plushvenomheart

[plushvenomheart]

You helped me it so many ways you kept me alive, you gave me hope for a better future, you gave me a reason to live darling a reason to keep fighting and to keep working

Does that really amount to something or do you think that’s enough to keep someone like me around? You can always find someone else that does things like this for you. I’m not special.

[plushvenomheart]

I really wish the people in this house knew hot to knock. The door is closed for a reason. It’s locked for a reason. Stop picking my fucking lock.

[plushvenomheart]

You bring good things to me

Do I? Name a few. Name some that aren’t veiled by love and longing. I’m not a reason to live for either. So what good have I brought you that isn’t veiled by it all?

[plushvenomheart]

If I had it my way, you’d be having an entire jewelry set with a stone made from my blood. But I don’t think it would be beneficial with the current circumstances.

Contemplating getting little vial and collecting my blood so I can have a little bit of blood during the times where I crave it so I can stop biting my lips.

Or just giving them to friends. O+ blood type. Anyone want little blood vial from me?

[plushvenomheart]

You are not now nor have you ever been a curse

You’d be surprised what my life has brought people. None of that being good.

[plushvenomheart]

one time I was writing a fic and autocorrected "let's talk in the garden" to the monstrosity "let's talk in the gastroenteritis"

That’s wild… I need to know how autocorrect got gastroenteritis from garden. I need to know how that happens.

[plushvenomheart]

I need someone to constantly remind me that the concept and prospect of happiness is not achievable or reachable for someone like me without something bad happening.

Even if it’s by me causing chaos or mischief and finally being happy, it will only lead to ruin and destruction. I don’t care what anyone says anymore, I know that it might not be my fault, but I’m tired of something bad happening all the time when I’m finally happy or have hope.

I’m not cut out to be happy. Just constantly suicidal and bleeding out.

[plushvenomheart]

Why are you even asking? Of course you’d have one. You’re required to hang it around your neck at all times. Like a curse of knowing who you belong to.

Contemplating getting little vial and collecting my blood so I can have a little bit of blood during the times where I crave it so I can stop biting my lips.

Or just giving them to friends. O+ blood type. Anyone want little blood vial from me?

[plushvenomheart]

Autocorrect, stop fucking my posts up. This is why no one loves you.

[plushvenomheart]

I had one song stuck in my head, had another one, and now my brain keeps repeating Zydrate Anatomy…

Zydrate comes in a little glass vial…

[plushvenomheart]

OKAY BET

Contemplating getting little viles and collecting my blood so I can have a little bit of blood during the times where I crave it so I can stop biting my lips.

Or just giving them to friends. O+ blood type. Anyone want little blood viles from me?

[plushvenomheart]

Contemplating getting little vial and collecting my blood so I can have a little bit of blood during the times where I crave it so I can stop biting my lips.

Or just giving them to friends. O+ blood type. Anyone want little blood vial from me?

[plushvenomheart]

I’m going to be completely unhinged and a whore for any hate I get, by the way. I don’t care anymore. It’s so boring. I’ll just be off putting rather than say something depressing.

[plushvenomheart]

kys

Suck harder, I might cum.

[plushvenomheart]

Just because you’re a landmine doesn’t mean you get a free pass to be an ableist piece of shit.

Stop using pop psychology and do research on what you’re using as an insult so you stop demonizing disorders and causing more harm to the people that have said disorders.

If you get mad at this, you should check yourself.

[plushvenomheart]

I’m ready for people to stop using “narcissistic” as a synonym for “abusive.” I fucking hate people that don’t understand the term or the goddamn disorder.

[plushvenomheart]

Currently Reading:

Light’s Out (almost finished with it)

Last Song:

Dangerous Hands by Austin Giorgio

Last Film:

Enola Holmes

Last Series:

Not exactly sure because it’s been so long since I’ve sat and watched a series. Potentially Arcane, though?

Sweet/Savory/Spicy/Salty:

Sweets because medical conditions. But I love savory and salty as well.

Tea or Coffee:

Toasted coconut tea or a sweet coffee. I like both.

Working On:

Troubleshooting the internet.

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