pr4gpearls

[pr4gpearls]

you said you were afraid to loose me

then you faced your fears

and left.

[pr4gpearls]

Meeting you was like

listening to a song

for the first time

and knowing it

would be my

favorite.

[pr4gpearls]

tell me the story of

how the sun loved

the moon so much

he died every night

to let her breathe.

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It's like not wanting to be hurt

but then finding myself infront of a loaded gun.

It's like knowing all of it will pass,

but then realizing it won't so easily.

Thirteen,

and I don't think about the world too much,

I don't care what they all think about me.

Fourteen,

and the realization starts to sink in.

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"So,what it's like to be a teen?"you ask me,

and I say,"I feel like these years are breaking me open

Fifteen,

And I have started to feel like I am in a love story,

wanting this love to last just like I have seen in movies.

Sixteen,

and I have my first heartbreak,

It feels like a terrible sin

to fall in love with someone.

[pr4gpearls]

Having him was like

a sense of safety amidst the chaos,

a sense of calm before the panic kicked in.

[pr4gpearls]

remember that chilly,overcast day,when we walked down the alley hand in hand,tightly holding each other close.You were wearing that tshirt which I gifted you,you said it was your favorite.We went in a cafe and had some cinnamon raisin bagels,we sat there for hours looking into each other's eyes, talked about the stupidest stuffs and wrote each other ballads.You said you're never gonna forget this day and that you're never gonna stop loving me,but where did all these go now?Where are your promises gone?Where are you?And where's our LOVE¿