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Little time at Mommies place

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Someone turns 3... Again hehe 😜

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The big pink 💗 bear 🐻 hehe 😊

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Sleepy seductions

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Your right, definitely not an adult.

You aren't an adult.

You can pretend to be one all you want, but you certainly don't act like one. I'm not talking about when you're at work or with your friends. I know you can fake it for awhile, a few hours at a time maybe. But when you're at home, all by yourself? When there's no one around to hold you accountable, to hoist expectations on you? We both know how you really behave.

You act like a helpless little girl, incapable of doing anything for herself. You gather up all your stuffed animals into a big pile and snuggle them for comfort and support. You plop a pacifier into your mouth and suck on it because you can't soothe yourself without it. You drink from baby bottles and sippy cups. And most pathetically of all, you wear diapers.

I don't want to hear any silly excuses about how pull-ups aren't diapers. Are they padded "underwear?" Do they offer protection from accidents? Are they there "just in case" you go potty all over yourself like a pathetic little infant? If that's the case, then they're diapers. No ifs ands or buts about it. The only "but" I want to hear is the sound of your butt getting padded in a nice, thick, crinkly diaper.

It's exactly where you belong. You just can't help it, the big, adult world is just too scary for such a little girl like you. You need to be put in your place, to be reminded how embarrassing you are, how humiliating it is that you like these things, that you behave this way, and that you're getting wet reading this. Do you like it when I talk to you like this? Deep down, do you wish you could call me Daddy while I coddle and take care of you?

If that's really what you want, then you know what you have to do, Princess. You have to admit what you are. What you really are. Go ahead, tell Daddy that you're just a dumb baby. That you can't help but have accidents in your pants like a silly little toddler. That sometimes your princess parts get all tingly when Daddy talks to you this way, and you just wanna grind your padding against your stuffies 'cause it makes you feel so good deep down inside.

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Soaked overnight diaper, then put on plastic pants to clean the house and might have messed and continued cleaning. Can't stop for the bathroom!

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I've always wanted to take a shot like this!

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Literally please, I want it to be a core part of who I am!

I wanna be unpotty trained so badly. I already have interoceptive issues, I make little piddles all the time. I want to just wear a diaper so I don't have to worry about it, but that's not enough. I want to erase any possibility of ever going without a diaper again. I want to really, truly need my diapers.

And I wanna be reminded of it too. Reminded that I completely and utterly failed at being a big girl, that I'm helpless to resist because I love my pampers and everyone knows it, and surely that means I belong in them. I didn't just fail potty training, it was a mistake to think I ever was in the first place. Nothing but a helpless little diaper girl from the start~

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Omg yes!

waking up in diapers: a reflection

aka: i've been unable to wear diapers for almost a month now and i'm very sad about it and think about it all the time

there's something so special about waking up in a diaper, especially a heavily used one, that's different than wearing them and using them when you're up and moving. obviously there's good things about that too! getting to hear the fabulous crinkle when you sit and move, the sweet release feeling of just going potty wherever you are, the knowledge that you're safe and padded (and if you're lucky enough to have a caregiver, having someone there to take care of you and change you!).

but waking up in a wet diaper. whether you managed to completely bedwet without waking, or you woke up for a second or two to go potty in your diaper knowingly before drifting back off. waking up with your legs spread, feeling the wet, heavy padding swollen between your thighs--there's a moment where you feel so helpless and vulnerable. you feel so little and babyish. and you're not awake enough to feel anything else.

maybe you sleep on your tummy, and you can feel the padding sagging down over your bottom, holding you in position. or on your back, and the pressure is right over your private parts, accentuated by how wide your legs are spread to accommodate the garment. on your side, if you can manage, your center of gravity is thrown off by how heavy the diaper is; usually, you're aware of it and where it's touching you instantly.

remembering or realizing how babyish you are, to have used your diaper so much over the course of the night... that feeling right there, that little baby feeling, is heaven. you're not processing the shame that likes to creep up sometimes, you're not thinking about what anyone thinks, all you're thinking about is how full your diaper is, how it feels against you, how happy you are to know you were safe and protected from accidents last night.

i live for that bliss. relish in it. waking up and barely even thinking, just knowing that i'm a baby in a diaper, and that i'm happy that way. i don't like to even get up then, just stay laying back and enjoying the sensation of warmth from my diaper and my covers, the safety of being all taped up and under blankets, and the relaxing state of mind that usually comes with my littlespace.

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Opps can you see my special underwear?

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Before and After, surprisingly, I did not leak but definitely needed a pair of plastic pants for sitting down.

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These little kings are so so comfy. Wore them while I was working today.

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New, age appropriate shoes

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Feeding time! Holding my spoon the wrong way and in the wrong hand resulted in some uh-ohs, I got my work done though!

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YES!

Consider the following: potty UNtraining. training your little to let go in their diapee because it's healthier than holding it in and having an accident later. giving your little stickers and rewards for every time they use their diaper instead of the potty. encouraged wettings. peeing your diaper because it's more efficient than the potty. just imagine

YESSSSSSS 🎉🎊🎉

littles who have been thoroughly potty trained, so much so that they simply can't use their diaper without a lot of concentrated effort... but they really want to wear them and use them

they're just so anxious about it! how whether or not their padding will absorb everything right, if there'll be any leaks, if they should get into a certain position, if they, as an adult, could/should even be wearing a diaper....

but it's okay because their caregiver is there to help ease these worries and make using their diaper something to be celebrated!!! there's praise, there's rewards, there's encouragement!

and, whenever the little tries to come up with an excuse about why they should probably be using the potty instead, it's hard to argue when their caregiver is able to give them a good reason that a diaper is actually the best choice, from explanations like:

"I just cleaned the toilet and it'll be a shame to dirty it so soon"

"we're low on toilet paper, and I don't want to have to go to the store yet"

"it'll be a long drive home, you'll hurt your bladder and risk a UTI if you don't use your diaper"

"you're too little to use the potty all by yourself, and I just started making dinner, so you'd have to wait until after dinner, because we don't want the food to get cold, do we?"

"I can't pause the movie, it'll ruin the pacing; using your diaper will preserve artistic integrity"

"babies use their diaper, and you're my baby :) "

soon enough, the little will be able to relax and will slowly start using their diaper with more and more ease, until one day, likely while they're watching tv, they're about to get up when they realize: their diaper is wet and they didn't even notice when it happened!!!! their caregiver will be so proud of them and all the hard work they put in to get there!!!!!!!

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Very, very wet and then messed my dip by the river while on a hike. I was the only one out there. So embarrassed 😳