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remember when tumblr was ultra h0rny and now they got the tightest fucking security around this bitch? - i just wanna talk about some things...........

[pieseas]

Didn’t you need the rent by 4/5? Did you get evicted?

i didn’t get evicted bc someone came through for me last minute but the situation with my eligibility for this unit is still in jeopardy (it’s BMR and they may reject me for having donation bank transactions, they count that as income despite me not having a job, the property manager hasn’t got back to me so im hella on edge). ill still need help for May seeing as im still not getting any interviews or work that pays enough to afford my place. unemployment is penalizing me $10,000 for my old job disputing my unemployment claim so im not getting that either. i wouldn’t have this hard a time if i went to college and could drive tbh. that’s making me feel even more undesirable as a job candidate.

Goal: $20/$2,100 by May 5th

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(elevator selfie to break up dash monotony)

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It's 3am and Delilah and Aaron are making their way back to the city after a short stay at a hotel.

Delilah is thinking to themself, "hm you know this is fun, but maybe 'doing it for the plot' is over. maybe it's time to seek other fish in the sea. " But at the same time they think well I am trying to learn to drive from this man. So they just move on from both thoughts and chill in the car.

Eventually "30 for 30" by SZA fr. Kendrick plays and Delilah laughs internally, at the "you on your cycle, but he on his period too? oh. " As just a day or two ago they was joking with their friend about Aries (men) having period by the way they be having mood swings outta no where. They take this as a sign of confirmation that the rose colored glasses they get with fire signs have faded.

Then to Delilah's surprise, Aaron grabs their hand. Now, ignoring ALL of that they think Aaron is being a freak 😈 so they reach for his lap. Just for Aaron to put their hand on the steering wheel and let them steer for a bit. The whole time he says nothing just lets Delilah try. Now despite Delilah yelling and laughing, "don't do this to me!" They go along with it. Aaron corrects the steering as they go either by his hand on the wheel or using his knee to do it. This goes on for about 3 mins bc Delilah is too scared.

Soon Aaron is right back to driving. Delilah is a dumbass pisces and thinks, "Damn is this is a sign? I didn't even say anything to this man to prompt this, he just Aries impulsively decided to do it!"

Aaron will proceed to look down to change the heat and almost hit the island in the middle of the road to separate lanes and you can't help but laugh at that sobering reality. The radio station get changed when Doechii's "Anxiety" starts to play and the next song on the next station is "Doo Wop (That Thing) by Lauryn Hill. Delilah now believes this is some final universal reminder that this is nothing to be infatuated with.

But this silly little watpad story is my real life and what the fuck am I supposed to do with this lmfao.

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ok i’m making my birthday wishlist as a treat for being so productive the last two weeks

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i need assistance in raising $850 for a notice of benefit overpayment from last year to begin receiving my unemployment benefits & getting started on paying some bills that have went to debt collectors. 🫤

alt links:

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0/$850

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nobody got hurt so im allowed to giggle about this extremely looney tunes looking accident on a part of 64 i used to drive down at least once a week

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can i get help with getting groceries today? im trying to raise $100 at least. nearest grocery store to me is a Trader Joes.

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that skinny man rumor is true 😳

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thinking about the nigga i said “not so nice things about” on tumblr and proceeded to tell me they were “not so nice” when all I did was angrily say exactly what you did.

where was those tiktoks saying that when i was going through it !!!!?!?!?!

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diet culture people make me feel like i’m going crazy. you want me to take an experimental pill that destroys my appetite?? you want me to remove part of my stomach??? you want me to stop eating bread and rice, two of the staple foods most inherent to humanity????? why exactly? because my stomach is big? because you don’t like the way i look, and you think it’s reasonable to tell me to carve pieces off of myself and try random drugs and ruin my own life so i can look more visually pleasing to you? and you somehow don’t see how absurdly cruel and selfish that is to ask of somebody???? while pretending you care about their HEALTH????????????????? FUCK YOU!!!!

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can i get help with getting groceries today? im trying to raise $100 at least. nearest grocery store to me is a Trader Joes.

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i regret every interaction i’ve had with men this past year. not a single experience was worth it.

maybe in the moment it fulfilled something in me but to be treated like such a villain bc time after time you are made to feel like you are a burden. like you are not important. or at least important enough to work with is DRAINING.

wow you had a bad day for once doesn’t change the fact that YOU were repeatedly the cause of my own. I didn’t do anything to you. but i pay the price for your absent mind. I must accept you have a bad memory and not take things personal.

then you have a man who brings up that he just got out of a relationship. and i should have said i wanted boyfriend material. but he’s the one talking about vacations and dates. you think i wanna go on vacation and dates with someone who goes from love bombing to dead conversation. then blows me off every time I want to talk about it?

while this all has taken a BLOW a MASSIVE one to my self worth. I am so glad i’m not men obsessed to the point of wanting to off myself fr. i’m depressed and sad and angry but god bless rage bc i’d rather beat the ever loving fuck outta them before i let them take me out.

men are quite honestly the most unhinged people on earth and i pray everyday they experience their own shit back.

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Sergiu Ciochină (Moldovan,b.2001)

Home is where your heart is

Oil on board

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An ode to resilience- 26x32” acrylic on canvas. Sold.

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monkey (my cat) painting

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The month of May and the beginning of June have been an uphill battle for me. I am asking for help to cover the amount i lost in wages from my paycheck so I can securely pay rent on July 01 without risk of eviction.

This will enable me to get back on track to being self sustainable. This is my first time living alone ( by no choice of my own) and i do not have family with disposable or extra income to help me out in this rough patch, so i must rely on the kindness of the public.

I am a low income Black American woman living in the Bay Area with no higher education (or free time to pursue it) to leverage for higher paying work. Ive been doing my best to keep afloat and have previously reached out for rent assistance programs that currently have a large waitlist &/or depleted of funding.

If you are able to, please consider donating and i will promise to pay the goodwill forward when im in a better position to. Thank you! ‍↕️

Alt Payment Links:

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remember guys niggas are one in several billion life goes on 😅🤷🏽‍♀️