paying a little visit to a beloved mutual's blog after not seeing them on the dash for a while as if i'm dropping by their cottage with some biscuits and jams in a wicker basket
Once again I am begging people to learn the difference between intrusive thoughts and impulsive thoughts (this post is brought to you by someone with OCD 馃憤)
hey I鈥檝e been thinking about this a lot and I鈥檓 so so so so sorry I don鈥檛 dm that much. It鈥檚 not that I don鈥檛 want to, i really really do, I just get so nervous to start a conversation. This applies on discord too, i almost have a panic attack every time I think about messaging someone privately. I鈥檓 gonna try getting more confident and less anxious about this in the future.
In addition, if you don鈥檛 mind, please let me know if you鈥檙e ok with me talking to you, even if I don鈥檛 need something specific? Even with friends, I have a hard time knowing if it鈥檚 ok to just message them, mostly because my brain tells me I鈥檒l be annoying them or it鈥檒l be a bad time.
I'm sorry if this is weird, I鈥檝e just been feeling really guilty about this lately.