Welcome to my most inner thoughts. My experiences of Life.Love.Music.Work.Death. and Fear all told from the perspective of Bill Qlinton,Freddy Quegar, most importantly Fred.
A couple moments from the season 2018. 3rd Place in County Meet(Dekalb) 2nd Place Region 4-6A 7th Place 4x1 relay 6A 3rd Place 200m 6A 2nd place 100m 6A
The other day I was just feeling good. Just woke up feeling good. And it just continued throughout the day. Had a couple days and I wasn’t feeling like myself. And that day I just felt good. I was laughing in my head and thinking the moon must be full. And guess what! It was at 98%. 😈 good vibes from the sun and the moon.
As much as I want her to be different. I have to understand she is who she is. Some people just aren’t capable of enjoying an normal functioning relationship without finding something to be wrong. You could shower them in love and affection,be the most successful person and it would be the one thing you didn’t do. It’s impossible to love somebody who focuses all on what you didn’t do vs noticing all the things you can do. I’m not perfect and nor can I be. Funny part is they can be wrong and expect instant understanding and forgiveness as if they are just as understanding. Sick part is she is so insecure about herself and hypersensitive about everything she don’t even realize she nitpicks to hide her flaws. Such is life. I’ve wasted enough time tryna fix and be there for a broken person. It’s only so much one person can take. Especially considering I’ll always no matter how great I am be reminded of how terrible i am or was. Lol who wants to live like that? Who wants that be involved in something so toxic? Who wants to deal with someone so toxic. And it’s ALWAYS some excuse to why you can be so messed up or I’m supposed to be understanding cause you’ve gone through something. Folks go through stuff everyday and still manage to communicate their issues so that folks can help vs just using it as an excuse to be that way. Cause you was like that before you had an excuse to be that way.