prairiedust - Tumblr blog

[prairiedust]

bro bro.... the s15 directing could have been so good. characters looking directly at the camera more and more, the lighting changing continuously, the screen glitching whenever cas is present, the screen sometimes blacking out and you can only hear the voices, we could have had it all. ..

[prairiedust]

society if both charlie and kelly survived and were forced to hang out because they’re dean and cas’s respective best friends. rowena is also there because i think she may actually be sam’s best friend

[prairiedust]

hm. something about dean shielding sam from john's abuse, but dean not having anyone to shield him from john, wearing john's influence to shield his vulnerabilities, and then each layer of that getting slowly peeled back the longer castiel, the shield of god, is in his life.

[prairiedust]

BECAUSE THE ROOM WAS TOO SMALL

BECAUSE THE FOREST WAS TOO SMALL

BECAUSE THE GARBAGE DUMP WAS TOO SMALL

BECAUSE THE TABLE WAS TOO SMALL

🧍‍♂️ 👬 🧍‍♂️

[prairiedust]

There are currently ~2300 works in AO3 tagged with "Created Using Generative AI"

I'll be upfront with my opinion, which mirrors my opinion in regards to my field: using AI will only hasten your own obsolescence. The point of fanfiction is not to crank out fics, but rather to enjoy the hobby and communities of writing and fandom.

[prairiedust]

from dean’s perspective “i need you’ is bigger than “i love you”. love is complicated but it’s direct, he could love someone without having them in his life. but need? dean “mr. dependent, guarded walls up so high, emotionally unavailable” winchester needing someone? thats huge. to need means to give them control. to need means i cant do this without you. love comes easy to dean but to genuinely need something and be selfish enough to ask for it? that goes against everything he’s been conditioned into believing.

[prairiedust]

i think a lot of people don’t realise that cas pulling dean out of hell in lazarus rising wasn’t cas pulling dean off the rack, it was cas pulling dean AWAY FROM the rack, away from the people he was torturing

the first time cas touched dean he saw the pain dean was inflicting on other people, saw the way he enjoyed it, and it didn’t change how pure dean was to him, it didn’t make him any less good

[prairiedust]

Me as one of the high schoolers texting this pic to my friends: why did they bring gay gas n sip Steve to this crime scene.

[prairiedust]

through heaven and hell

[prairiedust]

DESTIEL IN EVERY EPISODE → 4x18 the monster at the end of this book

dean's first prayer to cas

castiel's first rebellion for dean

[prairiedust]

[prairiedust]

the thing that gets me is how intensely private dean's grief is. dean purposely getting out of the impala and heading some place quiet and empty to pray. dean preparing cas' body for the funeral pyre, alone. dean going to a meadow to spread his ashes, alone. dean holed up in his room drinking listening to music trying his best to drown out the overwhelming pain of it all. we do not see sam grieve for cas in this way. it's not even remotely the same.

[prairiedust]

[prairiedust]

Lee is deeply important to chucknatural. like. he was clearly a big part of dean’s life for a little while and they didn’t fall out or anything, but we haven’t heard about him at all for fifteen years. which means to me that either Chuck wrote him out of the story until season 15 so dean didn’t remember him, or Chuck invented him from whole cloth when he needed Lee as a warning to dean in s15. he didn’t exist until the moment he’s always existed.

so either way to me Lee is a warning. Chuck says see this man? remember him? now you do. he was your best friend. you kissed him standing in a grave in 2001. he has the quiet life you want and he also had a big gay crush on his best friend. sound familiar? I thought so. now take another look at him. he has to kill people for this life he has. this is a warning: you’d better not want quiet. you better not look at your best friend. remember, I pull the strings. you’re in a monster story and your job is to kill monsters or die.

and either way I think what gets dean to realize that he’s in chuck’s story and Chuck is fucking with his memory/his timeline is looking closely at those memories of Lee. if he was my best friend why did I never call him? why did I never look him up when I passed through Oklahoma? if I kissed him how the fuck could I have never thought about that again? or did I? what else don’t I remember?

[prairiedust]

CAS IS GONE AND DEAN SUDDENLY WANTS TO KILL HIMSELF??? A THING WHICH THEY EXPLICITLY STATE IN THE EPISODE??? THAT DEAN WANTS TO DIE?? AND THEN HE FINDS OUT CAS IS BACK AND ITS LIKE THE WHOLE GODDAMN WORLD IS MADE OF SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS?? THEY ALMOST ROMEO AND JULIETED THESE BITCHES!!! CAS WAS ALREADY ALIVE AGAIN. DEAN FINDS OUT WITHIN AN HOUR OF GETTING REVIVED AGAINST HIS WILL????

THEY ALMOST ROMEO AND JULIETED DEAN AND CAS ARE YOU FUCKING ME???

[prairiedust]

13.07 - War of the Worlds

[prairiedust]

still amazes me that by season 45 or whatever, Supernatural was being exclusively watched by delusionally hopeful women with flamingo-salinity tolerance for bad writing and the creators still couldn’t pander to them because maybe there was 1 straight guy out there still accidentally watching it