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Another thing fandom needs to start doing more of is projecting on tops.

There are delicious amounts of psychological distress you can inflict on that guy once you get into his head. The brainworms of forcing agency and initiative on someone who genuinely is Not Fucking Ready For It are exquisite.

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you ask him to be rough with you and very 3 minutes he's breaking character and checking up on you and making sure you're okay and by the end his heart is screaming from the mean things he said to you (even if you wanted him to)

i don't doubt that aki would be more willing to bend around and be more intense when he's having intense and passionate sex with his s/o, but i can't help but entertain the idea that when he's having casual sex/sex for the first time he asks a shitton of questions and asks for instructions to the point where it gets annoying

"are you okay with this?" "do you want me to kiss you with tongue?" "are you fine with me kissing and nibbling your neck?" "is your chest off-limits?" "are you uncomfortable with me eating you out?" "okay, how quick or slow do you want me to eat you out/penetrate you?" like omg shut upp you're ruining the mood...

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i don't doubt that aki would be more willing to bend around and be more intense when he's having intense and passionate sex with his s/o, but i can't help but entertain the idea that when he's having casual sex/sex for the first time he asks a shitton of questions and asks for instructions to the point where it gets annoying

"are you okay with this?" "do you want me to kiss you with tongue?" "are you fine with me kissing and nibbling your neck?" "is your chest off-limits?" "are you uncomfortable with me eating you out?" "okay, how quick or slow do you want me to eat you out/penetrate you?" like omg shut upp you're ruining the mood...

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whenever i listen to this i can't help but imagine the small moans as aki getting carried away as he cleans listener's ears...

him getting so close to them to hear their breath, holding their head to keep them steady, inserting the ear pick into their ear and paying close attention to how far he moves it around and the expressions listener has...it makes his touch-starved and needy self melting

Aki Hayakawa cleans your ears ASMR (sub)

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aki's definitely the type of person to start reconsidering his life choices because of how good he got fucked

like him cuddling up with reader while he's coming down from his orgasm and thinking back to when reader relied on him to give them pleasure- wondering how it'd feel like to not work as a public safety dog and spend his life as a normal person who takes care of them

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man i want to squeeze some aki boobs rn

too bad he's as flat as a washboard and i have to settle for his nipples instead...

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thinking about jerking aki off while you're sitting behind him............his legs are curled up, his head resting on your shoulder and his vulnerable eyes looking up at you as pants and breathlessly moans, his hands holding onto yours not to pull them away but to keep them on him, him arching his back off you when he orgasms fferguegnuhnh

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if aki were to jerk off he'd do it in the bathroom since he's genuinely secure there than his bedroom (that probably has no locks) and he can clean up after the deed much faster

also he'd do it when denji and power are out working and he's alone, or at midnight when he knows everyone's asleep

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aki crying but it's from self-restraint

like he's trying hard not to make any noises and hold himself back while fucking reader so much that by the time he's orgasming tears are raining from his eyes and he's whimpering pathetically

additionally aki crying whenever he gets edged to the point that if he leaves his cock untouched and just imagines whatever gets him off he'll start tearing up

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fixed the size a little

sketch based on the "worship of the female form" painting

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⚡︎ CW : explicit , sub!aki , aki crying (😇) , overstimulation , teasing / edging blah blah blah

Aki cries too easily.

You never would’ve thought that, not at first.

Not with the way he carries himself : aki represents sharp lines and cold silences, that quiet unreadable calm that makes people second guess their words. He always seems composed and measured... like, hes the type to hold eye contact without looking away first.

That’s why it’s so addictive seeing him like this : red faced and trembling — breathing in shallow and broken little gasps as he falls apart just for you.

Because no one else gets to see it.

Because it was true. He does cry too easily.

Like right now! sprawled out beneath you, his hair is messy and clinging to the sides of his face, cheeks flushed glistening from his sweat tears. His chest rises in shallow shaky breaths and every exhale sounds more like a whimper than air. Your hand is still wrapped around his cock, stroking him with a slow and cruel rhythm, the kind of rythem that makes him tremble… the kind that makes his voice catch in his throat as his hips try jerk away even as they buck toward you. he’s so sensitive… you haven’t even really done anything yet? Just a few teasing strokes, firm but unhurried, your thumb dragging across his overly sensitive tip just to watch him twitch.

His thighs are already trembling and his muscles tense every time your palm slides down his length and squeezes just right. His fingers dig instinctively into the sheets below him. His knuckles going white as if he can ground himself there. He’s trying so, so hard to be quiet. His teeth are gritted, his jaw’s locked and his lips are parting around nothing but broken breaths. But his body betrays him. Every little sound he tries to hold back comes out in gasps and half sobs as tiny helpless noises punch out of his chest with each stroke.

You feel him tense all over, like he’s fighting it, like he knows he’s close but he doesn’t want to cross that line without permission from you.

“Please…please can I cum? I can’t hold it anymore, I — fuck, please y/n…”

You don’t stop your hand though, not even to slow down. You only tilt your head a little to the side, watching his lashes flutter while you hum. Like you’re thinking about it. Because he knows he’s only allowed to fall apart if you let him. “Please…” he chokes again, a little louder this time. “Please y/n I’ve been, I’ve been good, I’ve been so good for you — ”

And the sound he makes when you do sounds so sacred. His whole body jolts, head falling back, breathing so heavy you can see as the air spills out of his lungs; as his cum spills into your hand. Thick, hot and messy. He cums hard, maybe a little too hard… his legs are shaking and his fingers are clawing at the sheets, eyes squeezed shut as if to stop the tears slipping down his cheeks.

“Thank you” he breathes out, almost delirious. “Thank you thank you thank you, I love you, I love you — fuck — I love you…so much.”

But he doesn’t pull away. He can’t. Not when you’re still touching him. Not when he’s still crying. Not when you’re still there to catch every tear.

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thinking about reader who's curious about aki's sexuality and hooks up with him just to see how he acts during sex

enticing him at first with passive touches, softly saying words that mull over his head later in the night. they closely watch if he shows any interest in appearances, and when they do they look accordingly to them. all of this to silently tell him that they're interested in him- they want him to open up- to sleep with them

when the two of them do have sex, the reader continues to observe him, offering their body as a vessel- just to watch how he treats it- watching on as he touches the curves and imperfections of their body with vulnerability. how he cradles their face, combs through their hair, holds their waist and back as he kisses them- as he eases inside them. is he rough with them, taking what he's offered? or is he gentle and lovey-dovey with them, showing his heart to them as he makes love to them?

and when they're done and aki's holding them and dozing off, reader feels satisfied that they've witnessed a new side of the man- someone that's not stoic and cold and restrained, someone that's willing to let loose- maybe even love. and they also feel happy to one of the few people that he reveals this side to

(small note- i envision this with a devil/fiend reader, interested in the primal, human nature of aki- through sex, since they've already seen the violence and desperation in his occupation as a hunter. they entice him with human courtship and observe as he copulates with the 'human' shape of their body all of this just to explain that the whole "offering up ones body" idea here is less of a "oh take me and use me however you want" desire but more of a "here's this cup i'm giving you. use it however you like" yknow? "use this body to express your human sexual desires"? am i even making sense?)

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thinking about aki laying on his back as reader fingers him/jerks him off, his legs curled up and his face warm, lips letting out soft deep moans and quiet praises

bonus points if it's after work or after being pent up for a while, he lays back and lets reader take care of him- and after the session he's clingy and too affectionate, cuddling up with them

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aki getting louder and more desperate the more rounds he has with reader :33 like in the first round he's taking it firm and slow as he fucks them but by the fifth round he's a moaning mess as he rams into them and clings onto them like a koala

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obsessed with thoughts of stoic and cold aki being drunk with lust the moment he has sex with reader, all flushed cheeks and red lips that moan out as he's either buried in them or having them jerk him off or anything else, all cuddly and soft and not letting reader go after they have sex

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thinking about drunk aki climbing on top of reader and grinding on their thigh while he nuzzles his face into the crook of their neck and laces his hand with theirs. his breath's heavy and he mumbles soft nothings into their neck and he presses his body on theirs to feel their warmth

or maybe he makes awkward moves with reader- sitting up and hiking their leg over his shoulder just to nuzzle against their calf, massaging their sides and stomach, caging their thigh between his hips. like he's horny for them but he's just feeling them up because he forgot how to have sex but not the pleasant feeling of their warm, soft body against his

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aki shoves his face further into his pillow to shut himself up. he wraps his arms around the pillow and grips it tightly, his breath is ragged and heavy, his whole body feels warm. he needs to be quiet; it's so late, and neither of you can risk anyone hearing you right now, but when you're fucking him so good like this, staying quiet is really, really hard. 

he wants to scream and moan your name until his lungs are sore, but all he can do is let out muffled, weak little whines as you ram into his sweet spot over and over again. he can feel tears welling up in the corners of his eyes from the stimulation. you lean in, you mutter something into his ear he hardly hears: that's it, such a good boy, aren't you, aki? your hands travel across his back, caressing his soft skin. you reach his hips, and you grip them tightly, guiding him to lift them, to arch his back further. 

aki adjusts to this new position, and he takes the hint; he backs his ass up onto you, he takes you further in, he groans from the waves of pleasure he feels when your hips are pressed up to his own. he's so eager.

you're starting your rhythm back up, then. you fuck him with deep, languid thrusts, you tilt your head down and spit a glob of saliva to make it wetter. 

one of your hands grabs his own, and you hold it tenderly, your fingers curl around his. and with the other, you reach under him, you grip his cock, and you jerk him off to the same steady rhythm of your hips. when you press yourself in, you stroke him upwards, and when you pull out, you stroke downwards. nice and slow, careful and gentle, but aki's whole body is shuddering, his heart is pounding.

and when you bring him to the edge, making him cum all over your hand and the freshly washed sheets, aki is burying his face into the pillow even more, biting down on the fabric, and praying the walls aren't thin enough for the neighbors to hear.