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hello friends of tumblr:) just an update because i know some people message me to check on me and i’m not really on here a lot anymore; i’m actually doing very well. much better than i was before. i’ve done a lot of work on myself and i’m about to start schooling for CNA position on the dementia units i currently do activities on. this job has truly been a treasure for me to find and i’m so excited to be able to care for those who cared for us. i’m so grateful for a job i love. i have a life i came to love. ive had this tumblr since like 2011 i think. i used to be so fuckinf depressed and it never went away but i have come so far in dealing with things, especially over the past 6 months. I have grown so much and learned so much and had so many beautiful wonderful experiences. i lived to be 21. i didn’t think that was going to happen. i am here and not only that- i feel good. i don’t want to jinx myself and i don’t think i am... i am confident in myself right now. thank you all who have worried for me and messaged me or helped me and shown any sort of kindness over the years. you are part of the difference, and i give you all allllll of the love in my world.

hello friends of tumblr, i don’t know where to go to talk about my feelings, and my journal is at my home, so here I am.

i am on a conscious mission towards sustaining a healthy lifestyle in order to feel peace. my issue is that peace love happiness and everything else in this world comes and goes. frequently. and sometimes whether it’s even there or not can seem a little gray. i need to consciously work towards it but i feel stuck in the past at times. it’s good to visit loved ones but it’s not so good to look into the eyes of what was, and wish it still could be.

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hello friends of tumblr, i don’t know where to go to talk about my feelings, and my journal is at my home, so here I am.

i am on a conscious mission towards sustaining a healthy lifestyle in order to feel peace. my issue is that peace love happiness and everything else in this world comes and goes. frequently. and sometimes whether it’s even there or not can seem a little gray. i need to consciously work towards it but i feel stuck in the past at times. it’s good to visit loved ones but it’s not so good to look into the eyes of what was, and wish it still could be.

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“Meditation is not passive sitting in silence. It is sitting in awareness, free from distraction, and realizing the clear understanding that arises from concentration.”

— Thich Nhat Hanh (via the-red-lotus-blog)

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The Wise Woman’s Stone

A wise woman who was travelling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveller who was hungry and when the wise woman opened her bag to share her food the traveller saw the stone and asked her to give it to him.

She did so without hesitation.

The traveller left rejoicing in his good fortune because he knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the old woman.

“I have been thinking,” he said. “I know how valuable the stone is, but I would like to give it back in the hope you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone.”

~ Unknown

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if you weren’t there for me while i was alive don’t pretend like you care at my funeral

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Piggy and cat

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A work in progress JUST LIKE ME. AND YOU. And anything worth growing. 🦋 remember to direct your energy towards something worth keeping and improving. There’s a reason you’re here. Hahaha yup that’s all I have to say for now

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it’s 3AM and i can’t sleep because the boy i love doesn’t love me and the one year anniversary of my friends suicide is coming up

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attention fellow poets, artists and humans all in all...

check out my friend katie’s @cardroommagazine !

you won’t regret it my dudes. beautiful, crazy, emotional NEW content every month collaged together from many talented humans. i respect the shit out of it and i hope maybe some of you will participate and send in your own art as well... let it flow baby.

if you’re interested, next month’s theme is EGO. get creative with it love

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i am so motherfuxking empty