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First meeting >:)

Nobody expects him to be that tall in-person, but you know what they say! TV… subtracts a yard. Or two.

…That IS the saying, isn’t it?

(I did the math with these insane canon heights because I can’t get over this. Why is he that big. Who did this. I’m crying)

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insane to me how clearly the men in hazba boss hotel are favored over the women and yet theyre all the ugliest designs ive ever witnessed in a single piece of media.

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being a true court jester you have to have the skill of being a jackass but in a way that doesnt make people want to punch you. otherwise youre just a clown.

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ladies and germs, boisengirls!

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sadly i must confess i find myself charmed by the little tv man from the video game given his silly and fun personality. also his cartoonish expressions. also being cute with children.

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He's the greatest star on (the) TV !

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does anyone

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anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

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need someone who isnt so similar to me that we clash and i want to kill them but we can connect in ways that matter. being bastards.

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do i deserve someone i feel actually likes me and doesnt make me feel like im just being tolerated and actually understands me and isnt just with me bc im the only one around or convenient or being used as a rebound? is it possible? someone with a personality? maturity? who makes me feel like i can make mistakes and have shortcomings and wont make me feel broken or abandon me or make me feel like a complete monster? who i can have genuine deep conversations with that arent them just trying to flex how "smart" they think they are? is it obvious from this post that i've been fucking through it

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when the fictional ships that involve your stupid kinnies are making you realize shit about yourself

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i just think they're neat.

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They have consumed me lately. Some thoughts and things under the cut.

Mettaton in Deltarune is a much more depressed and repressed version of himself, compared to how he was in Undertale. Talking about how much of a nobody he is, and never seeing him come out of his house... However, giving Tenna to him to brighten his mood I think is genuinely doing wonders for him. Tenna I think is what's responsible for MTT truly finding his passion in the art of show business, as well as cracking his egg along the way, and gets him to start coming out of his shell more, or at least trying to.

Some miscellaneous thoughts here:

Tenna, unable to really communicate the normal way (y'know, talking), he instead opts to sentence mix whatever TV programs or movies MTT is watching. Chopping up bits and pieces of dialogue to form as coherent of sentences as he can muster. MTT is both surprised and very intrigued when his television suddenly starts stuttering and continuously rewinding the phrase 'What's your name?' from one of the characters in his show.

It's Tenna's idea for the most part to get MTT to try again with the whole 'making a body' thing. Seeing as how the NEO body in the Cyber World was a scrapped design MTT had for himself, him and Tenna start a little smaller and more reasonable, leading to the classic box design as opposed to his EX form. Now, neither of them know how to build a robot, but.. it's a better start than before.

Tenna is MTT's personal hype man. Sometimes leaving the house to go get groceries is extremely difficult, but he's always there for him to make the job feel easier. DR!MTT is effectively a hikikomori for the looks of it, so having somebody so bright and positive like Tenna in his life now is bound to have an impact on him.

This impacts Tenna too, of course: having somebody so captivated by him again is doing wonders. MTT could not appreciate Tenna's new presence in his life more. They are dependent on each other, but healthily.

MTT also is probably able to possess the television like any other object, but I wonder how it plays out with Tenna's consciousness in there, too...

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can we give characters lame scars. boring scars. sometimes you dont need to have a big mystery for it. i have a scar on my hand from scratching it on a plastic donut container. lifes full of surprises like that.

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i dont have it in me anymore to make mile long rant posts about some shit i saw online but i will say it must be crazy to think just because you learned some buzzwords and basic infant level feminism it compensates for how deeeeeply stupid you are

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im going to lose it. im going to lose it. im going to lose it. im going to lose i