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Trans women have female bodies regardless of what "stage" of transition we are currently at as an individual.

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tf that wash nd drys u nd you poof into a fluffy clean and dry little arctic fox

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in my fav big-ass tranny discord we have a maximum slowmode channel called molasses-simulator and a few days ago i got everybody in there just posting this image on repeat

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whos gonna tell her

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i know it's hard. but i so firmly believe the strongest antidote to loneliness is reaching out first. and continuing to reach out. again and again and again. excise any scrap of shame you hold about being the person who texts first or pitches the plan or asks to get lunch. everyone is tired and busy and struggling. and afraid of feeling unwanted and unimportant. don't let the people you love feel that way. reach out first. don't be a ghost in your own life.

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Y'know, some people do have a strong crying response to stress, and they might cry (even against their own will) when faced with an upsetting situation and that doesnt mean they are "gaslighting" or "manipulating" you.

There are people who use crying as a manipulation tactic? Absolutely. But that doesn't mean that every person that cries during a heated argument is trying to get under your skin. They have their own emotions and issues, and frankly, not everything other people do is a personal attack on you.

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Hold still RCMP Miku

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can't believe you unscrupulous motherfuckers are already trying to browbeat people into voting for gavin newsom. fuck you. you are not on my side and i hate you just as much as i hate the fucking GOP. grow a spine you losers.

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anti-fatness is not just body shaming.

anti-fatness is discrimination. anti-fatness is having next to no legal protections for being discriminated against. anti-fatness is being denied housing, jobs, receiving less pay and promotions (legally) because of your size. anti-fatness is being denied access to clothing, seating, transportation, and other human rights because infrastructure has been designed to exclude you. anti-fatness is less likelihood of receiving a fair trial. anti-fatness is dehumanization. anti-fatness is being denied necessary surgeries, but not surgery that amputates the digestive tract with the intent to starve and shrink you (it doesn’t work either). anti-fatness is mutilation. anti-fatness is being subject to torture devices that bolt your mouth shut. anti-fatness is being told by close friends, family, and professionals that you are better off living with an eating disorder or other life-threatening illness. anti-fatness sells you starvation as a guaranteed opt-out of oppression, but doesn’t tell you that bodies will always regain weight to survive. anti-fatness blames and punishes you for failing at an achievement that is quite literally impossible. anti-fatness is a $90 billion dollar industry. anti-fatness is being denied gender-affirming care. anti-fatness is being barred from in vitro fertilization and reproductive healthcare. anti-fatness is being barred from adopting children. anti-fatness is being removed from your loving parents because they couldn’t make you thin. anti-fatness is intentionally starving your own baby so they won’t get fat. anti-fatness is disproportionately high suicide rates. anti-fatness is being killed at the hands of medical neglect and mistreatment. anti-fatness is the world preferring a dead body over a fat one.

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they casted a puppygirl named weed as krypto

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My owner and wife @veryvocallytired AKA @veryvocallyadmired AKA @justanotherhornycatgirl has once again been banned due to a harassment campaign it’s been having to deal with for the past few days.

This is on top of the many fucking struggles she’s already had to deal with recently outside of Tumblr, so if you can please donate to it so it can afford food and rent as a disabled trans woman trying desperately to live. If you can’t donate please do reblog for further visibility.

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Hi.

It's my birthday tmrw (8/17)

We're homeless disabled unemployed post op trans women. We've been trying to get housing and jobs but the process is so exhausting, especially dealing w the stress of running around dealing w bodily needs immediately every day, needing to drive everywhere... we had a place from July to March excepting two weeks right after new years, but we've been homeless since.

We bought a truck in June, because the van's driveline/driveshaft is broken (we've honestly been looking for some sort of replacement for it for like 2 or 3 years now :--/ ), which is probably really dangerous, but we can't afford to fix it at all, afaict. But the dealer lied to us about the status of the title, which we struggled to even get advice about from anybody.

Wonder why the Oregon State Bar Lawyer Referral Line doesn't have any consumer law attorneys to recommend. And I found one myself and they told me to go back to the DMV. Idk. We want the DMV to investigate the guy, I guess is the next step in that process, but we sold it to someone who just needed anything at all that even runs to bop around for a month or so in the city as an out-of-stater. So it's basically out of our hands on that level, but we should probably eventually make sure the guy can't fuck over or lie to anyone else.

So now we have to find another working daily driver again, smth with an actually provably clean title. Uh. We should have sold this van by now. Kinda impossible if we can't seem to find housing or jobs. There's a few trucks around 2000 that seem useful. 1000 would help us get a better car that may not have the problems the last shitty truck had at 1500.

Anything helps.

0/1000

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sort of feels like we're collectively backsliding on race. the right are much more racially obsessed than they were previously but they're also always obsessive about race so it's not a super surprising development. I feel like we were slightly ahead of where we are now when people would unhelpfully point out that race is a social construct, because at least there was an acknowledgement that race is constructed rather than some biological reality. it sort of feels like the implications of that are increasingly unpopular, and it feels like now everyone is sort of a racial essentialist of varying degrees

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Sure I got a second blog for more personal thoughts, but I also gotta appease the void. Feed it with hopes and wants, I’m convinced it makes dreams sweeter.

I’m addicted to deleting posts.

My words are for me only actually.