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i remember when i was young and being really confused about my mother crying in the bus when she was taking me to school. i sat next to her and didnt say anything because i knew she was someone that didnt express her emotions as much so i didnt expect her to tell me anything and on the other hand i was a child so i dont think she was even contemplating on telling me the heavy news while i was going to school.

but i remember when a couple of years passed and i was a bit older to understand her grief but still confused about the root of the issue. i was told that her friend was killed by a rebel apart of the M23 Movement.

the M23 movement involves Rwandan "soldiers" [and Ugandan and more] that attempt to overtake eastern congo! it has been happening for a long time, and im old enough to see how terrible the impact has done to congo and i am old enough to understand that my mother's friend died fighting for our country.

[if you stumble upon any video that speaks about the M23 MOVEMENT being for congo please understand it is propaganda].

when i saw the video of the palestinian baby under rubble and the aid being kidnapped it was one of the most final straws for me. and also my anger towards the oppressive capitalism that use my country for its minerals. and the oppressive capitalism that funds the genocides that is happening

many companies like samsung or tesla and even apple have exploited congo for tech. and where it mainly happens [eastern congo] is where soldiers force children as little as 3 to work, children so young being sexually assaulted, having their mothers be raped and murdered in front of them. there are so many heart-breaking stories and i feel so hopeless. i've always felt so hopeless hearing my mother cry or listen to the news about updates about how everything is going.

how people are getting so hungry that they're turning to cannibalism and that shouldnt be the way anyone should be living! so yes i do feel privilleged to wake up and not have to through that. not have to go through being forced to work or give myself up sexually.

but what i can do is help donate and i hope there are other people willing to donate too! and when you donate you'll receive something back from me. the least we can donate is 15 dollars. and you can go to my back up page @venuskura [so my messages dont get confusing with my main account messages] and show proof that you have donated so you can get a reading from me! 15 dollars to the cause and i interpret a placement you're curious about :) thank you!

if you donate 30 dollars, you get two placements read by me. so 8 paragraphs all the together, but this is no forcing! only do it if you know you can support. when you send the money please show me proof that you have donated the money with a screenshot!

PROOF:

and sorry i added a wonky heart so people dont use my screenshot to lie about them doing it. i'll be supporting them as much as i can while also helping my family!

and please remember that war hurts our earth as well :)

as time passes i will be adding more charities that we can help, but please remember that im not forcing you to do it! i'll also be looking for genuine charities for palestine and other countries going through similar awful crisis. thank you :)

this is not an obligation post if you dont want to do it, so be it!

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Lily Gao

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how will your future partner/spouse feel and react when you dominate them for the first time (18+)

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(how to pick a card? observe the given images and choose the one which you feel the most drawn to. scroll down to read your message!! remember, this is a general reading, so take what resonates! ps.- if you feel drawn to more than one card/image/pile, feel free to read the others too!! if the chosen pile doesn't relate to you, feel free to choose another. the choice is yours<3)

જ⁀➴ pile I

your person has literally been WAITING for the moment when you will dominate them babe like i'm not even kidding😭. they've been patient and they've been holding back from suggesting this idea because they don't know how you'd feel about it. and to be honest, they don't mind being the giver, but they wouldn't mind being the receiver either you know👀. for some of you, i'm seeing that your person might have been bored or exhausted at some point because they have always been the dominant one, but once you take the lead - OH THEY WILL LOVE IT. AND I'M SEEING THAT YOU'LL LOVE IT TOO AKJSAKAKKAKA. like their reaction is going to be so….. satisfying. you’ll find yourself wanting to dominate them over and over again because of the pretty faces they make before they will - well…..you know….reach climax. you being dominant is going to bring a new thrill and excitement into this relationship. this is like the missing piece in your relationship because once y'all realise you like to switch roles and be 50/50, your relationship is only going to progress for the better. 

there's going to be so much passion - IT'S SO HEATED. like i'm not even kidding when i tell you that your person is going to remember this moment FOREVER babe, like mark my words!! this experience is going to be so spiritually transformative for them, there's no going back. 

your person is literally going to melt in your hands and i’m seeing an image where they are “sacrificing” their life for you. basically, they'll let you do anything you want to them lol and they won’t protest. they'll love the thrill of you taking control and putting them in their place. they also love the view when you're on top of them🤭. i'm seeing here that your person has mustered up all the courage and asked you to take control over them. BYE SUDDENLY I HEARD THEM SAYING “use me”. UM SIR MA'AM I GOTTA GO Y'ALL DO YOUR THING I AINT COMING IN THE WAY KAJSJAJAKAKA. and oh, use your strength on them. manhandle them - they really like it. ANYWAYS BYE I'M LEAVING JJJAJAJJAHAHAJ. 

just kidding, obviously i'm not gonna leave just yet hehe. i'm having too much fun doing your reading, pile 1 hahaha. 

i'm seeing here that you are actually good at dominating them and taking the lead, like you're so confident - your confidence is literally gonna make them WEAK. they're going to be a complete mess at the end of the day. and oh how y'all love it (Y'ALL ARE SUCH FREAKY FREAKY PEOPLE, PILE 1). your person wants, and by wants i mean WANTS to be used by you like a toy. they might even be into BDSM because i see them wanting to try literally so many things with you - like please chill out, you can't try out everything at one time😭. they're so needy for you, and you know what pile 1? honestly this is goal’s because you're gonna love the way they are going to beg for you (pile 1, i see what you're doing here👀). 

y'all are going to be so experimental and honestly speaking, HOW DO Y'ALL HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY. like the passion is so strong here, i don't think this is going to be a one-time-thing. this is literally the BEGINNING of something better and deeper. i'm seeing that y'all will also come up with your own creative ways in making your person reach climax faster. i see you learning their weak points and what turns them on. they will even tell you what they want you to do to them. 

expect a lot of whimpering and begging from your person hahaha. they'll like it when you tease them and make them beg in order to reach their climax. the thought of you having the power over when they can feel good turns them on so much *COUGH COUGH* Y'ALL NEED A ROOM I'LL GIVE Y'ALL SOME SPACE WKSMNSMAMA BYEEEE.

જ⁀➴ pile II

babe let me start off by saying that your person is VERY SMART. like this all seems so pre-planned - i’m actually speechless 😭. i'm seeing here that your person will purposely make you mad so that you can dominate them and put them in their place. UM PILE 2’s PERSON???? WHAT HAPPENED TO HELLO?? WHAT HAPPENED TO HI?? WHAT HAPPENED TO HOW ARE YOU?? it's so funny to me because while i was doing your reading, this is the first energy i got from your person like okay sir/ma'am i see what stunt you're pulling here👀🤭. i literally hear them thinking, “YES, MY PLAN WORKED!!” when you get mad and put them in their place. 

i'm not even kidding when i tell you this, pile 2 - your person gets off at the thought of you taking control over them. like it just does something to their brain, i see their happy hormones releasing when you dominate them. they're going to love it when you go slow at first, being gentle and loving - caressing their cheek and all, but then BOOM - they're going to go crazy when you increase your pace and put them in their place. i see their eyes rolling back and them biting their lips. they're going to try so hard to bite back their moans but they're going to fail so miserably. i see them acting like you didn't do a good job and to prove them wrong, you're going to be more intense AND THIS IS THEIR PLAN - and you're also pretty adamant huh, pile 2. you ain't gonna give up THAT easily. you keep on falling for their traps all the time😭. and to be honest, i don't see any complaints from their end, nor from your end - so y’all are DEFINITELY enjoying this. and one more thing i gotta add pile 2, you know exactly what you're doing. it doesn't matter if it's the first time you're being dominant, YOU KNOW THE WAY. it seems like you've studied them before and you've noticed where they like to be touched and you're going to use this to your advantage. your person is not even going to make any particular requests, YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. 

and i see that maybe y'all will even switch roles in between. like when you dominate them and make them reach their climax, they're going to dominate you immediately after that so you can feel good too. it's basically like, “if you make me feel good, i'm going to make you feel even better”. OH MY GOD i see y'all like tryna compete and see who’s better at making each other climax first and your love making can go on for hours just to prove y’alls point - this also seems like another one of your persons tactics 😅. i'm seeing here that your person might have a mommy kink. they might even have a degradation kink. 

they will like it when you reward them for their good behaviour. they'll like to listen to you and i see them being so obedient - it's like they don't want your mood to change 😭. they don't want to miss out on this good opportunity and will literally do their best to keep you in this “dominant zone”. i'm also seeing that y'all will like to spoil each other after everything is done. 

there's this elegance in the way you move and make them feel good, i literally don't know how to explain it. you will just look really good while making them reach climax. maybe it's your dedication or maybe it's the way you will remove all your frustration on them because they made you mad - but like there's just something about your face that made me stop for a second. i see your cheeks turning rose pink while making them feel good. it almost looks like you're a natural when it comes to this. and your person is going to LOVE this about you. 

i see a proud look on your face when you make them reach climax. it's like your job here is done. your priority was to prove them wrong and show that you can easily make them melt under your touch, and when they do submit to you - you've won. it's all you ever wanted - to see them a complete mess, begging for more.

જ⁀➴ pile III

your person is someone who is very shy and might not communicate their urges to you. they might feel embarrassed and reserved. but here's the thing, they're open to trying it. and when i tell you that this experience is going to be life-changing for them, I MEAN IT. 

for the longest time, your person might have had this mindset that the “man” should be the “dominant” one (my readings are flexible and can apply to any gender and sexual orientation - but in this reading i’m getting the feeling that your person thinks that the masculine energy should be the dominant one and the feminine energy should take on the submissive role. and here, your person is the masculine energy, that is why they are feeling like this). but i would be lying if i said that they haven't thought about being dominated by you. they've definitely thought about being dominated, but it feels so wrong to them. but at the same time, it feels so…. right?

i’m seeing here that the both of you will have a discussion about trying to switch roles and you both will mutually agree on it. AND GUESS WHAT???? Y'ALL ARE GOING TO LOVEEEEEE IT. i feel so many emotions right now and this is exactly how y'all would feel - nervous, overwhelmed, but also excited. your person is going to LOVE it when you praise them and they might be hesitant about this idea at first, but oh they're going to ENJOY IT. there's going to be so much love and trust here, i feel so emotional. like the feelings here are so genuine and there's genuinely so much love here i feel like crying. your person is a sweetheart and their nature is very reserved and shy. they take a lot of time to trust someone, so when they let you take control over them - that means they really really trust you. 

i’m seeing that both of y'all would experiment and see what you like and don't like. in terms of intimacy, you both seem inexperienced and this is a great opportunity to understand what y'all prefer. Y'ALL ARE ALSO CREATIVE OH MY GOD. like y'all will find ways in making each other feel good - and your person is going to LOVE it when you talk them through it. i literally see them covering their face because they're embarrassed and didn't know they'd enjoy being so submissive. I’M LITERALLY GIGGLING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THEIR REACTION IS SO CUTE. also, from the beginning of your reading i've been getting the feeling that your person might wear glasses and when they're covering their face, their glasses will get in the way and it'll be fogged up and their face will be red - LIKE THE VIEW IS SO PRETTY.

being submissive will make them feel like they are losing a part of their masculinity (according to your partner) and you will have to reassure them that there are no such toxic expectations from your side. i feel like your person might come from a very conservative and misogynistic background and you can't even blame them because that's how they're raised. but the only difference here is that your partner is willing to try out new things and that is because they love you. i can't get over the emotions they feel for you. they're more than willing to change their ways and their thoughts for you because they love you so much. your love is going to change them. and i'm so proud of you, pile 3 - because you gave them a space where they can truly be themselves and break away from all the stigma.

your love is so deep, i literally see y'all building a family together. you both know that you have found the one and you're ready to settle down. your person is comfortable being intimate with you because they know that they're going to settle down with you someday (and even marry you). they're not open to everyone and they aren't the type to mess around. when they reveal their naked and true self to you, it means that they really trust you and they have a lot of faith in you. y'all are destined to meet. your destiny was already written. your relationship with this person is going to change the perception of love for many because in this day-and-age, love has lost its meaning. but when people look at your relationship, they will understand what true love is. 

my lovely pile 3, i'm sorry if this reading wasn't fully centred around the main theme - but what i found so heart touching about your pile is that there is genuine love and true feelings here. i'm not even kidding when i tell you that i felt so emotional throughout your reading. i'm so glad you're here and the world deserves more people like you. never stop being you<3 

hi loves!! i hope this reading finds you in good health and i hope you are doing well. i would be so glad if you could like my post and re-blog it, and please let me know which pile you picked - i would love hearing your thoughts!! take care of yourself and i will see you in my next reading. thank you for being here<3

(note: tarot & oracle cards provide guidance and possible insights into what could happen based on current energies, thoughts, feelings and actions. the cards can highlight potential paths or outcomes, but they do not predict the future in a fixed way. this is a general reading so take what resonates!)

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✦ PAC : TWISTED FANTASIES

what does ur future partner think about you at night? 18+

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🖤 | pile one!

okay, pile one, seems like your fs has a thing for power imbalance when it comes to sex. they imagine you completely submitting to their will and doing it raw and wild. they'd make sure to have a safe word but definitely wants to make sure that you are a stuttering mess or they won't be satisfied because they feel like they haven't even gave you their best. they also imagine indulging you with a nice meal at restaurant or just spending some money on you before doing it. pampering you a lot is something they want to do to make this experience so much more indulging.

they seem to have a strong masculine presence, pile one, because the idea of trapping you under them and making you submit seems to be a repeating pattern here. they also seem to have a corruption kink, this isn't necessarily taking your virginity but introducing you to some new things that could elevate it. bondage is evident, blindfolds and handcuffs or ropes. as I said, definitely wants to make you feel helpless. their only goal is to make you feel the most pleasure as possible and so they'd do everything to enhance the experience, even if it's just a fantasy in their pretty little head (・ω<)

🖤 | pile two!

goddamn, pile 2, your fs really put you on a pedestal for their fantasies. they see you as this untouchable god/goddess and they feel blessed to even look at you. they think that even imagining how they treat you in bed is a sin but they still dare to imagine that doing it with you might alleviate those sins, even if it's just a bit. they really think that only you can liberate them from their dirty thoughts that they should've never had in first place. they are really attentive to your needs too, pile 2. they make sure to be gentle and not hurt you in any way.

this pile is really just soft and sweet, caring sex. they also imagine that having sex with you is a scared experience, wanting to intertwine not only your bodies but your souls as one. they also imagine you voicing your needs as they are also open to anything you'd want to do. they probably seem to be a gentle dom/sub. really precious people, pile 2 <333

🖤 | pile three!

ooh, pile 3, your fs has a really interesting fantasy. they imagine exploring new boundaries with you that they previously placed on themselves. probably trying something new that they were scared to or just did not seem interested before you entered their life. they seem to be quite assertive with what they like or dislike so this is very different from the usual self that they are.

they have this fantasy of trying positions that let you be on top and just admiring you while they sit back and relax. they want to give you this illusion of you being in control and just let you have your way for some time and then they switch up to assert themselves since, as i said, they are quite assertive, both in real life and in bed. there's also another interpretation for some of you out there, that they have this fantasy of having sex to make up, basically angry sex to let both of your frustrations out. also pile 3, if you get attracted to pile 1, there might be extra messages for you

extra : this pile gives gojo satoru from jjk vibes so ifykyk

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PAC+18: 11 things your future spouse would want to do to you (sexually)

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PILE 1

They are going to tease you in public through their touch, they will grope your whole body: ass, chest, legs, waist and the back of your neck. They are going to make you wet/hard easily, their fingers are quick and their body will surround you, there's no scape. The most agressive shows of affection will be done at parties or when there are a lot of people. The rest of the people will notice the tension, the gazes and the noises that you both make, you both will look hot. You are going to cum on your underwear, the women will get their panties super wet and for the men is going to be more embarrassing as, well, there will be a visible mark on your pants. (Don't Time - Lana del Rey)

Manhandling: they will put you wherever they want, lmao. They will lift you up easily to place you in a new position. The action is done due to comfort and safety; they want you to be comfortable and they have no problems putting your weight in top of them. I think certain position that require the strength of your FS are better at...depth. If you like men, his dick will reach deeper and it will be more pleasurable like that, also, mmm... It will be easier for them to cum inside you on that positions. If you like women, their fingers or the friction will be better in those positions. (Safe and sound - Capital cities).

Sometimes, your FS is in a sweet and sentimental mood so they just want to hug you while leaving a tenderly kiss over your shoulders. They like to smell your essence when they are close to you. (Ylang Ylang- FKJ).

After having penetrative sex, they are still going down on you (sometimes, not always). They like to squeeze you at max. Also, just for some of you, your fs may like to have sex under the sun, when the warm is hitting their skin. (Waka Waka- Shakira).

They like to eat you down in general. (Down by the river - Milky Chance ).

Your FS won't like to fight with you,they would rather hug you and not waist their time. They must be busy really often, so they won't use the time they have to fight but they will use to make love to you. When they are tired, they are so sweet and tender 😭, sometimes the sex is not even about cumming but about being together. (Movin'out- Billy Joel).

Harnesses and ropes!! Oh Jesus (Harness your hopes - Pavement)

Hickeys (cruising for a bruising)

And orals are interesting to them 🫢 (Lean on-Major Lazer).

Sleepy sex, they like to cum when they have just woken up or when their senses are confused. (Dark Beach- Pastel Ghost).

They will share sexting and nudes when they are away, so they want you to do the same. (One step at time - Jordin Sparks).

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PILE 2

They hate when you both are interrupted when having sex, so when the moment to be together arrives. Get used to spend hours with them without interruption: no phones, no more people, not opening the door...just you and them. (who can it be now? -men at work).

A little bit of roleplaying. If you are intuitive or into tarot/astrology...they would want to introduce that in your sexual life somehow. Sex magic maybe? Or playing being an intoxicated man hypnotized by a beautiful witch. (Witches in Bikinis)

Tw: knifes. They may use their strength and be a bit extreme, they may like to use knifes or some source of weapon on you but never hurting you. (AirplaneMode - Bones).

Your Future spouse is truly sensitive and they need a lot of time together with you...MMM, they are a bit annoying, I'm not going to lie. They need a lot of reassurance so they would love it if they were always in your mind and you showed it. (Afterthought - Joji)

They would buy you lingerie and they would love to break it when they are undressing you. They love to see you dressed by things they have bought. (Material girl -Madonna)

Your FS likes to feel comforted through sex. The intimate connection both of you can have through making love will heal and erase any doubts that your fs has.(Ain't no rest for the wicked - Cage the Elephant).

There will be a lot of sex against the wall, your fs likes to press you against it, unable to scape them. Also, there could be a window, your FS would like to play with the idea of pressing you against and letting the ones outside see you. Plus, banging against the wall, a classic, (The Wall- PatrickReza)

"I don't know what it is but I got that feeling (got that feeling)// Waking up in this bed next to you swear the room//Yeah, it got no ceiling // If we lay, let the day just pass us by// I might get to too much talking// I might have to tell you something" (I like me better when I am with you - Lau).

Your FS likes it when you surprises them, they want you to try to take control, they think it's funny. (Sunglasses at night - Corey Hart).

Missionary and cumming inside of you, yummy. (Viva la vida - Coldplay).

Your FS could be into essences, strawberry and perfume. Maybe even lubricant of different flavours. (Strawberry fields - the Beatles).

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PILE 3

Your future spouse will think that you are perfect for them, that you have the right stuff, the one that they need. You are a great lover in their eyes. If you are a woman, you will have the prettiest pussy in their eyes and if you are a man, you will have the perfect size. There's not even one doubt in their mind, you are their only lover. (The right stuff - Vanessa Williams).

For some of you, it's possible that your future spouse was not a committed partner, they could have been unfaithful or just not good. They would like to be good for you, you would be someone they do not dare risk to lose. They learnt their lesson in the past. They would want to keep you happy and safe, to never see sadness in your eyes produced by them. (Careless Whisper - George Michael).

I don't think you are into it, but they would like to have sex when high/drunk/drugged. (Labrinth - Formula).

When you both are already living together and sleeping in the same bed, your fs will be unable to fall sleep knowing that they have their lover and their companion by their side. They will feel a strong urge to unite you and them in one, they just have a need to have you when they realize how much they love you. (Lemon Glow - Beach House).

They cannot go anywhere without kissing you first, they need a goodbye kiss every time(Running away).

When they feel sad, dirty or guilty they go back to you so can clean them and heal them. Be aware that the clean/dirty is a metaphor :), it does not mean that you will wash them but that you will help to find them peace.

They like to watch your facial expressions and eyes, they think it's erotic and interesting. It's telling of your emotions. You may be expressive and they like watching you. (uh oh! Sub urban)

Somehow, they want to do everything to you and... in their eyes any reaction that you have would be perfect. Whatever you give them, they take it and treasure it. In particular, they would want to make you scream and moan of pleasure (Hearing damage).

They like it when you are playful with them, when you can smile and dance shamelessly around them. They like to watch you have fun and be with you in those moments. I sense they would like that you did a striptease for them, in the comfort of your bedroom. (If you lie down with me - Lana del Rey)

They like to hold your hand while having sex and moaning inside your mouth while kissing, your fs thinks is so intimate that is kind of like souls touching. (Fade into you - Mazzy Stars).

Feeding, just like little birds. Your future spouse thinks it's hot when you share your food with him and give him half a cherry with your lips, or you share watermelon, lips to lips. It tastes better when it comes from your lips. (Florida Kilos - Lana del Rey)

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This PAC belongs to @pearl-tarotist and @vermilionpearls.

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What are some quirks during sex that your future spouse will adore?

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PAC Summary!

🍂 4-5 quirks/turns on that you do for them.

🍂 Small added scenes for some.

🍂 Some piles have the past of your future spouse.

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Pile I

I. They’re going to love it when you struggle to show how much pleasure you’re feeling. I see a scene where your future spouse is..

If you have a vagina:

I see them thrusting in your vagina, wrapping their hands around your stomach to balance their thrusts, but also feeling the pressure they are giving you. I see them pushing and increasing their speed to hit that sweet spot and waiting for your face to contort into pleasure. And as they don’t see it, they will lean forward, whispering something that’s inaudible (for you), but it makes you feel butterflies in your stomach. Then they will pull away and slam their cock/strap on cock into that sweet spot of yours until you come undone.

If you have a dick:

I see two people (a poly relationship) making your dick feel good. One of them is rubbing your balls and pinching your skin; another is sucking on your cock, swirling their tongue on the tip, and slowly nipping and nibbling it. Your legs are shaking faintly, and your breath is becoming short. You grab their hair, yanking it down for them to suck it further and begging for them to move their tongue faster only for the other to lean up to your lips and kiss you.

II. They are going to absolutely adore (with all of their heart) on how you sound and how you always will grip onto them. Even if you prefer a dominant role, it doesn’t matter. They make you feel incredible safe. I keep hearing the same thing that’s causing me to only focus on their words.

‘’I want you to know how much I love your sounds, your little whimpers, and your soft moans as my grips tighten around your hands as I devour you and see those pretty little tears. How gorgeous do you have to be to make me feel like I am the luckiest person? To have me at gunpoint and break down all of my walls for you. I wonder how you did that—I hated everyone, but you’re my exception, and you will always be. Thank you for being with me.’’

I feel such romantic and heartfelt energy surrounding their love for you. Think of a magical fairytale without the lies hidden in the tale. Your relationship with them will be so pure and genuine, you will never feel like going back to any of your exs again. Nor think about it again.

III. They will adore how shy you are with them. How you struggle or “demand” for sex with them. Even if you prefer a dominant role, they still make you shy.

I am seeing you coming up to them struggling to put into words how horny you are as they keep asking you to speak up, causing you to fumble with your words and for them to snicker at them. I also see them trying to poke you in a teasing manner. And you keep falling for it despite knowing what they are doing to you.

You both have let down your guard with one another, but you did it more with them. Intuition tells me that, once you both have sex and have a relationship with them for 7-9 months, then they will let down their guard fully.

IV. They will love when you take control during sex and focus on their pleasure. You have a thing for giving your lover pleasure, you love so much and have been taken advantage of. Always going back to those who don’t care or value you, but due to your loving nature, you make excuses for them. So, in this case, your future spouse will know about this and make sure you don’t go overboard and overwhelm yourself with them. Meaning, they will let you give them pleasure, but to a certain extent, and then they will give it to you. Body worshiping keeps ringing in my mind, and the way they will love your body.. omg it’s so gorgeous. I can’t even explain it in detail. All I can say is that, I am so happy for you and their love for your body, and you are.. what everyone would wish in their lover. In short, you are finally getting someone who is going to match your energy.

V. I keep seeing someone sneezing a lot, but it sounds adorable. They will know that you get allergies quickly, or sneeze a lot. And they will use it to their advantage because they find it cute.

I see them waiting for that sneeze just so they can lean forward so quickly just to kiss you and thrust their tongue into your pretty mouth and clasp your cheeks for balance. I also see them looking for the best allergy medication for you while also freaking out, asking out the employees, and then arguing about how do they know it’s the best.

Like I said, their love for you is absolutely adorable, and you finally will have someone who will protect you without hesitation. And for that, I am very proud of you for learning to appreciate yourself more, staying away from those that don’t appreciate you, and being with someone who appreciates you.

Masterlist ♡

Pile II

I. You have a thing for backshots/doggy style, or anything from seeing their ass/vice versa. They actually love it. Intuition tells me, ‘’before your future spouse started to date you or had an arranged marriage with you.. they despise anything that had to do with it. Some felt disgusted and embarrassed, and others thought their lover would get bruised. But you changed their views on it and reassured them both ways. Now you have become their way of learning of new ways to get pleasure with the smallest things—you do not even realize the effect you have on them.’’

I saw a scene where a man bent over his lover as he held on their torso and thrust from behind, but it started to slowly fade and a soft whimpered escaped the lover.

For them, you truly have made their insecurities and fears fade away with the way you love. They cannot express the love they feel for you, but you will just know it. You can see it in their actions and the way they trust you.

II. They love it when you pull their hair as they thrust into you or you give them oral. You guys have such soft and smooth hair with a strong scalp—they adore it when they orgasm and still feel your hair. It’s like a touch of comfort, something they have been longing to feel. Also, side note, but if you’re a male, they will want to see you in a man bun A LOT. Like a lot. They want to see you pleasure them as your hair tie falls loose. That will become their turn on.

III. They love it when you grope their chest and softly play with them as if it's a game. You make them feel good as you caress their buds and suck on them.

IV. They like that you are into feet or high heels. They like to take on the dominant role, and they have always fantasied wearing heels, and someone would worship their feet. I also see a scene where you give them foot rubs, clean their feet, and then paint their nails or use a clear base coat on their toenails. It’s a relaxing activity the both of you will have that will also lead to pleasurable sex.

V. They absolutely adore the way you give them pleasure and have sex with them. It’s unlike what they had, “otherworldly” appeared on my mind. You can make them beg for more, especially with your hand movements. You are so delicate with your lovers and past lovers that each of them still thinks about it when they are aroused. You make them feel dreamy; think of those soft, delicate, and beautiful sex scenes you see in fantasy smut books. Or those dreamy rain aesthetic videos mixed with a cottagecore aesthetic. Intuition also tells me that they will masturbate a lot because of how you have sex with them. They were never horny, a very, very low-sex drive, and now with you it’s on the normal spectrum. Which is a huge change for them.

Masterlist ♡

Pile III

I. They will love how you purposefully accentuate your ass, especially in public areas or when they are in an online meeting. They love it when you tease them because it makes them horny. If they are feeling kinky, they will make you go under their desk and give them oral.

II. They love it when you degrade them during sex. On a typical day, they like it rough, but ever since meeting you and how you choke them sometimes—it has become such a huge turn on. They also love it when you address them as a whore or a slut. They had a slutty past, and intuition tells me that it has always been their thing to be called one, yet no one had the balls to.

III. They will truly adore the way you dress. Even if you were something casual or focused on comfort attire, they will become aroused around you, wanting to leave bite marks on your skin. You wear a lot of comfortable clothing, but on special events, you will wear something elegant, fancy, and appealing to someone’s gaze in order to gain something or get your deal sold. Very secretive spy energy, but for your future spouse, they think it’s the hottest shit.

IV. They will adore how you have a restraint kink. They love it when you beg for them to restrain you as they use their tie (regardless of their gender) around your neck, handcuffing your hands behind your back and pulling their tie so your face is up to their lips. As they mingle their tongue with your soft lips. They adore it when you want to try it with them only to lose control and have their tongue on your skin nibbling and sucking to leave hickies. Waiting for the right moment to lick your love mark as they do it until you’re soaking for them.

V. They adore how long you can last during sex. For them, during their past, they always had 1-3 rounds and that’s it, and it bothered them. They’re energetic during sex, and with you, it lasts longer than 3-4 hours. Both of you have a high libido, and for them, they found comfort in finding someone who shares the same ideas on how long sex should be instead of having a quickie just because you are horny or having 1-2 rounds at most. Intuition tells me that they feel good that you want to go for passionate nights instead of something short and that you take their feelings into consideration despite not always wanting to have sex. You still focus on their needs, and when you aren’t horny, you will still play with their genitals to alleviate their tension.

Masterlist ♡

Pile IV

I. They love that you are interested in threesomes because they have had the same fantasy since they were teenagers. They prefer to have another during sex so they can please the both of you. They also like that you are interested in an open relationship.

II. They love that you focus on ass worship. They have always been self-conscious about their ass because of their skin texture and how it has acne or that it’s not shaved. So whenever they used to have sex with their ex partners, they always made sure their exs never focused there. Yet, with you, you honestly couldn’t care enough for that and make sure they feel loved through and through.

III. Your future spouse is going to like how when you cum, instead of those twitches, shakes, moans, whimpers, etc.. you just stare at them and ask for another round without any facial expression. At first, it startled your future spouse, but now it’s adorable to them.

IV. They will love how you are direct with what you want during sex and you have no fears. The requests you have for them are filthy to the brim and very kinky. They will abide by them and make it a reality.

Pile V

I. They will absolutely adore how you reach up to their face, cupping their cheeks and staring at their eyes, looking for some type of reassurance as they pleasure you.

II. They will love it when you spank them during sex; it will be unpredictable, and considering you’re shy during sex and taking a bold move—a huge turn on for them. They love that you always try to get out of your comfort zone with them in hopes that they love you more. Remember, dating you is their blessing, so do not focus on changing how you act during sexual intercourse, okay? You are worthy of their love, and that is something you will earn naturally.

III. They will love it when you call them daddy regardless of their gender. At first, when you said it, it was an accident because you were shy to ask them something, and now it has become a reoccurrence for the both of you. The thing is.. now you call them daddy when you want something and they have no idea—they believe it’s just a kink of yours.

IV. They will adore (so much, holy crap) how you curl your toes when you are about to orgasm, since it’s a natural response that can happen, they have always wondered why it makes them cum too. For them, with their last flings, it was no biggie, but now with you, they will orgasm hard because of it.

V.

I see a scene where they are looking at you and chuckling at how you are struggling to say what you want, their arm is under their chin, resting on the armchair. And as you make your final words, they kick you on the bed, go on top of you, and lean down, edging your vagina/dick with their knees wanting to hear you say those words again. But it comes to a complete failure. You start to become wet, and mewls escape your lips, and then they decide to flip you over, tie you up, and spread your ass as they devour you. The taste of you intoxicates them and makes them crave to touch themselves or at least make you eat them out, but they won’t because they put their pleasure below yours. So with that being said, they will absolutely adore how submissive you are during sex. How you can let them do anything and give them so much trust. Because trust is hard to give to someone during sex, they will show you how much they appreciate it, hence why they focus on your needs more.

During their past, they had crappy lovers who never focused on their pleasure, so whenever they gave pleasure to them, it felt like a chore, yet with you, it will feel natural. Another part of them wished for you to give it to them, and another part of them doesn’t care. So, when you do meet them because none of you have, make sure to give them the pleasure they crave so they can feel loved. I know that all of you will, but intuition tells me that you must know about it. They may always take control, but deep down they wish to have you take control so they can let loose and feel that same pleasure.

Masterlist ♡

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Your first night with your future spouse 18+ - Pick a pile

Note : *Intense se*ual messages for you guys, so Minors DNI*

Pile 1/ Pile 2/ Pile 3

Hello everyone ! This is my another pick a pile or pac reading so please be kind and leave comment or reblog, and let me know if it resonated with you!

Note : This is a general reading or collective reading. It may or may not resonate with you. Please take what resonates and leave what doesn't. And it's totally okay if our energies aren't aligned!

How to pick : Take a deep breath and choose a pile which you feel most connected to! You can choose more than one pile, it just means both pile have messages for you!

Note : This reading is based on my intuition and channeled messages from tarot cards.

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Pile 1:

(The cards I got for you - Ace of wands, Queen of wands, 7 of cups, 5 of cups, 7 of pentacles and 8 of pentacles)

The first thing I hear and feel Emotional, Vulnerable and very Experimental, You both will experiment a lot on your first night. I also feel you are both versatile in your sex life and open with it. I also feel your first night with your future spouse is gonna be very memorable, like any other sex or intimate time with them can't top it, this experience of yours with them, it's gonna be quite passionate and wild as well. For some of you very possessive and rough too, like they will like marking their territory on you, you might both start with simple conversations and it will go from there, I feel your future spouse will be rough as well as caring with you, like being gentle and asking before they slid themselves into you, I feel they will be into sex toys or they would like to use expensive toys on you vibrators, dildo, they like to see you squirm, while they play with you, some of you might be into light foreplay or choking, there won't be much talking but lots of moans and grunts or light sounds from you or them, Before they enter inside you they will like to tease you a lot, like maybe until you just put it inside yourself, they will chuckle a lot, they might like to say "hungry for me, baby", "so ready for me already", little chats here are there but it will turn you on so much. They might be experienced and confident with their moves and thrusts, them touching your clit or fingering while they suck you is what i am also channeling, you both or one of you will be blindfolded too, while doing your reading i saw silk sheets, so it may be prominent, dim lights, you will be doing it all night like 3 rounds 4 rounds and even more, i don't see you getting tired, some of you guys can be virgin too, your sex will be very experimental using food, them using lots of toys on you, that much is very prominent. They might make you orgasm many times in a row, and after gathering more energy you will be going at it again. i also feel some of you like to wear uniforms or your partner. Earth and fire placements are very prominent for this pile.

Phew, give me a cold ice water to shower i need it after this reading.

Pile 2:

(The cards i got for you - The star, judgement, Knight of cups, queen of cups, queen of pentacles, 8 of cups and the hermit)

First thing I feel they like to watch you touch yourself or vice versa. Like they will see you all worked up your fingers moving inside you it will turn them on, They will praise you a lot, like "good girl", "just like that", "keep doing that", For some of you the sex will be very traditional like you might not be that open with it, so you will a bit shy with them while they touch you, i also feel some of you guys will be doing it standing or on different corners of the house, in front mirrors, not much experimental, but i feel some people with this pile like missionary a lot, your spouse will appreciate your body a lot, like they are awestruck by it, their simple touch could make you wet, the sex with you both will be very transformative or life changing like you never experienced it before, they might be your boyfriend already so they already know your turn on's, I feel they will be also very gentle with you and caring, vanilla sex, not very rough, but emotional caring and loving kind, it will feel a very cosmic union like your bodies made to fit together, i feel they will kiss you a lot while they thrust themselves into you, some of you will be overwhelmed with the pleasure and be crying in a pleasurable way of course, i feel they will wipe your tears and be very gentle like making sure you are okay with all of it, I also feel this pile also have some bi readers, like very feminine energy from this pile, or if not then i feel your spouse is in touch with their feminine side, oral sex is also here too they will lick the parts that will just make your eyes roll back like crazy, "don't stop" - you or them might be saying this a lot, they will kiss your neck a lot, or rubs your back while they slowly pull themselves into you, they like to make sure you are enjoying it as much as they are. "unorthodox sex" is also very prominent with this pile. I also feel very decorated bed with roses on them. Air signs and water sign, cancer placements is also prominent here.

awww, you two seem like soft couples, your first night is very sweet to be honest.

Pile 3:

(The cards I got for you - The devil, 8 of wands, queen of swords, knight of wands, ace of wands, ace of cups, two of cups, 4 of wands and the temperance)

Okay so the first thing i felt and heard very lustful and the type you were both waiting for it for this very day, the night with your future spouse will be very passionate, and intense, your spouse might like to talk between sex, using dirty language with you "i heard such a whore", "my slut", "you like that when i touch you like that. don't you?" for some of you might be waiting till marriage. You both will be like wild rough animal like just not caring for a little marks on your body, as i said very lustful and yet passionate and balanced, the chemistry between you both is undeniable like physical chemistry check, emotional chemistry that checks out too, i wont go in their personality but that message just kept coming up but okay!, you both will be very naughty on you first night, you and your spouse might be into bdsm, he is very seductive or would, will give you multiple orgasms, I also feel ice cubes will be used on your first night, i heard "you are mine and i hope you know that", they won't care if someone hears you outside your room, they will be very rough, i feel they wont be able to wait till you change your wedding clothes, like even a quickie before you finally give yourself to each other, for some of you already had sex with them before marriage, but mostly, it will be your first time with them, the night will be very long, i feel they will make the atmosphere around you like aromatic candles, lavender/jasmine? light scents, your future spouse would like to lick your clit a lot, they like giving you orgasms, you both try many new positions, doggy style or cowgirl reverse, its very funny how you both are so wild, lustful and yet passionate its like perfectly balanced, your first night will go on long, you might do it all night not sleeping at all, very intellectual and powerful wedding night, it will imprint on you, unforgettable, I also feel they are veryyy experienced just like pile 1, they know what they are doing, they won't tease you a lot because they are very much impatient just to take you, he will ask you to ride him a lot, you bouncing on him, he will give you hickey's like would be soo excited to show everyone you had a very great night, It wont be just sex, its a passionate union between the true divine lovers, i heard "Kamasutra sex" might be of importance, I also feel they will like to cum all over you, or on your tits, your bodies will just blend together perfectly, you both will cum together a lot, this pile might be virgin too, for some of you the sex is rough as well very peaceful, white color also have a importance in both of your lives or on your first night, as i said the chances are you both doing it for the first time the message was very strong, you both will rest very less but in the end you will be cuddling and sleeping together. I also feel the sex between you both will be very very sweaty.

wow, the message just kept coming and i gotta say very wild my pile 3 very wild, love it for you guys!

Thank you for stopping by! Take care and remember you are loved <3

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AFTERCARE⭒ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

!!!!THIS READING IS 18+ MDNI!!!!!!

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HOW YOUR FS TAKES CARE OF YOU AFTER SEX?

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₊˚⊹ ᰔ౨ৎ₊this is just a reminder that tarot isn’t permanent or set in stone YOU decide how your life goes no one or nothing else now take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls to you ₊˚⊹ ᰔ౨ৎ₊˚⊹

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pile one - king of cups , the hanged man

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shower you with love and affection they’ll be so in love with you afterwards you know post nut clarity? yeah they are the exact opposite after they nut they’re gonna be like so hazy and like so highly in love with you like covering you in kisses worshipping your body and telling you sweet nothings about how pretty you are and much they think you’re beautiful and goddess like. it’s like every time you two make love they fall more and more in love with you if that’s even possible. your FS is extremely helpful they’ll wanna get you snack and drinks i see them even ordering food and just like being super useful and attentive to anything you need. depending on what y’all did 🫣 they’ll be very quick to clean up any mess like deadass it might get wicked in the bedroom for y’all 😈 i’m seeing the two of you guys are definitely kinky. they’ll want you to literally do NOTHING ! immediately after sex they treat you like you’re literally made of glass or like you’re their delicate little flower 🌸🥹 they’re soooooooo helpful pile 1 omgz like if you have to pee they’ll lit carry you to the bathroom. if you want to clean yourself up they’ll literally draw you a bath like they loves to being so sweet to you. i’m getting they kiss you all over they really want to make sure you are always safe and comfortable your happiness is always their biggest priority !! i cannot stress enough how much your happiness makes them happy :)

extra messages- king, satisfaction, clean girl vibes, cookies, desserts 🍮, soft pink , 333

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pile two - ace of pentacles, six of swords

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right off the bat y’all be i’m the bedroom going games asfff. either one or both of you really likes it rough i mean there’s no holding back for the two of you i’m talking degradation kinks spankings idk y’all might even do some wax play ! after your wild ass sex sessions their after care for you is top tier their main focus and goal is to just calm you and make sure you’re hearts not beating so fast lol. afterward they’re so thankful 🥲 they think they won the lottery with a lover like you you’re hands down so beautiful to them and the two of you are so compatible when it comes to kinks and your sexual desires they know how lucky they are to have you in there mind you’re the best sex they’ve ever had !! they may have a little of experience under their belt so they know what they’re talking about and you’re the most incredible person they’ve been with. they get this giddy excitement when the two of you are finished he feels like he’s winning for life because you’re such an angel. after having sex with you your FS is just so stuck in his mind about how lucky they are to see you naked and how much they hope they hope they made you feel as good as you make them feel. i’m seeing them mainly bringing you water applying any creams and immediately just falling asleep dreaming about you 💤.

extra messages - white sheets, late nights, travel, hotels, luxurious, mental clarity

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pile three - King of wands , knight of pentacles

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you’re just so so spoiled rotten by your FS i’m getting they give hippie vibes like i’m seeing you have hella candles lit and there might even be soft music playing. after they’re all about deep breathing and they might even ask to meditate with you 🥺. this is another pile that gets really rough and crzy so he spends lots of time being so sweet and affectionate with you. their the type of person that may be dominant so taking control is their strong suit and whatever you need they’re there to fulfill your every one. they’re very good and attentive when it come to caring for you at the end of your wild night i think the two of you might even have a specific set schedule for every time he’s such a huge softy for you you don’t even have to ask for things they already know what exactly you need they’ll rub you down with oil or bring you tea or wash you down in the shower anything to relax you more for sleeping. they will be extremely patient with you afterwards because he know how much he puts you through 😉 i think they’re just a gentle genius when it comes to your body and you pleasure they have taken their time to get to know exactly how to take care of you and they live for it 💖.

extra messages- lenny kravitsz, long hair , reds and orange, grunge aesthetic, boho vibes

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pile four - four of wands, seven of cups

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you’re princess you’re an angel i know this is a future spouse reading but after y’all fuck they be ready to marry your ass AGAIN !! there’s literally no words for this pile they are so enamored with you. aftercare for the two of you is filled with cuddling and kisses and smiles and hugs and laughs i love this couples energy so much 🥺 the two of you are literally love bugs fr. aftercare is also filled with lots of questions about how they did? and how you felt ? and how they can make you feel even better next time ? i’m seeing your FS is a little insecure about their performance they are just sooo eager to please you because you are their god/goddess. pile 4 your FS LOVES YOU so so much they literally can’t contain themselves asking questions giving you kissing questioning if they did a good enough job or not. everything about you is perfect to them and they genuinely appreciate you so much. aftercare 4 the two of you is so dreamy ☁️ and romantic 💘 i’m also getting the two of you are like very horny even after sex so the two of you might even go for another round 🤩🤩

extra- clouds , green light, sweating, soft kisses, pillow talking , in love , they like you more

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Anna Sawai photographed by Taika Waititi

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PERFUME EMPTIES: Favs of 2024

Navitus Xo Brandy

I had a small sample of this smell for the fall/winter and oh my god I was obsessed. It made me feel sensual and sophisticated. Like a woman who owns a New York penthouse that’s decorated with beautiful browns and shades of orange who makes her own drinks and plays her jazz records all day. Cozy, sensual and warm.

Notes:

Top: Almond, Dates, Davana

Middle: Brandy, Coffee, Heliotrope, Virginia Cedar

Base: Sugar Cane, Tolu Balsam, Indonesian Patchouli, Sandalwood

Paris Corner Nouf

My favorite everyday scent last year, will be getting again. A warm spicy fruity pineapple smell. Reminds me of gold glitter, champagne/bubbly, and the feeling of a sunrise during the spring/summer

Notes:

Top: Pineapple, Bergamot, Grapefruit

Middle: Cedar wood, Patchouli, Jasmine

Base: Woody Notes, Oak Moss

Lattafa Qaed al fursan

My favorite summer scent for the poolside. This might turn some people off but I kinda love that it smells like sunscreen to me (especially considering I’m allergic to most sunscreen 😭) but I love the smell of it. It’s creamy, powdery, and sweet but not heavy.

Notes:

Top: Coconut, Citruses, Pineapple

Middle: Ylang-Ylang, Frangipani, Jasmine

Base: Vanilla, Musk, Sandalwood, Sweet Notes

Kayali Vanilla Royale

My Halloween scent when I dressed up as Cleo de Nile. It does make you feel like royalty, of importance. It’s a strong spicy sugary scent that makes you feel powerful and yet delicate. Like a rose painted gold.

Notes:

Top: Rum, Vanilla Orchid, Jasmine

Middle: Vanilla, Crème Brûlée, Spicy Notes, Tonka Bean, Leather, Rose

Base: Patchouli, Brown Sugar, Agarwood, Sugar, Amber, Musk

[picklengravy]

not that an explanation is necessary, but y’all really need to stop making assumptions based on your preconceived notions about the people involved especially about situations that have nothing to do with you.

and most importantly about situations that you have chosen to interject yourself into, just so you can get “tea” from them.

the same people who claim we are bullying are the same people who are;

- claiming bullying about situations that occurred years ago to get clout, and then when receipts are pulled and their lie is debunked, they wanna disappear

-sitting around and sending us hate anons, on top of the mysterious hate anons that are being sent to random creators

- doxxing us and then claiming that we had a bad falling out and doxxed each other, lying to cover their tracks.

- implying unrequited romantic feelings from one creator towards another, simply because she spoke out about her mistreatment of her

and trying to milk a situation that happened a month ago.

like it’s over, so let it be over.

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[picklengravy]

Are you ever going to post new content? Will you continue to endlessly barrage us with boring, rewritten slop? The only reason you have any clout is because you’re friends with a famous tumblr astrologer who has more followers on you. I guess she took pity since your posts do look nice.🙂‍↔️

tagging everyone involved because i am sick and tired of the witch hunt on this app. @teaonastro @zeldasnotes @tarotlexa @spiritstalking @daarlingdatura @eswhoreteric @aphrodicci @selenepsyche @astrofaeology

i have been receiving hate anons for a while now. all because i am friends with @aphrodicci.

❗️NUMBER ONE:

i ignored one, but i'll admit i was offended by it since this is all i said. i mentioned the antiblackness that is prevalent on astro and tarot tumblr... i even made posts to rewrite the astrological narrative spread about us and this is the response i get? all i saw was black people being invalidated for calling out racism, when the person who said the racist things had accepted they were wrong and apologised. but other people took it upon themselves to rewrite the narrative for no reason and make it bigger than it ever needed to be.

p.s. i don't know which indian readers we bullied in the past..... honestly.

❗️NUMBER TWO:

this was clearly a snarky comment but instead of taking the bait, i took it as an educational opportunity. but as you can see, i just keep getting these hate comments. i asked the anon to message me privately about their grievances, but they never did.

❗️NUMBER THREE:

this was the most recent message from TODAY. this is why i decided to make this post.

i'm tagging everyone to hopefully get some answers for myself and also to end all of this, once and for all. i GENUINELY want someone to come into my dms to have a civil conversation about all of this and come to some understanding. if anyone i am friends with has done anything truly immoral, i implore anyone with evidence and proof to let me know. this goes for @teaonastro who claims to have screenshots of things, but won't release them. also for @daarlingdatura. i tagged @selenepsyche because she's been receiving hate anons too apparently. i do find it hypocritical that we are being accused of sending hate anons (genuinely, to my knowledge, we are not), when we too are receiving hate anons. it's wrong and unfair.

and by the way, i have several new posts upcoming.

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Self Related Tarot

ψ ❝Anastasia Ios❞ $45

Your Soul’s Purpose . ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖ . Dedicated to querent’s spiritual duties this lifetime, what you’re meant to accomplish and create on Earth. 6 cards will be pulled.

included details

spiritual identity, past life, special abilities as a divine being

soul’s purpose this life, what they’re chosen to accomplish or do, highest potential

lessons taught and learned, healing missions, blessings and gifts received on this path

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

universal messages meant to hear

ancestral powers meant to guide them

higher self’s influence, messages, and presence for the collective

ψ ❝Emperies Moira❞ $55

If You Were a Tarot Card. ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖ . A reading that imagines querent's persona, character traits, and uniqueness in the form of a tarot card. Something amusing, yet mystical enough that it serves as inner reflection rather than just entertainment. Essentially, your underlying concept as a divination tool. 3 sections, details included in description.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent's tarot deck + card definition inside of it, the upright + reverse interpretation, and how it is interpreted in a spread if pulled. overall themes and associations in context.

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent's imagery, symbolism(s) and connections, how a reader would describe their card, benefits + disadvantages of this card in a spread [plus its effects on the spread itself]

section iii

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

positive + negative influence

indicators (new love, babies, incoming wealth, etc.)

personality type that pulls this card (i.e. who's likely to get this)

appearance traits (physical)

characters that embody this card's energy

ψ ❝Fama Grailie❞ $55

If You Were Famous. ݁⋆.˚♆. ݁₊｡ Based off this pick a card I posted, this reading will cover querent’s path to fame (as it were). Your unique experience and dealings of a world beyond the norm, the travels to popularity, wealth, and high expectations. Are you ready to be famous? 3 sections, details included in description.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ who querent is + their rise to fame (i.e. how they’d get famous), public image + popularity, their relationship with fame (i.e. happiness, success), sacrifices and benefits of gaining fame, significant changes

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ controversies with the media + public drama), celebrity friends or enemies, accolades + achievements, talents (hobbies), special qualities that make querent stand out, celebrity traits

section iii

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

fanbase, social circle, celebrity persona

romance, flings, and marriage

status + public reception (reaction)

peak stardom, awards, recognition

wealth + possessions, appearance, marketing

legacy, downfall, overall fame

ψ ❝Dose O’ Mirra❞ $55

Your Reflection in These Eyes. ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖ . Self-sufficient kind of reading that delves into querent’s existence, into their identity on Earth (and as a universal being). Look into the mirror I hold up for you, so you’re able to see everything about you beneath the physical—underneath the surface. No sugarcoating, book if you’re ready to see fit.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ who querent is at the root (core self), how they’re perceived by the world, what it means to be around their energy + presence

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent’s higher self + values, spiritual abilities (i.e. gifts this lifetime), how they heal themselves or the collective/people around them

section iii

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

family’s past (i.e. generational curses and inherited gifts)

past wounds + trauma

childhood + adolescence

relationships and romantic connections (i.e. querent as a lover)

home and parenthood (i.e. querent as a parent)

soul this lifetime + connection to spirituality

ψ ❝Birthspiria❞ $65

Happy Cake and Candles.⊹ ࣪ ˖🍰₊˚⊹♡. Birthday themed tarot reading that goes into detail about querent’s upcoming celebration! A solar return in the form of cards, in which there’ll be an explanation of everything meant to come for you in the year. 4 sections, details included in description.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent’s birthday, what to expect, how the day’s events will come about + be as an experience

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ lessons learned, age + developmental growth, blessings incoming + celebratory news or outcomes

section iii

(3 cards will be pulled) ➞ a tarot prediction for each astrological house [1H - 12H] for upcoming year/birthday

1H ⟶ aura, beginnings, first impressions, self-knowledge

2H ⟶ values, abundance & finances, self-worth, material possessions (desires)

3H ⟶ short travels & journeys, mentality, communication, to do list, ideas

4H ⟶ home & familial ties, security (comfort), inner self & emotional stability, parenthood

5H ⟶ entertainment, creative expression & hobbies, flings & drama, enjoyment

6H ⟶ lifestyle (routine), health, service & duties (work), the unexpected

7H ⟶ open enemies, commitments, relationships & marriage, business (contracts)

8H ⟶ karma, debts & resources, death (rebirth), intimacy

9H ⟶ far travels & journeys, spirituality (worldview), higher education, beliefs (morals)

10H ⟶ public image (reputation), career, goals & achievements, exposure

11H ⟶ friend groups & community, networking, aspirations, social issues

12H ⟶ hidden enemies, secrets, mental health & endings, dreams

section iv

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

birthday plans, celebration(s), and invitations

appearance + overall aesthetic

happiness + gratitude for the year

gifts received

universal blessings

wild card — unexpected surprise

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Sexual Tarot

ψ ❝Hailo Merci❞ $45

First Time With Them. ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖. A look into querent’s first time having sex with your partner, lover, or person. Meant to provide insight on the sentiment, how it’ll be in terms of excitement or intimacy. 6 cards pulled.

included details

who’s it going to be with, emotions + chemistry felt, the sexual energy between them, what leads into the moment and how it starts

the foreplay, querent’s first time, overall enjoyment between both partners, what about the sex is fulfilling (i.e. favorite parts of the sex), what’s special about the experience

coming down + aftercare, feelings and connection afterward, how it affects future encounters

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

sexual dynamic of encounter

secret kink(s)

sexual personality after first time

ψ ❝Tainted Damiana❞ $55

What's Seductive About You. ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖. Based off this pick a card I posted, querent's sexual attractivity, magnetism and sensuous power will be discovered [and uncovered]. This is written with the intention of exposing what's insatiable about your energy, it's going to heighten that level of desire. The magnitude of sexuality in my words. 3 sections, details included in description.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent’s magnetism and appearance to others, their appeal and seductive energy (strengths), and the effect their aura has in public (i.e. special occasions)

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent’s seductive “powers” and how it transforms them, their dark side (lilith) seduction and desirability, and how partners/suitors respond

section iii

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

signature scent

outfits + accessories

hairstyles, makeup, and attractive traits

personality, charm, and 'special' techniques

essence + qualities (i.e. magnetism)

spirit animal ("inner animal")

ψ ❝Devian Eros❞ $55

Next Sexual Encounter. ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖ . Explicit context of querent's future escapade(s) and the adventure of the circumstance. Every tantalizing touch alongside each rise of building tension, all the way to the resolution of passionate messes in the bedroom. Beware of how raunchy this reading will (not can) get. 3 sections, details included in description.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ querent’s expectations + how it happens, who it’s with (i.e. the partner), the sexual tension and energy of the encounter before, during, and after it takes place

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ details of the encounter (e.g. positions), how it feels + emotions felt, overall pleasure and orgasms given

section iii

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

sexual chemistry and intimacy

orgasms + aftercare

foreplay

lovers kinks

future encounter

wild card — sexual surprise

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Love Tarot

ψ ❝Aphrodite’s Kiss❞ $45

Incoming Love. ݁₊❦｡‧ྀི° ݁. Upcoming love for querent and what to expect when it arrives. Romantic expression for you if you’re single or expecting someone to come into this area of life. 6 cards will be pulled.

included details

who’s coming in + what they’ll offer, what’s significant about them, what do they like about querent (physically, mentally, personality wise, etc.), how will they show up romantically

romance + love with them, pros and cons in the connection/union, their special qualities + positive effects on querent

the future of this connection, significant changes from being with each other (positive or negative), advice for the relationship and for querent

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

love languages (both querent and their lover)

intimate traits

love messages from them

ψ ❝Delicate Amor❞ $55

All About Your Future Spouse. ݁₊❦｡‧ྀི° ݁. Full detail about querent’s future lover in this lifetime, who they are and what ways they show up. A tale of affection that is unique for each individual, yet explores the avenue of connection and devotion the same. Succumb to temptation of their commitment to you. 3 sections, details included in description.

section i

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ future spouse’s personal information (i.e. who they are), how querent and future spouse meet + come into fruition, what it’s like being their partner

section ii

(7 cards will be pulled) ➞ future spouse’s love for querent (love languages), romance with them + the effect on one another, effort that’s put in towards the connection (i.e. planning dates, bonding)

section iii

(oracle cards will be pulled) ➞ additional info

future spouse’s appearance + personality traits

first times with them (kiss, lovemaking, “i love you”)

the wedding + married life (ceremony, pregnancy, in-laws)

domesticity (home, parenthood, routines)

intimate traits

overall bond and relationship (e.g. in the end)

bonus — love messages from them

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Dr. Deviant’s Notes

ψ Fashion Prescription $40

How To Guide on Aesthetic, Beauty, and Style (Beauty Analysis). ݁₊𖤍. ݁˖ . A visual tarot reading that offers appearance suggestions and advice, for a chance at evolution.

details included

beauty interpretation (i.e. notes on querent’s appearance)

accessories

hair

makeup

fashion (style)

influence

evolution

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Misc. Tarot

ψ 5 Card Pull $35

Free Choice Question . ݁₊ ♱ . ݁˖ . Querent can ask anything, any subject (love, general, self, sex), and have it answered with a five card spread. In depth answers are provided, as well as a personalized shufflemancy and channeled messages. 1 section, no details available.

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♰ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

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Pick a Card: What Is Next In Your Life?

Pile One: Hierophant Green

The Wheel of Fortune, Strength Rx, Knight of Pentacles, The High Priestess Rx, 2 of Pentacles Rx, The Devil

Change is coming. In all aspects. With the Wheel being your first card, the energy of the following cards determines how the Wheel turns for YOU personally, Pile One. Nonetheless, at this point in time, you are about to enter a new phase in your life, and you may already be feeling this energy shift subconsciously. There is a bit of a "One step forward, Two steps back" energy here with the Wheel of Fortune and Strength Rx, because the combination of these two cards indicates significant changes and events that will test your character, particularly your ability to remain composed. Therefore, you may now and in the future, find yourself being put in situations that test your resilience, as well as your ability to remain calm in the face of adversity. You may be tempted to fall into an emotional state, particularly one of anger and frustration.

I heard “short end of the stick”. There is a lot of frustration and tension coming through, Pile One. Both at the world and with yourself as there is a lot of internal blame here, especially with the High Priestess in Rx, which indicates a lack of trust and clarity in your spiritual gifts. As a future result, you will come into a period of inner reflection in the next few weeks. You could find yourself to be more spiritually inclined during this time, and seeing signs such as crows, butterflies, or angel numbers. All of which, provide an opportunity for you to listen and see the truth about things that were previously hidden. For some of you there has been a significant situation that you have never received closure for. The answer may come to you in the form of a “sign” in the next few weeks. You may also be feeling called to participate in activities that increase your self esteem or give you confidence, and your interest in self improvement will increase as well. Some of you have been wanting to start Pilates or Yoga. The crystal Selenite may have relevance as well.

There may be a goal that you’ve been reaching for recently, but maybe you’ve been unusually proactive and forceful about its progress. For some, you will be given new opportunities in terms of your careers and finances. Nonetheless, in the coming weeks, you will find yourself calmer and taking a more deliberate approach to your goals. You may find yourself putting more roots in place, as opposed to setting a singular goal and rushing to achieve it. However, please be mindful of how much you are attempting to accomplish. You could find yourself juggling too many things at once or struggling with feelings of stress and being overwhelmed as you navigate the stress of overcommitment. Be careful not to fall into self-destructive patterns and habits! Aaliyah's "One in a Million" may be significant as well.

Shufflemancy:

“One in a Million” - Aaliyah

“Your love is a one in a million

It goes on and on and on (on and on)

You give me a really good feelin'

All day long”

Oracle:

Hope - "Hope is the light in the darkness. Never extinguish it"

Compassion: "Compassion is the warmth of the soul. Give it to others and yourself."

Grace - "Grace" is the universe's blessing. Open your heart to receive it"

Pile Two: Star Platinum

Ace of Cups, 7 of Wands Rx, Knight of Cups, Knight of Wands, 8 of Wands, 8 of Cups Rx, 3 of Pentacles (Covering The Devil Rx)

This spread suggest a change in your personal alignment Pile Two. Your opening card is the Ace of Cups which indicates a new beginning in emotional, creative, and romantic pursuits. In the next coming times, you could find yourself opening your heart to new experiences Pile Two.

This card is giving you a chance to not only connect with people in an emotional sense, but to reconnect with yourself and your inner persona as well. With the Knight of Cups here, you could be presented with an offer or proposition of some sort. Something that you have been wanting for a while. However, I advise you to take this offer at face value, so as to not become a victim of idealism.

Now the Knight of Cups tells you to follow your heart. But the Knight of Wands tells you to follow your passion. These conflicting energies can lead to a battle between your heart and mind, creating an imbalance in your actions. these two energies are capable of working with each other, but when they don't, it creates a You could find yourself being very inspired during this time, with a strong desire to protect this newfound peaceful energy, steering clear of conflict and situations that require confrontation.

With the 7 of Wands Rx and 8 of Cups Rx here, you could be reluctant to stand your ground or begin to shy away from things that prove to be difficult or requiring of immense effort. For some of you, this is due to a fear of not being able to handle it. For others, its simple because you would rather not have anything unfavorable rain on your parade.

Additionally, you may find yourself struggling with recurring feelings of emotional stagnation. Perhaps you have previous left (or are still in) a situation that no longer serves you emotionally, but that you are still hanging on to, creating this cycle of wanting change, but avoiding what needs to be done to achieve it. Whatever situation this may be, it is likely one that has caused some of you to feel oppressed or one that has limited you in some way. For most of you this could be a family affair, but for others it involves your career.

The 3 of Pentacles covering The Devil Rx indicates that you will be freeing yourself from this situation in the near future, with support from your community! I also believe that some of you will be utilizing an important skill or talent to empower yourself as well.

Shufflemancy: "Born Again" - Lisa, Raye, and Doja Cat

“If you tried just a little more times

I would've made you a believer

Would've showed you what it's like (Like)

Every single night

To be born again, baby

To be born again”

Oracle:

Resilience - "Resilience is your source of strength in challenges."

Confidence - "Believe in your worth and your abilities"

Divinity - "Every moment is filled with Divinity. Cherish It.

Pile Three: Yellow Temperance

King of Cups, 7 of Cups Rx, Queen of Pentacles, 6 of Swords Rx, Page of Swords,9 of Swords Rx, Knight of Pentacles Rx

You can expect to have a slow but deep shift in temperament in the next coming times, Pile 3. You are coming into a period of time where you are starting to acquire wisdom and understanding about yourself, your circumstances, and the world. You’re moving out of that stage of your life where you want to see the world and have fun, and have zero worries, and are growing into the part of you that craves stability and peace, with the Queen of Pentacles here.

You will begin to focus your time and energy towards building stability, both financial and material, and stepping into the version of yourself that you want to be, by focusing on your mental and physical health, as well as your spiritual growth. I can see you guys gaining a lot of clarity about something in the near future with the 7 of Cups Rx Pile 3. Perhaps your illusions about a specific event or situation will begin to wash away, where you will be met with focus internally, and have a clear idea of the choice that needs to be made.

As this card is preceded by the King of Cups, I think this clarity has a lot to do with gaining emotional maturity. A lot of you, Pile 3, may be empaths or people who feel a lot, and I’m getting that emotional wounds are your niche. It’s easy for you guys to heal from them, because spiritually you happen to be in tune with your emotional state. A lot of you in this pile have mainly feminine energies in your chart.

You may find yourself being less reactive and quick to anger during this time, seeking out other outlets for emotional support, such a therapy or a close friend. Although you may begin to move on emotionally, I can see that mentally, you are still stuck in the past, with the 6 of Swords. In the coming times, you may find yourself struggling to move on from a situation. I’m getting that a lot of you feel or will feel guilty over the outcome of this situation? Or feel a sense of responsibility for the feelings of the other parties in this situation (that is not your responsibility). This is the reason why I said this change might be a little slower than the other two piles.

The Page of Swords in this position, denotes frequent checking, obsessing, and ruminating over an event, which some of you may be guilty of doing. The 9 of Swords Rx combined with the Knight of Pentacles here, indicates that you want to change, and that you want to begin to heal from these wounds, but that your internal fears and worries, as well as your past guilt regarding this event, has prevented you from doing so, or caused you to not take action in a situation you know you should be taking action in.

Shufflemancy: "Only You" - Cheat Codes and Little Mix

“Once upon a time we had it all

Somewhere down the line we went and lost it

One brick at a time we watched it fall

I'm broken here tonight and darling no one else can fix me”

Oracle:

Light - "Light dispels darkness. Keep your inner light shining."

Transformation - "Transformation is the soul's evolution."

Acceptance - "Accept others and yourself. Welcome new opportunities."