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something is wrong with me. i can’t even tell my sister i miss her without my head lighting on fire while my vision goes black.

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recent feelings……

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sorry i’m not fun anymore. i swear it feels like all the blood has been drained from my body.

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it feels like i’m waiting for the perfect time. i think that just means a time in which i feel nothing but immense pain. a trigger maybe. i always feel this way so idrk what i’m waiting for though. idk maybe a time where i feel peace. maybe peace and emptiness.

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it’s so interesting even needles in skin don’t mitigate my emotional pain. i’ve actually never felt any physical pain comparable to my emotional pain.

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i’ve never been more irritated

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Lubumbashi City Hall, DR Congo, 2007

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varsha thapa @  rebecca taylor ss21

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red honey as a result of bees feasting on cherries

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it feels pathetic having random strangers pray for me. i am weary that my prayers go nowhere. if you’re seeing this please pray for me to have the mental strength to go on another day. my mind is already making itself up. i tell myself these thoughts are evil and not to listen to them. they’ve always been stronger than my own consciousness however.

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i’m not scared anymore. just exhausted. i don’t want anyone to be mad at me.

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glastonbury……crystal shop

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May 31, 1926 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927   [volume 3]

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$40 driscoll lamp. thank you thrift store people.

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