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[pintresstarot]

WHAT I’VE MANIFESTED AS OF RECENTLY

- draw dropping beauty, (i literally went to the store today & one girl literally looked me up and down & i didn’t even wear anything flattering out, i also affirmed that i break necks every where i go so that counts, the second scenario happened this week as well and once again i got looked up and down, i always look good😝😭)

- New job + money (i affirmed that every time someone gossips about me i get paid, everytime someone gossips about me at my job they push my energy right into another high paying job🤑😘)

- Being spoiled ( i literally get whatever I want, people pay for my things & i also got a lot of discounts this whole month so far) 😘

Also the placebo affect worked for me as well, i wake up everyday knowing I AM THAT B*TCH, I CAN’T NOR BE F*CKED WIT OKAYYYY ! & that’s it that’s all, just act like you know you have whatever it is you want & it’s yours !

happy manifesting 💘

[pintresstarot]

𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙖 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙚 - 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘦 <𝟑

hi, lovely reader. let me tell you about the many reasons why you should love yourself. note that this is a general reading, so not everything will resonate with everyone! breathe slowly, take your time and use your intuition to go with the pile that speaks to you the most. remember to take what resonates, and let the rest flow. ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖࣪

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this pile is immensely strong, and very powerful. much more powerful than you likely realize.

you, my dear pile one, are the one who holds the ability within yourself, to manifest what you want in life, to create your own path. your spirit is resourceful, and you possess a natural gift of turning ideas into something tangible. don't let it go to waste, and realize your incredible potential. believe in yourself.

you're worthy of so much recognition, praise, validation; your victories are deserved and well-earned. shower yourself in more compliments, tell yourself you look amazing today, tell yourself you did well and be sincerely proud of yourself.. allow yourself to shine, and don't let anyone diminish your bright light, just because they can't handle it. you're a star! ✨

there's this genuine and captivating glow to you. like you're just meant for the best things in life. i could see some of you having leo placements, perhaps midheaven/ascendant, 5h or strong fire placements in general. there's this theme of.. you radiating beautiful light on the outside. some of you might genuinely not be aware of it, but you have a strong presence.

you should love yourself for your inner resilience. the patience you bring to the able, the trust within the universe that even if things take time, wonderful things will unfold and find you, as long as you keep working on what it is you desire in life.

i admire you for remaining so consistent and tackling any sort of obstacle that comes your way head on, even when life tests you. it might feel like a lot sometimes.. but you're handling it with beautiful grace, and it's remarkable. pat yourself on the back more, for being such an unshakable spirit. you've conquered a lot, and you continue to fight. reminder, please do not forget to give yourself the credit you deserve for that!

you're immensely observant, intelligent and have a good eye for the things other people might overlook, i could also see you being the type of friend who just remembers the small things about people. you have a curious and quick mind. you're always striving to expand your mind and value knowledge. i can see many of you interested in learning new things, enjoying to study something when you find true interest in it; really hustling. i don't see you doing anything halfheartedly. once you're invested in an endeavor, you put your all into it, and do it in a consistent and effective fashion.

there's also a sense of adaptableness to you. although i could see you having your stubborn moments at times, especially when it comes to things you set yourself out to (like “i gotta get this done for myself, and i don't want anyone to get in the way”), you're aware that life comes with its ups and downs, and you need to be ready to face anything unexpected.

despite the various circumstances and situations in your life that might not always seem to be entirely in your favour, you managed and continue managing to keep your head held high, your gaze pointed forward and your inner strength unshaken. you're such a powerful force and true badass for that!

there's this inner knowing, that something good could be waiting for you. and i promise you my pile one, there is.

the fight and hustle will be worth it. just continue to be the powerful and shimmering soul that you are, go on believing in yourself unapologetically, and you will see the fruits of your labour. beautiful, splendid and abundant, arriving in divine timing exactly when you are ready to receive them.

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you're the type of person who seeks meaning in everything life places on your path. i see you as someone who longs to understand the signs the universe sends. who doesn't just take note of them but wants to work with them, and weave them into your journey of self-discovery.

you allow yourself to be gently guided by forces greater than you, trusting that there's wisdom in the unfolding. i see you guys constantly searching for alignment, purpose, and for that sense of harmony between who you are and where you're meant to go. this makes you an incredibly powerful individual, and it's something worth honoring and loving in yourself.

you should love yourself because you bring warmth and light wherever you go. i'm sensing this beautiful desire in you to nurture the people in your circle. to create an environment that's stable, happy, pleasant. there's this personable quality to you, you just know how to make people feel comfortable, understood and at ease in your presence.

i see you being both soft and strong at the same time; holding compassion in one hand, and courage in the other. this makes you a person people just love being around. someone who can not only listen, empathize, connect to others on this emotionally profound level, but also carry a quiet but powerful type of strength that steadies the ones around you. you're someone others can lean on with no second thoughts.

note; some of you may have water, venusian, or 4h/lunar influences in your chart. cancer, leo, taurus, libra energy feels strong here

however, i see many of you being people who choose to reserve this softness for the people you genuinely cherish. though your nature is kind at its core; you've likely learned not to allow everyone access to that part of you. it's reserved for the people who deserve it. those who do, see your nurturing, loving and sweet side in its full glory. they sincerely treasure you for the energy you bring, no matter where you go.

you should love yourself because you choose to remain kind in a world that's potentially tested you many times before. although your trust isn't for anyone to just keep, when you do offer it, it's something sacred. your loyalty runs deep, and the people who have earned a place in your heart know that you stand by them through thick and thin. you love in a way that is steady, enduring, and unwavering.

you should love yourself because you've cultivated this balance between openness and clear boundaries. you know when to protect your energy, and when to pour it generously into others. that wisdom makes you not only nurturing, but also resilient. it shows that your kindness isn't naive, but intentional and carefully chosen.

there's this quiet but immense power in you. you move through the world with grace, strength, and an authenticity that others can't help but admire.

this is why you should love yourself; you are rare, radiant, and powerful. you are everything you've ever given to others.. loyalty, compassion, strength, devotion. you deserve to claim that love for yourself, fully and unapologetically.

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you guys seem incredibly humble.. eternal students of life, constantly evolving and learning with every experience. very down to earth and grounded too. someone who prefers quietly working hard behind the scenes, not just when people are watching. i don't see you wanting to invest effort into earning anyone's approval, or chasing external and shallow validation, but instead, choosing to wisely put your energy into building something steady for yourself.

a lot of earth and water energy here, i'm feeling virgo/6h energy strongly

what makes you so special, is that you're an amazingly well-rounded individual, who's worthy of so much praise (getting the world card immediately is screaming “this is someone who has it all within themselves and is constantly striving to perfect anything they do”), yet you always see yourself at just the beginning of your lengthy journey. there's always something you can improve, work on, study..

not only are you interested in using every experience in life to evolve into a better version of yourself; i can also see this sense of inner wisdom providing you with the unique ability to understand other people in a deep manner.

you seem to be highly emotionally intelligent, and radiate the aura of a gentle and calm soul. someone whose sole presence can make you feel soothed. you're likely a wonderful listener too. someone who will just quietly sit there, lend others an open ear and offer them a sense of compassion. there's a beautifully tranquil energy to you.

you should love yourself for the way you embody growth without arrogance. wisdom without ego. and kindness without expectation. you hold yourself with such grace. you're constantly striving, yet never boastful.. deeply knowing, yet always willing to learn. that balance makes you very rare.

you should love yourself because the wisdom you've gathered doesn't just guide the people around you; it guides you. it helps you select what's real, worth your energy, what aligns with your spirit. you've built an inner compass that you can always return to, and that's something immensely valuable.

be proud of the journey you've walked so far. trust the process, and keep believing that the universe will reward you in divine timing with everything you've been working toward.

i promise you, the energy, patience, and effort you've invested and keep investing into yourself and your path will never go unnoticed; what you pour out will always find its way back to you. keep moving with faith in your heart and gentleness in your steps. the seeds you've planted are growing, even in moments when you can't see the blossoms just yet.

your dedication, your resilience, your openness to life's lessons.. all of it is shaping you into someone stronger, wiser, and more radiant every day. it's quite literally giving you a glow, on the outside, and on the inside.

love yourself for how far you've come, and for how beautifully you continue to evolve. your path is not only unfolding exactly as it should; it's also proof that you are worthy of every blessing making its way toward you.

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your vibes + how you come off.

i'm so happy spring finally came! lovebugs, make sure to take care of yourself and put good energy back to the universe during this season. take time to rest and recuperate before going on any big endeavors.

this pac will focus on aspects of you, particularly aspects that are visible physically or can be sensed by other people. choose a pile with your gut feeling; if none resonate, don't force it.

pile 1.

first thing i heard was angel. you guys come off as bubbly and radiant, but quiet and guarded, the way that a cat is; picky and choosy with who they grow close with, but absolutely affectionate and loving to those select few. some of you prefer the night to the day, choosing an overall darker aesthetic; nurturing your flaws make come easier to you, for you understand that not everything can be bright and fluffy all the time. you reminisce on your childhood and may find ways to incorporate that into your overall style; think y2k, or specific niches that may have been inspired from beloved childhood shows, like monster high. your aura is bright and toned, and your presence is well-felt, even when it doesn't feel like it. you stand out in a crowd. people think that you're sensitive yet strong, protective yet mellow, a contradiction of many qualities that makes you very lovable. a lot of you may think that you're not feminine enough, but honey; your authenticity should make that insecurity wash away. you're able to be yourself, nourishing and sweet and oh so beautiful, just because you don't make yourself fit into boxes that diminish your bright, bright soul. a lot of you may be insecure about your physical features, but honestly? others don't even notice that. a select few of you may have been more insecure as a kid because your features didn't fit the beauty norm, maybe not eurocentric, but guess what? you've grown into your own skin so beautifully, it's like your beauty and soul comes to you so easily, others don't even question it. a lot of you may experiment with beads and jewelry, and this makes you look very put together. think of the cool mom from 90s shows, of those movies like waves and the florida project, that nostalgic summery beauty? that's all you, boo. you glimmer regardless of anything. like flowers. a lot of you do stick to darker shades as i've mentioned, but i think red can make all of you stand out, if that's what you're looking for. those of you that use perfumes/mists alwayssss smell good and people love how you take care of your physical appearance.

that's all! i hope that you liked it, pile 1. my well-wishes for you to thrive during spring <3

pile 2.

you guys have a very homey energy, very grounded and earthy. the type of beauty i'd see on instagram, a beautiful person in outdoorsy settings; you guys look GOOOD in nature photoshoots. you guys have very cat-like features and some of you accentuate that with eyeliner, i'm hearing that most of you prefer to let your natural features shine with amplification rather than having over-the-top makeup. green is probably a significant color for some of you, and i think a lot of you prefer spring and summer to winter and fall because you think that you can experiment with outfits easily. many of you are intellectuals, and people can sense that from a mile away. clever and foxy, you guys can intimidate people simply because they know that you've been through it, and come out golden. you guys have a very commanding presence, but you also manage to be witty and have a sense of humor. you guys know that you're not better than anyone else, and people feel like they can find a good, down-to-earth friend in you. you remind people of beaches and the smell of sunscreen and coconut, i think a lot of you are generally excited to go swimming! you go, siren. when you come into people's lives, you bring synchronicity. it's like wherever you go, the universe follows, and a lot of people like to study you and think about how you manage to be soooo yourself and alluring. some of you may live more in the south of wherever your climate is; you're the kind of person people see once in their life time, in an airport or the ocean and think woww. a lot of you think that you stand out from people but in a bad way; the ugly duckling. in fact, that whole story can be used to define you. you know who the ugly duckling turned out to be? the absolutely divine, gorgeous swan. just because you're not shining now or didn't before doesn't mean that the rest of your life is doomed, sweetlove. alright? so relax. we go through ups and downs, and a lot of people are aware that you'd rather stick your chin up and continue mothering and helping everyone else than to save yourself. honey, pour a little of that fruit juice into your own cup. it'll help you <3 people do really think that you're a sweetheart and that you care just a little too much about the wrong people, sometimes.

that's all! i hope that this resonated, pile 2. i hope that this spring brings you the ease you deserve <3

pile 3.

you guys remind me of cherry blossoms and elegant architecture, pile 3. of warm tea and autumn days that leave you feeling well-rested yet refreshed. purple may be a significant color for you, as well as forests. a lot of you do prefer to spend your time trying to grow and blossom as a soul, for you believe that nurturing your talents and hobbies will make your life better. you guys may be a bit of a mess; frazzled at times, but this is really more endearing to others than you think. you're very polite and respectful even when you really should've said something, but other than that, you're seen as a very kind person, maybe a little bit on the quiet side, but very introspective and thoughtful. you guys are my creative spirits; youthful and sprite-like, with features that probably make you look a bit younger than you seem. you guys remind me of fawns and lambs, although your appearance doesn't match your soul; you're much smarter than you look. probably more connected to the spiritual than the upper two piles. you guys are literally the sun, baby. you know how to make your presence feel like greatness and how to make your absence feel like terror, although you probably don't try to accomplish either of these things. you guys may be a bit scared of being too brash or loud, but darling, you're not--you're literally like a moment from the summer, a moment of pure peace that makes people feel uplifted. if you ever feel like you're too much; let people find someone less than you. the right people will never feel like there's too much of you; on the contrary, they'll always be hungry for more. a lot of you experiment with styles of appearance, the type of person who tries new hair colors and styles and looks absolutely STUNNING with all of them. you've been many different people; been in different places, and somehow found a way to blossom regardless. you guys are much stronger than you think you are, pile 3. you guys are much more beautiful, adorable, and LOVABLE than you believe you are.

that's all! i hope you found some peace, pile 3. i hope that you have a sweet, blessed day <3

[pintresstarot]

PAC : (18+) WHAT IS YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE LIKE AS A LOVER ?

Reblog or lemme know in comments which one you chose 😁😁😁😁😁

Who Am I ? PAID SERVICES

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Pick a card from the Pile above and LET'S DIVE RIGHT IN , cuz this reading is LONG .

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PILE 1 - GOTH BADDIES ONLY 💀🕯️

Cards: Ace of Pentacles, Tower, Death

Theme Song: “Bones” – MS MR or “I Am” – FKA Twigs

💲 Inheritance wealth: Ace of Pentacles + Tower + Death = Old money meets old soul. They're the "my grandma died and left me this creepy estate, wanna live in it with me?" type. Loves spoiling you like it’s their sole purpose on Earth. Not in a flashy “look what I bought” way, but in a devotional, quiet luxury way. Silk sheets, custom lingerie, fresh flowers every morning type vibe.

💪 Emotional resilience: Tower + Death? This baddie has been through shit. Your breakdowns don’t scare them. In fact, they feel closer to you in your chaos. They’re the type to calmly light a cigarette while you throw shit across the room, then say, “Feel better, baby?” and pour you wine.

❤️ Romantic AF: Passionate, obsessive, possibly a little too intense (but we love that here). When they love, it’s with their whole being. Your pain becomes their pain, your joy is their religion. They probably stare at you like you’re some cursed angel they prayed for in another life.

💌 They See Love as Rebirth (Death Card Energy):

You're not just a partner—you’re their chance at starting over. You're the phoenix to their ashes. Loving you pulls them out of whatever inner darkness they’ve carried for years. It’s not always smooth—Tower means they’ve had to wreck themselves to be worthy of this love. You're the catalyst for their transformation, and they welcome it.

They’d probably say something like:

“Before you, I didn’t believe I could have peace. I didn’t even think I deserved it.”

🖤 Shadow Side (Lowkey Hot Tho):

Possessive in a silent, unnerving way. Not loud jealousy—more like "don’t worry, they won’t bother you again" type energy. This person doesn’t ask people to respect your relationship—they command it with their aura. There’s a dangerous softness to them. You’re the only one allowed to see the parts that tremble.

🌹 Sex & Intimacy:

Worships your body like a ritual. Every. Single. Time.

Their love language is skin-on-skin, hands-on-thighs, let-me-memorize-you kind of touch. Might also be into darker, emotionally-charged intimacy—tears, vulnerability, full surrender. They crave your soul as much as your body.

🧿 Spooky Twin Flame Vibes:

Honestly? There’s probably a fated feeling to this love. Tower + Death could imply you meet after a major personal upheaval—breakup, loss, ego death. They don’t save you, but they arrive just as you realize you’re ready to rebuild. It’s magnetic. Unnerving. Soul-recognizing. There’s no going back after them.

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PILE 2 - THE SWEETHEART SOFT BOY 🐶🌸

Cards: Ace of Wands, Ace of Swords, The World

Theme Song: “illicit affairs” (but make it soft and wholesome) OR “Sweet” by Cigarettes After Sex.

The World 🌍 Card:

You NAILED it. This man is beloved. Like… dogs smile at him. Babies love him. Aunties wanna feed him. Strangers say, “you remind me of someone I used to love.” He doesn’t even TRY to be charming. He just is.

But plot twist? He literally only has eyes for you. You’re the one person who knocks him speechless — and you’ll catch him staring at you in a room full of people with that soft little “I can’t believe I get to love you” smile.

Pet name KING 👑:

Not the cringe basic ones. No. He finds pet names that suit your soul. He’d call you something soft and a little weird like "Moonpetal" and you'd cry from the sincerity.

Voice & Verbal Love:

YESSS Ace of Swords = mental clarity, words as love, truth as romance. And Ace of Wands = passion + initiative. He speaks with intention. Doesn’t talk much unless it means something.

His compliments feel like spells. Think:

“When you laugh like that… it’s like the whole world feels safe again.”

or

“You don’t even realize how sacred you are to me, do you?”

Whispers + Touch:

Whispering sweet nothings while stroking your arm? That’s his religion. Touch isn’t just affection to him—it’s grounding. He wants you to feel loved every second you're in his orbit.

And the fact that he’d kiss your temple absentmindedly while reading?? (Ugh 😩 Gonna go scream into a pillow)

🔥 Ace of Wands = Sweet Boy, Spicy Soul 😏:

He may seem like a calm breeze, but baby... under that softness? Fire. Passionate. Wants to worship your body slowly.

He might shyly ask if he can touch you here or there, but once you give him the green light? He’s creative. A freak in lover’s clothing. You WILL blush. You WILL thank god.

Think: He holds your hand in public, and holds your hips in private.

Candlelight + jazz vinyl + soft hands = instant puddle.

💭 His Mindset on Love (The World again):

This man sees love as a life purpose. A journey. He’s probably the type who journaled about his dream partner as a teen.

He’s lived, he’s learned, he’s healed—and he’s not here to play. He’s the kind of man who says things like:

“Loving you is the only thing I’ve ever been completely sure of.”

🥲🥲🥲

🌍 World Card Bonus Layer:

He could be from a different culture or country than you. Or he’s super internationally educated. This could explain the multilingual smooth-ass compliments. Think French, Spanish, or some romantic-sounding native dialect that he uses just to say “you’re mine.” 🥵

🎁 Surprise Game Is Weak (Adorably So):

He literally sucks at lying. Ace of Swords cuts through BS instantly. So when he’s planning a surprise picnic, he’s like:

“You should wear that dress you love… I mean, just in case… hypothetically… if we were maybe going somewhere… for no reason… at 3 PM…”

You: “So you planned something?”

Him: 😳🥺 “Yes. But please act surprised. I worked really hard.”

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🛡️ PILE 3 : THE KNIGHT IN SHINING "I ALREADY FIXED IT" ARMOR ⚔️💍

Cards: Magician, 2 of Pentacles, King of Cups

Theme Song: “You Are The Reason” – Calum Scott (but heavier and more feral)

Magician + 2 of Pentacles = Ultimate Manifesto Daddy :

He literally does it all. And not in a show-offy “look how cool I am” way — no, no, it’s deeper. He lives to create ease for you.

His energy is:

“My job is to make your life smoother, safer, and softer—so you can finally rest.”

He’ll go to war outside the home so you can have peace inside it.

King of Cups = Gentle Giant Core:

Emotionally intelligent, not reactive. The man feels deeply, but doesn’t crumble. His love is calm, sturdy, and all-encompassing. He doesn’t need control to be stable. He is the stability.

Think: Massive arms that hold you like you're fragile glass, even though you’re feral AF.

He’d hold space for your meltdowns like:

“Let it out. I’m not going anywhere.”

Dad jokes + weighted hugs + soft discipline:

The man is funny. He laughs big. He teases you with the confidence of a man who knows he’s got your heart wrapped up tight. But he’s never cruel.

This is someone who could crack a “you snore like a baby dragon” joke and then tuck you in with the gentlest kiss on your forehead.

🛠️ Magician = Man of Many Skills:

This man might lowkey be mystical about how he knows your needs before you say them. He’s the:

“I packed a hoodie for you. It’s gonna get cold tonight.”

“I stocked your favorite snacks in the car just in case.”

“You seemed low this week so I cleared my Friday. No work. Just you” type of man.

He’s not guessing—he’s attuned. Your energy = his compass.

💡 2 of Pentacles = Master Juggler :

He’s always balancing something—but never at your expense.

He doesn’t treat you like a burden or “one more thing to deal with.” You’re his reason.

And even when he’s drowning in work, you’ll still find:

A fresh bouquet on your desk

A handwritten note in your lunchbox

A fully planned weekend getaway (because “you looked tired, baby”)

👑 King of Cups = Old School Chivalry + Deep Respect :

He doesn’t just love you—he honors you.

He opens doors, carries bags, pays attention. But not because he thinks you're weak—because he sees you as worthy of reverence.

He calls you “my lady”, half-jokingly, but it always sends shivers.

And the way he respects your autonomy? INSANE.

“You don’t owe me softness. You don’t owe me access. I’m just here to earn your trust, every damn day.”

🔥 SEXUALLY?

Oh honey.

It’s slow. Deep. Worshipful.

He loves making you feel safe enough to fully unravel.

Whispers like:

“You don’t have to hide here.”

“Let me show you how it feels to be adored.”

And he does not finish unless you do first. Periodt.

🔮 CHANNELLED BONUS VIBES:

He smells like cedarwood, cinnamon, and clean laundry.

His phone wallpaper is you sleeping on his chest (he took it secretly).

He cries exactly once a year and only in front of you.

He talks to babies and animals in a gentle silly voice but refuses to admit it.

Has been secretly learning how to massage because “you said your back’s been tight lately”.

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🕷️ PILE 4: THE DARK PRINCE. THE DOM. THE DANGER. 🔥🖤

Cards: The Hierophant, The Hanged Man, The Devil

Theme Song: “Earned It” by The Weeknd x “Control” by Halsey x “Gangsta” by Kehlani

Alternate title: “He’s not a red flag, he’s a fcking bloodbath and you’re diving in headfirst.”

Power-Like… beyond billionaire energy:

He doesn’t own a company. He owns governments.

This is the man who calls the shots behind the curtain. When things go wrong globally, he already planned the fix—and the chaos.

He is the grey in morally grey.

He’ll destroy an empire just because they disrespected your name once.

Obsessive but Controlled:

He doesn’t act crazy. But he feels crazy. For you. And he hides it so well, it makes it even scarier.Everyone else? “Sir.” You? “What do you need, baby?” (As he drops to his knees.)

Surveillance King:

This man is the reason your phone autocorrects to “Where are you?” when you type “W.”

Cameras? Tracked.

Your safety? Non-negotiable.

You think you’re sneaky? He knew you were craving bubble tea 2.7 minutes before you did. He had it delivered to your exact location with a note: “Don’t run from me. You won’t get far.” 😘

Sex? Bestie. He wrote the BDSM manifesto:

The Hierophant is the teacher. The Devil is the forbidden. The Hanged Man is the suspension and surrender. This man will tie you up in silk ropes and whisper philosophy in your ear while you beg for mercy. He won’t raise his voice. He doesn’t need to. His gaze alone is a command.

🔥 The Hierophant = Cult Leader Vibes... But Make It Daddy:

He’s got followers. Worshippers. People who would die for him. But you? You’re not part of the cult.

You’re the only person he would break his own rules for.

He’s the definition of control—but you’re his chaos. His temptation. His weak spot.

“The world can burn. You’re the only one I’d burn with.”

🪢 The Hanged Man = Devotion Through Sacrifice:

This man would give it all up for you. His power. His name. His empire. He’d drop it all—if you asked. But only you. He doesn’t fall in love often. In fact, you might be the only person to have ever seen him bend. And it’s a holy fucking moment when he does.

🐍 The Devil = Obsession, Desire, Taboo - Let’s be clear:

He’s possessive.

He’s intense.

He knows it.

And he loves how it scares you a little.

He’ll push your limits. Not to break you—but to remind you who owns you.

“Say it. Say who you belong to.”

“You’re mine. Not just tonight. Always.”

And the gag is?

It’s not just sex.

It’s loyalty.

It's protection.

It’s “I would destroy heaven if they took you from me” vibes.

📞 WHO IS THIS MAN?

Wears black silk button-downs and never undoes more than 2 buttons.

Smells like bergamot, leather, and secrets.

Speaks 4 languages, only uses the softest one when he’s talking dirty.

Once gave you a 7-digit bank transfer because you looked stressed.

Will call you “my girl/boy/love/doll/angel” while plotting someone’s assassination.

Touches you like he’s been starving for centuries and you’re the last meal.

Stalked your Pinterest board just to recreate your dream bedroom without asking.

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Illustration by Crankpusher

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guys i know i've been pumping out a lot of readings recently and it's because...#unemployed #summer break #i like doing tarot and i don't know how much time i'll have for it in college. please give me forgiveness...if i don't do tarot i'm frying my brain with instagram reels and we all know what the better option is (as long as i don't overwork myself which i don't think i am doing!!)

as for the college stuff, i think i'll dedicate a night or two each week to do readings, maybe more if i do end up doing paid readings!! i promise i won't leave this blog behind, but i may have a more crowded schedule.

pile 1.

for many people you seem too good to be true, in a certain aspect that they've spent a long part of their life idealizing. you are soft and sensual in a very down-to-earth manner, and you don't have that airheaded, fake quality that they've met people with before. you're genuine in everything that you do, and it's as if you know something others don't. you're also very willing to communicate and be honest about your feelings with the right people, and to others, that's a very attractive quality because many of the people who crush on you prefer closed-off people who have a close circle they treasure rather than many admirers and friends who they're open to all the time. people also admire how you can teach them something; you might ramble a lot about your passions, but you never put others down for not knowing something that you're aware of. you're gentle and caring for your circle, and you'd do anything for them. this protective quality that you have is something that makes so many people down bad for you because many have never experienced the attention of someone who was willing to fight for them, to care for them and make them feel important. a lot of you can attract tough, brooding personalities who just want to be cuddled and feel the love of someone who feels like home. many 'bad boys' or 'bad girls' may be attracted to you because you're unattainable, in a way, 'too good' for them. you also don't take any bullshit from others, and your hard past makes you even more hot for them, because you came up stronger. you also know your own worth without putting others down.

to others, you also symbolize lifelong commitment and a love that knows no bounds; a yearning that lasts a lifetime. 'lover, you should've come over' started playing as soon as i started writing this paragraph. also, on one of my cards, there's an image of two ravens with interlocked talons, similar to the freefall that eagles do, if you know about that. it's a love that symbolizes deep commitment, in other words, you give the sense to people that you wouldn't immediately give up on them if they got sick, or lost their job. some of the people who have crushes on you are also similar...they wouldn't leave their partner if shit got hard, or if they gained some weight, or lost some, whatever it is - they are very devoted whenever they're in love. not the kind of people who immediately give up.

many of you have dark, luscious hair and this is something that makes you physically attractive, because it looks like you pay a LOT of attention to your pearly locks. a lot of you may also have unconventional hairstyles. also, it looks like you take good care of your skin. some may use shea butter or oils, for hair and skin. you give off 'clean earthy girl' vibes, but in a way that shows you're rooted to the world, or to your culture, whatever. people enjoy the fact that you're also proud of who you are, physically. you come off as if you're comfortable in your physical body.

thank you for reading honeybaby!! have a sweet day.

pile 2.

ooou okay golden girl!! you are very bubbly and affectionate, which immediately drags people toward you, especially those who are affectionate themselves/or have been starved of it/OR have a love language like that. you are also UNABASHEDLY yourself and you deal with the haters with a snap of your fingers. you really don't give a fuck about what people think about you, and if they have something to say? you let them. you see them as fans, and people love how secure you can be in yourself. you're also very tender toward people who you care for, very motherly, like a lioness. people really want to take care of you and protect you, though, because even the protectors need a protector. there's something angelic about you, and people are drawn to you because your presence is very easy to miss, even if it was someone who made eyecontact with you on a subway, or an old classmate. your ability to treat everyone with your sunshine as long as they don't give you bs is very attractive. a lot of you are also someone who people associate with comfort or things they hold dear. think about a poet that writes about the moon but sees his/her inspiration as the physical form of the moon. that may not have made sense but you're literally the muse for a lot of people. you're very sweet and emotional, and that's something that people see as freeing, because you're not someone who judges others very quickly. however...you're also very clever and people can sense that there's a depth to you that's not necessarily accessible to others. you're hella observant and you see things that other people don't, and sometimes, people catch you observing them and it makes them all giddy deep inside and shy on the outside. many of you attract people who are artists, emotional, etc. because they see you as one of their own. they admire your ability to showcase your passion and your soul through your appearance, your art, and your very energy. it is a beautiful hum, like the ocean waves - some of you may have a special connection to it, or may have visited a source of water often throughout your childhood.

a lot of you also have strong moral compasses and have a good sense of the world. you don't stand up for the bad things that go on throughout the world, and you carry a deep sense of justice within your heart. you don't listen to those who prefer to be on the sidelines of situations, because you view them as cowards - and people who crush on you admire your fierceness and your deep sense of what is right and what is wrong. a lot of you speak very loudly and passionately about your beliefs, and people can listen to you talk about literally anything forever. like they'd pay to have you read them a bedtime story. also, your touch is literally heavensent. people want you to scratch their head or hold them, and they wanna give you the same affection back.

physically, many of you may be on the curvier side or you have a very neatly proportionate body that people just wanna grab onto and hold. people may be more physically affectionate with you because your body is seen as something divine, by many. many of you may have features that go together very well, and people love that about you. you look very put-together, as if you take great care of yourself. many of you have a very memorable face, and although some may be insecure, people literally see you as something they could be blinded by. that's how beautiful you are.

i hope you enjoyed, honeybaby!! have a sweet day.

pile 3.

people see the way that others like you and pay attention to you and become very jelly jelly because they want YOUR attention!! how dare you give it to other people. a lot of you, i cannot emphasize this enough, have a LOT of attention on you, even if you don't think so. many of you have 'balala i'm not conventionally attractive 🥺🥺' bs in your head and i highly advise you take it away. stay rooted in real life. nobody gaf about that when they're grown (and listen this is coming from a seventeen your old...). many of the people who like you are actually the ones that don't show it because they're on the shyer, more sensitive side. teddy bears, and they would NEVER SAY IT FIRST. so you're stuck here thinking only idiots like you. actually no!! the right ones are just really scared. anyways. people are attracted to you because you make them feel like the only person in the world. your eyes, when you listen to someone, absolutely shine and it's like you have a puppy gaze and it absolutely melts others. they don't know how to deal with your persistent eyes, even if it makes them melt DOWNNNN. a lot of you also have a set plan for the future, and that plan is very addictive to others. they like how you carry yourself and how you stand on business. many also want the old-school love with you. dancing in the kitchen, kissing you to jazz, taking you out and getting you flowers...they want to treat you the right way, be your knight in shining armor, partially because you never ever let anyone take care of you. someone could give you a compliment and you'd deflect it before you even register what they said. you push other people away and in turn, it makes people want to care for you even more.

you're also very faithful. people can tell that you're loyal to what you love. many of you have very fascinating hobbies and you're a very developed soul, and your ability to exist without needing to bounce from relationship to relationship seemingly attracts others to you (even though you may spend every second of every day wishing someone would love you like you love others.) there's a bird on my window omg 😭😭 it went down OKAY SO i thought it had like heatstroke and i was gonna go save it but like its mate i guess went and fluttered next to it like making sure it was okay and they both flew off. SO YAY I GUESS but i think that if u believe in signs thru tarot readers, this probably symbolizes that people wanna be LOYAL to you too, through thick and thin. they like how you're always willing to help, even though you may not know a person well.

physically, you stand out through others. you may be alternative, or wear bold jewelry, or fight those conventional beauty norms (which as mentioned before can contribute to your insecurities...but do not fear!! many people love your ability to not give yourself up in order to blend in). you're also very sharp, physically looking/seeming, like your words can be sharp, voice raspy, or you have angular eyes/features. your jaw can be sharp, or your fingers long with long fingernails too. something about you demands attention, in that raw, powerful way. you...i don't know how to emphasize this, but you are a very authentic individual, people just wanna bask in your energy, the people who like you have a very puppydog energy to them, as do you.

i hope you liked it, honeybaby!! have an amazing day.

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Alma-de-gato + Cega-Machado

Brasília 15.08.2024

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This fucking dress OH MY GAWWWDDD

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Green Nature - Author: Horologiorum1

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out in the ocean🏝 - Author: delarosajl24

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Surf cities

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Wood & Glass Lamp by Shawn Michael Lucas

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✦ PAC : TWISTED FANTASIES

what does ur future partner think about you at night? 18+

!MINORS PLEASE DNI

like & rb are appreciated

i'm a beginner in tarot so please take everything with a grain of salt

do not copy or steal my work

🖤 | pile one!

okay, pile one, seems like your fs has a thing for power imbalance when it comes to sex. they imagine you completely submitting to their will and doing it raw and wild. they'd make sure to have a safe word but definitely wants to make sure that you are a stuttering mess or they won't be satisfied because they feel like they haven't even gave you their best. they also imagine indulging you with a nice meal at restaurant or just spending some money on you before doing it. pampering you a lot is something they want to do to make this experience so much more indulging.

they seem to have a strong masculine presence, pile one, because the idea of trapping you under them and making you submit seems to be a repeating pattern here. they also seem to have a corruption kink, this isn't necessarily taking your virginity but introducing you to some new things that could elevate it. bondage is evident, blindfolds and handcuffs or ropes. as I said, definitely wants to make you feel helpless. their only goal is to make you feel the most pleasure as possible and so they'd do everything to enhance the experience, even if it's just a fantasy in their pretty little head (・ω<)

🖤 | pile two!

goddamn, pile 2, your fs really put you on a pedestal for their fantasies. they see you as this untouchable god/goddess and they feel blessed to even look at you. they think that even imagining how they treat you in bed is a sin but they still dare to imagine that doing it with you might alleviate those sins, even if it's just a bit. they really think that only you can liberate them from their dirty thoughts that they should've never had in first place. they are really attentive to your needs too, pile 2. they make sure to be gentle and not hurt you in any way.

this pile is really just soft and sweet, caring sex. they also imagine that having sex with you is a scared experience, wanting to intertwine not only your bodies but your souls as one. they also imagine you voicing your needs as they are also open to anything you'd want to do. they probably seem to be a gentle dom/sub. really precious people, pile 2 <333

🖤 | pile three!

ooh, pile 3, your fs has a really interesting fantasy. they imagine exploring new boundaries with you that they previously placed on themselves. probably trying something new that they were scared to or just did not seem interested before you entered their life. they seem to be quite assertive with what they like or dislike so this is very different from the usual self that they are.

they have this fantasy of trying positions that let you be on top and just admiring you while they sit back and relax. they want to give you this illusion of you being in control and just let you have your way for some time and then they switch up to assert themselves since, as i said, they are quite assertive, both in real life and in bed. there's also another interpretation for some of you out there, that they have this fantasy of having sex to make up, basically angry sex to let both of your frustrations out. also pile 3, if you get attracted to pile 1, there might be extra messages for you

extra : this pile gives gojo satoru from jjk vibes so ifykyk

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𝖧𝗈𝗐 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖼𝖾𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 ?

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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱

Your future spouse might be older than you or even if that’s not the case, they’re going to perceive you to have a really young spirit. They’re going to see you as someone who’s been through devastating things and has either never let them break you or has recovered from it, and is unwilling to let things like this have bearing on you ever again. You’re going to help them recover from major pain with the way you’ll act. You seem to be one of those people who is so mature, grounded, self assured and strong that you are comfortable acting, and being childish. Even if you’re not like this yet, you will be at that time. You will open up to them and tell them something about a devastating time in your life when you were at the rock bottom and couldn’t find it in you to get up, and keep going and had sort of given up because you couldn’t feel passionate about anything, and how it took you so much time, energy, effort and healing to be able to find your zest for life again so you’re unwilling to let it slip from you ever again. You’re going to talk childishly and might speak in a loud manner or even if you don’t, you’ll act like a kid in some capacity - jumping around, pouting, feeling and expressing excitement wholeheartedly, trying to make spontaneous plans made on excitement, they’re going to find all of it really adorable. One thing that you’ll have learned by then is that the best way to resolve the turmoil present in the head and heart is by physically trying to live a good, happy, and passionate life so whenever you’re struggling or they’re doing so, you’re going to pick up a new hobby, encourage them to do so, will suddenly prioritise health more, might go on more walks or might want to travel. They’re going to see you as someone who prioritises long term connections especially romantically and is truly present in the connection i.e. your past has no bearing on you besides for growth purposes. Someone who doesn’t care about anything that came before a real, reliable, long term relationship. They’re going to see you as a strategic person who knows how to maintain the loveliness of romance by not mentioning exes and more younger love or even thinking about them. They’re going to see you as someone who’s hurt a lot and recovered, and sees this ‘young love’ matter as having been very blindsiding for you. They’re going to see a certain duality in you. Like, they’ll see you as someone very pure hearted and affectionate who believes the best in people, and is sort of naive almost but also, as someone who is extremely aware of manipulation and is always thinking about what someone might be hiding. They’ll think that you’ve been scorned so bad and in unexpected ways that turned your world upside down so even though you’re pure hearted, you’re aware of how naive you have a tendency to be and also that there’s always more than meets the eye, and so you are always trying to beware of what is happening and can happen.

They’re going to see you as someone who wants to live and do so well. You’re going to be unwilling to let life slip away and regret it when you’re in your deathbed so you’re going to try to take grounded action on everything in life. They’re going to see you as a passionate and prideful person who is also grounded, and mature but the latter is going to be more internal and as someone who is pure hearted but sometimes ends up acting really childish, and saying mean things to some people who disrespect you and regrets it because you are able to see when you’re wrong even if you are unable to do so when you’re right. “They deserved it but I should have acted better than that.” They’re going to think that the way you act is justified but that you’re so pure hearted and want to act out with love, and consideration towards everyone so you tend to feel bad when such situations come about. They’re going to see you as someone who is so ambitious and wants to be, and do so much that you are never satisfied and you know, time is very limited for all of it to come true so even if unrealistic, you try to do it all, and be it all. They’re going to see that you feel guilty if you’re unable to work for even one day for whatever reason. Someone who is not willing and feels like cannot afford to lose even a day or two. They’re going to admire your ambitions and willingness to work for them. You’re someone who despite trying, are not taken seriously by many people and are heavily underestimated, and you yourself may feel like you’re not being able to move past passion to actual skills but they’re going to admire the way you try even when you’re not seeing any or much progress. They’ll see you being on the verge of giving up because maybe someone else is given the position that you toiled day and night for, and truly putting everything on the line for your ambition and future despite some sort of personal struggle, and they’re going to admire you so much. You know what energy this is giving me? A student studying late at night while their parents are undergoing an unexpected divorce and they’re having to move homes over, and over again and go for court hearings or a student, having to go to the hospital and look after their sick mother while they’re being urged to bring their school fees as soon as possible while their boards are right around the corner, or an idol trainee practicing even when they’re sick to be picked for the debut line of a new group. They’re going to admire you so much and will think that you know yourself, and have grown to be so mature, grounded, nurturing and wise because of how much you’ve undergone in pursuit of your goals, and ambitions. They’re also going to see you as someone who prioritises self care and avoids breaking, and giving up. This reading has me in awe of you, I cannot even begin to imagine how much they’re going to admire and be in awe of you. I hope that the reading resonated and that you enjoyed it thoroughly. Thank you so much for being here. Much love and take care 💕.

⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱

Your future spouse is going to see you as someone who’s so possessive that it causes you anxiety and stress. Also, someone resentful who will hold onto issues and will not let them get away with anything. You know that meme on Instagram. “What my girlfriend brings up during an argument” and the audio goes something like “let’s go back to 50 million years ago.” That’s the energy that this is giving. Also, someone who is more internally resentful than communicatively so causing for the issue to sort of linger. They’re going to see you as a more stoic person who tries to deal with things by self regulating but is not exactly the best at it because of your unforgetful and resentful nature. I JUST HEARD “don’t do things that I’d have to forgive you for then.” OH MY GOD, you’re not even going to be apologetic about it. They’re going to see you as a very loving but sort of insecure person at heart but also, someone honest. Some of you might have issues with your mother or your mother might be absent literally, if not, there are going to be wounds around nurturing causing for you to be a bit stingy and act out in immature, and confusing ways initially and won’t be healthy in order to develop a long term relationship. They’re going to see you as someone honest who will accept that they need to be nurtured and loved in a more parently manner, and are possessive. Also, someone stubborn and unwilling to change. You’re going to be the type to close off and distance yourself but will not be willing to change this side of yourself or so they’ll think. They’re going to think that you have a lot of fears, insecurities and worries internally that feel extremely real to you, making you feel weak but that you try to work on them on your own, suppressing them, and not accepting that it comes from a place of insecurity causing you to feel resentful. However, they’ll think that you’re highly passionate and spontaneously so. You’ll often initiate intimacy by yourself with them because you’ll desire them a lot. They’re going to see you as a very sexual person who values excitement, sex, passion but has dealt with and moved on from someone immature, confusing who you poured onto, and held onto tightly, loving them endlessly just to realise that you’ve been manipulated and used, and that has caused you to still have some baggage so you simply want a loyal and devoted protector, and provider and nothing less so you tend to feel really scared when they do something that doesn’t align with your needs, and desires. They’re also going to think that you’re someone who resolves things in bed and finds reassurance, and optimism of the connection while having sex and during the afterglow of it. They’re going to be in awe of your sex drive and the passionate way in which you love. When people say that they’d do anything for their lover, they usually don’t mean literally but you’re actually going to be willing to do anything for them.

You’re going to want to provide for the connection because you’ll love them and it won’t be just a thought in your head, you’re actually going to work for it, fueled by your love and passion for them. Not just them actually, you’re going to be this way with your friends, family, anyone that you love. They’re going to admire you for how much you tend to feel and act on that feeling. “Love moves people” will stand true in your case, love will move you and so you’ll do things, and they’ll see you do so. They’re also going to see you as someone who values financial stability and is constantly thinking about money, saving it, investing, so on and so forth. They’re going to see you as someone that they have to take care of or someone who tries to take care of them, possibly both in different ways? ‘Too sweet’ by Hozier is coming through. One of you might try to push the other towards a more healthy lifestyle. I feel like it’s going to be them doing so because you seem to be more spontaneous and passion driven. They’re not going to be a useless, deadbeat bum just because you want to provide for those you love, they’re in fact, going to want to do so for you as well. They might see you on your phone and urge you to go to sleep, they might wake you up by opening the curtains blinding you with the bright sun (unless you’re in UK or something xD), so on and so forth. There are going to be times when you’ll hurt them by being too possessive and closed off, they’re going to see you as being very regretful, and genuinely feeling guilty during such moments. You’re going to try to initiate touching of all sorts when you’re going through such times because physical touch including and not including sex both seem to be really important to you. The relationship is going to be very passionate, too passionate, causing overwhelm but you’re not going to let go of each other. They’re going to be obsessed with you, being all sweet to you, flirting with you, putting up with your tantrums or internal brewing of one and will know that you feel really desired, and loved by them even if you overwhelm and trouble them on purpose at times. Sex seems to be really important in your relationship, you’re going to take care of yourself to make yourself as desirable for them as possible and the experience as pleasing for them as you can. You’re going to give them a lot of sleepless nights because you’ll cause them a lot of excitement and obviously because you’ll love sucking, fucking, and biting. I wouldn’t be surprised if the connection progresses fast or if it’s overwhelmingly passionate right off the bat. You’re going to desire each other deeply and overwhelmingly. You won’t have to worry about passion and sexual chemistry here. I hope that the reading resonated and that you enjoyed it thoroughly. Thank you so much for being here. Much love and take care 💕.

⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱

Your future spouse is going to see you as someone who has undergone major pain and hurt in the past, and so is really strict with themself and others, to the point of being critical but is still their best friend. They’re not going to be able to figure you out because there will be times when you’re really harsh and rude but they’ll know you, and they’ll know just how much you care about people as a whole, people who you do not even share any personal belonging with so they’re going to think that you’re simply deeply misunderstood whenever people dislike you. You’re so beautifully complicated and confusing. You’re not dislikable actually, you’re not even that assertive but when you are, you are extremely so. Due to how soft and unassertive you seem, people might try to walk all over at times, and usually you will not try to assert yourself but will peacefully try to move past the situation even if it hurts you, but sometimes, you will have enough and will stand up for yourself even if it’s imperfect or harsh, and so they’re going to think that you’re simply just misunderstood. They’re going to see you as someone who might offend people with words and even just your energy a lot but is actually really pure hearted, and cooperative. They’re going to see you as someone humble who values learning and is a lifelong student. You’re going to engage in discussions with them in which you’re going to teach them a lot and you’ll also talk about low moments, and how you found hope, what you learned from such situations and they’re going to admire that about you. You’re going to talk a lot about helping and teaching those younger, and less fortunate than you because you’ll have attained a lot of wisdom and will have been instilled with values by people who were humble, and extended kindness towards you without conditions. They’re going to see you as someone who draws out comfort from what you learn and how you affect others positively even if you’re criticised, and disliked by others. They’re going to think that you are very badass and do not really care as long as you’re watching yourself 😭. However, they will also think that you’re incredibly hard on yourself. They’re going to think that you’re made of love, someone who is able to love and heal through it. Whenever you’ll be struggling in life, you’ll extend love to others, that will be your mode of healing and you won’t do it from a place of inferiority causing for this energy to remain benevolent.

They’re going to think that you have zero tolerance for bullshit and can, and will leave. Something about you being very sharp, blunt and unapologetically so even if it hurts others but being very hard on yourself, and never wanting to be a bitch is coming through. However, you’re also not going to mind having to be a bitch, like you won’t be scared or apologetic about this side of you. If this is your pile, you probably get what I’m talking about. They’re going to perceive you to be extremely soft at heart and someone who is so giving, and loving that you can be taken advantage of. They’re going to see you as being very dreamy and pure, almost naive but they’re also going to think that you are strict because in the past, you have been scorned and taken advantage of, and so you always wonder if you are being too naive in certain situations even if that’s not the case. They’re going to think that you are imaginative and have various sides to you. Honestly, they’re not going to be too sure about who you are either because you possess and express so many different sides of you. They’re going to think that despite your great imagination and natural tendency to daydream a bit, you do not like to idealise, and so you look before you leap into idealising and giving mental energy to things, people, and situations. They’re going to think that you’re vulnerable with them and show a very pure side of yourself to them, one in which you bare yourself to them, and they’re going to love how real you are because that’s what’s going to make you so surreal. They’re going to think that you are a living contradiction but a beautiful one. Like, you can be very mean and harsh but choose to peacefully walk away without asserting yourself most of the times, and that you’re strict and hard on yourself, and others but understand that everyone is learning just like you are and have grace for them, and try to affect them positively and help them but you are also wise enough to know that life is an illusion so you are not willing to jump into things, and idealise situations despite your natural tendency to daydream and innocently help, and interact with people. Also, that you’re the most difficult easy person to work with. You’re going to teach them a lot about faith because you’ll have a lot of it yourself because of the love you give out and the strict standards you have for yourself, and your life. Very unapologetic yet humble. They’re going to adore you though. I hope that the reading resonated and that you enjoyed it thoroughly. Thank you so much for being here. Much love and take care 💕.

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Best apps to kill time on 😻

Been seeing some posts circulating about popular websites/apps and wanted to make my own version. These are apps I’m way too addicted to. Am I missing any?

Edit: Sorry for all the time I’ve taken away from your life.

Love Nikki- my favorite dress-up game

CharacterHub- make beautiful wikis for your characters and art

Date My Music by the Shelf app- find out how dateable you are based on your Spotify

Hangout.fm- music with your friends, ultimate music discovery engine

Ellipsus- because f*ck google docs

Hinge Cheater - check if your boyfriend is still on Hinge

Shroomy - Therapy but from a talking mushroom

Party In My Dorm - college simulation game!

Terrarium - build the ultimate garden empire

Rise - really helpful self-care sleep routine

Breathwrk - this app will help you get rid of social anxiety

Phone Case DIY - design your phone case

Idle Human - build a human from scratch. for reals.

Pocket Styler - build a dream closet you want

Stadium Live - sports, games, and friends - all in one

Dragon Mania Legends - breed the cutest dragons

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How am I viewed and how can I utilise this? — Pick a Pile 🌺

Please meditate on the piles and pick the pile you feel most drawn to <3 some of these messages are extremely specific so if they do not feel right to you, let it go, or you can match it to your own situation.

Pile 1:

Hello my lovely pile 1’s <3

So the first thing that Spirit told me is you are a major pushover or people pleaser. I’m so sorry but that is literally what I was given straight away. To other people, you perhaps come across as very quiet, shy, introverted. You keep to yourself and perhaps have a small group of friends, and are very picky on who you allow into your circle. I am also sensing that someone physically may be short in stature, and/or of Asian descent (are some of you Thai? I am seeing a picture of Bangkok in my mind's eye).

Overall, your energy is seen as very feminine and girly (yes, even if you are a man!), your aura was mainly comprised of purples and pinks, which makes me believe that you are very connected to your heart chakra in this lifetime, and can tend to over give, and also be extremely empathic. You could also have dormant psychic abilities which are being highlighted for you to play with in this life. I also then saw an image of Girls’ Generation Jessica Jung and f(x)’s Krystal Jung, this ties into you being seen as quiet and introverted. Some people might get the wrong idea of this and paint you as an ‘ice princess’ or mean, when in reality you are just introverted and prefer to keep yourself to yourself. Also, I keep being taken back to Bangkok and the energy there whilst typing this, which makes me feel that some of you are of East Asian descent. You could also have a younger or older sister due to the Jung dynamic I was being shown when meditating on your energy. If you do, you two are probably very close and have significant soul tie/contract and are part of the same soul family. When typing this again, I was brought to the Buddha statue in my room, as well as a bag I have with elephants on saying ‘I am small, strong and sturdy’ and a brand I own made of coconuts. I hate to be stereotypical but it seems to be really emphasising someone's South East Asian ancestry here and how it plays into how others perceive you! You are probably very connected to your culture and enjoy wearing it. I also saw someone wearing glittery hair objects, so perhaps you enjoy dressing up in your cultural attire and expressing it through accessories.

Alongside the Jung sister’s, show! show! show! By Girls' Generation was playing in my head when channeling. I feel as if you have a lot of secret admirers you don’t know about, or a significant love interest. Something about how you are perceived is very magnetic and alluring - Magnetic by Ilit started singing to me as well, so maybe this song has significance for you too. I’m not going to put the lyrics in this reading as I don’t feel called to, but listen if this resonates to you. Due to these songs I am also heavily being reminded of your girly nature and preference for feminine things. You might like sanrio, gyaru, and 2000s kpop/jpop. Spirit also showed me someone obsessed with reading, and then the novel ‘A Court of Thorn and Roses’ by Sarah J Maas, you could be a really big fan of fantasy series, elves, faeries, etc. This series is also really big on romance which ties me back to many people having a crush on you.Due to how much you read, I was then shown an image of someone getting on a school bus (do you live in North America?) and studying a lot. You could possibly do very well in school, and be extremely intelligent. Spirit also played me the song ‘Can’t Eat, Can’t Sleep, I’m Sick’ by Namie Amuro with the following lyrics:

“Can’t eat, can’t sleep, I’m sick, I’ve been thinking of you all the time. Whether asleep or awake I unexpectedly recall that grand scene immediately. You say “do you love me?”, I say “yeah baby, I really do”, like in a trance over and over, and on purpose I exaggeratedly sigh.”

Pile 1… either you have an intense admirer, boyfriend/girlfriend, or, you have a huge crush on someone! Perhaps in your near future, you are going to be dealing with a love interest if neither resonates with you. Lots of you seem to have many secret admirers which you don’t know of who could be forthcoming in the future. Some of you might also be a part of the LGBTQ+ community as I saw an image of two women together. Namie Amuro playing also reminds me heavily that you may be into the 2000s style, or like gyaru, as she helped pioneer a subculture of gyaru in Japan in the late 90s/early 2000s.

Advice: So, this is going to sound extremely mean but the first thing Spirit said was that you need to get a life. I told them off for this but they really did not care and just kept bringing it up to the point I couldn’t ignore it and kept laughing. They said getting a life isn’t so much about being social but more about creating a routine and lifestyle that benefits you, as your current one most likely doesn’t. They said that using electronics before bed and after waking is one of the worst things you can do for your health on multiple levels, and that you should start incorporating somatic exercises such as stretching or yoga, no matter how boring it feels in the moment, as it will help you in the long run. Going out in nature and drinking lots of water was heavily expressed, which is something I have picked up in every pile, as this helps clear your auric field, strengthen your intuition, and protect your energy.

Spirit also said that you suffer from an extreme persecution imprint. If you don’t know what this is, it’s basically when a soul in a past life (or multiple) was hunted, attacked, and traumatised, for trying to spread truth, and light through numerous means, but typically through spirituality. This imprint typically haunts souls throughout their lifetimes until they actively and consciously heal it. Spirit is telling me that this is a major trauma for you whether you know it or not, and is actually hindering your lifes purpose and abilities. I was shown that some of you are really drawn to artistic jobs and pathways, but always stop yourself due to intense self sabotage, specifically because of this soul trauma imprint. This seems to be tied to your life mission, but you unconsciously sabotage it every time due to not feeling good enough. Spirit kept repeating the words eyes, and realise to me during this part meaning this is really significant for a lot of you. My phone alarm then went off which heavily emphasises this part. You seem to not know what your life purpose is due to this persecution imprint, and Spirit is actively working with you to help you heal it. I was then told something about snow and the reader being drawn to it. Perhaps you have strong memories of the winter, were born in it, or just love snow. Someone also seems to have really itchy skin and could suffer from hayfever, this is a sign again of the persecution imprint and the intense anxiety you have internalised due to how significant the trauma was to the soul. Some of you also don’t get enough sunlight and are vitamin d deficient and/or anaemic. The sun will really help heal you.

They then finally stated that the reason why you are perceived as cold/aloof is due to past traumas and your persecution imprint. You learnt to hide yourself in order not to be hurt and for your light to not be dimmed. You seem to be very sensitive and became afraid to show your empathetic nature of fear that others would take advantage of you. Spirit is saying it is important you do shadow work around this as we need more people in the world with souls like you, and to open their hearts, so we can make our world a better place. You can be a beacon of hope and change in a place that is stuck in darkness and cold. The song Lightsaber by EXO started playing which I feel the lyrics are very significant:

“You’re a lone flower, a cold, iced over gaze, starlight hidden in the depths. If only I could awaken you from your long slumber in the jet black darkness… I wondered here to your outreached hand, found you to protect you, be your saviour. In the pitch black darkness I’ll take your hand… spilling forth like stars, defying the darkness. It’s time for me to make you bloom, make even the tears you’ve hidden shine.”

This song constantly played to me when I was going through my spiritual awakening, I recommend listening to the full song as you probably have more messages.

Thank you for reading pile 1, your pile ends here <3

Pile 2:

Hi Pile 2,

The first thing I noticed in your pile is that people perceive you to be an anxious person. Your energy was very fidgety and jumpy. I was shown an image of a frog croaking and jumping up and down everywhere, as if it was scared and trying to outrun a predator. You might come across as submissive, or a people pleaser. Spirit then flashed me to someone using a fidget spinner, perhaps a couple of you in this pile are neurodivergent? Or you need external stimuli to help soothe your nervous system. Whatever it is, this anxiety seems to play a big role in how others perceive you. For some of you, this makes it extremely difficult for you to pay attention in school or work, which your peers/colleagues notice.

Additionally, immediately as I tapped into your pile, I was greeted by an old man’s voice saying hello. Do some of you have a grandfather or father who recently passed away? Or any man you are close to for that matter. Or if they are still alive you are very close to them. You appear to have a lot of suppressed feelings around this, which is the cause of your anxiety, and the reason why people perceive you the way they do. It seems as though you have a lot of grief around this man, or another situation in your life. Spirit wants me to tell you it’s ok to be in grief, it’s ok to be overwhelmed emotionally, and to be in a really dark space. That is normal, and human, and you are here to be a human being. It might not even be the death of a loved one you are grieving, but grief of a job, education, a relationship, friendship, anything in life. But this is a natural phenomenon of life, and is the cycle of birth and death. We’re meant to grieve things. Our entire lives are about creation and destroying, moving on from the past and ascending. Even our sacred texts, these are all about becoming who you truly are. The main character starts at a lowly point in their life, then slowly through experiences, they ascend into consciousness and remember their connection to the Creator. Spirit showed an analogy of being in a job, then being promoted at this job, but in order to be promoted you need to develop certain skills and mindset. In order to do that, you need to die to your old self. Not dying in a literal sense, but dying metaphysically. To upgrade you must let go of everything you used to be. We are constantly in these cycles of birth and rebirth. It is ok to grieve who you were, because something better and more aligned will replace this.

I also heard the song ‘Love Game’ by Namie Amuro which could be significant. Spirit then corrected me and said it is very significant, which makes me think some of you are grieving a relationship or friendship. I recommend listening to the song because not only is it a bop, but the singer talks about uplevelling from a past relationship, with her and her significant other being in a ‘love game’, but in the end she eventually defeats him and wins back her power. Please read the English lyrics as well however because the entire song is in Japanese haha. Also, I just went to go watch the music video again after writing this. The video shows Amuro fighting with her lover in a video game, with her dressed in all white and him in black. She eventually defeats him and wins the game. This makes me think that this grief, or if you resonate with it being a relationship, is an important soul lesson for you that you are destined to win. Her being dressed in white makes me believe your soul has pure origins, whilst the opponent is part of our earthly matrix, designed to keep you in a lower energy and trapped in this world. But in the end, the light always wins!

I think some of you practice divination such as tarot or astrology, perhaps you are a witch? People view you as being very witchy, or spiritual. Spirit is actually really happy about this and is glad you are leaning into them. This actually ties into you experiencing constant death and rebirth. Do some of you have significant Scorpio or eighth house planetary placements? (in any chart, Western or Vedic). Because these placements are all about the occult, death, etc. Perhaps death and grief has been a running theme in your life, or you are always growing into someone new. People view you as someone always changing and it might be confusing for those who are not spiritually inclined. When typing this, I was brought to how I always moved growing up, to the point that close friends would become confused and never know where I was. People feel like they can’t keep up with you. Spirit is saying they are taking you down this divination path to grow your psychic abilities more. I’m being brought back again to the grief I picked up on, and Spirit is saying for some of you that you left an old job that brought no satisfaction, and moved into a spiritual field. Spirit is saying things may feel very uncertain, but you are on the right path and everything will work out. However, I did see negative energies around the tarot cards someone was practicing, and Spirit stated that you can be open to darker forces when practicing divination. They said to learn how to protect yourself energetically and ground. There is a difference between physical boundaries and energetic. Energetic ones are the most important, and if you don’t master your energy, you can become a channel for everything, including negative spirits. Spirit is saying to be cautious about this.

You are very very psychic and perceived this way. I was then shown an image of runes, so some of you could be Scandinavian, live there, or had a past life there/deep connection. Spirit then took me to a close friend of mine who recently went on a trip there. Even if you don’t know your heritage, there could be Scandinavian there for some of you. Spirit is stressing this and saying it is very important. Ancestry is very important in this physical world, because ancestors determine your gifts and abilities in this human incarnation. This isn’t just psychic, but anything. For example, if you are born into a lineage of farmers, you are going to be very good at working with the earth, growing plants, tending to animals, cooking, herbalism, etc. You will be good at growing a garden because this is naturally seeded into you. Spirit showed me an image of the sims, and when your sim is learning a skill, the levels go up once you learn enough points, so you go from level 1, to 2, to 3, etc. But if you are born into one specific lineage, you will master certain skillsets far more quickly. Spirit is saying to inquire about your lineage. I saw the old man again, as well as an old woman this time. This is very specific but they were very tall, pale, with blue eyes and white hair. They could be grandparents for someone. It seems as if they hold a lot of metaphysical knowledge.

Your energy is also perceived as very calming. You could have a lot of water sprites around you. I am seeing someone in a Scandinavian or Central European background drinking the water of the earth, and very loudly in my head Spirit said Switzerland. So someone might be Swiss, have Swiss ancestry, or live there/will live there. I also see you in my mind's eye surrounded by animals, and they are drinking from the same water. This makes me think you are seen as very soothing and nurturing, as animals only gravitate to those they feel safe around. I also kept seeing elementals and sprites. Spirit then said something about Irish, Scottish, or Welsh ancestry. I am mainly picking up European, specifically Germanic in this pile. If you are not European and reading this pile, your ancestry might be from the Himalayas region. So think Central Asian, Afghan (twins!), Kashmir, Tibetan, Nepalese. And I saw Kazakh for someone very specific. If none of this resonates, you just might feel very drawn to these regions.

Pile 2, you seem to have a strong connection and love for nature. As well as to animals. Some of you could work as vets, or animal sanctuaries, or want to. Some of you also love cottagecore, or want to live a cottagecore life. Spirit is saying this is possible for you, you can focus your energy on this and manifest it. I am just getting a very serene, calm and peaceful energy. I then heard the lyrics for Strawberry Shortcake “that girl is so sweet, just like her name”, so people perceive you as very kind, sweet and loving. Not just humans but animals too. People can’t get enough of your energy. I feel like you dislike cities and try to stay far away from them (or you should!).

This old man is very very significant for someone and is the reason why you are seen the way you are today. I saw a vision of him playing with you as a young child, and his energy seems infectious. I didn’t sense any negativity off of him, just love. He could be a role model for some of you. He is a very good and kind person, you base yourself off him. I then saw the old woman again, and they most likely introduced this way of slow living to you. Perhaps someone here grew up with their grandparents instead of their parents.

Does someone who picked pile 2 like Alice in Borderland? I saw the ending of the show when you win one of the games, fireworks explode in the sky. I then heard ‘Diamonds’ by Rihanna in my ear whilst writing this up “so shine bright, tonight, you and I, we’re like diamonds in the sky… you and I, we’ll never die, we’re like diamonds in the sky.” I really really feel from this that someone close to you has passed away recently pile 2. This person who has passed on from our realm has gone to another dimension, they are telling you that they are okay now, they have completed all their lessons on earth. They want me to tell you that this life is a joke, don’t take it too seriously. Everything in this life is an illusion, even the most painful moments, and the only true thing is Love. They are being really intense about this and really want you to understand it. They will see you again. They are telling you not to be scared of death, nothing ever really dies, it just transmutes. We are immortal souls living in mortal bodies. You can have whatever you want in this life as long as it comes from a place of Love, you are destined to have abundance because you are a beautiful beautiful soul. You came here to make our planet better, and everything will be ok. All the pain and suffering will end. Some of you in this pile could be religious and practice Christianity. I just keep being told that all will be okay for you and not to worry. There weren’t many messages on how you are perceived pile 2 because this reading was placed to comfort you. You have something about going home and connecting to your ancestry, some of you grew up in the countryside or had holidays there as a child, and Spirit is saying to do this again to heal your soul.

Thank you very much for reading pile 2, your reading ends here <3

Pile 3:

Trigger warning: mentions of abuse

Hello my lovely pile 3’s,

The first thing I felt and saw when tapping into your energy was that I felt I was drowning and couldn’t breathe, like I was sinking under water. I feel like this is my same pile from my previous pick a pile, pile 1, who struggled with negative thoughts and feelings. My head also hurt really bad before I started talking and communicating with your spirit guides and higher self.

Pile 3, there is someone in your life who does not have your best interests at heart. They are masking themselves with innocent intentions but deep down they are not a good person. I am feeling such a negative energy off of them. Their energy is the reason why you have so many negative feelings/thoughts and why I felt the sensation of drowning. I think you need more spiritual boundaries like pile 2. But Spirit is telling me you shouldn’t do anything with this person, go anywhere with them, or be alone with them. Protect yourself. Stay away from them! I saw in my head whilst typing the Demi Lovato meme “stay away from her! get a job!”. I don’t like using these terms but this person seems very narcissistic or sociopathic. This is the type of person that is very popular and well-liked, but in reality they are an energy vampire and use others for their own gain. They pretend to be nice so everyone can like them. This reminded me of a TikTok I saw the other day when I was randomly on the app (Spirit is bringing me to this for a reason), and I watched a video on how predators/serial killers choose their victims. The predators told psychologists that the people they would go after when they were told to survey a crowd were the people who appeared as meek, submissive, were very on edge, always on their phone, wouldn’t make eye contact with others, very jumpy, etc. These predators also admitted once they became closer to their victims they would choose those with extensive trauma, who had no one to rely on, and who were very alone with a poor family and friend system. Spirit sent alarm bells ringing in my head at this current moment, and stated whoever in your life who you know deep down is not good for you, has a lot of negative entities attached to them. You are ignoring your intuition when it comes to this person which is something you should never ever do. Your intuition is one of the most powerful things a human being is born with, and cannot be taken away from you. It is your connection to God/Source/the higher power you believe in. But I really do not like this person and please stay away from them. This person could be a highly functioning sociopath for someone in this pile, and makes themselves likeable to have people drawn to them, so they can choose their targets. I’m being brought back to the TikTok I watched in which the psychologists said that those with a strong support system, who were confident, and who had a strong male figure (typically a father) they stayed away from. The predators admitted that people who had their heads held up high, walked boldly,and could look others in the eye, would choose to stay away from. From all this I tapped into, perhaps to people you appear as quite insecure and not very confident, which makes it easier for others to take advantage of you. Perhaps this person I am picking up on is from your past, but Spirit is saying how you can utilise the ways others perceive you is to practice self-confidence and self-love. Spirit showed me a symbol of a red rose. Perhaps a part of your life path is to bloom into yourself and your innate power.

I asked Spirit to tell me how pile 3 can grow their confidence. They said you need to stop eating badly first of all. To eat fresh produce, and if you eat meat or fish, only eat in small amounts, as it shouldn’t be your entire diet. Spirit then took me to Goobie and Doobie on YouTube, and his videos on how to heal your body. Do some of you suffer from chronic illnesses or skin issues? His videos I am being told will be very helpful for you. People can see that your energy and auric field feels weak, and I do not mean this in a rude way, but like you are in an internal battle with yourself, which causes the cells in your body to fight against itself. We all have auras and energies we give off which everything around us can sense. Even if people do not say it out loud, they can feel it.

I was then shown an image of a close friend I used to have by Spirit who was addicted to gossiping. Spirit noted to me that gossiping is very very bad for your energetic and mental health, and you should try to avoid it yourself or anyone who does so pile 3. It is very bad spiritual hygiene and how more negative people or entities can attach to you. They crave the energy of drama and addiction because they have no other way of feeding their life force. My friend who gossiped so much always attracted very negative friendships and lovers into their life. This is not me trying to blame them, but Spirit told me that the reason for this is because their mindset is so negative themselves, more negativity can only be brought to them. I know it is easy for me to say oh, all you need to do pile 3 is correct your mindset, because from personal experience it is easier said than done, but Spirit is really stressing this to me. Spirit said that others see you as having a very beautiful glow about you, but over the years others have managed to dim it through abuse, gossip, etc. Spirit is saying to even detox from celebrity gossip, reality TV and social media. I’m being brought to people who do water fasts for days, and I am seeing that for this pile but energetically.

I wanted to get more spiritual and energetic advice, but Spirit stated this is actually about the physical world for you. You need to start taking care of your body by exercising, eating well, and sleeping well. Again, I am being taken to a woman’s testimony I watched who was a survivor of MK Ultra under the US government. The way they mind controlled her was through sleep and food deprivation. After that experience she stressed the one way negative beings cannot get you is through three methods: adequate sleep, adequate food and hydration, and a connection to God. That is how negativity cannot corrupt you.

I think you are viewed as quite a solemn and introverted person. In my first reading, I saw someone of Asian descent, which I am seeing again in this pile. Spirit is saying they know it has been hard for you, you have had harsh life experiences, but they emphasised you need to stop letting this define you. You need to be around people who love and support you, you just need Love. This negativity isn’t serving you, it is crippling you and damaging how people view you.

Spirit is saying you can also connect to faith and religion if you feel called to do so. For some of you I saw Catholicism could be significant, Protestantism or Pentecostal. Some of you could be Jewish. Some of you in this pile might have also grown up in abusive and violent homes, if that is so, I am very sorry and I empathise with the fact that this is a very hard thing to overcome. It seems like your nervous system is in over drive pile 3. Which people can also see from you. Spirit is saying somatic healing with reallllly help you. This will change the way people view you. I then started to have trouble speaking when channeling, so maybe someone in this pile has a stutter, trauma survivors and struggle with C-PTSD or PTSD. I think you feel overwhelmed a lot of the time pile 3. I then randomly saw a tea bag being dipped into water which Spirit is using as a metaphor, and the water turned cloudy. The water represents your energy and how it is pure but has been corrupted over time. For some reason, the word water kept shifting into war when I was typing this, so someone in this pile might have lived through a war, or be descended from those who did and carry significant trauma from this. I also felt really itchy when tapping into your energy pile 3, so some of you might suffer from rashes.

Your spirit guides are here for you and want you to reach out to them pile 3. Does someone in this pile speak Spanish? I heard in my head when channeling for this pile, the Spanish version of what I was channeling. Some of you could be of Spanish descent or Hispanic. You could be from Spain or Latin/Central America, or you studied Spanish at some point in your life. Something about Spain is important for this pile. I then saw Sophia from Katseye in my head when reading your energy pile 3, which is so random, but could also be important for someone. Is someone here South East Asian? Spirit then told me that someone in this pile has had corrupted experiences with religion, it could have been a way to control you. Spirit is stressing that this is not the religion of the Universe, but has been distorted by humans to create more pain and fear on this planet. But this isn’t the truth. Spirit reminded me of a teaching I once heard, which said that you view the Universe the way you viewed your parents. So if you view God as a negative, angry and vengeful being, that is because your relationship with your parents could have most likely been that way. But once you heal this, your image of the Creator changes.

My head also started hurting when tapping into your energy so maybe someone here suffers from migraines too. I saw a vision of lightning splitting through someone’s head. Spirit showed me a person who I used to be very close to who was in a similar energy to you pile 3, and they are saying that this person moved out of it by putting themselves first. Spirit stated that a significant soul connection shattered this person and forced them to rebuild themselves, and Spirit is kind of alluding this to you. Perhaps you have experienced this or will. Even though it seems upsetting at the moment, heartbreak can actually be a very powerful tool to change the self. Maybe people see you as someone who has gone through significant pain and trauma in your life.

Spirit then ended this reading saying they know it has been quite negative, so they want to give you a positive way in which others view you. People view you as extremely empathetic, which is why so many people are attracted to you. Spirit said you should create an energetic bubble around you throughout the day, and also declare that any energy that is not yours must be sent back to the sendee to help protect you spiritually more. You can also check in with your energy first thing after waking up, and as you go throughout the day you can feel how your energy shifts, recognise that it is not yours, and send it back. This will protect you against negative and positive energy, so your pure soul energy is picked up on those around you, and people will view you as your true self more. I do this quite a lot and I always feel the energy physically leaving me through coughing, sneezing, and just feeling physically lighter and more like myself. Another practice I do is imagining cosmic light circling and running throughout my body from the sky, to my crown chakra, and then to all my other chakras. This opens up my spiritual and psychic gifts more, so if I want to ground myself, I then imagine water or nature from the earth travelling up my root chakra and to all my other ones. Spirit is saying these practices will also help you pile 3.

I saw Jennie from Blackpink in my minds eye and how much hate she has received throughout her career. I also heard ‘Like Jennie’ in my head, and this is why you receive so much negativity from others – because they want to be like you. “Haters, they don’t really like Jennie, cause they can never ever be Jennie… make a pose in one go, moshpit, they can’t deal with me cause I’m priceless… get , get out of my way, name, shame, blame, tryna burst my bubble.” Because these people literally want to be you, they hate on you to siphon your energy. Spirit reminded me of a girl I was ‘friends’ with when I was younger. She copied literally everything I did. I remember getting a cat, and a week later she got a cat who looked exactly like mine, same gender, etc. to the point it really creeped me out. One day, we were very young and in school, I fell down when playing and hurt myself. All the other children came to make sure I was ok, and as soon as she saw that she purposefully tripped and hurt herself to get attention away from me and onto herself. Spirit is saying it’s ok to admit that people are negative towards you because they want to emulate you. There is something in your energy and your soul that they want for themselves, because they forgot their own connection to Love. Spirit is telling me you never forget your connection to the Divine which others can see in you. Even if you consciously forgot, your unconscious never did. Spirit is reminding me of how many other Korean celebrities would imitate Jennie’s style, and how she got so much hate, but this is because she is so influential and iconic, to the point people wanted to be like her. I was also shown G-Dragon from Big Bang and his influence. These two idols produce such a polarity in reactions from people, from love to hate, that I feel as though people in this pile view you like that. People either love or hate you, but either way, you are a trendsetter. I don’t like celebrities, but Spirit is using them as metaphors for me on how you are viewed. They then showed me Taylor Swift and how loved and hated she has been, but still deeply influential. Spirit played me the song humpty dumpty? And how he cracked his head, and all the kings men couldn’t put humpty together again, as a way of showing me how famous this song is and known by so many people, I think people view you as extremely iconic pile 3, because I kept questioning this, and Spirit gave me many famous songs back to back that nearly everyone knows. They then said, what is one thing all these have in common? Everyone knows them. Maybe you are famous in your community pile 3, or an influencer of some sort? Or people perhaps view you in that way.

Thank you for reading pile 3, your reading ends here <3