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The brief, unbearable pain that came as quickly as it left could hardly be registered before the new form took hold the both of them. Every muscle shredded, bone splintered, organ destroyed between two to be reconstructed as one. The feeling of a floating conscious, watching through the eyes of his friend, his Capo. The knowledge that he needs him, he needs his quirk, he desires to be fused to reach his goals… 

Was it worth the mental and physical toll on Nemoto? It was both yes and no. An experience one doesn’t wish on any, yet craves it with great lust. To stay if he could. Yet he wants to remain his own person. A friend to stand with Overhaul.

“Not sure exciting is the right word for this. I trust the Capo wholeheartedly with what he does, but I can feel I’m not myself. Maybe he still has a part of me in him…  or I have a part of him still in me.”

Antsy in his own clothes, his own skin, he feels like he’s suffocating in his mask. The desire to simply rip it away was powerful, and at the same the compulsive need to keep it on makes his choice clear. Fingers curl around the leathery beak for a brief moment, then pulled away and back down to his side. 

“I don’t… know how to feel.”

toya was silent for a long moment. even with his features shielded from view, he could feel the confusion in shin’s body language. the way he spoke. that selfish relatability lingered, and he sat there in an attempt to string together the proper response to such honesty. to think that nemoto, someone who was self-proclaimed as so much more important in the eyes of their master, would vocalize his inner turmoil to trash like himself spoke volumes on it’s own.

“  i really don’t have an answer for you, chief.  “  he replied with a shrug of his shoulders, finally looking up to meet the other’s face.  “  but i know how dehumanizing it can be to give your everything to someone else and feel missing once that’s gone. shit eats ya. i hope you can figure it out.  “

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Mezo’s gaze softened as concern for his friend bubbled up. Yuga had pushed himself too far, from the looks of things. He looked like he was about to be sick. The slow response only furthered his suspicions.

“They did,” he confirmed, voice gentle. “I apologize. I should have stayed out with you.” Mezo tilted his head to the side slightly. He offered his hands out. “Can you walk? I think you definitely need to come inside.” If Yuga couldn’t walk, Mezo would be more than happy to carry him.

“  non, i’m fine, i’m fine.  “  yuga brushed a hand in front of mezo’s to order him to retract it. “  just... feeling ill.  “  he explained briefly.

the stomach pain he could often relatively manage, it was the panic that clouded him. why wouldn’t it shake ? shoji was here, he wasn’t alone. he was getting better at managing his laser and the aftermath, he shouldn’t be crippled into a ball from the pain. it was psychological and completely unwarranted. just get a hold of yourself, damnit !!! although his mind screamed to stand, his body continued to disobey.

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// THIS BLOG IS ARCHIVED !!! ALL ACTIVE MUSES AND THEIR INTERACTIONS WILL BE ON @captiivcs !!!

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// im archiving and remaking this blog, keep an eye out !

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// stopping in to remind everyone that its mirios birthday today too do NOT slander him

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// might archive this blog because i realized that i fucking hate the heroes

every blog of mine besides @niilplus and @csuriiit are cancelled and those muses are now discord exclusive cuz im sick of their dumb hero faces

discord: geten says acab#2943

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// LIKE/REBLOG IF YOURE INTERESTED IN ROLEPLAYING ON DISCORD

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// he had yet to work as sirs sidekick his first year so he was out almost right away, and his second year he wasnt yet at his peak performance and couldnt work around the markers not being permeable with him

// mirio didnt get his pro hero license until his third year 

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// mirio didnt get his pro hero license until his third year 

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he’s not very responsive today but he is Watching.

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“  i would like to lay down with a dog and not have to talk for a week. please.  “

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“  hey, eri ! do me a favor and cover your ears for just a second, okay ? great !  ”

“  ... to be honest i’m pretty sick and fucking tired of all my dads getting murdered.  “

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@aemulo // *continues to bully crypt for answering from the ask*

            kinoko twirled into the room as confidently as if it were her own, tossing a conspicuous-looking plastic baggie with two cookies onto one end of the bed and placing herself comfortably besides it.

“  a’ course not ! rain just took a million years to die down ‘n i thought i’d just get some math outta the way before then.  “  she sang.  “  y’still feeling up for it then ?  “

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at the moment you want...

to realize

it's been hazy for a while, the fog only thickening. sometimes, it feels as though nothing has ever made sense. you're stuck, and often, you can't figure out yourself. you hope to understand yourself, but yourself feels out of reach, behind a locked door. maybe, this locked door has already been opened, and you've yet to process the contents. or maybe, you're still figuring out how to unlock it. perhaps the key is buried deep beneath the dirt of the earth, far in your skin, deep in your brain and your heart. surely, you can feel it if you try. don't whisk away this feeling, the need to realize. let yourself discover, let yourself come to a realization. it's a step forward, think of it as so. are you aware?

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him baby. hold the him.

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“I’m certain they do. Of course, I’m more of a bread person, but their petit fours are lovely.” She begins to lead the way, careful not to step on any sidewalk cracks.

“I’m also fond of the park here in Deika. It really is rather beautiful.”

“  yea ? you really know your way around, shio ! you gotta show me the whole city sometime !  “  she hopped (her preferred mode of perambulation,) back in line with ibara, staring at the ground as they walked until she synced together their footsteps.

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“I was just wondering if you would like to, uh, spend some time together. That is all. Outside of the sermons, I don’t really find much to do here…” Even in Deika, Shiozaki simply had trouble making friends.

“But if you are on a mission, do not let me impede you.”

“  heck yea !!! i was just gonna bug my dad’s buddies, but you’re way more fun to hang out with. this city’s boring, i don’t blame you.  “  making out-of-school friends something unheard of before relocating, but she didn’t seem to fit the criteria of ‘friend material’ for the people her age in deika, either.