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Can I hide here forever  ^ yes but you don’t want to                                                                     Lunch ends at 1:15 if you were wondering                                    ^ 1:00 on Fridays                                           I wonder how many people have cried here                 Where does purgatory end and hell begin?          ^ junior year                                                                          I can’t go back , not today                                      ^ me neither                                      ^stay here                          I’ve never been in the boy’s bathroom             ^ I have. You have to stand the whole time.            ^  I would not recommend                                                                                    I do not want to come back here                                         ^ no one does How do I stop thinking about things that hurt?   ^ drink   ^ smoke   ^ run   ^ leave   ^ die   ^ live lightly   ^ drown yourself in all the love you can find   ^ none of us know the answer do we?                                                            Am I good enough?                             ^ yes, but someone’s always better                             ^ that does not mean you aren’t still enough

A.O.A.M. || Notes I Found in a High School Bathroom (via thehipsterconspiracy)

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Every cold thing melts eventually ponds and pipes and hearts Everything that melts floods oceans and hurricanes and tears There is no stopping this no damning it or attempting to drink it all up you will drown Let it flow let it rage and swirl and pull you down you will come up again

A.O.A.M. || Melt (via thehipsterconspiracy)

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I am a Libra Mars!!

LIBRA // Libra Mars (so obvious). Elastic Heart

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Sun + Venus Aesthetics

Aries

Aries sun / Aries Venus: scraped knees, red lipstick, ripped fishnet tights

Aries sun / Taurus Venus: floor tickets at a concert, dark chocolate, combat boots

Aries sun / Cancer Venus: cuddling next to the fireplace, camping, woven blankets

Aries sun / Aquarius Venus: breathless conversations, red sunsets, cacti and succulents

Aries sun / Pisces Venus: getting lost in an unfamiliar city, driving in the rain, tired eyes

Taurus

Taurus sun / Aries Venus: classic rock, red long-stem roses, nose rings 

Taurus sun / Taurus Venus: bubble baths, daffodils, classic dark wash jeans

Taurus sun / Gemini Venus: bubblegum, crinkled-up laughing eyes, champagne

Taurus sun / Cancer Venus: pastel balloons, the moon reflecting on a lake, acoustic guitars

Taurus sun / Pisces Venus: bluebirds, getting caught in the rain, high waisted shorts

Gemini

Gemini sun / Aries Venus: lightning, laughing in the middle of a fight, stiletto heels

Gemini sun / Taurus Venus: mountain air, a perfect smile, wildflowers

Gemini sun / Gemini Venus: going out dancing, slapstick comedy, maraschino cherries

Gemini sun / Cancer Venus: pastel yellow sundresses, a worn out denim jacket, daisies

Gemini sun / Leo Venus: gold eye shadow, margaritas, long manicured nails

Cancer

Cancer sun / Taurus Venus: first kisses, baby pictures, vintage dresses

Cancer sun / Gemini Venus: strawberry milkshakes, blowing bubbles, old convertible Volkswagen bugs

Cancer sun / Cancer Venus: clover flowers, silver lockets, sunshowers

Cancer sun / Leo Venus: piano music, sunflowers, promise rings

Cancer sun / Virgo Venus: polaroid pictures, forehead kisses, silvery moonlight

Leo

Leo sun / Gemini Venus: golden retriever puppies, braided hair, orange cream popsicles

Leo sun / Cancer Venus: red wine, engagement rings, Valentine’s Day chocolate

Leo sun / Leo Venus: perfect winged eyeliner, gold jewelry, crushed velvet

Leo sun / Virgo Venus: cashmere sweaters, caramel popcorn, high heeled boots

Leo sun / Libra Venus: aviator sunglasses, palm trees, 80′s cult movies

Virgo

Virgo sun / Cancer Venus: freshly cut grass, crescent moons, flannel shirts

Virgo sun / Leo Venus: black coffee, thigh high socks, short bodycon dresses

Virgo sun / Virgo Venus: oversized sweaters, black framed glasses, old newspapers

Virgo sun / Libra Venus: windswept hair, coffee shops, lace stockings

Virgo sun / Scorpio Venus: black cats, crop tops, vinyl records

Libra

Libra sun / Leo Venus: lemonade, charm bracelets, gold tiaras

Libra sun / Virgo Venus: fairy lights, sparrows, a seedling just poking out of the soil

Libra sun / Libra Venus: cupcakes with pink frosting, designer brands, first dates

Libra sun / Scorpio Venus: converse high tops, smirks, amethyst 

Libra sun / Sagittarius Venus: private jets, tequila shots, seashells

Scorpio

Scorpio sun / Virgo Venus: Doc Martens, obsidian, stargazing on the roof

Scorpio sun / Libra Venus: strawberries, angel wings, sly smiles

Scorpio sun / Scorpio Venus: acid wash denim, vintage concert posters, things said in the heat of the moment

Scorpio sun / Sagittarius Venus: broken glass, chipped nail polish, beach bonfires

Scorpio sun / Capricorn Venus: werewolves, vanilla candles, smiling through tears

Sagittarius

Sagittarius sun / Libra Venus: bioluminescent beaches, quick kisses, flirting with a perfect stranger

Sagittarius sun / Scorpio Venus: crunchy leaves, wild eyes, losing baby teeth

Sagittarius sun / Sagittarius Venus: making people laugh, sneaking out, music festivals

Sagittarius sun / Capricorn Venus: the smell of smoke, old maps, iced tea

Sagittarius sun / Aquarius Venus: sunburns, the feeling of wind in your hair, sand between your toes

Capricorn

Capricorn sun / Scorpio Venus: thunderstorms, first love, the satisfaction of getting your way

Capricorn sun / Sagittarius Venus: sarcastic remarks, septum piercings, the “bad boy”

Capricorn sun / Capricorn Venus: crooked smiles, classic cars, cinnamon whiskey

Capricorn sun / Aquarius Venus: postcards, walking through grass barefoot, staying up until sunrise

Capricorn sun / Pisces Venus: foggy mornings, herbal tea, shooting stars

Aquarius

Aquarius sun / Aries Venus: exploring abandoned places, debates, laughing so hard you cry

Aquarius sun / Sagittarius Venus: spontaneous midnight road trips, borrowed sweatshirts, beanies

Aquarius sun / Capricorn Venus: ghost stories, fireflies, skateboarding

Aquarius sun / Aquarius Venus: hawks, ripped jeans, the irresistible urge to do something reckless

Aquarius sun / Pisces Venus: pastel hair, fairy tales, constellations

Pisces

Pisces sun / Aries Venus: black pearls, burned out matches, ferris wheels

Pisces sun / Taurus Venus: tide pools, the smell before rain, cotton candy

Pisces sun / Capricorn Venus: meteor showers, crystal-covered caves, daydreaming

Pisces sun / Aquarius Venus: crystal balls, watercolor paintings, Greek mythology

Pisces sun / Pisces Venus: hypnotic eyes, unconditional love, wild hair

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mars in the houses and their vibes

this is observations of mars in the houses and the vibes they can give off in relation to their sexuality/appeal

mars in 1st: tender/seductive vibe (the ultimate example(s): brad pitt, johnny depp, megan fox, lucy lawless, vanessa hudgens)

mars in 2nd: sly/cunning vibe (the ultimate example(s): scarlett johansson, winona ryder, will smith, robert downey jr, leonardo dicaprio)

mars in 3rd: youthful, playful vibe (the ultimate example(s): miley cyrus, cameron diaz, justin bieber,  katy perry, lana del rey, harry styles) 

mars in 4th: aloof vibe (the ultimate example(s): jason bateman, amy winehouse, lady gaga, lenny kravitz, michelle williams)

mars in 5th: mischievous vibe (the ultimate example(s): george clooney, emma watson, pamela anderson, james dean, zayn malik)

mars in 6th: down-to-earth, genuine vibe (the ultimate example(s): tom hanks, julia roberts, audrey hepburn, jake gyllenhaal)

mars in 7th: accommodating/simply charming vibe (the ultimate example(s): chris evans, natalie portman, justin timberlake, tina turner, bruno mars)

mars in 8th: mysterious/perplexing vibe (the ultimate example(s): lindsay lohan, marilyn monroe, emma stone, bruce willis, paul walker, zooey deschanel)

mars in 9th: wild child, free spirit vibe (the ultimate example(s): kate hudson, angelina jolie, rihanna, zac efron, matthew mcconaughey)

mars in 10th: authoritative/assertive vibe (the ultimate example(s): beyonce, uma thurman, ryan gosling, kanye west, kate moss, john cena) 

mars in 11th: girl/boy next door vibe (the ultimate example(s): liv tyler, nick jonas, liam payne, rachel bilson, meryl streep, meg ryan)

mars in 12th: wholesome/’innocent’ vibe (the ultimate example(s): ariana grande, heath ledger, jennifer garner, joseph gordon-levitt, hayden panettiere)

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Variations of Instinctual Variant

SP/SO

sp/so strongside (weak so) - concerned with building and maintaining an orderly home, personal stability, and the protection and nurturing of these life support systems. consequently many strongsiders are concentrated in the small towns and suburban areas where likeminded people support and respect each other’s space and privacy. tapping sx/sp gives them a taciturn edge, tending to be social-second in name only; this range is arguably the purest expression of self preservation. their somewhat gruff demeanor can make them quite amusing despite themselves. can occasionally seem sp/sx due to stronger focus on personal items, food, and domestic concerns. the pillar, the accountant, the farmer. sp/so builder (moderate so) - the most businesslike range of sp/so, and hence all stacks and ranges. trades a degree of self sufficiency to be involved with larger organizations, bringing along their natural propensity for development and management of resources. for example a strongsider may attain financial security for themselves or loved ones, but a midrange builder may enrich an entire team, company, or city on the way. frequently found among entrepreneurs, architects, engineers, bankers, city planners, corporate ceo’s, and coaches, as well as proprietors and managers of small businesses. can be difficult for them to relate outside of their primary focus, being more ‘locked in’ to their stack than the other ranges. as such they are inclined to busy themselves with projects which seem useful to them. the planner, the developer, the executive. sp/so weakside (strong so) - draws from so/sx to produce what is overall a lighter, friendlier, and more humor employing style within self pres (though funny through conscious effort and without much irony, unlike strongsiders who are relatively less aware of how they’re perceived). can seem more sociable than many so/sp’s, and better embodying of a common touch. a notable degree of social consciousness tempers their more private security seeking instinct, so not surprisingly weaksiders can seem soc first, often with a certain generous or self sacrificial quality. the self deprecator, the sidekick, the philanthropist.

SO/SP

so/sp warmside (weak sp) - pulls from sx/so to enhance outer warmth, revving up the soc to where they can pass off as more stereotypically so/sx than many true so/sx’s. Not surprisingly, many supposed so/sx’s are in fact so/sp’s of this range. being sx last they tend to relate less through nonverbal expression and more through talking and joking around; but what they lack in subtlety they may make up for in overt conscientiousness, whereas so/sx’s tend to be subtle and tactful.

Stereotype: the populist, the humorist, the fundraiser.

Examplar: jay leno, arnold schwarzenegger, conan o'brien, “the rock”, john mccain, ellen degeneres, george w. bush.

so/sp cordial (moderate sp) - the classic or ‘true’ so/sp, not likely to be mistaken for either so/sx nor sp/so. the most wide reaching and moderate of the ranges; friendly but not ingratiating, anchored by a larger sense of community but not at the expense of delicate alliances. More verbal than the formal range but less sociable than warmsiders; have a strong sense of fairness and equality, though an academic or careerist bent may come off as elitist.

Stereotype:  the journalist, the globalist, the egalitarian.

Exemplar: obama, bob costas, mike wallace, al gore, hillary clinton, steve nash.

so/sp formal (strong sp) - pulls from sp/sx for a more self contained style. soc while still primary, is muted; can seem critical and more impersonal than the other ranges. a usual focus on topics, issues, and responsibilities affecting specific levels of society. usually well connected, but in informal settings may let others do most of the talking. can seem self pres at first glance.

Stereotype: the pundit, the judge, the commentator.

Exemplar: george will, larry king, bill maher, bill o'reilly, helen clark, jesse ventura, margaret thatcher.

SP/SX

the infamous staring tendencies of sp/sx’s seem to vary according to the sx level. decadents might stare flirtatiously and inadvertently give the wrong signal. ascetics might be intently watchful in a way that seems colder or more vigilant. midrangers should seem a bit casual or lazy about it by comparison.

sp/sx ascetic (weak sx)

- mimics sp/so building of career and security, with an eye on advancement in the name of self sufficiency, but little or no concern for status as in the case of so/sp. generally serious but enjoys being amused by others.

quote: “looking out for number one.”

pulls from: so/sp, to mute sx

role: the island, the one-man enterprise

exemplars: tiger woods, jerry west, hugh heffner, evel knievel, paul newman, george lucas, johnny carson

fictional from star wars: boba fett

sp/sx binger (midline)

- can 'hang out’ around likeminded persons to imbibe in favorite goodies, though social interaction itself is not a priority. they do however remain slyly conscious of interpersonal attraction, even if characteristically hesitant to make a first move. whether alone or not, retains an air of privacy, reluctant to 'come out’ of themselves.

quote: “all things in moderation, including moderation.”

role: the soloist, the mercenary

exemplars : kobe bryant, anthony bourdain, simon cowell, robert deniro, harrison ford, ralph nader

fictional from star wars: han solo

sp/sx decadent (strong sx)

- sp at its most saturated with sx; self-attending ways are offset by a wilder outgoing streak, reaching outside themselves then pulling back. noticable 'sx-y’ quality, often enough to pass for sx first.

quote: “what is my life, without the things I love?”

pulls from:sx/so, to enhance sx

role: the sensualist, the hedonist

exemplars: david beckham, sarah mclachlan, dido, rachael ray, george harrison, maureen dowd

fictional from star wars: lando calrissian

SX/SP

sx/sp seducer (weak sp) - sx in full command produces an active recruiter of potential mates; but being sx/sp this remains in the yin mode of seducing. charismatic and overtly sexualized, arguably the most purely sx of all stacks and ranges. draws from so/sx shadow to liven up sx into an erotic playfulness and to keep sx far ahead of their relatively nominal sp. an emotional yearning to their mating ritual; an inherently unstable range that can lead to a pattern of serial heartbreak. often confused for sx/so. sx/sp mystifier (moderate sp) - the range where the mystique of the sx/sp stack is at its strongest. unconsciously attracts with intense eye contact and other sx feelers, but holds back enough to give them a kind of untouchable or hard to get close to quality. depending on their true intentions this can either frustrate their sx or reward their functional sp cooling system. like midrangers of all stacks, there’s a seemingly casual approach to meeting their variant needs as the secondary instinct is kept both in play and at bay, and others may wonder what they really want. sx/sp wanderer (strong sp) - the most clasically 'blocked’ of the sx’s, often exchanging intimacy in favor of the more immediate pleasures of the body. paradoxically the most wandering and restless of the sx/sp’s. pulls from sp/so to ensure the sx flood is contained by the sp levee, which can provide a sense of stability at the expense of seeming put off by others. sex can mean a hollow satisfying of the instinct while more vulnerable feelings are suspended. quietly charged but muted, and can seem self pres first.

Basically:

seducer - sx with no brakes mystifier - sx with an emergency break wanderer - sx with brakes 

(Taken from discussion on TypeWatch Forum)

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are you an aquarius with...

an aries moon? I have to say that your versatility, drive, and creativity astound me. you have your tasks to fulfil in this world, and believe you me, you’re going to achieve those goals. you react with passion to everything and yet distill your words into wit and a soft bitterness, making sure you leave the best effect on everyone who has the luck to meet you.

a taurus moon? I wish I was like you, your shiny outer shell is as beautiful as your sweet inside. you have a wealth of imagination that surrounds you like pieces of shrapnel, falling from an explosion. if anyone proves that destruction can be beautiful, it’s you… but really, you’re all about creation. the ideas that are born in your warm heart spring to life in your glorious mind.

a gemini moon? I can’t help but giggle whenever you’re nearby, your passion astounds me. I never knew that you doubted yourself, and that makes me sad, because I was so in love with the bright gleam of your eyes that I thought you must be too. you love the world, but love yourself first. oh, and your facial structure is on point.

a cancer moon? I think you are the true poet, your way with words lit to life with the rawness of your emotions, howling at your heart. you’re like a diamond encased in rock. people fall in love with you so easily because you’re so friendly and smart, and then so sweet once they dig down deeper. your moods are dangerous but you conceal them well. your imagination is beautiful.

a leo moon? I already adore you, and who doesn’t? there’s an off-beat quirkiness about you which is absolutely amazing. you have the most amazing face, I don’t know if you wink a lot but try it. also, music. I think you’d be good at that. you’re the sort of person who talks about the world, but deep down you’re scared of yourself. don’t be.

a virgo moon? I’m calling you out. you are, hands down, the smartest person. like, ever. as soon as you see something, your mind is working, making quick sense of it and communicating your ideas faultlessly. you’re a brilliant team-worker, but deep inside you yearn for solitude and peace. your hands are amazing. I wouldn’t know but you might just change the world.

a libra moon? I love how selfless you are, how allocentric, always putting others first. but think of yourself once in a while. you remind me of a raven, a dark aura and yet a blue sheen of light on its wings. you are graceful, likeable. you are always falling in love, but never let yourself act on it… what are you scared of? everyone you meet adores you.

a scorpio moon? I couldn’t name a more mysterious person. you’re  unafraid, bold, unique, unquestioning, carving your way, and yet there are secrets locked deep inside you. there is a darkness about you, a black and silver. I may be wrong, but do you have a fascination with space - what’s out there? the world is too small for you, and you shouldn’t shrink to fit it.

a sagittarius moon? I name you official weirdo of the zodiac, and lord knows you’re proud of it. you have brillant eyes, almost glowing, and a soul that can’t be tamed. you see the world as an infinite playground: but there’s graffiti on the swings and you are adamant to clean that up. it’s like life is a canvas, and you are painting the most beautiful picture.

a capricorn moon? I have to give you this one, you are amazingly smart and have the best neck (I’m weird, okay). you think so hard about everything and you really have ambitions. you’re cold, reserved, but people know that’s just how you communicate. your sarcasm is freaking awesome and you tell the best jokes. I really think you’re going places.

an aquarius moon? I think people sometimes think you’re untouchable, but you have the warmest heart and the brightest smile. you always put others first, you look forward to the future. you’re like a picture of space, purple and silver and black and blue and you. you’re smart, funny, rebellious, never doing what’s expected. oh, and you’re such a geek. it’s adorable.

a pisces moon? I see you as the monarch of dreams; your imaginative fantasies are your goals in life and you strive to make everything you can imagine a reality. once people break your hard walls you’re the softest, sweetest thing. there’s always a smile on your face. one piece of advice: put your beautiful self first for once, okay?

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Star Gazing

Quietly i slid out of the bed, Leaving the warm blankets behind. Silently I tiptoed up to the roof, Into the wintry night. I pulled the shawl tighter around me, As I spread the seldom-used mat. I sat down softly on it, To gaze up at the star-studded sky. Star-gazing always calms my chaotic world, For once,my loud mind is silenced. Insecurities,fear and pent-up anger melt away. The monsters inside my head stop taunting me then. I stare at the diamond-sprayed skies, As I admire the overwhelming beauty. I watch the city lights along the horizon, As they shyly kiss the black night. Nature had always been a best friend, Her lonely beauty ever soothing. As a child,the stars heard my whispered wishes, Now the night hears all the untold tales. And I know that a decade from now, Things will not be the same anymore. Everything will change,so will everyone i know. I shan’t perhaps even stay in this place then. Maybe I shall be the girl in a cafe, Sipping her espresso, Vintage dress,pretty shoes,winged eyeliner, Laughing with her friends by some unknown street in Paris. Or perhaps I shall be that girl, With rebellious blue hair and a sweater on, Photographing the sunset, Through the windows of the Red Fort. Or perhaps I shall stay in this city, One can never predict the future with certainty. But what I know for sure is that, Even a decade later,come what may, The night shall always find the same girl, Starting up at the never ending skies. pink-black-life12 This got published in my school mag :)

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To All Bloggers

Reblog if you have ever fantasized about murdering your father

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I hate my dad

here’s to the girls who made it without their father

here’s to those girls who’d been told everyday they are useless and they don’t care about their parents by the person that would never lay a finger for the family

here’s to the girls who’ve been studying a lot and were still told they are lazy and stupid by the person they need the most

to the girls who have always been afraid of making boyfriends because of their father

or to the girls that made too many boyfriends because of him.

here’s to every girl who has been struggling to get out of the bed, to go eat breakfast because she didn’t feel like saying “good morning” to her father

here’s to those who are sick of being polite to the person that never respects them

here is to the girls whose father left home and let you and the rest of your family alone

here’s to those who are afraid of arguing with their father because you might get beaten up

to those who cried every night without saying a world

to those who run away from home

to those who faked love until they could leave home and leave on their own

to those that have been raised being afraid of talking back even when they were right

to those who have never been treated correctly just because the age difference.

here’s to those who fell asleep everyday hearing their father’s yells and fights with their mother.

i just want to tell you i’m so proud you made it through so far without someone to call ‘dad’ by your side.

here’s to the girls whose father broke their hearts before any other guy could.

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To All Bloggers

Reblog if you have ever fantasized about murdering your father

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We were born to die

Lana Del Rey

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Star Gazing

Quietly i slid out of the bed, Leaving the warm blankets behind. Silently I tiptoed up to the roof, Into the wintry night. I pulled the shawl tighter around me, As I spread the seldom-used mat. I sat down softly on it, To gaze up at the star-studded sky. Star-gazing always calms my chaotic world, For once,my loud mind is silenced. Insecurities,fear and pent-up anger melt away. The monsters inside my head stop taunting me then. I stare at the diamond-sprayed skies, As I admire the overwhelming beauty. I watch the city lights along the horizon, As they shyly kiss the black night. Nature had always been a best friend, Her lonely beauty ever soothing. As a child,the stars heard my whispered wishes, Now the night hears all the untold tales. And I know that a decade from now, Things will not be the same anymore. Everything will change,so will everyone i know. I shan’t perhaps even stay in this place then. Maybe I shall be the girl in a cafe, Sipping her espresso, Vintage dress,pretty shoes,winged eyeliner, Laughing with her friends by some unknown street in Paris. Or perhaps I shall be that girl, With rebellious blue hair and a sweater on, Photographing the sunset, Through the windows of the Red Fort. Or perhaps I shall stay in this city, One can never predict the future with certainty. But what I know for sure is that, Even a decade later,come what may, The night shall always find the same girl, Starting up at the never ending skies. pink-black-life12 This got published in my school mag :)

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To All Bloggers

Reblog if you are a loner

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Star Gazing

Quietly i slid out of the bed, Leaving the warm blankets behind. Silently I tiptoed up to the roof, Into the wintry night. I pulled the shawl tighter around me, As I spread the seldom-used mat. I sat down softly on it, To gaze up at the star-studded sky. Star-gazing always calms my chaotic world, For once,my loud mind is silenced. Insecurities,fear and pent-up anger melt away. The monsters inside my head stop taunting me then. I stare at the diamond-sprayed skies, As I admire the overwhelming beauty. I watch the city lights along the horizon, As they shyly kiss the black night. Nature had always been a best friend, Her lonely beauty ever soothing. As a child,the stars heard my whispered wishes, Now the night hears all the untold tales. And I know that a decade from now, Things will not be the same anymore. Everything will change,so will everyone i know. I shan’t perhaps even stay in this place then. Maybe I shall be the girl in a cafe, Sipping her espresso, Vintage dress,pretty shoes,winged eyeliner, Laughing with her friends by some unknown street in Paris. Or perhaps I shall be that girl, With rebellious blue hair and a sweater on, Photographing the sunset, Through the windows of the Red Fort. Or perhaps I shall stay in this city, One can never predict the future with certainty. But what I know for sure is that, Even a decade later,come what may, The night shall always find the same girl, Starting up at the never ending skies. pink-black-life12 This got published in my school mag :)

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To All Bloggers

Reblog if you are a loner

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Star Gazing

Quietly i slid out of the bed, Leaving the warm blankets behind. Silently I tiptoed up to the roof, Into the wintry night. I pulled the shawl tighter around me, As I spread the seldom-used mat. I sat down softly on it, To gaze up at the star-studded sky. Star-gazing always calms my chaotic world, For once,my loud mind is silenced. Insecurities,fear and pent-up anger melt away. The monsters inside my head stop taunting me then. I stare at the diamond-sprayed skies, As I admire the overwhelming beauty. I watch the city lights along the horizon, As they shyly kiss the black night. Nature had always been a best friend, Her lonely beauty ever soothing. As a child,the stars heard my whispered wishes, Now the night hears all the untold tales. And I know that a decade from now, Things will not be the same anymore. Everything will change,so will everyone i know. I shan’t perhaps even stay in this place then. Maybe I shall be the girl in a cafe, Sipping her espresso, Vintage dress,pretty shoes,winged eyeliner, Laughing with her friends by some unknown street in Paris. Or perhaps I shall be that girl, With rebellious blue hair and a sweater on, Photographing the sunset, Through the windows of the Red Fort. Or perhaps I shall stay in this city, One can never predict the future with certainty. But what I know for sure is that, Even a decade later,come what may, The night shall always find the same girl, Starting up at the never ending skies. pink-black-life12 This got published in my school mag :)