan (Bonded to Amoxacillan | First Born Sythrin)
Arklay Voltaire
Rovik Vores (Bonded to Aaerthriton)
Vanek Villarrael (Bonded to Caevorhin)
Harken Sliaer (Sliaer) [Bonded to Myrrah Vas'jkhiir]
Sathariel
Hiraeth
Sytsk (Syrask Bonded)
Alice Lamont (Bonded to Amysk | Sister of Marcus and James Lamont)
Moa Sarafien (Bonded to Vehilith Odaviithem)
Rail Vossler (Bonded to Aevolnaeir)
Seneca
Ryve (Bonded to Rapyne)
Aethers (Acolyte Riders)
Arvil (Rider of Anodyne)
Clayton (Clay)
Tul'thrum (Axanth'rhaen Bonded)
Serratos
Aracelis Seres Rathel (Bonded to Odanrottihs)
JD Adler
Daescidra (Nathaurex Bonded)
Mhirra Inigo Jotham (Female, rider of Vulthorykal)
Oriya Lahmprey
Loche
Maul Ven
Argent
Illis'soel (Saeolithaan Bonded)
Abernathy (The Omen | Bonded to Aaolith)
Eyohlluna (The Overlooked | Bonded to Nhiavoraath)
Ambrose Lorcan (Bonded to Voslaaruths, brother to Avonmora Ionebrother to Avonmora Ione)
Avonmora Ondine Ione (Bonded to Sahlaaruths, sister to Ambrose Ione; belongs to Vaelyis]
Coltan Rhinehart (The Tyrant | Bonded to Nepheos Iollan)
Andrastas (The Harbinger | Bonded to Ornithovohl)
Amara (The Countess | Bonded to Svarasyill)
Roisin (The Baroness | Bonded to Iounn)
Parrish (The Broken | Bonded to Nyahaevrile)
Hybrids
Dragons
Nepheos Iollan (The Devourer/The Flesh Eater | Saeolithaan/Syrask | Bonded to Coltan [Cole/Colt] Rhinehart)
Reaver (Rave) [Syneath/Aryan hybrid | Phothivath]
Prototype A (Gen 1 - Female) [Syrask/Syneath Hybrid | sister of Proto B]
Vetsage (Syrask / Syneath hybrid | First Gen.)
Avvenocyde (Syneath/Syrask hybrid)
Narcissus (Aryan/Syneath/Syrask hybrid)
Rapyne (Hybrid of all dragon species/unknown | former dragon of Razen)
Bonded
Adam 'Lucifer’ Lamont (Seethen/Sytsk hybrid | Bonded to Ashaervhorin)
Avynn Ryslin (Seethen/Evian/Sytsk hybrid | Bonded to Narcissus)
Dexter Piers (Seethen/Sytsk Hybrid | Bonded to Vetsage)
The Indigenous
Envholean Dyy'bora Edralin Uhl'aan Ishtaari | Isaa'rai
Celestial/Demonic | Seraphs (Seraphic)
The Moirai
Nytruin (The Progenitor)
Ayurvedic (Mate to Vindemiatrix, mother to Ayurveda)
Ayurveda (Daughter of Ayurvedic and Vindemiatrix)
Vindemiatrix (Mate to Ayurvedic, father to Ayurveda)
Iiollithuum (The Monoliths | The Idols/Scholars)
The Nyrvyrian Statues/Gods
Alutheavin—The Statue of Divinity
Mithgareth—Statue of Sovereignty
Maorena—The Statue of Commerce
Sollvaruuths—The Statue of Sacrilege
Ithillyeres—The Statue of Affliction
Astaroth Vhalac—The Statue of Curses
The Fragmented
The Hive
Dredgen Bloaters Carriers 
Ryth
The Dead Planet
Omivorthae
Syrask HomeThe Covenant
Last Update: April 23, 2017
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phothivath · 8 years ago
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Marcus James Adler—Notable Facts
I will be updating this list from time to time, considering this guy has a lot added to his list of issues and expansive history!
Marcus is in fact a cannibal. [Yes, this is in all seriousness!] He is a cannibal, but nothing along the lines of like most cannibalism; he can help the cause and doesn’t suffer from it too much, however, it’s almost like a primal need within his body thanks to a dear ol’ son of his. Unfortunately, it tears him apart as the lust and hunger grows within him, consuming him whole while it becomes almost necessary to kill someone and feed. (There are times where he relapses and goes off on a spree, but no one is perfect!)
He suffers from two allergens, both being anthrax and lead—and his enemies come to a liking of this advantage against him.
His worst phobia is the thought of being alone or much less dying alone; he also loathes water (anything that is rather “deep” per say). Synile would use this as a mockery against Marcus while they flew over large seas or bodies of water.
I created Marcus back in 2006 because I grew a liking to the character Marcus Fenix from the video game Gears of War, which thus inspired his name to be Marcus.
Marcus adorns a mechanical leg due to a viral infection introduced into his veins (one that is a lot similar to the Flesh Eating Virus). In his previous medical history he’s had a heart implant—that is now almost 85% bio-mechanical—and major scarring on some parts of his body such as his chest, shoulder, lower back, and minor parts on his face.
Unlike most Seethens he has a rare form of eye color: sectoral hetero-chromnia, which is the discoloration within the iris of the eye (i.e. a part of the eye will be a separate/different color from the rest of the iris itself).
He has suffered multiple accounts of PTSD, amnesia and memory loss due to traumatic experiences; he has lived his life in mourn while grieving without the proper information of knowing why he felt the way he did. For five years he was left unaware of his actions that caused the massive amnesia attack to his brain, leaving him restless and violent—which then lead to his drinking habit.
Soon after he picked up a drinking habit which was able to consume his rage and temper, only to recreate a horrible set back against his anger and pent up grief.
Marcus is held accountable for a lifetime’s worth of deaths, especially that of his wife (which he holds no recollection for). His son holds a vengeance and strong loathing against his father whilst pertaining to the thought of killing him. With that in mind, Marcus also holds a personal vendetta against himself, presuming that his hatred is the strongest thing he has in primary against himself. His own self-loathing eats him alive while fueling the monster he has internally. (Basically no one hates him more than the hatred he has for himself.)
Out of his whole lifetime Marcus has only had one child, Dexter Piers. Most wouldn’t notice him to being Marcus’ son not only because it seems they share no relation, but because Dexter uses his mother’s own last name instead of his father’s which reluctantly ensures that he remains off the radar while others are clueless about his relation to Marcus.
It is thought that Marcus lives with a split-personality disorder caused by the massive traumatic experiences in his earlier and later years and is yet perceived to be his former self that he initially hid from everyone and anyone close to him. There are times where the former side of himself rages to a peak and reveals himself whilst taking control, or even more so becomes a more volatile and malevolent piece in Marcus—it’s almost quite similar to a demonic possession more or less.
Marcus also suffers from delusion prior to the circumstances of his amnesia, disorder, and the memory loss as a way to recover from a troubling loss. To him Synile is dead and he manifests her image with his mind, making it seem like a tangible reality much less something for him to believe and feel comfort. Unfortunately, the former side of himself clearly helps Marcus see that it’s just a delusion being set up by himself through his mind as reassurance and divided comfort.
Aside from the conga line of severe bodily issues Marcus harbors plenty of mental issues as well such as chronic depression, severe anxiety (general and moderate in social), PTSD, and BPD/DID (Boderline Personality Disorder / Dissociate Identity Disorder).
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