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update : my laptop will be back in july 1st !

life update : i tried to write on my phone / tablet — because nothing can stop me. ( spoilers : it did stop me ) — but then i accidentally cut my thumb 3 or 4 days ago so i can not use this method anymore too </3 but maybe i can post some silly drafts of mine !!

kinda on hiatus because i am grounded 💔

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Hi! I'm also an sbg writer and I'm looking for some new moots and all that. So like who is you favorite SBG character, Aiden? And why? What's your favorite SBG ship if you have one?

I'll go first! My favorite character is Logan Fields I just like nerds and well he has good character development from being a shy nervous wreck to an ass kicking sassy boy. Second my favorite ship is probably Taylor x Ben they just fit together to well.

( author's note: i am gonna crash out because i wrote a 500+ words reply and it got lost because my mom told me to call my sister and the moment i got back from it MY REPLY WAS GONE. TUMBLR IS MY ENEMY. )

hi !! welcome to my blog !! seeing you in my inbox made me so happy, and i am so glad that we are moots !! i love your fics / writing style, and i hope you are having an amazing day !! 𖹭

( author's note: sorry for the late reply, my digitals were taken away from me ): i only saw this just now )

— starting with the first question !!

YES, MY FAV IS AIDEN !! and really, thank you so much for asking this question. i LOVE ranting about my boy !! prepare for oversharing & yapping session !!

( spoilers : i got embarrassed halfway )

reasons to love aiden clark , pomeri's edition :

he reminds me a lot of myself — he is someone quiet inside & loud outside , someone who would not prefer to be alone but would not blame anyone if he were to left alone either , and if i were to describe him i would go with "the feeling you get when you walk back home / wait at the bus stop alone in the middle of the night whereas in the daytime you met with people unwillingly and laughed a lot with them to the point you even made yourself believe you had fun at that moment ; only to feel the emptiness of it when you are left alone." melancholic and verrryyy depressing. literally me last year, lmao

his character development — in my opinion his character development is mostly resolving around 'love' ; his way of learning how to love people or himself, how to show his love to people or himself, how to accept love from people or himself and finally — learning to love life itself. very very very touching when i think about it, HE IS MY SHAYLA.

he is someone i want in my life — i will not go into details 😖😖 ( i actually did go into details in my first reply but my mind is not minding so i feel like i might say things that do not make any sense. ) BUT I MEAN WHO DOES NOT NEED AN AIDEN CLARK IN THEIR LIFE COME ONNNN !!

the list obviously goes on — but i feel rather embarrassed when i talk too much, so let's finish it with;

+ many more.

— second question !!

i am a multi shipper ! BUT BENLOR IS ONE OF MY FAVS !! their dynamic and scenes are absolutely so cute and beautifully portrayed !! i am looking forward to their relationship's development 100% 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

— extra : thoughts about logan fields !!

I SEE YOU. TASTE. PEAK TASTE.

logan is someone who IS STILL HAVING LOTS OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. his character also has lots of depth to it — it is the way he learned how to stand up for himself for me !! like YESS THAT IS MY BOY !! POP OFFFFF !! also, sassy logan is SO underrated KEDJWKJDJD

and the moment red dropped the bomb about his grandparents ?? hello ?? absolute cinema.

i am waiting for his ( also aiden's, can not leave my boy out of anything ) backstory to be completely revealed 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️ s3 will be AWESOME. MARK MY WORDS WE WILL GET THOSE BACKSTORIES. WE WILL. 777. MANIFESTING. ( red pls pls pls )

again, thank you for this ask because it genuinely made my day 🤍 hoping to interact with you more in the future !! take care 𖹭

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someone just got their phone back, hopefully i will be reunited with my laptop soon, too !! when i do, all of you shall expect so much aiden clark content 𖹭

kinda on hiatus because i am grounded 💔

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kinda on hiatus because i am grounded 💔

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i just saw a website that reverses words and sentences, and i realized i spent 5 minutes of mine for nothing🧍

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“aiden, if you do not stop this nonsense — ”

he gives you an eepy little smile, rocking his body forward and backward, occasionally dragging the chair with him as he did so. hands on his knees and knees pulled to his chest, he looks like someone who just straight up broke out of a mental hospital.

“oh come on, where is the fun in that? just copy mine!”

you sigh and roll your eyes in annoyance. if the homework were multiple choice or anything that could work for anyone, you might have considered copying. but it was not ; it required each individual to write their own answers.

and he was supposed to be teaching you — not encouraging you to cheat!

not that he cares about it.

“i mean, it is not like he will read everyone’s answers. there is probably someone out there who would volunteer and overshare their point of view and opinions — ”

he continues, still moving too much for your liking and talking way too much.

“and if not, mr. thomas will pick someone random to read their answer. in that case, it is not like he will choose both of us. very low chance — ”

yap, yap, yap.

“and i am sure he would not even make us read our answers. he probably would not even mind — ”

yap. yap. yap.

“so can not we do something fun instead?”

crack.

you give him a death glare as the pencil in your hand snaps in half. ─ a realization hits him, you are also ready to snap. snap at him or snap him in half? maybe both?

“got it.” he spoke while doing a gesture as if he was zipping his lips.

and with that, he instantly shuts up but does not forget to flash you his signature boyish smile.

you turn your gaze to the paper in front of you, looking at the question you have been stuck on for the past hour, and thinking. surprisingly, aiden stops moving too, giving you the peace to concentrate.

or so you thought.

“semitemos em ot naem os era uoy.” ( you are so mean to me sometimes )

you blink once. twice. thrice.

what?

“are you casting a spell on me?”

“ees,” ( see ) he replies, watching your expression turn into a horrified one as he continues with amusement evident in his tone, “naem gnieb era uoy.” ( you are being mean )

you shoot him a look, hoping he will stop, and try to focus on your homework again.

“uoy htiw tuo gnah ot tnaw i ylrae siht hsinif.” ( finish this already i want to hang out with you )

“that is not funny. drop it.” you hit his head, and he winced at the sudden attack. he rubs the place in hopes to ease the ache.

“ykcul era uoy,” ( you are lucky, ) his eyes flicker with something you are not used to seeing in those wine-colored irises. “uoy evol i taht.” ( that i love you. )

crack.

again. but this time it was your patience. — not his neck, thankfully.

“aiden freakin’ clark, get out of my room.”

“ooooonnnnnn” ( no, but with multiple o’s and n’s — not to mention, in an overly dramatic form )

you throw him out of the chair first, then out of your room. sighing for the nth time that day.

“i need salt… maybe an exorcist,” you mumbled as your eyes fell upon the unfinished homework with agony. “and definetely a better tutor.”

notes from the author : based on real life events. ( me trying to do my homework and aiden brainrot not leaving my thoughts. + posting this as i look at the assignments i need to finish today. )

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Heyyy!!! Three questions one do you take requests? Two are your requests open if you have them. Three do you have like certain rules for request? I looked around and I couldn’t find any.

hii , thank you for asking !! (can not believe i forgot to do rules post.... here we go.)

i do not particularly take requests, HOWEVER if something reallyyyy clicks with me, hits right and i see the vision then, yeah i would definitely write for it !! also i am always open to any kind of ideas, thoughts — as for the rules, you know the straight deal for minors, no smut / anything nsfw + other than that, i am really not so fond of writing disturbing topics so they are a 'no' too !! ( and requests that describes things from the reader's physical appearance are off the table too )

i will let you all know if anything else comes up, but this is all for now !!

again, thank you so much for reaching out !! have a good day <3

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notes from the author : he is so silly he is my silly i love my silly boy !! ( the last one is my fav actually )

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it was no secret that aiden clark thrived on physical touch.

no matter when or where, he always leaned into skin contact. whether he was brushing his shoulder against tyler to annoy him, placing a hand on ashlyn’s shoulders to comfort her, leaning into logan when he noticed him getting quiet, laughing with taylor when she effortlessly carried him or tackling ben into the couch at any given chance — aiden loved to connect with others.

but when it came to you ?

he hesitated, even when he almost brushed against your sleeve.

it had not always been like this. things changed the day you flinched when his hand made contact with your back. you still remember his widened eyes that lasted for a second and the apologetic smile that followed.

you still remember the warmth of his touch. and you still remember the coldness after his hand retreated.

you were not used to touches, even from your family members. being stuck in the phantom dimension with the others at midnight several times forced you to lower the walls you had built around yourself, of course. but it could not get you to open up, at least not yet.

it was the first time you had ever been close to people like that — a connection beyond your dreams, literally.

the group settled down to sleep after an adventure in the said dimension — ben leaning his head into the couch. at the same time, taylor rested her head on ben’s shoulder, tyler beside her, doing the same, but protectively holding her hand while doing so. logan had his head in tyler’s lap, his face turned towards ash, who was resting her head on taylor’s lap, holding logan’s hand as she faced him. all while aiden had his head on ben’s thigh, gazing up at the ceiling.

you were not too far from them, yet not too close either. you did not know how to join in, and you clearly didn’t know how to ask.

just as you were about to settle on the other side of the couch, still on the floor, a hand reached out to you.

it did not grab or pull — just extended, giving you room to decide whether to decline or accept. you looked at him; his red eyes showed how tired he was, yet he smiled despite it.

that was typical of aiden — he smiled. near death experience? hahaha. literal death experience? hehehe. anything bad or good? hihihi. all smiles, all smiles that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

you gulped, wanting to hold his hand and join them, but hesitated.

“i kick people in my sleep,” you spoke, almost a whisper — scared to wake up the others, the half-hearted excuse slipping from your mouth while shifting a bit closer to him, your body language revealed your true desire. you wanted to be a part of it, you wanted to be a part of them.

he gave you a cheeky yet mischievous grin and reached for your hand, holding it gently.

a few seconds passed as you both stayed still — you did not know if he was giving you time to get used to it or an opportunity to pull away.

in the end, you did not pull away.

with that, he pulled you close, extending his arm so your head could rest on it, using it as a makeshift pillow. his legs tangled with yours, one sliding comfortably between them while his other arm lazily rested on your waist.

“good. the idea of getting kicked in my sleep sounds exciting.”

it was all too much. you suddenly became hyper-aware of everything: how one of his hands was a centimeter away from touching your hair, how the other one was itching to hold your waist, how close you were to his chest, how close he was to you. you noticed the scent of his shampoo, how his contacts were visible, his genuine smile — this time, dimples showing.

he held you like he was dying to touch you — which he was, really.

and if you looked at him just a little longer, you might have noticed his ears were tinted red too, but you decided to lower your gaze, hoping he would not see how flustered you were.

“i can not kick you like this,” you murmured, but made no attempts to untangle your legs. you might have even leaned into his chest — who knows?

“too bad for me, then.” he chuckled, and his hand brushed through your hair, playing with it as if trying to help you calm down and get used to it.

it did not work, obviously.

when his other hand reached toward your waist, you buried your face completely in his chest.

“ticklish?” his tone was full of amusement, the corner of his mouth twitched — one eyebrow raised as if to question you, but it was too tender to be mocking. and his touch was almost fleeting, ready to leave, in case you were uncomfortable. he was a menace, but he was a considerate one.

“shut up,” you replied, wrapping your arms around his neck, chasing the comfort that came with it, with him. aiden was warm. so warm that he easily melted the ice-cold feelings in your heart.

to your surprise, you two fell silent, but his grip tightened — not suffocating, just grounding. he buried his face in your hair, savoring the moment.

you did not comment on how quickly his heartbeat raced; you simply accepted the melody as it is and closed your eyes. with the fresh scent of detergent from his shirt, you drifted into slumber.

in the middle of the night, when everyone was soundly sleeping, your knee shifted — along with his fate. and probably his entire bloodline too.

oh god, you were not lying.

a voice escaped him, ashlyn slapped his head at the sudden noise. he sucked it up with a groan — biting his lip to prevent any sound from coming out, jaw clenched, his face tucked into your shoulder. mentally screaming and crying, physically holding back a laugh.

he would not mind sleeping with you again, it was fun.

he liked it here.

notes from the author : i love him so much guys nobody understands :( ahh i wish he was real :((

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BEN CLARK

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LOGAN FIELDS

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TYLER HERNANDEZ

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ASHLYN BANNER

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