pixyys

[pixyys]

[EMERGENCY]

Emergency writing commissions open!!

0/$300 reached

Hi guys, I'm in need of money right now so I decided to open commissions so I can pay my bills.

I apologize that I can only write for Bungou Stray Dogs, and again, since I value quality over quantity, I can only write for a few character that I have confident that I won't make them OOC:

Dazai Osamu

Nakajima Atsushi

Kunikida Doppo

Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Nakahara Chuuya

I mostly do x reader but I can also do character x OC as well, as long as you provide me the information about them. And please note that I can use your commission as my samples, unless you want to private your commissions.

You can check out my samples here

I only accepted payment via PayPal. Full payment is needed after we had finished discussing.

Pricelist:

$1 - 100 words

$10 - 1k words

For NSFW works, the price will be $1.5 per 100 words and $15 per 1k words.

There will be an additional fees if I have to help you think of a plot - plus 25% of the total charge.

Additional fees will be charge - plus 25% of the total, if I had to research on the materials (for example, certain cultures, different fandoms in the case you want a collaboration work, and so.) Notice that this will not be counted if it's just your OC or extra request about reader.

An extra 10% of the total will be charge if you want it to be work on faster than the deadline or if you wish for your work to be private.

If you're using this for commercial purposes, it will be plus 200%, making it a total of 300%

Working time:

4-5 days for a drabble (under 1k words)

7-10 days for 1k to 2k words

10-15 days for 2k to 4k words

If you wish for a long fic (5k plus, we can discuss this further)

What I can write:

Nsfw

Sfw

Certain dark contents (non-con, dub-con, incest, kidnapping...)

Slice of life.

As for yandere, I specialized in those who prefer to play mind games, gaslighting, manipulating rather than those with a violence tendency.

What I can't write:

Horro

Guro

Pedo

Mecha, combat scenes.

Please help me share this. I need to get as much money as possible before April 1st!! 😭😭😭

[pixyys]

I shall now proceed to kidnap this goose.

💕 Happy Valentine's day! 💕

Brought to you by @pixyys and @pandora-morningstar ❤

[pixyys]

thanks for the tag ♡♡ this quiz is so cute oml I love how the quiz maker used their words;; love will be forever my favorite theme to write about :')

tagging @silverbladexyz (but no pressure ofc) + anyone who wants to join!

Stumbled upon this quiz and thought it’s cute :3

I actually did it for my Obey Me oc sooo feel free to either do it for an oc or yourself 😊

And it’s kinda funny how well this actually fits for Freya xDD

Tagging @kumaronoa @yukihaie @cass-who @currentlyprocrastinating and anyone else who’s like to do this 😊

[pixyys]

hii guys what's poppin :D just a short post to let you know i'm still alive

so update: i've been shadowbanned for half a month now. I contacted Tumblr again yesterday and am still waiting for their response. in the meantime, I'll be more active in my second blog @circinuus ! in case you wanna see me clog the bsd and genshin tags :^)

and nope, I'm too attached to this blog, so I won't leave it. the plan would be nyooming back here as soon as Tumblr replies,, for now. i'll still be lurking around now and then if you need me! that being said, take care darlings <3

[pixyys]

eyy thanks for the tag this was fun!! ah I remember the days when I was obsessed with picrew and made a bunch of ocs with it

open tag for anyone who wants to join <3

Picrew time !! Genshin style 🥰 link here

Here’s mine

I’d like to see your Genshin self (but no pressure of course) @the-milk-anon @sixpennydame @happybird16 @leviismybby @alexandra-dhampir

[pixyys]

ayy tysm for the tag <3 I got different characters everytime I take the quiz lmao but I guess Yun Jin is the closest?

Yun Jin

You tend to care about appearances more than you should. To most, you like to appear put- together and elegant, although you are far from it in reality. Truthfully, you are an unconventional soul who tends to favor the outcasts and weirdos of the world. You can be incredibly energetic with those close to you, and very friendly, but with people you don't know, you can appear quiet and sweet. You tend to shy away from tradition, but are good at almost everything you try. You've mastered the art of hiding your true feelings, and adapt quickly to the people around you, which can be helpful, but make you feel lonely at times. It is only when you pursue your real interests that you can thrive, when you finally realize everything you do doesn't have to be perfect. You let your superiors tell you what to do, when you should be the ones calling the shots on your own future. Find what you really want and go after it.

open tag for anyone who wants to join <3

alright guys. 75 questions genshin kin quiz — indulge me &lt;3

tagging some of u to start this off xoxo even if u don't play genshin idc

@anantaru @garoujo @the-travelling-witch @zhongrin @dustofthedailylife @zorotits @maplesuna @kuroosdarling @ohtokki @qichun @ukaishin @planetxiao

[pixyys]

WIFEYYY HIIII

I missed you 😭 and in the meantime I uh may or may not have gotten experimented on by Dottore-

he too fine

AYY i miss me too/j I MISS YOU TOO ♡

he's really fine ngl. i think i haven't told you this? but that time when his pv thingy dropped i basically went feral for the whole day and devoured the tags-

do be careful while being experimented on though,,,

[pixyys]

UNO REVERSE CARD <3

Being tumblr mutuals isn't enough I need to hug them

[pixyys]

WELCOME BACK AYYYYYYY

HIIII YOHAAAA i'm still in tumblr shadowban jail unfortunately </3 BUT YEEEE TYSM i'm glad to be back❣️

[pixyys]

Wifey hiii hope you don’t mind me dropping another request <3

Can I request headcanons &/or scenarios for Pianoman and Lippmann (separately) with a S/o (preferably female) who is new to romantic relationships and doesn’t really know much about them? Like this is her first time ever dating someone, first time being physically affectionate with someone, etc, and she’s just kinda awkward since it’s her first time being in a romantic relationship lmao

Also she is quite inexperienced at everything… iykyk 😏

so this is love ❥

being their romantically inexperienced s/o (1.3k words)

ft. lippmann, piano man

notes/warnings. slight suggestive? but not explicit; fem reader

💌 HEYY welcome back wifeyy i miss you!! reader just like me fr. tysm for your request! it got me all giddy and smiling (〃▽〃) at some point during writing reader becomes more *shy* than *romantically inexperienced* so i hope you don't mind that :'

PIANO MAN

Piano Man is a busy man. He is busy with both the demanding schedule granted by his job and his innate fastidious nature. Relationships might not be the first thing on his mind, added to the fact his position might jeopardize his lover's safety should fate is not being kind.

Be it as it may. But experienced or inexperienced Piano may be, it does not make him any less perceptive. He doesn't let it slip his knowledge at how you smile more in his presence and how you are always looking for his well-being.

He likes it, he thinks. And he loves it, he realizes, whenever you make a startled, cute expression at his attention, or his off-chance teasing notions. He realizes he won't like it if you are to be in another man's arms, so he risks it all and grasps your hand tenderly as he sweeps you off your feet; admitting how much of a man in love he is because of your existence.

Piano Man didn't think he was capable of so much love. Yet here you are, reducing him to a man who exists for nothing but to love and admire his darling for as long as he exists. You might be awkward, or unnatural in your new status as his significant other. But Piano Man loves one and every single thing about you. From how you're unsure where to put your hand during cuddles, or how you fumble before a kiss.

Speaking of.

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The sun just disappeared from the firmament. The night is still young, and the mood is impeccable.

Your eyes are locked on each other, and it feels like the world belongs to no one but you and your beloved lover.

So you lean in, for a kiss. Like.. you know? What lovers do. The love songs make everything so easy, as if kissing the love of your life is as casual as closing one's eyes. But reality isn't one like that is it not? With your eyes closed shut and nose scrunched up, Piano Man makes a small chuckle when he notices the taut crease between your eyebrows.

You, in turn, soon let out a small yelp as you feel something pressing against your nose; soft and fleeting. Opening your eyes, you are welcomed by the sweet smile of your beloved before his lips move to your forehead, kissing the creases off of your stiff expression.

"Easy, love," he laughs again, now hands caressing your cheeks. Be it his voice, his gentle touch, or the way his breath now tickles your lips. Your fingers instinctively pressed themself on his back and that was all it takes for him to close the distance.

The love songs didn't lie. Your lover and the kiss you shared felt sweet. Sweet and soft like a cloud of dream aloft in the heavens; heart-pounding and exhilarating it stole your breath and rendered your face flush before you regain your footing back to earth. Though you didn't need to. Because two arms held you firm, loving and secure before you can even fall.

You fall deeper, nevertheless.

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extra: You both might or might not be both new to this. But Piano Man is a natural leader by default. His movements and words are laced with raw adoration and reverence, if not tinged by subtle teasings as you squirm under his touch. He thought you couldn't possibly be any more beautiful than you usually are, but he was mistaken. Seeing you like this, he can't help but pepper your being with sweet kisses and adoring words.

"You look divine, my love."

(Extra extra: Piano Man might be gentle for your first, but he might not be for the next,,)

LIPPMANN

Every person in this whole world possesses a certain distinct charm, be it someone well-versed in the ballads of love or someone as innocent as a dove. It was your innocent naivety, yet unwavering sincerity that drew Lippmann into you.

He knew your discreet stares when his attention lays elsewhere, how your voice goes soft whenever you address him, or how your words occasionally stumble. Lippmann is no fool nor a stranger to adoring gazes. But it was just a matter of time before he started to find your clumsy honesty endearing and started missing your sincere attention.

He still remembers the day you caught him off guard, taking his words out of his mouth. With rosy cheeks like a blushing bride, you proclaimed your admiration for the acclaimed actor-mafioso. And Lippmann wondered whether he should just ask your hand in marriage there and then.

Well, not the very best idea. His status as a mafioso and a worldwide actor aside, he understands you are new to these kinds of affections and the new status you now share: lovers. 'yes, lovers like the authors, poets, artists, and musicians say,' he sometimes says with an amused smile as you regard him with almost a stunned look, like everything is a dream.

Oh, Lippmann is considerably well-versed in the language of love. He is an actor and a public relation officer of the mafia out of all things. He is beautiful and adored as the world acknowledges that he is charming. You may only know how to admire, and not yet know how to love. But Lippmann is more than capable and willing to teach you whatever you need to know.

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Lippmann notices your hesitation, your fingers lightly brushing against his hand as you both stroll down the city. Cute, he thinks. But as much as he revels in your meekness, he isn't that cold to let his lover suffer in their self-inflicted conundrum for any longer.

Or does he?

He stops, and you feel a slight frost puncturing your heart. Did you somehow cause discomfort for the actor?

"Lippmann?" your voice resounds, but the man merely hums as he unceremoniously takes your hand, covering yours with his own loving touch.

Huh, that's it? That easy?-

"!"

Suddenly, you are a princess, and Lippmann is the charming prince. Your hand is not only in his, as he has already raised it to his lips and oh, so lovingly planted a sweet kiss on the back of your hand.

"A kiss for a fair lady," he laughs, shooting a mischievous look into your slightly bashful expression. He said that as if he hasn't done this a few dozen times already; kisses down your fingers, your palm, your cheeks, your eyelids, your forehead, and your everything. A dozen times might it be, a hundred, or even a thousand, and you might as well still blush at every single one.

There's a distant coo of an old couple gushing about 'youth' or 'young love,' but that doesn't matter. Your grip on his hands tightens, akin to a scolding remark for his apparent teasing, yet all so fond at the same time. Burying your heating cheeks against his chest, you can feel him surrendering to another affectionate laugh.

So this is love.

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extra: Lippmann will be gentle. He is a tenderhearted man. The whispers surging from his mouth and his touch on your skin are nothing but of praises and patience. He might encourage you to lead, should you wish to. You may be demure and hesitate in your advances, but Lippmann ensures to guide your hand tenderly and whisper sweet nothings to your ear.

"You're doing amazing, dove."

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endnotes. dayum I'm still shadowbanned but I can't help myself. day 4 of asking tumblr for help

[pixyys]

pixyys. reader/fic writer. not a minor

bsd | genshin

req; closed 📪

❥ community board >:)

bc tumblr won't let this blog send replies and asks; tumblr pspspsps i'm not a bot </3

YO @dazaiyohane @silverbladexyz ILY SO MUCH I MISS EVERYONE- i dont know if i can even tag you guys but yeah im trying to find more ways to reach you cries

@dazaiyohane YES PLEASE😭 do you think you can tell them via our genshin chatroom? or wherever you prefer 👉👈 lmao i can't event reply to posts, send asks, nor msgs🫠🫠

edit: lmao this is so funni, like we're doing those medieval kinda community message board

@dazaiyohane YEAHH LMAOO they really do be sending their messages slash quarrel back and forth

[pixyys]

no way did i just get shadowbanned🤡

[pixyys]

hello its dazai anon I'm currently thinking about subordinate au dazai so here i go

ive been imagining that in the verison of events where dazai catches feelings for darling cuz they (despite the many many reasons they'd have to let him suffer and die) took care of him while he was injured, that dazai would be very interested in paying that forward at some point.

when dazai first finds out that his favorite subordinate is terribly sick or badly injured and is gonna be out for a while, his mind immediately jumps to how... nice it might be to take care of them. well, actually the first thing is mind jumps to is a million worse case scenarios where they die and hes alone for the rest of his life but once he recovers from THAT panic attack he moves on to nursing plans. hed probably think it's a foolproof plan for having darling finally start warming up to him (especially if chuuya has recently gained some ground in that area), i mean, he likes YOU cuz you take care of him, it only makes sense that youd start liking him for the same reason! also he just... REALLY enjoys the thought of being your nurse. 1) since you're sick/in pain if he decides he wants to ask you a million questions or make you play games with him or kiss you a thousand times you can't run away 2) isn't it kind of. domestic? to take care of someone like that? he can almost pretend the two of you are actually together when he does this.

I should note that dazai isn't like. a medical expert or anything of that sort BUT since he has (mostly) good intentions in this escapade hed be willing to listen to advice from others or direct requests from you. except asking him to leave or get off you he won't ever do that but most other things. also he's still. dazai while this is going on so expect a lot of needless mockery about how weak and useless you are, but then in the same timeframe thinking about what might happen if you die and clinging onto you in complete hysterics. frankly hes just making everything worse all the time but thats dazai!

- 🩹

i couldnt take myself seriously while writing this T^T

when you don't show up for your usual shift with dazai, he's already on edge. he immediately thinks that you must be avoiding him—or that chuuya must have charmed you away with the promise of a day with no dazai. was it because of the time he hung you upside down? that was eons ago and hadn't he already made up for it with the numerous fun (dangerous) and exciting (life-threatening) adventures (escaping from yet another person dazai angered) he's taken you on?

but then he sees chuuya walking around on his own, and you don't show up again the next day, and now he's sure that something was very wrong. which is why, his first response was to show up at your door. maybe, if you were able to answer the door, you'd be terrified at the sight of dazai with his face pressed up to the window desperate for any sight of you, but as you were now, you were far too exhausted to even receive him, so naturally, after numerous attempts at slamming the doorbell, he let himself in.

the sight of you, so tired and incoherent, surrounded by tissues and water bottles, initially made him let out a huge sigh in relief. you weren't avoiding him! you were just bedridden—wait, was that because he insisted you help him find his wallet in the river the night before? was it his fault you were ill?

after the initial guilt, dazai jumps into action. you, as tired as you were, couldn't provide any more protest apart from a few grumbling words at the sight of dazai rummaging in your home, but he was unbothered, dedicated to his new temporary position as your personal nurse.

dazai wasn't too unfamiliar with runny noses and sore throats. for the most part, he was sure you weren't dying and he was somewhat confident in his ability to nurse you back to health. and surprisingly, you didn't seem too mad at his presence, begrudgingly allowing him to spoonfeed you soup that was far too salty.

honestly, this experience made him a little nostalgic, thinking back to oda taking care of him after their first encounter. but also, you were surprisingly quiet when you were sick, not the same silent anger you normally radiated, but just quiet. he didn't mind it all that much, though, since the first night he stayed over, you were so deliriously ill that he definitely took advantage of your state and asked you all sorts of questions that you'd normally ignore. half your answers didn't really make sense, but they served to be pretty entertaining deciphering games when you were fast asleep and he was bored.

the real fun only started when you started getting better. for one, you looked horrified at the sight of him prancing around in your apron and messing with your kitchen, but because you were able to answer him coherently, it was all the more entertaining. while waiting for your water to boil, dazai would offer to read your journal out loud, sing you a lullaby in the middle of the day, and even dare to ask if a kiss would make you feel better. and then he'd provide commentary on every object in your home.

the ease with which he navigated your home and the familiarity with which he handled your things did send some alarms blaring in your head, but what could you do in your current state?

any attempts at protesting his presence are fruitless. even if you claimed he might get sick from hanging around you, dazai would only laugh.

"i'm not as weak as you," he'd say, "i won't get sick. and if i wasn't here you'd probably be dead by now. besides, if i get sick, guess who'd going to have to come to take care of me?"

somewhere during his response, dazai managed to stick himself closer to you, a hand wiping at your clammy forehead. if at all you seemed to not get better, dazai immediately jumps to threatening you, saying that if you didn't get better, if you died on him, he'd never forgive you, promising to make sure that your ghost will be stuck with him. and that's about the best incentive to get better.

[pixyys]

so guys my entire messaging tab completely disappeared :/

just in case if anyone is messaging me, know that i'm not ignoring you :')

edit: I am very positive I got shadowbanned, so i can't reply and message anyone🫠 sent a ticket to tumblr support already and still waiting for a response

edit edit: do you think shadowban will stop me from posting?HA! actually yes but probably not now. maybe soon. day 3 of waiting Tumblr support big sadge :(

[pixyys]

get isekai’d into your gacha hell but every time you meet someone who has a soul-crushing heart-wrenching tear-inducing punch in the throat backstory you give them a non contextual hug (ft. 6reeze)

[pixyys]

sometimes, you forget that dazai osamu was a child once.

it’s easy to fail to consider it, with his insurmountable intelligence and wisdom beyond his years. dazai is a mountain, unmoving but forever changing, and ancient as the earth. but mountains were nothing at one point, too.

you wonder if dazai forgets that he was young at some point, too.

it’s moments like these, where you see right through him. he is a stained glass window and you are a light, shining through the veil and revealing the colors.

dazai sits on the cobblestone path of the garden, cheek pressed to the ground as he tries to peer underneath the blackberry bush.

“hi cat! hi, hi, hi cat!”

you bite your tongue and shield your mouth with your hand to obstruct your growing smile.

you and dazai went on a walk, only for him to get distracted by a plump grey cat who had promptly scuttled underneath the brambles bush upon seeing your boyfriend.

“come out! hi! i want to be your friend!”

the cat slowly but surely creeps out from underneath the tangle of leaves. its eyes are yellow like autumn leaves and dazai gasps and looks back at you.

“look! i’m a cat-whisperer.” his grin is so radiant and full of sunshine and you melt a little.

he looks back at the cat, who’s now apparently warmed up to him. it brushes against his knee and collapses into a fluffy grey puddle in front of him, just waiting to be pet. dazai complies.

you kneel next to him on the pathway, extending your hand slowly to allow the cat to sniff your fingers. it promptly shoves its cheek into your palm, and you laugh, scratching it behind its ears.

the cat returns its attentions to dazai after a moment, which you don’t mind. it’s something so refreshing, seeing him in such a state of happiness.

the cat places itself on his lap, leaning up to sniff his face. dazai’s intermittent huffs of laughter between each sniff makes your heart soar.

“so cute,” he says, fixated on the cat.

“i agree,” you reply, staring at him.

[pixyys]

Confined

✑ 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐱 𝐘𝐨𝐮 (𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫) 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟒𝟏𝟗

A cupid’s bow, one subtle freckle beneath the chin, a soft yet sharp jaw line traveling until it connects to — no, that wasn’t right either.

“Ahem.” He already heard her; what the therapist said. What she told him, every single person here. “Sir,” She sighed. “You do understand it’s not fair to others if you refuse to participate. You’re here to allow us to support you.” Dazai scoffed at that.

When he raised his head this ‘supportive’ group just stared at him. He was just like them; a caged animal dressed in a bunch of broad orange and white stripes. “You and everyone else already knows my name so what’s the point, and I’m not going to participate when you didn’t ask if I wanted to.” With the room in silence, Dazai shook his head and looked back down. His pencil sketching over his finely sketched lines.

“Dazai, if you keep refusing, you do know what’s going to happen, right?” She asked. When her question lacked an answer from him, she continued. “You know, your erratic behavior— it isn’t going to bring them back.” The tip of his pencil snapped but she knew she was getting through. “It’s okay to let it out, Dazai. I— We are here for you. We’re here to listen. To help you.”

This time when Dazai looked up, the therapist held her pencil at attention, her clipboard laid atop her legs. “We’ll start from the beginning. You were charged with Voluntary Manslaughter, correct?” With his tears coating his eyes, Dazai exhaled a shaky breath “Yeah.” He said. “I shot someone who got in the way. That’s all.”

“No, I dont think that’s it at all.” She prompted. Dazai itched his face for an excuse to use his sleeve, attempting to wipe the humiliation weighing him down. “I think there’s more to it than that. Who were they to you, Osamu Dazai? A lover? A best friend? A soulmate? Tell us what happened to you that night that made you lose control. Who made you snap to the point someone else’s blood was on your hands? You might have pulled that trigger but someone else forced your hand on the gun. Tell us who it was.”

Dazai closed his eyes, the flashes from that night made his body rigid, fingers stiff, his blood run cold.

He wasn’t about to say that name. That name shouldn’t be spoken in the same conversation as yours. Never again will he say the name; Ango Sakaguchi.

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