poeticmyers
What I Have to Say...
I am not a victim. I am a survivor. What didn't kill me only made me stronger....
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Silly Me
Silly me to think that I could be a part of your world.
Here I go again thinking like a little girl.
A woman knows how to use her intuition.
But silly me uses my heart and never listen.
Silly of me thinking that I finally found true love.
I use to pray everyday for it to the One above.
Maybe the universe has been trying to teach me to love myself first.
I haven't met anyone who has yet to appreciate my worth.
Silly me to let my guard down.
In love with you I had surely drowned.
I just knew for sure that we had a connection like no other.
Jokes on me to think it could go further.
I can't believe that with you I felt safe.
Now from this pain in my heart I just want to escape.
Was it silly of me to entertain the thought of being your wife?
With you, I finally wanted to build a life.
Silly me thinking that you were here to stay.
Yet I allowed you to lead my heart astray.
Even though I had so much to lose,
Like a Queen in battle I fought hard to keep you.
You made my smile alive and bright.
Now silly little me wants to stay out of your sight.
Even when I retreat doubtful...
You would lure me back hopeful.
Now silly me is slowly fading into the background.
Without leaving a trace or sound.
A hurtful lesson to allow me to see...
how silly...oh so silly I can be.
~Drena M
~2021
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Acceptance
We have to understand that there are things in this word that we cannot change and that these things will possibly never change no matter what. We may not like it but it does not really matter…because what is meant to be is gonna be and we can fight it all we want but we will lose everytime. So why not just accept it???
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Acceptance
We have to understand that there are things in this word that we cannot change and that these things will possibly never change no matter what. We may not like it but it does not really matter…because what is meant to be is gonna be and we can fight it all we want but we will lose everytime. So why not just accept it???
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Good Enough
*Taking chances can be scary.
I took a blind one on you...
Not knowing I was going to end up being weary.
Had me wondering if this was the right thing to do.
*I thought I did everything right.
Gave you all my time and attention.
I even loved you with all my might.
Leaving me with feelings I dare not mention.
*Patience is virtue.
Love never fails.
I'm having trouble believing this to be true.
Constantly standing by you while you keep giving me hell.
*I gave you the most valuable part of me.
Always there for you when times got tough.
The way I feel about you, I guess you can not see.
Now that my heart is yours...I guess that's not enough.
~4/28/13
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The Woman Inside
*At times afraid of the future,
and what it may bring.
Yearning for some nurture,
Just wanting to scream.
*Wondering what does the world have to offer her?
What does she have to offer back?
Never taking risks; living careful.
Self confidence is something she lacks.
*Full of disappointment and hurt.
Never knowing if her heart will heal.
Making it hard to see her worth.
Looking for a love that is real.
*Scared of being a mother.
She already has to deal with so many trials.
Now she has to learn how to take care of another.
Getting used to this is gonna take awhile.
*Smiling on the outside with her head held high.
Walking around with such grace.
Never showing the pain she carries inside.
At any moment she can break.
*Never letting anyone near her heart.
Always keeping a strong mind.
Stopping the pain before it starts.
Never allowing her emotions to unwind.
*Dealing with life on life's’s terms has made her have tough skin.
Even though she has much strength, she is very weak.
But she won’t let the Devil win.
Her trust in God is one she will always keep.
~12/29/12
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Im Done
*You say you want me...you want "us".
But when it comes down to it, its you I can't trust.
I can't keep playing this game with you.
Got my head spinning; I'm so confused.
*Why is it that you don't want to do what you need to do?
Giving me ultimatums, when its up to you to make the change.
The person you are now and the man that I once knew are not the same.
*Now that things are unfolding, you see that I'm fine.
You wanna come and throw your feelings at me.
I've waited long enough, now you're out of time.
*What more do you want from me?
I gave you all my time and a beautiful son.
We were suppose to be family.
But I'm sorry....now I'm done.
~11/13/12
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I hope that one day I will gain the confidence that I need to face the world without being afraid...living in fear is not a healthy way to live...
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