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modeling baz (it’s been a while since I’ve drawn them D:)

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“Is it because you have an eating disorder?” scene in carry on but Baz actually DOES have an eating disorder and it’s texture related ARFID because I’m projecting onto him and he only likes soft foods or smooth foods and liquids because he hates the feeling of his fangs in his mouth when he eats

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the black dog — t.s

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snowbaz is what happens when an anxious attachment guy dates an avoidant attachment guy

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🕊🖤

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malcolm and baz’s dynamic is so. I wonder how hard it all must’ve been to him cause one second he’s got this pretty little perfect family and then.. nothing. the woman who fought for him against the entire world of mages is dead. the person he loved the most, so he’s left there to raise their child alone. their child, who’s barely five and was turned into a monster (debatable but you get it), the child who looks a lot like her, who holds her fire. and then there’s baz, who not only lost his mom but also his dad (in many ways) and his life (in MANY ways). the baz who grew up trying everything to make his family happy and proud no matter how much malcolm hurt him, because he also understands what’s like to love natasha and grieve her

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Baz at five:

Baz at eighteen:

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theres many tress by my bedroom window. theyre by babies 🌳

Sometimes, if you’re lucky, there will be a tree outside your bedroom window. It is very important to romanticize this tree as much as possible.

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THE SPANISH TRANSLATION IS MUCH MORE ROMANTIC.

I'm going to CRY.

Remember the iconic "And I'm hopelessly in love with him"? FUCK THAT. Spanish Edition gives us:

"Y yo estoy completa y desesperadamente enamorado de él".

HOLY FUCKING SHIT, BAZ.

Jesus Christ.

There are so many things about this THAT MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND.

First of all... The usage of the "yo". JESUS. In Spanish we don't used "yo" AT ALL. It's not a thing because t's something that's already inside the verbs we use. SO, while the translation could have gone from "I'm in love with him" to "estoy enamorado de él", the translation goes HARDER by putting the subject of the phrase there. It's stating it's Baz. The phrase is not an accident, it's reinforcing that Baz is saying that with all his intentions.

Then, he's not only in love with him, he's utterly and desperately in love with him. Fuck me. His feelings aren't just hopeless, they're intense and all consuming and the boy is YEARNING.

Being hopeless in Spanish means having no hope, it's "desesperanzado", it's when something you wanted doesn't work out and you lose hope, but "desesperadamente"????? It's being desperate. It's something extreme and it's being dominated by a feeling. Baz is desperately in love with him. The intentions behind that single word is so strong. And it's of Simon.

Baz's phrasing is so strong. Wow.

Because also, when he says:

"Blue eyes. Bronze curls."

ALSO FORGET THAT.

In Spanish, he says:

"A esos ojos azules. A esos rizos de bronce".

He's referring to THOSE blue eyes, to THOSE curls of bronze. There's no doubt of who he's talking about because he previously described them to you but also because he's explicitly telling you he's talking about THIS Simon.

Baz, you romantic fool in Spanish, you're killing me.

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what I think will happen if I message my mutuals

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Never not thinking about all of them, honestly. Even so many books away from them.

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on another major update i am now a communication consultant at undp! :D

my life’s a bit crazy rn. i’m finally working as a intern at a very famous broadcaster on my country and its been somewhat cool, i knew i liked journalism but never actually worked on it so! but also, i just got the opportunity to be an intern at a unicefs project on my region which is. cooler. but also idk, i dont want to leave my actual internship, but i also dont want to miss this opportunity. idk

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yall. oh my god. so i just found out tamino amir (my original baz fancast) has a brother and. yall. thats baz pitch if i’ve ever seen him. like u just cannot disagree with me. that is baz pitch just like i’ve always imagined him (minus the crooked nose). life changing and im not even joking

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he's a 10 but he was kidnapped by numpties

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Experimental baz sketches cuz I am determined to figure out how to draw bro

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finally was brave enough to try baz’s infamous salt and vinegar crips and theyre actually good!! had to take three glasses of water after but it was very good 😂

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Drawing of my Carry On Baz 😉🥰

I'm not done yet but I tried to draw Baz the way I imagine him. What do you think ? :)

After I'm done, maybe I'll try to do Simon next !