when you accidentally touch your straight friend’s hand and immediately apologize and she looks at you like “what are you apologizing for?” and you can’t explain that internalized homophobia makes you worry that straight girls are always uncomfortable around you so you just awkwardly laugh
made a small zine today after meditating while i was reflecting on my own approaches to honest loving. you can read the whole thing on issuu and if you would like to support my work, you can purchase a digital copy of this zine and several others at gumroad.com/llleighsmith