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[pigbabyy]

ok update:

lost only a tiny bit of weight but it's still something. current weight is 76.4 kg :(

I'm scaaared. today I did a mars chocolate mono hoping it will help get rid of my cravings without gaining weight. but now it's 6.31 pm and I weigh 2 kg more than this morning so I'm freaking the heck out. if I wake up tomorrow and weigh more than this morning I'll cry so much.

[pigbabyy]

I'm scaaared. today I did a mars chocolate mono hoping it will help get rid of my cravings without gaining weight. but now it's 6.31 pm and I weigh 2 kg more than this morning so I'm freaking the heck out. if I wake up tomorrow and weigh more than this morning I'll cry so much.

[pigbabyy]

I always screw up my own progress. Everytime I lose a kg I get too excited and gain it back and then the stupid cycle continues.

Anyone feel free to send me meanspo, sweetspo or really anything! and if anyone is looking for a anabuddy let me know.

[pigbabyy]

i know it seems unreal...

all the tiny, skinny models you see on your dashboard. all their miniature, fairy-like frames. but there are real people out there, just like you and me, who are living like that. living in perfect bodies, happy with how they look, wearing the clothes they want, getting compliments all the time. but its real and its achievable. your goal weight is not impossible. you can do it. all you have to do is not eat. how hard can it be to not do something? you are in 100% control of what happens. you can do this. it is totally possible and manageable. you are strong. you are capable. you are powerful. youve got this.

[pigbabyy]

Low Cal Sweet Tooth Coffee Recipes:

For anyone who’s looking for something sweet to drink without feeling guilty! These few drinks help me out a lot. (о´∀`о)

Iced Mocha ✨

> One cup (8 oz) cold coffee

> One cup (8 oz) almond milk {sub w/ one tbs Coffee Mate French Vanilla just lower the amount of cold coffee}

>One tbs (0.7 oz) Hershey’s Choco Syrup

Total: 75 kcal w/ almond milk; 80 kcal w/ creamer

Caramel Macchiato ✨

> One cup (8 oz) coffee

>Half cup (4 oz) almond milk {sub w/ one tbs Coffee Mate French Vanilla creamer}

>One tbs (0.7 oz) Hershey’s Caramel Syrup

Total: 65 kcal w/ almond milk; 85 kcal w/ creamer

Sweetened Latte ✨

>One cup (8 oz) espresso

>1 1/4 cup (10 oz) hot almond milk

>1/2 tbs milk foam

>1/2 tbs sugar

Total: 67.5 kcal

Nice Affogato ✨

>1/4 cup (2 oz) espresso

>1/4 cup (2 oz) water

>1/2 cup (4 oz) low cal ice cream of choice

Total: 70 kcal (differs reliant on ice cream)

Hope this helped a lil bit! Please try and aim for recovery, stay safe loves. 🤍

[pigbabyy]

perfect bodies

[pigbabyy]

Egg Diet day 3

Sw: 78.5 kg

Cw: 76.7 kg

so far lost 1.8 kg so I'm reasonably happy with that. I hope to be 75 kg by the end of this week.

[pigbabyy]

Egg diet Day 2

I lost 1 kg.

Sw: 78.5 kg

Cw: 77.5 kg

I'm pretty happy about it and hope I continue losing at this rate or at least similar amounts.

[pigbabyy]

Starting the egg diet today!

I'll be doing it for 4 days so today, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday because everyone will be home during the weekend so it's no good to do it then.

After binging a lot im up to 78.5 kg again. I've heard great things about this egg diet so I hope to get down by a few kg this week.

Anyone is welcome to join me or follow for results, I'll update daily.

[pigbabyy]

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

[pigbabyy]

3 months

It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.

[pigbabyy]

my motivation as someone with a high sw and cw

~the thing that makes me most motivated is the fact that i am Fat, that’s a fact. it’s not just a “oh i look fat today” i am overweight. i have a belly and my bones don’t show, i can squish my thighs and my face is round.

after losing 15 pounds

i’ve gotten complements from my family like “you’ve lost weight i can see it in your face” “you look great! i need to do what you’re doing!” “your legs look slimmer”

my friend who is very honest about everything (and sometimes is too honest) grabbed around my wrist and he said “your wrists are so tiny!! you’re so small”

my collar bones are starting to peak through, i can’t stop feeling them and when i turn you can fully see them

i know this is a small victory but my fingers do not touch now, they don’t look as stubby. my fingers look longer (i’ve always wanted my fingers to look long bc i play piano and i want those pianist fingers)

my face just looks?? nicer?? when i walk by mirrors my double chin is so much less visible i feel prettier and it makes me smile

certain outfits look different on me, not baggy yet bc i have a LONG way to go but things just fit better and i don’t feel as repulsive

things that i look forward to

more defined collar bones. the fact that my collar bones will show without any effort is just! so motivating

my feet and hands to look slim and dainty rather than pudgey

for my sweatshirts to get even bigger on me

to be able to wear jeans again instead of leggings all the time, and actually like how i look

thigh highs to fit correctly and not roll down bc they’re too tight on my thighs

to not be scared during sex/ be able to do more doing sex because my size won’t limit or control me

to see how my bones look, i have always been on the larger side bc i am 4’11”. ive been in a vicious cycle of restricting and binging it all back since i was about 13 because i never had a scale and i would get frustrated after losing weight bc my dsymorphia just,, i never see change. but my scale is forcing me to see the change and i’m just so excited to see the bones in my hand without having to flex it

the bone in my wrist will jut out more

h i p b o n e s- i like to push through the fat and sort of feel them bc i’ve never seen how they look so when i drop more weight i’ll finally be able to feel them and see them!!!!!

thigh gap!! even if it’s not large just a little gap will make me so happy and it’s slowly starting to happen

because i am so short, once i get to my ugw or even a little before it i will look so little and dainty, my boyfriend already says i’m tiny regardless of my weight, so wait until i’m even smaller!!

these are just some of the motivations of a bigger girl, i know how hard it is to start at a high weight bc it’s so hard to see changes on other people and then look at yourself and see no change at all because it takes us so much more to see results. that’s why i’ve given up so many times, the most i’ve lost is thirty pounds but i gained it all back bc i didn’t look like a twig at that point but you know what? i’ve accepted that it’s going to take longer and it’s going to be hard and i think that it makes me or anyone going through a similar battle pretty bad ass. we will be skinny, it’s all about patience and hard work. be nice to yourself and take things slowly to avoid binges and it’s okay if you binge!! if you’re not in recovery please do not beat yourself up or throw all of your progress out the window okay? i know it’s frustrating and people make you feel like this is just a diet regardless of the fact that you are starving yourself but your ED is valid and if you feel like no one acknowledges or cares, i do. stay strong and safe and if you want recovery, PLEASE recover. this is more directed for the people who are past the point of recovery. thanks for listening to my little rantings ❤️ (i’ll be updating this post with my weight loss and what i’ve noticed is linked w it)

[pigbabyy]

Facial changes before and after losing weight for further motivation!!

[pigbabyy]

Emotional eating?? Try emotional starvation, the results are a lot more satisfying.

[pigbabyy]

♡*Hourly Motivation*♡

[pigbabyy]

[pigbabyy]

me: *imagines myself at 110 lbs* *stares at thinspo 24/7* *prays for cramps so i dont have to eat*

also me: *shovels food into my mouth at a rate and speed unknown to man*