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These 2 songs are EXTREMELY Shadow Milk coded. Dear Reader is especially him coded during his Fount of Knowledge era I fear. And The Albatross is his current self/his core

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I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE A SHADOWVANILLA EDIT ON "KILL FOR LOVE" BY LADY GAGA SO BAD. I NEED IT LIKE AIRRRRR

ESPECIALLY THAT PART:

"Tonight I won't wear my disguise

I'm 'bout to take you by surprise

You'll be the start of my demise

I'd kill for you

You can't escape my grip tonight

I won't go home without a fight

Already whet my appetite

I'd kill for love, I'd kill for love (I'd kill for love, I'd kill for love)"

I can't be the only one that sees it.

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I've made this before episode 8 came out, I still find it funny that none did this meme yet so lemme be the one to post it ✨️

Anyways, I hope y'all laugh at this as much as I did when I made it 👁👄👁

THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE SILLY

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As a response to my own post, I just got Sage of Truth while Bad Romance was playing 😭😭😭

(Tagging for the post I'm responding to bcs it has ShadowNilla mention)

I can't draw to save my life so I made this yesterday for the modern stardom/celebrities AU I have with my bestie and decided to share bcs it's funny.

Context:

In the AU Shadow Milk is a huge Little Monster (he's listening a lot of genres even classical music but at core he's a big Lady Gaga stan and his career was heavily inspired and motivated by her) and a theatre kid and Wicked is his fav musical and he relates to Glinda (remember guys this is my AU with my bestie, you don't have to agree with me!!!)

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I can't draw to save my life so I made this yesterday for the modern stardom/celebrities AU I have with my bestie and decided to share bcs it's funny.

Context:

In the AU Shadow Milk is a huge Little Monster (he's listening a lot of genres even classical music but at core he's a big Lady Gaga stan and his career was heavily inspired and motivated by her) and a theatre kid and Wicked is his fav musical and he relates to Glinda (remember guys this is my AU with my bestie, you don't have to agree with me!!!)

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I am in extreme shock and awe that none has yet mentioned that this song is PAINFULLY Shadow Milk and ShadowVanilla. AND that Gaga's music in general is HEAVILY Shadow Milk coded. I just know he'd blast The Fame Monster and Born This Way and Artpop all the way through at 3 AM anytime he gets and would know most if not all the choreos and that Abracadabra and Mayhem would have him on a chokehold

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This is so ShadowVanilla coded it's not even funny y'all....(Shadow Milk is Glinda, period)

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Soooo....I realized smth and I have to share bcs Idw be the only one to suffer. What I'll say next applies strictly in the romantic subcontext of the story if you choose to see it that way (which I do 🫶🏻)

SMilk calling PV a liar and getting mad at him for tricking him, we all saw the scene. There is a lot of depth in it and a lot of ppl explained it alr, I won't do it again. I wanna point out that PV tricked SMilk before that moment tho, during the games. And SMilk was THRILLED about that. But he got mad when PV tricked him by saying that they're meant to be together and he'll stay by his side forever. Even if PV later on wanted to be his friend and said that the longing SMilk felt was mutual on his side, SMilk most likely couldn't trust it, couldn't believe him, ultimately rejecting his proposal. If you couple it with the fantastic job his Eng VA did, he was on the verge of tears during that whole scene---

And let's add in the fact that dude didn't give a single flying fuck about the soul jam and PV had it with him for almost the entire story, what SMilk wanted all along was PV, someone to understand him, someone by his side, a partner to rule his empire with-- I'm sick of him 😭😭😭

SO IN THIS CONTEXT....SMilk might've fr gone through his first gay situationship and heartbreak 😭😭😭😭😭 felt too funny not to write this sorry y'all ( @/crk-kr-to-en made a wonderful translation post for that scene and some others and at the end they mentioned that the "Give me back my soul jam!!!" crash out afterwards was not even about the soul jam anymore and might asw be about his heart, and then I realized this whole thing I'm writting 💀)

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If none did this until now, lemme be the one to give her 2 cents about PV and SMilk's charts LMAO (I am bored). Or well, at least the main 6 placements. (Sun Sign, Moon Sign, Rising Sign, Mercury Sign, Venus Sign, Mars Sign)

So the devs confirmed PV as a Virgo time ago so that's his Sun sign. Considering his emotional maturity, Cancer Moon fits him the best bcs that's the Moon's home sign/the sign that rules the Moon. Deff Virgo Mercury considering his whole way of speaking being very Mercury coded ("Anything can be solved through conversation") and Mercury is ruled by Gemini and Virgo. Obv he doesn't have a Gemini Mercury so that leaves Virgo. Which fits with his self-judgement and perfectionism. Considering his pacifist and fair nature I do see Libra Mars. These 2 placements are still smth I'm debating on but: Leo Rising and Virgo Venus/Taurus Venus are my takes so far for these 2 placements, might change my mind on these 2.

Noooow SMilk. This one is a bit tricky and maybe y'all won't agree with me but hear me out: Scorpio Sun. He's obsessive, passionate, spiritual, and if the theory I saw that he's a product of what society made of him/he got corrupted bcs of the way ppl were denying the truth and preferred the lies and that's why he started lying, he fits the usual Scorpio trope of ppl projecting onto them and seeing the dark side of the world. Scorpios are also incredibly stubborn since they're a fixed sign and unhealthy Scorpios can be controlling. Now onto the Moon, after some debating, I got to the conclusion of 2 candidates: Aquarius or Capricorn Moon. Why? Because the Moon is ruled by Cancer, the opposite of it is Capricorn and by default Saturnian Moon is a detrimental placement bcs it makes emotions and being in touch with your own feelings extremely difficult through life. Now, why Aquarius? Because Aquarius in old and new astrology rules Saturn along with Capricorn besides Uranus. Aquarius is considered a Saturnian placement. So by default, Aquarius Moon is also a detrimental placement to the Moon by extension. And it's the Saturnian Moon SMilk has Imo. Capricorn Moons at their worst tend to isolate themselves from the world and avoid being emotionally open in any manner whatsoever and can drown themselves in work or anything else they wanna do. They crave an emotional connection but they're stopping themselves from that.

Meanwhile Aquarius Moons are desperate. Desperate to find a place to belong, desperate to have someone that understands them in their lives because they are incredibly prone to being misunderstood by everyone. They're the type of people that can feel alone even if surrounded by people simply because there is no depth in the bonds they have with said people and they want more than that. At their worst, Aquarius Moons have trouble connecting with themselves on an emotional level, autopiloting a lot and having identity crisis moments. And they can also develop a God-Complex.

Aquarius Moons are also humanitarians and have a sharp eye in noticing everyone, the things they do and why, but they can't do this for themselves. Which explains...a lot from SMilk's actions in ep 8. So yeah, he is a Saturnian Moon in my eyes, specifically Aquarius Moon.

Speaking of ep 8, after what we saw there is no deny that this guy has Scorpio Venus. I don't think I have to explain this one.

Mercury-wise, since it can only be in 3 signs according to its law/passing time, (Libra, Scorpio and Sag since he's a Scorpio Sun), I'm undecided between Sag and Scorpio Mercury, this is still smth I'm debating with myself about.

Same goes for the rising, considering Gemini Rising as of now since the first impression ppl got of him before and even now is just how knowledgeable he is (Gemini rules Mercury, they're gifted in the brains department by default) alongside being a total goofball but again, I'm still debating on that.

EDIT: I forgot to mention, SMilk is deff a Leo Mars. Dramatic as hell, screaming/yelling when mad and saying stuff he doesn't mean in the heat of the moment but still emotional. Bonus: Leos are the actors of the zodiac from what I learnt

Whoever read this till the end, thank you 🤧 Was thinking about this ever since I started loving these 2 but wanted to wait until ep 8 to assign SMilk a Moon sign and oh lord did he deliver!!! Besides the things I'm still debating about, I won't change my mind about anything else, I just wanted to share this in case anyone is interested!

I wanna end this post by saying PV sure has a type since White Lily was confirmed a Scorpio by the Devs LMFAOOOOOO

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I seriously need someone to recreate the "I wanted him dead—I wanted him all to myself" fanart trend going on with ShadowVaniila SMilk pov if none did it alr. I would do it myself but I can't even draw a tree 💔

(And maybe someday Wicked parallels to these two with SMilk being Glinda)

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Since I broke my silence once, I wanna break it again LMAO. These are sister songs, diff sides of the same coin, explaining each other in a way and having a similar rhythm/melody. So to me these are also ShadowVanilla songs, PV's pov being Hopelessly Devoted To You considering the way episode 8 ended and Shadow Milk's pov being Couldn't Make It Harder bcs I do have the feeling his own self hatred is one of the reasons why he rejected PV's proposal.

"There's nowhere to hide since you pushed my love aside"

And Couldn't make it harder explaining why they pushed the love aside bcs "I couldn't make it any harder to love me (...) / You say you can take it but you don't know how hard I can make it (...) / One day believe me you'll want someone who makes it easy"

Maybe this will serve for the AU I have going on with my best friend (a modern setting stardom AU with a lot of chars and bands and actors and ShadowVanilla recently added) or maybe it'll end up being a canon plotline too depending on how their reunion will go but these songs are so them coded to me atm.

I might end up doing more posts like these since I love and listen music a whole lot and they're my current illness so I'm bound to think about these 2 on most songs I listen to while also making their AU plot in my head.

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Breaking my silence, I need Shadow Milk redemption arc and the next time ShadowVanilla meets again, I NEED them to embody one of these two songs if not BOTH

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let's play a game called reblog if you're a lesbian