➝ trying to explain while trying to heal…⇣
“it makes you stronger! this too shall pass! you got this,” they said, but they forgot to mention the INSANITY that it can spiral into. even when you may or may not think you have multiple support system options—romantic, platonic, family (blood or chosen), etc.— you feel as if they have to be a well oiled machine in order to help or work properly. when the chaos fills your head, the venom weighs heavy on your heart, &&/or carnage breaks your soul, the components jam, malfunction, or outright quit on you.. the most minute/harmless criticisms will have you questioning the “proper” execution of feedback from your support systems causing you to feel the most lonely or desperate for understanding. as a result, the demons are all but beating down your doors with the HARSHEST beliefs of YOUR mistakes, YOUR failures, && YOUR disappointments, transforming you into that which you hate even glimpsing in the mirror!
—pj 9/13/22
p.s. an honorable contribution/proofreading mention to my bestie, emily jane (her tiktok: ejpugh4108)
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