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here's a fake interview about my me & my girlfriend that i transcribed from my head. enjoy!

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Jonny Bolduc, Ending

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and your eyes look like coming home 

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i cannot believe i have a degree in english and TWE. and all i use it for is beta-ing my brother and my dom's porn 🙄

hello friend! :D for the 40 questions game, any combination of [ 2, 15, 21 ] ?

sparrow!! thank you for the ask!

40 questions

2. Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?

A trope I've yet to try my hand at...well I suppose I've always thought about doing a proper cisswap/genderbend AU but never committed because I couldn't think of an interesting way to do it, but I don't usually draft fics in terms of tropes. Really, it's less tropes that I get really enthusiastic about and more specific kinks that I haven't done a focused fic for yet. I really wanna write a plantcest fic about gunplay, for example, but I've only ever drabbled that or mentioned it in passing.

15. If you could choose one of your fics to be filmed, which would you choose?

Ohhhh fuck. Okay. This is such a gorgeous thought. Immediately--one last run. I really can't emphasize how much thought about a camera-type pov went into this fic, or how much color grading I was doing in my head while plotting this out. It's the best fic I've ever written but it's also, I think, one of my most visual; I imagined much of it animated while writing in an angular, harshly lit style. Desaturated colors but for the light, which I think floods everything. I was so absolutely lucky that it was for a bang and Kat did these gorgeous illustrations, and I think that's also why so much of the fic has visual imagery...I was thinking about how an artist might interpret it.

This part especially:

Knives blinks at him, wide-eyed and suddenly, astonishingly doelike.  He doesn’t look like his brother at all.  He looks more like his brother than he has in years and years. Vash leans in until they’re nearly forehead to forehead, until the amount of space between them is smaller than the width of a butterfly’s wing. “Hey, hey. How much’ve you had to drink?”  “Enough,” says Knives shortly, and surprises Vash by taking him by the hand. He doesn’t know how long it’s been since Knives has taken him by the hand. He’s warm. He’s warm and soft, and the amber light of the saloon skids across the planes of his face just to drop sweetly into his collarbone. It pools there, licks at the skin, splashes off the divots and crags of Knives’s body. 

21. How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

LOL so a fic is lucky if I give it anything more than a cursory once over for glaring typos. Once I'm done drafting I am dooone it's going up on Ao3 and away from me. This means a lot of what I do is kind of fragmentary and unfocused but it's a small price to pay, because I think there's magic in a mostly-unedited draft that rewriting often dampens.

Commissions are a different beast because those go through a rigorous round of editing for flow, characterization, and spelling/grammar/etc, and I try to get at least one more person's eyes on it as a final "ok you're good for liftoff" sanity check. Usually this is my brother (truly I make this guy read through too much of my porn. Sorry not sorry @poseiben) but if I'm feeling extra nervous about the characterization I'll ask someone I know in the fandom to give it a once over :]

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just them

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vignettes from luminvies’ and moonsteps’ one lifetime too short

an extra.. didn’t want to make the post too lengthy

hopefully i’ve improved since the ones i did for “and yet,” haha

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quiet socially awkward boy that only tends to fit in with girls picks the female option in the character creator of a game that verbally genders the player. surely nothing will develop from this

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had the unfortunate realization i might be poly post orgasm w a butch dear god i'm 23 i can't be having more realizations like this

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If you lived in a post-capitalist society where you were not required to work to survive, would you still do your current job?

Yes, as much or more than now

Yes, but less than I do now

No, but I would do a different job

No, I would not work at all

I do not currently work

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I have a magical solution to all kink discourse it's called "not giving a fuck what consenting adults do to each other no matter how much it personally grosses you out"

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it's so funny how people think i'm the calm and friendly one when in reality i'm one loud noise away from snapping back with the rage of fifteen rabid possums

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bringing this back to put this out there: some mfer was smacking my brother with their stupid prop all day at a con. then i came in the next day. and they smacked me in the head. so i broke it.

we had to go with them to the fucking cosplay repair booth. they didn't know i was the one who snapped it. i stand by the fact you should not be hitting my baby brother OR me when i'm sleep deprived.

it's so funny how people think i'm the calm and friendly one when in reality i'm one loud noise away from snapping back with the rage of fifteen rabid possums

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wow okay autism runs in the family fr fr

i feel one could separate the different lights by your post. musical light is the card carrying reiwa shinsengumi guy. animanga light is "apolitical" but would vote dpj because his dad votes dpj. fuck i don't know enough death note adaptations to finish this joke. there's gotta be one republican light out there

steeples fingers. actually. okay. extremely autistic post incoming. please read to the end though you aren’t ready for this punch line

I’m gonna argue jdrama light is the card carrying RSG voter just because he’s the one with a vested opposition to the establishment. he gets like. threatened and bullied by an old classmate, so it checks out that he’d be a leftist populist. I’m gonna hand wave the fact that the RSG formed in 2019 for the bit. this light is a college student and so he’s probably old enough to vote.

musical light is actually a Japanese communist party voter (“and the corporaaaations make the regulaaaations / and hold no one accountable when everything goes wrong”) but he dies before he’s ever old enough to vote (death note is set in 2003, and the musical kills off light before the time skip. the voting age in japan was only lowered to 18 in 2016, and so in 2003 light would’ve been three years too young to vote anyway.) so he has no material impact on any elections anyway.

I agree with you that animanga light votes DPJ because his dad votes DPJ and frankly politics don’t really seem to matter to animanga light. It’s kind of whatever and the DPJ at least has socialist roots. plus I don’t think any version of light fucks with the LDP just because that’s the uber conservative pro establishment party and light yagami is nothing but an anti establishment but pro state cuck. sorry.

I need to know his thoughts on article 9 of the constitution btw. what does light think about forced demilitarization!!!! does he even have thoughts on it!!! light !! speak your truth!!!

the real answer to “which light is a republican” is arguably death note 2017’s light turner, who grows up in the most American possible household with a cop dad, who thinks cops should have more power and believes in vigilantism. arguably he’s probably more of a libertarian (considering the anti government/anti state thing he has going on) but I don’t think he’s smart enough to think too hard about the nuances of American centrism. I’d argue he did vote third party in the 2016 election just because he’s a milquetoast contrarian, though.

now if we look at the anime timeline which is set in 2006, there comes an extremely interesting question. Light would’ve been old enough to vote post time skip at 23. assuming the anime timeline just moved the manga’s events up by three years, this means he was alive and of voting age in 2012.

folds hands together.

did anime light yagami support Shinzo Abe’s election to prime minister in 2012?

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