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Tyy for the tag :3

@lvcisaliaa @windyskiez @valerieve

picrew chain time!! make yourself a cheeky little icon using this picrew, reblog & tag ur pals!! to start us off: @lightyaoigami @lightyakami @deelavis @dreamfilleddonuts @catboymettaton @vorareromantic @queer-omens-in-the-archives

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Old aku sketch that idk I think it looks cool maybe one day I’ll finish it :,)

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Saw this on my crunchyroll

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i mostly reblog stuff, sometimes post my art

General information

age→ 14 pronouns→ she/her and they/them name→ i dont mind anything, most moots call me plum orientation→ aroace spectrum, bi? (WOMEN!!!!) gender→ how tf am i supposed to know??!! dm for discord

Fandoms

bsd, evangelion, banana fish, monster, genshin impact, mtp, ddlc, lort, tgswiiwagaa, gravity falls, hamilton (ik), heathers (the musical), saiki k, cowboy bebob, aot, alien stage

Other interests

drawing, art, history, reading (sci-fi, classics), anime, archery, yapping

Music

laufey, mitski, tv girl, gulu gulu, dadanroma, malice mizer, the smiths, corpus delicti, lamp, josh dare, mother mother ...

Dni

terfs, nsfw blogs, zionists, white supremacists, racists, homophobes, transphobes, nazis, maga i will block if you are mean

Close moots :3 (thanks for being here)

@lvcisaliaa @s0lace-1n-s0l1tude @windyskiez @valerieve @sacchanisekaishikkaku

finally made a new intro post here you go

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Claim your ticket

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YEYEYEY THANK YOU!!! :3

@lvcisaliaa @s0lace-1n-s0l1tude @windyskiez @sacchanisekaishikkaku @valerieve

favirote moots?

(People you tag have to reblog and say their favorite moots)

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@ibrokeurheartbcuzubrokemine @foliverfalls @allyeilishh @addisonraesbaby @emiliesblohsh @bilsslut @noodleswashere @bilsbabyy @bitchesbrokenpromises @billsdollie

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12, 74, 62 :3

Thanks for the tag!!

Get to Know Me Uncomfortably Well

1. What is you middle name?

2. How old are you?

3. What is your birthday?

4. What is your zodiac sign?

5. What is your favorite color?

6. What’s your lucky number?

7. Do you have any pets?

8. Where are you from?

9. How tall are you?

10. What shoe size are you?

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

12. What was your last dream about?

13. What talents do you have?

14. Are you psychic in any way?

15. Favorite song?

16. Favorite movie?

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

18. Do you want children?

19. Do you want a church wedding?

20. Are you religious?

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

24. Baths or showers?

25. What color socks are you wearing?

26. Have you ever been famous?

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

28. What type of music do you like?

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

32. How big is your house?

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

35. Have you ever tried archery?

36. Favorite clean word?

37. Favorite swear word?

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

39. Do you have any scars?

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

41. Are you a good liar?

42. Are you a good judge of character?

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

44. Do you have a strong accent?

45. What is your favorite accent?

46. What is your personality type?

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

48. Can you curl your tongue?

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

50. Left or right handed?

51. Are you scared of spiders?

52. Favorite food?

53. Favorite foreign food?

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

55. Most used phrased?

56. Most used word?

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

58. Do you have much of an ego?

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

60. Do you talk to yourself?

61. Do you sing to yourself?

62. Are you a good singer?

63. Biggest Fear?

64. Are you a gossip?

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

66. Do you like long or short hair?

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

68. Favorite school subject?

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

71. What makes you nervous?

72. Are you scared of the dark?

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

74. Are you ticklish?

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

77. Have you ever drank underage?

78. Have you ever done drugs?

79. Who was your first real crush?

80. How many piercings do you have?

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

82. How fast can you type?

83. How fast can you run?

84. What color is your hair?

85. What color is your eyes?

86. What are you allergic to?

87. Do you keep a journal?

88. What do your parents do?

89. Do you like your age?

90. What makes you angry?

91. Do you like your own name?

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

94. What are you strengths?

95. What are your weaknesses?

96. How did you get your name?

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

98. Do you have any scars?

99. Color of your bedspread?

100. Color of your room?

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character teaser ⟡ skirk: an end, and a beginning

bonus:

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The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

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it irritates me so bad whenever i see “blame mori” comments on content about dazai abusing akutagawa like holy shit ! people ! are ! responsible ! for ! their ! actions !! dazai was the one who abused akutagawa not mori so it is dazais fault. mori didnt even instruct him to treat akutagawa that way. sure you could place some of the blame on mori just as you could place some of the blame of aku abusing kyouka on dazai but at the end of the day aku and dazai are responsible for their actions.

yes trauma totally went into why they did what they did (hell i dont even think aku comprehends it as abuse “it didnt hurt. dazai gave my life meaning”) but when someone continues the cycle, the whole point of that concept is that they are now becoming an abuser as well and in the eyes of their victims they are just as guilty as their own abuser. we can understand why they did what they did and what went into it but that doesnt change the fact that they are at fault and responsible for their actions.

every defense i see goes like this: “heres why their actions are understandable” like ok great we sympathize with them and stuff but where does that connect to them being blameless??

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guys can i be vulnerable. or will i be killed

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how the world feels when you listen to a song for the first time and immediately know you'll love it forever

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Stop admiring your boyfriend and FIGHT

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The Flowers of Buffoonery—narratological analysis

Note: Taking a trip down memory lane, I had an assignment in uni where we had to pick a topic and present it. Of course, my first choice was picking The Flower of Buffoonery (due to my rapidly increasing passion with Dazai's novels). And then I instantly regretted that choice 💀

But IGNORING the obnoxious amount of research I had to do on both literary theory concepts and also on Dazai's bio and biblio, I can wholeheartedly say it was fun! (in a masochistic way. Pls just end me; send help; I am done with this uni life).

So, without any further ado, I hope you'll enjoy this!

The aim of my project was to analyse the importance of the narrator and its impact on the reader while creating metatextuality. I focused on investigating how the narrator's role influences the reader’s experience, using Iser’s reader-response theory and Genette’s taxonomy of narrators. Iser’s insights into the interaction between text and reader illuminate how the narrative invites and challenges interpretation, while Genette’s typology highlights the narrator’s positional and functional dynamics.

This text seeks to establish how the reader’s imagination is being challenged intentionally by the aspect of a metafictional author, bestowing the reader with a significant role as an active agent in creating the meaning of the text. My findings revealed that the narrator oscillates between omniscient and intradiegetic roles, creating a layered metafictional experience that destabilises reader expectations and fosters active engagement. In a nutshell, Dazai’s narrative choices serve to emphasise the artificiality of storytelling, prompting readers to reflect on their role in "meaning-making."

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Before going further (hoping I didn't bore you with a sort of abstract), let me explain how those theories work.

Iser's reader-response theory emphasises the role of ambiguous "gaps" in fiction. I applied his concept of active reader participation to fill in narrative gaps, engaging the reader's imagination and analytical abilities. This interaction constitutes the core of metafiction's dynamic, with the reader's role being both rational and aesthetic. Simply explained, Iser focused on reception in literature and how the reader gives/creates meaning.

According to Genette, metalepsis is a narrative transgression where the boundaries between different levels of a story are blurred or violated. It happens when a narrator or character crosses from one narrative level to another, disrupting the usual separation between the world of the story and the act of narration itself. Theoretically speaking, these could happen in the following instances:

a. The character becomes aware of the narrator (or speaks directly to the reader)

b. The narrator does a lil self-insert in the fictional world

c. A narrator shifting unexpectedly between diegetic levels, such as influencing events in the story.

These are just some examples, but for our case, in The Flowers of Buffonery, we just have a simple case of a digressive narrator (I chose to interpret this novella as narrator ≠ author, since in my own view, narrator = a character in the story. This is purely my interpretation).

︵‿୨ APPLYING THE THEORY ୧‿︵

Now, with all these terms and theories explained, let's apply them.

Dazai employs a self-conscious narrator who directly addresses the reader, thereby disrupting traditional narrative boundaries. This technique is Iser's "implied reader" theory, where the text forecasts an active reader to fill in interpretive gaps. By engaging the reader in this manner, Dazai encourages a participatory reading experience, prompting readers to question narrative reliability.

Here are some quotes that could help you understand better what I explained:

This is on reliability:

"Time to face the facts. This pattern of inserting myself as the narrator between scenes, so that I can burden you with endless rants that no one needs to hear, has an ulterior motive. I’ve been exploiting my narrative position to hoodwink readers… So you see, I can’t be trusted. Don’t believe a single word I say."

This is on allowing the reader to construct meaning:

"Trust me, dear reader, if I were to present you with a real-life artist, you would puke before you made it through but three lines of description, guaranteed. If you don’t believe me, why not try writing a novelistic portrait of an artist for yourself?"

This is on engaging with the reader's perception:

"What’s that you say? Beautiful feelings make bad literature? Bullshit. Never have I heard so treacherous a phrase. Without transcendence, who could write a novel to completion? Every word and every sentence would assail the heart with a dozen possible meanings, until you had no choice but to snap your pen in half and toss it in the trash."​

AND THIS is the collaborative meaning construction. Basically putting the weight on the reader's shoulders:

"You don’t need me. You can draw your own conclusions, things the author never could imagine. Then you’ll tell it from the mountain why this novel is a classic, crying out for all to hear."

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Now that I showed you how that reader-response theory works, let's move on to Genette's metalepsis. The narrative structure employed by Dazai is one where the boundaries between narrative levels are transgressed. All those self-referential comments from the narrator and direct engagement with the reader create a metafictional layer. These things make the reader question the nature of storytelling.

Another set of quotes✨

The narrator acknowledging his role and undermining the fictionality of the text:

"I wanted this novel to be an atmospheric romance. Starting with the churning maelstrom of the first few pages. My hope was to tease out and unravel all the different strands. As much as I might call attention to my clumsiness, I somehow got us this far — but now it’s all going to pieces." (reflection on storytelling choices, breaking the illusion of a self-contained narrative)

A key feature of metalepsis is making the reader question the credibility of the narrator:

"So you see, I can’t be trusted. Don’t believe a single word I say."

The narrator trying to influence our opinion on the text with this cute lil digression:

Surely by now, dear reader, you're disgusted with these young men for the carefree way in which they pass the time, as if one among them had not just killed another human being, though I suspect this new development will elicit shouts of joy.

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Dazai's novella exemplifies (in a stunning way, in my opinion) a layered narrative strategy, innovatively combining structural sophistication and reader interaction, contributing to the expansion of metafiction as a medium for both artistic expression and existential philosophical contemplation. Now, I can't know for sure if this was planned or just happened mid-writing, but he did great <3

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P.S.S. Yes, I will express my grievances and complain like a little bitch! The teacher didn't really appreciate my example. She ignored the theory and then jumped at me with, "Ohh, how do you know what the narrator really wanted to do? Did you ask him?" This hag pissed me off hard af.

P.S. What you read here is a watered-down version of my paper, written in a more accessible way for you (I spared you from all the bs ass in-text citations and the high academic style, at least as much as I could). I wanted to share my literary analysis mostly and shed more light on other Dazai books besides the big famous ones.

This was a STRICTLY LITERARY analysis, but I am sure I could maybe create an entire analysis on how much Dazai self-inserted himself in this book. Sadly, this could easily end up being a highly speculative point of view based entirely on fragments of biographical facts, so I may not do that. (Or I could try the good old Ouija board trick—). Just kidding.

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The way in the light novel Dazai and Kunikida are wondering through this building without anything but moonlight to guide them.

And then in the anime they were wondering in the dark with Atsushi beside them.