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Aesthetics?

Do any of you guys have certain aesthetics that you want to take part in when you're thin?

Even though I like the "Kawaii" style ever since I was like 13, I feel like I would get laughed at or mocked for it if I wore it to school.

Good thing I found a new Aesthetic to obsess over: Dark Academia!

Tbh, I feel like this aesthetic matches the current me and my current personality better than the Cute style.

Now that I'm planning to do virtual school for the fall semester and maybe do face to face learning for spring (depends on COVID...), I have a lot of time to buy a bunch of clothes. Some items can be a bit pricey like the coats and boots, but...they're really high quality so what is there to expect?

I heard a lot of people into Dark Academia visit thrift stores to find high quality brands for cheap, I think I'll do the same.

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Current Diet That's Been Working Well

Currently eating every 40hrs is making me lose weight really fast, even without exercise.

I really need to reach my UGW this year. I need to buy clothes and finally be the thin queen that I always wanted to be, EXPECIALLY before I see my friends at school.

I'm really craving Alfredo, so before I start my next 40hr cycle, I'm going to eat that for lunch. Then im going to get more serious.

I can easily be 120 on the dot my the end of the first week of August, no bs.

96lbs, here I come ✌🏽

Ps. Is it just me who picks gw numbers becuase of how they look? Like 88lbs and 96lbs just look...pleasing to the eye??? Tf lmao

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School

Okay, so in my district, the school board ruled for 3 diffrent options when we go back to school in August.

1. Regular Face-to-Face school

2. Enrolling in county or state virtual School

3. Doing this program called LaunchED where its completely online, we stay enrolled at our regular high school, but we follow the bell schedule like the face to face kids.

What I mean by follow the bell schedule is that our asses have to actually be on the Live Stream at our school, at 7AM for first period, then the next class at around 8:15 and so on. Idk why they didn't just make it like regular virtual school, I'm really not trying to wake up at 7AM.

The good thing is that we can change what option we want to do for the spring semester. Which means...I have MORE TIME to get to my UGW before I see my friends at school.

96-88 POUND GYAL WALKING THROUGH! 🤪💅🏽

I really would be unstoppable, no one could say anything to me.

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Sometimes I forgot it’s not normal to have long internal debates about whether or not to eat today

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follow for more skins ♥

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society says no to anorexia but yes to anorexic bodies

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I literally saw this and I was like damn...I guess I'll starve 🤷🏽‍♀️

jesuschrist this hurt me so badTT

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Should I look into Fitness????

Idk, maybe that would make me feel better about my body. I really wanna try out a plan from Aktive Fitness since people get really good results from it. 

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I Don’t Know What I Want Anymore lol

I want to be healthy, but I also feel fat when I add up my calories and it’s anything over 1,000.

I want to be healthy, but I also want to be at a weight that is unhealthy for my body.

I want to be at a weight that is unhealthy for my body, but I also want to have children. 

I want to have children, yet I won’t be able to teach them healthy eating habit’s if mine is so screwed up.

I think being slim thick is super cute but at the  exact same time, I want to be nearly emancipated.

I know that if I want to be healthy, I would have to stay at a bmi of 18.5, but I don’t think 108lbs is low enough.

But if I go to 96lbs, my fertility would be deceased if I stay there for too long so I would have to gain.

But if I would gain weight when I get there then all the hard work and pain would be for nothing.

But I know that if I fuck up my fertility, I would never forgive myself since having children is one of my ultimate dreams.

I think I’m fat but I’m literally a size Small....so I guess I’m not...?

Honestly,  I just want to feel comfortable in my body....maybe that’s it...

I really don’t know what I want anymore lmao

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Me seeing someone skinnier than me: oh no

My ed: oh yeah! new competition

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this is loud af

The petty anger that comes when you see ANYONE eat less than you. Because that makes ur ed feel invalid, that ur not starving yourself enough.

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Hi

So, I’ve basically been gone for 4-6 months. What has happened in these months you might ask?

Well, I tried to increase my self-esteem and positive self-body image which worked for bit before I realized that I will never actually be happy with my body unless i’m skinny 🙃

SO...I’M BACKKKKK 

Even though I basically wasted precious time, it doesn’t mean I don’t have the rest of the year to reach a weight that is without a shadow of a doubt, extremely unhealthy for my body~~~

I’ll be following the same “1000 calorie a day” diet plan I created for myself on here because I really don’t have time for a binge-cycle. 

I have an accountability on My Pancake Addiction that I’ll link below!

Even though I’m aiming for 105lbs (bmi 18.0), I doubt I’ll actually be happy at it so 99lbs (bmi 17.0) it is 😐

I’ll be starting the diet on Saturday, stay tuned

 Accountability: https://mypancakeaddiction.com/threads/trying-to-be-skinny-before-new-year.43398/#post-1119954

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Long time no see!

Sorry for being away for a while. In new news, I'm going back to OMAD!

Like I said, imma reach my UGW this year 😗✌🏽

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idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

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Yeah so, I've been gone a while...And all I have to say is that...Immmm gonna lower my UGW back down to 88lbs because it seems like my brain wont stop telling me that being underweight is amazing 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

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The Back-Up account has been created!

Its @honeydew-dreams

🍈 I decided to make it honeydew themed although I might change it to a vaporwave aesthetic.

I reccomend all of my current and future followers to follow this account if u wish to keep seeing my content.

If I dont get terminated by the time I reach my UGW, I'll just use my backup account as a weight-maintance blog.🍈