povlnfour

[povlnfour]

hello!

little life update.

since becoming a mom i haven’t particularly had any time to do things like watch races or write, and i have lost a bit of motivation over that lately. so instead of promising a comeback and then vanishing again for 5 months — im going to say a (hopefully temporary) little goodbye to my aus, and to some extent this account. if i ever get the urge to write something again, i’ll head back here immediately, and my taglist will remain open for that exact reason.

but for now this is a big thank you to everyone who has messaged me, read my fics and followed: thank you SO MUCH! i spent the night reading through all my reblog tags and comments and just— you guys are the best.

i really hope one day that motivation returns!

i may still be around for a bit answering questions and messages, and i may even give a comment or life update in the future as i’m not ready to say goodbye fully :’) but for now, im going to focus on snuggling baby boy (who is already so big!!!), planning my wedding and just having fun🧡

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if i ignore every other draft i have and write another himbo!lando with equally deranged reader smau will people hate me because the BEST idea just came into my head

it would have a similar vibe to how do you turn this thing off

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ZELL!!! i’ve been good these last few months! i won’t lie this year has been a rough one. i can’t exactly say i’ve found my footing again just yet but i’ll get there eventually :)

there isn’t too much going on in my life, just a lot of studying and procrastination. i’m about to go watch a movie with my bsf so the year does have its perks!!

i hope you’re doing well too, i’m sending allll my love to you and the family xx

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HIIIII MY LOVELY ANON!!!! so sorry it’s taken me so long to get to this!

that’s so okay love! sometimes it takes time and you have to take your life one day at a time, things can get overwhelming but you’ve just gotta keep your head up <3 have things picked up at all?

i just hope you’re doing well and taking care!!! i missed you SO MUCH!

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Omg I'm so happy for you that baby boy is home! Sending you all the love 🩷🩷🩷

thank you sweetheart!!!!! i hope you’re doing okay🥹🤍

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girl.. O M G your mind 🤯🤯 the mclaren matchmaking series is so perfect omg 🥳🥳 also i’m literally in love w your writing style?? like u be making me giggle and kick my feet fr!

THIS IS SOOOOO🥹🩷💕💖💘💞💗 BEST THING TO COME BACK ONLINE TO!!! TYSM!!! this is so sweet. i hope you’re doing okay lovely!🤍

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How’s baby? How are you?

HI!!! hi hi hi! sort of back??? don’t know how long it will last but i’m doing AMAZING! i’ve just had no time eek!

baby boy is doing so well now! we had a little scare after two weeks but he’s back on track and adjusting so well!!! i’ve never been happier

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guess who’s back (again) and will be attempting to write soon when they properly adjust to this whole mom thing😎

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will get back to it soon i promise but guess who’s home :)

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zellie i am here with some loscar reccs just like you asked💆 i have a million more but here are some authors i adore

for oscar:

be brave and in from the rain by @scuderiahoney

you wrote a song about me? by @vettelsvee

for logan:

a run of birthdays by @sof1shticated

manifest it by @ham1lton

big reputation by @sunrizef1

hello lovely anonnnn!!! thank you so much for these reccs, i will definitely check them out🫶

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Bestie thoughts on Loscar

LOADED QUESTION I HAVE TO MANY ANSWERS OMG

their friendship to me literally makes me Cry if i think about it too hard i just ugh…. they have been through SO much together and they made it here and now things are so different (i will not wax poetic about this i promise but). i am very grateful they had each other through the beginning part of the journey, and i hope one day they find the time to reconnect more when they’re not super busy🫶

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2:30am, i’m wide away and thinking about my new obsession with logan and oscar…

please recommend fics for either of them if you have🫶

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GISELLE HOW DO YOU KNOW SO MANY LANGUAGES??? WHAT DO YOU SPEAK IN??? WHAT DONYOU THINK IN??? WHAT IS YOUR PHONE IN???? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIKNS

HAHAHAHAH ANON!!! THIS IS MAKING ME GIGGLE SO MUCH

i know too many…. i have a fixation on linguistics and my family and friends are from all over🫡 in regards to what i think in… i think in french because it’s what im most used to tbh! i genuinely only use english here and when translating at my work. majority of the time i speak french! although i would say it’s more québécois than french but still!!!!

AND MY PHONE LANGUAGE IS IN FRENCH!!! HOWEVER i have like 10 million keyboard options you should see them omg…. i have one for most of the languages i speak and i would say i use french/korean/japanese the most thanks to speaking majority korean with my partner now he’s learning

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i genuinely LOVE your “how to turn this thing off” fic pretty please write a next part ILL PAY U MY KIDNEY PLEASE

ANON HIIII im so sorry i never saw this!!!! but this has me giggling. no kidneys needed. i may do a second part at some point ! i have many a himbo!lando smau in my brain as to be he is that summed up… everyone seemed to love that so i might start doing another instalment😭🤍

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I don’t understand what these people talk about, I slurp this refined literature up.

ANONNN HIII sorry it took me so long to get to this but!!!! this has me giggling sm. luckily the anon who i believe this was in response to has Finally left my inbox (thank gosh) so i can breathe again. this made my evening😭🤍

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hope ur doing well! love ur writing <3

AHHH HI ANON I JUST SAW THIS BURIED IN MY INBOX BUT <<33 it is so kind i hope you are doing okay <<33

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Je suis content de te revoir!!! Tu me manques💝

OH C’EST TRES GENTIL!!!! tu me manques aussi. j’espère que tu vas bien🤍

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broooooo you are such a genius ?!? i know i’m very late to the party but the fact that beached and crash landing are in the same universe, and then i’m reading ur twitter alex albon smau and what do i see ??? more interlinked comments !!!! i loooooove it omfg ❤️❤️❤️❤️

THIS IS ACTUALLY THE SWEETEST THING EVER!!!! hahahaha i LOVE that these details get picked up on. i have had so much fun doing it! i’m genuinely thinking about starting writing for logan and including the same saga because i find it so fun👀 i have like two ideas for him and i don’t know which to do first because EEE. thank you so much for reading lovely!!!! this made me so happy to see in my inbox🤍