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Break.
I have decided to take a break from tumblr. I may well come back but then again I might just stop altogether. I can't pretend that I want to get better because its a lie. I don't. I haven't since this whole thing started and what's more, being in hospital and gaining weight only makes my desire to loose greater. Some people think bones are disgusting. But I miss them. Without being ill I am nothing. It is all I am good at. I'm jumping the hoops in here, gaining weight, participating and slowly but surely lying my way out. And when I leave, which will be soon. I am going to go back to how I was before, I am going to eat only what I feel I can manage. I will get back to how I was before and I will be me again. I can imagine I will loose all my followers by saying this but I don't see the point in lying about it. I'm not ready to get better and I can't help it. I have tried, willed myself to want it. But I just don't. Sorry.
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I will do an update soon. I feel completely out of the tumblr loop. But part of me thinks that’s not a bad thing; the weather is too wonderful to spend it blogging. Life is too wonderful to spend it blogging.
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Just watched the best Wimbledon final ever. I love Murray!
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Have you ever/do you self harm? What are your diagnoses? You are so brave
Hello. Yes, I have and sometimes still do self harm. I went through a very dark period a few years ago at one particular hospital which let me to self harm on a daily basis. But, I am learning to try and cope without it. The scars are still there but they are slowly fading (bio oil is a lifesaver). My diagnosis is strictly acute anorexia nervosa. But I have in the past been diagnosed with both depression and severe anxiety disorder and OCD. They apply to certain degrees and will come and go in severity. But to answer your question it's basically just Ed. Your very sweet but I am really not brave!
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That ring is really beautiful! Hope you're having a good day! xoxo
Thank you! I hope your having a lovely day too kind anon x
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The ring I made today. The backing is done on the sewing machine using dissolvable fabric and then the rose on top.
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I have been looking at old photos of myself. Healthy, unhealthy. In between. It does pose that question in my mind, what even IS healthy? Some of the photos make me smile and some of them make me want to cry. I look at me at my lowest weight and I look miserable but at the same time I often wish I was there again. And then I look at a healthy weight photograph and I still look miserable. I can't win. I don't think anyone can win. I often wish I could just feel content within myself, not necessarily love myself but just feel content and comfortable in my own skin. I don't even know.
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I managed to complete an embroidery in a day (picture to follow) I have already started my second one, I think I'm a bit addicted to using my sewing machine...oh dear!
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