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Maeve loves to find a way to tunnel.

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Having internet friends is an experience. Did you eat today? I can’t believe your sister hasn’t apologized yet, what a bitch. Drink a glass of water right now. Want to see a cat picture? I love you. I know you better than your parents. I don’t know your name. I’m having a rough day, can you talk to me about your favorite videogame? I love you. Good morning means good night means good afternoon means go to sleep. Here’s a doodle I made in class. I’m stealing your clothes as we speak, they’re so pretty. I love you. I love your pet. What does your hair look like? I’d love to see that weird leaf. I love you. I’m making you your favorite food. Thank you for holding my secrets for me. I love you. We’re having a coffe date. I love you. I’m giving you a screen-sized hug. I love you. I love you. I love you.

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I still feel like crawling out of my skin but did things to try to help;

Made rice krispy treats

Took a walk outside

Took a nap (backfired and woke up crabbier)

Saw my favorite neighborhood dog, Mr. Darcy

Soaked up the first sun I’ve felt in days like a lizard

So now I’m putting on my coziest pjs, having an edible and hunkering down to hope that I wake up tomorrow not feeling this way.

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I’m in the foulest mood. I just want to lash out at everyone and the voice in my head is being a REAL bitch today.

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It has rained 2 inches in the last 24 hours. The weather is miserable here at the moment, 39°F (4°C) for the temperature. All I want to do is curl up and hibernate.

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Had my yearly field vision test today and I get to be referred to a glaucoma specialist 😫

My pressure has been great but my right eye has steadily over the last 4 tests lost vision in the center, which isn’t normal. It could be because I am so very near sighted (we’re talking -9.50), or because my optic nerve is so large (genetics), or something else (which I googled and shouldn’t have). Either way he said I’m too young to be losing vision and since my pressure is good I really need to see the specialist.

So queue up my anxiety about losing my vision till after my appointment on June 16th.

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I have a tv in my bedroom, yet that’s only for video games. Any watching of shows or movies happens on my iPad. I can’t explain it but that’s how it has to be.

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All that hard work and drying for over 24 hours and I woke up to this. Son of a bitch.

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Next time remind me to not agree to make something I never have before 😂

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Found this cleaning out junk drawers at my parents today 😂😂

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Baby man.

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This tastes just like Allagash White which used to be my favorite summer time beer.

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The most curious little miss.

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This paints such a beautiful picture

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Bunny cake tradition continues.