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Can I just... *Tears uterus out of my body.* Wow. So much better...

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Yes.

anyone else ever cry because of how much you love your cat

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Its a crazy experience being basically raised by your older brother and being ftm. I mean. Ywah, there's that guy, he's everything to that little girl and she wants to bf just like him. She starts plating rpg because of him, she listens to music he listens to, she wants to watch all the same movies. She wants to be like him. Maybe even him.

And then little girl realises she's not a girl.

And he wants to be his older brother even more. Because that's the best kind of man he grew up to. And big brother becames even more important in his life, not even realising it.

And I don't know what I'd do without him. Even if he lives in other city and usually don't pick up my calls. He's still the most important person in my life. And I cry from happines every time he calls.

I wonder if older siblings even know how important they are

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My brother called and suddenly life is better again

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🫂🫂🫂

Im better. Sorry for crash out

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Yeah anty lgbtq blog following me expecting not to block them lol

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Im better. Sorry for crash out

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Pretty boy with issues <33

The he ever

Little Marvel oc I love so much

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Im just gonna write letter and give it to therapist tomorrow to ask if I'm normal or not

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Hey can anyone recommend any horror movie? Similar to saw mayhaps.

Sickening but not in Human Centipede way, that's just gross for me

Im feeling awful and believe only some discomfort might comfort me

Or any angsty thing

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"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness

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//shit talking on parent mention of suicidal thoughts. Sorry for posting I just can't

You fucking know Im not fine. You were one to send me to fucking therapy. It got better, yes, IM NOT THAT SUICIDAL anymore. I have my shit more less together, I can function like normal person. But not always. Im still fucking sick and with issues and you know it cuz I fucking tell you that. You fucking ask about how I feel after therapy. You read through info about it and you addmited you feel like that too. So why the fuck are you acting like I'm doing it because I want to annoy you? I literally don't. And when I'm trying to talk about it you act like I'm arguing back

For fucks sake

I really want to move out even if that'd mean not having what to eat (not that bad but not great either)

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getting better and then suddenly im worse than before, and the cycle repeats

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If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

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