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“i hate when people say shit like ‘you’re my best friend, i love you, i can’t imagine my life without you. i wake up and you’re the first thing on my mind, and the last thing before i go to sleep. suddenly all the love songs make sense.’ you know? i prefer starting it by saying how much i hate when other people say it, then say what i mean anyway. it’s way less embarrassing like that.”
- JJ
“i hate when people say shit like ‘you’re my best friend, i love you, i can’t imagine my life without you. i wake up and you’re the first thing on my mind, and the last thing before i go to sleep. suddenly all the love songs make sense.’ you know? i prefer starting it by saying how much i hate when other people say it, then say what i mean anyway. it’s way less embarrassing like that.”
pronouns: he/him/his, male
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The day had been perfect for relaxing on the HMS Pogue. But of course, most of his friends had been busy. John B and Sarah had gone out on a date, Kiara had a charity event, and Pope needed to study for an important exam. Which left him and (Y/N) to take the boat out for the day, much to his dismay.
JJ had nothing against (Y/N). In fact, he considered (Y/N) his closest friend after John B. But in a short amount of time, (Y/N) had gone from a scrappy little boy who always had a band-aid slapped on some part of his body to a handsome young man with a pretty smirk. JJ couldn't remember when (Y/N) changed from a brotherly figure to a crush, but the fluttery feeling that filled him whenever (Y/N) was around was unmistakable.
"We should go surfing later." (Y/N) proposed, nearly sprawled out on his seat with one hand loosely holding on to the steering wheel. JJ tore his eyes off the rippling water to look at the teen and felt his fingertips tingle.
"Yeah, sure." He nodded, throat feeling unnaturally dry. "Maybe Pope will be free."
"You never want to hang out with me anymore, J." (Y/N) whined and leaned forward, draping himself over the steering wheel and propping his chin on his arms with a pout that JJ desperately wanted to kiss away. "We used to ditch JB to chill and now you ditch me."
"It's... It's complicated." JJ murmured and the boat came to a stop on calm, open water. (Y/N) stood up from his seat and walked toward him, flopping down beside him and resting his head on JJ's lap. JJ's breath hitched for a moment and he stiffened enough for (Y/N) to notice.
"Do you hate me now or what?"
"I don't hate you. I- Shit.." JJ exhaled heavily and tilted his head up toward the sky. "You know what I hate? I hate when people say shit like ‘you’re my best friend, I love you, I can’t imagine my life without you. I wake up and you’re the first thing on my mind, and the last thing before I go to sleep. Suddenly all the love songs make sense.’ You know? I prefer starting it by saying how much I hate when other people say it, then say what I mean anyway. It’s way less embarrassing like that.”
Silence followed and JJ's heart twinged, aching from the mere thought of (Y/N) hating him. Of (Y/N) rejecting him and never speaking to him again. But then fingers gently grasped the collar of his unbuttoned shirt and he was roughly tugged down, lips colliding with (Y/N)'s. He went rigid and motionless, eyes flying open and a soft gasp escaping him that allowed (Y/N) to deepen the kiss and coax JJ into returning it.
Pulling back slightly, (Y/N)'s lips brushed against JJ's and heat quickly bubbled in his abdomen. "Should've said somethin' sooner, J."
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❀ rq: hey can you make a jj maybank x male reader where the reader is kook and the rest of the pogues don't know they are together. But then how will they find out? I hope you will understand what I wrote
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a kook and a pogue. a divided group that despised each other for the most part. but, that didn’t change anything for you and jj. you were a kook, and as a kook, you were expected to only befriend kooks. sure, you could interact with the pogues, but that didn’t mean you could actually hang out with them.
though you were a kook, you decided to date a pogue. and though jj was a pogue, he decided to date you. you were different from the other kooks, at least in his eyes. you weren’t a rude, bragging ass-hat like most of the other kooks. you were sweet and friendly, radiating good energy and lighting up any room you went into.
but since your guys’ relationship was.. forbidden in a way, it had to be kept a secret. you didn’t mind since you liked having jj all to yourself. his dorky, sweet personality was what really made you fall for him, excluding his pretty, blonde hair.
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you and jj were out by the docks, watching the waves and enjoying each others company. his arm rested around your shoulder as he spoke to you, occasionally looking in your direction to give you a smile.
“y’know, i’ve always wondered.. can blind people see in their dreams?” he asked, turning his head to look at you. you chuckled a little. at this point, you were used to jj asking dumb questions every now and then. “i dunno.. why don’t you go ask one?” you said, faced slightly scrunched from the sun beaming in your direction.
he shook his head and laughed, focusing back towards the waves hitting against each other. “maybe i will..” He muttered under his breath. you scooted a little closer to him, resting your head on his shoulder, letting out a small sigh. he smiled, kissing the top of your head before facing forward once more.
it was silent for a while. but, it wasn’t an awkward silence, it was more of a peaceful silence. the two of you just enjoyed being by each other, listening to each other’s soft breathing along with the waves.
you both were too focused on the waves to hear a group of people calling from behind you. “jj, there you are man! we’ve been looking for you!” john b shouted out, running up towards him. the sound of john b’s yelling made you both shoot your heads back, which made john b, along with the rest of the small group stop in their tracks.
“holy shit.. jj, is that m/n l/n..?!” kiara shouted. to say she was shocked was definitely an understatement. you both quickly got up, “wait, guys, it’s not what it looks like! i can explain!” jj shouted back as he looked at the group with a disbelief expression on their faces.
“jj.. you.. a pogue.. is hanging out with.. a kook..” pope spoke, looking at both of you as he tried to connect the dots. “i know, but listen! m/n isn’t-..” But before he could explain, he was quickly cut off by John B. “Hold on, is that your hoodie, J?” He asked, pointing out the fact that you had one of jj’s hoodie’s on.
You looked down on your attire. Then at the group of pogues. Then at jj. “okay, if you guys could just listen for a damn second!” jj yelled slightly, enough to get the groups attention. “look, I know what you guys are thinking, okay? But seriously, m/n isn’t a bad person like the other kooks. h-hes kind, smart, and not to mention super hot.” He said winking at you, leaving the feeling of a hot sensation creep up onto your cheeks.
the group looked puzzled, but still allowed jj to talk. “To be honest, he’s like the only person I trust with my life.. and if you’re wondering, yes we’re dating.” he said, taking your hand in his and slightly pulling you closer to him. “and if you guys can’t accept that, then just.. fuck off.” jj sighed, looking at the group, but more specifically in their eyes to see if he could find any disgust lingering in them.
but instead, john b smiled, walking up to jj and placing a hand on his shoulder. “jj, my man.. we’re happy for you.” a small smile crept onto jj, “actually?” he asked. “yeah, of course.” kiara chimed in. “sure, we were definitely shocked when we saw you with m/n, but if what you say about him is true, then we’re happy for you.” kiara smiled at him.
“oh, okay good.. because if I’m being honest, I really didn’t want you guys to fuck off..” jj smiled, relieved that his friends weren’t gonna leave him because of a stupid misunderstanding. you as well, sighed of relief, happy that his friends accepted your guys’ relationship.
a/n: erm i kinda cut this fic off short since I’ve been gone for so long.. and cuz its just been sitting in my drafts untouched.. anyways hoped u enjoyed!
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Omg wait I love JJ he deserves more recognition I swear- So I have request for him! <3
Friends to lovers JJ Maybank x male reader with JJ getting into a fight and reader patching him up and ends up kissing his wounds better.
(I just want to pepper his face in kisses he’s so pretty 😔)
You and me are so the same because it’s just the small soft moments- oml the small soft moments with this man
JJ Maybank x male reader - Kiss It Better 
CW: suggested violence, cuts/bruises (vague) JJ is shirtless (not in the suggestive way it’s mentioned like twice) I don’t know if you wanted a big kiss with this too but hey why not it’s cute
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It was the middle of the afternoon when he showed up, bruising and bleeding at your front door. 
Some random Tuesday afternoon, you were home alone with the tv playing and a freshly empty plate sitting on your lap, when he knocked on your door.
“Coming, coming.” You mumbled, the knocks had continued with a sort of anxiousness behind them. It wasn’t until you did open the door that you understood why.
“Hey- woah.” JJ stood at your doorstep, with puffy eyes and scars littering his skin. Immediately, your eyes widened, and you ushered him inside.
“What happened, J? Are you alright-?” You rushed to ask, leading him to the couch where he stumbled to the cushion.
“Fight, kook, it was bad.” Is all he said in summary, leaning into the comfortable back rest and slouching. While his eyes closed, looking busted as fuck on your couch, you looked over the various welts and scars across his face.
“Looks pretty bad…” you mumbled, eyes jumping from the small bump on his forehead to the purple bruise on his cheek.
“Yeah, alright, bathroom.” 
Which is how you winded up with an injured, shirtless, JJ Maybank sitting on your bathroom counter, back to the mirror, watching with a raised eyebrow as you sorted through the first aid kit that had been tucked into the cabinets. 
“How many bandaids can a person have…” he mumbled, head rolled to the side and leaned against the mirrors surface. 
“Depends how many cuts there are,” You nodded at the red mark running across JJ’s thumb, “hand please.”
The blonde complied without any protest, watching with faint interest while you gently spread the bandaid across his roughed up skin. You don’t let go of his hand, either, instead turning to the red that stained JJ’s knuckles and examining them closely.
“I’m gonna need the Neosporin for this.” At that, JJ groaned. 
“I know, so horrible.” You remarked sarcastically, almost smiling at your friend as you uncapped the small yellow tube, bringing it close to the scars strewn across JJ’s hand. “Stay still.” 
“It stings like a bitch.”
“I can’t imagine the fight was much better.” 
JJ shifted, repositioning himself on the smooth counter and trying to ignore the burning sensation that came from the medicine. 
“Is there not any other way-“ with a sigh, you set down the tube. 
“What, you need someone to kiss it better?” You asked in a teasing voice. 
JJ shifted around again, his thighs brushed against your hips. 
“Well…”
You paused, and looked at him for a moment. 
His voice wasn’t teasing, like it would be normally- instead, it had sounded almost bashful.
Oh.
He didn’t look at you, so you took the opportunity and gently lifted his hand to your mouth. It seemed to have startled him a bit, feeling your lips agains this knuckles- but soon butterflies followed, for he made direct eye contact with you as you did it.
Each knuckle, one by one, got a small kiss to the sensitive skin. Then, one on the bandaid covering his thumb, before you moved to the next hand.
He watched, eyes glossed over with something he wasn’t even sure he could name, and savored the feeling. 
But then, you’d gotten each scar and bruise on his hand. A quick glance down or his torso, blood rushed to your cheeks.
“I’m not getting those ones.” You said, though your hands betrayed you when they settled on his hips. 
His mouth was still slightly agape, his mind left behind to when your mouth was on his hand, like some sort of prince.
“You missed my face.” He blurted out, before he could even think. Both of you quickly became hot in the face. 
Tension grew thick in the confines of your bathroom walls, your waist still tucked comfortably in between his legs. 
He stared at you, waiting. 
Slowly, with a hitched breath, you leaned in until your lips brushed the tender skin across his cheek. And you let your lips rest there, just for a moment, pulling away only an inch or so because any further and you’d still be sucked back into his warmth. 
JJ felt small tingles across his cheek, you had been so close to his face. 
He felt as your lips drifted, ghosting over his skin as to meet another scar- this time the long one tracing his cheekbone. JJ’s eyes fluttered shut, internally building up his courage. 
‘Do it, now, damn it-‘
Before you could lean closer and give that cut the same treatment as the other, JJ ducked his head down and pulled your face the opposite direction- to his lips. 
A bit chapped, but still smooth and oh so addictive, his lips caught yours and quickly pulled you to him indefinitely.
Your eyes widened, suddenly being surrounded by his everything, his warmth, his touch. It didn’t take you longer than a few seconds before you leaned into it. 
Your right hand drifted from his thigh to the dip of his hipbone, dancing around the sore bruise in your way- you fit into each other so perfectly. 
At first, he’d pulled away after a few seconds or so. “Shit, I’m sor-“
But you pulled him right back, you’d waited so long, you can’t let it end now. And it was so soft, sweet- you didn’t want to let go yet.
By the time you both pulled away, you’d gotten so close that you couldn’t move more than an inch or two from his face, while you caught your breath. 
“Feel any better?” You asked, after a minute. He grinned, and it spread right back to you. 
“Much.”
A small hum, and your hand rested on his cheek. You pecked the remaining cuts along his face- his nose, his forehead, cheekbone- the kiss giving you a burst of courage to let yourself linger on his skin longer.
“Good.”
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JJ Maybank x Male Reader - Safe With Me
JJ Maybank x Male !kook! Reader
Request [shortened, it was very in depth and I don’t want to spoil too much] : “male reader is a popular kook…and best friends with Sarah and Kie…and he has a rough family they are super rich but his dad doesn't like him to being gay…also JJ and the reader act like a couple and they like each other but don’t realize it cause they like what they got…[main event you’ll have to read]…then they make it official.”
CW: hurt/comfort, homophobia/homophobic family, the slightest mentions of drinking, kinda cheesy towards the end, y/n’s dad sucks
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Love;
[noun]
An intense feeling of deep affection
“Y’think we can make a quick pit stop before we go and do, well, whatever this is?”
The voice woke Y/n up before the sun even could, though his eyes were still close to shutting. It was Pope’s voice, of course- his sarcasm leaking through his words.
On the couch, Y/n had one arm stretched out next to his face to act as a pillow, shielding his eyes from the early morning sun just enough for him to not be blinded. 
A few feet behind the couch, Pope walked over to the small round table where John B sat with Sarah. Papers were scattered across the wooden surface, the girl’s feet propped up on the edge. 
“Eh, sure why not- hey, pass me a beer, will you?” John B said, nodding towards the fridge behind Pope’s chair. 
“It’s 7 in the morning.”
“Oh c’mon, never too early to get a little drink.”
Pope rolled his eyes, but sure enough got up again to open the fridge.
The sound of a can being tossed, and the rattle of the fridge door closing made Y/n groan. He just wanted to sleep, he was comfortable on the lumpy couch with JJ’s warmth beside him. 
The night before they’d fallen asleep side by side, nothing new for either of them. JJ’s head was settled just below Y/n’s arm-pillow, just slightly pressed against his chest while their legs overlapped. When the sound continued on, his friends still talking across the room, he shifted in his spot and let his free arm fall on JJ’s shoulders.
Y/n would’ve smiled at the sight of the blonde settled so close to him, but the voices that rang out behind him were so loud. 
He just wanted to go back to sleep-
“Aw, did we interrupt your sleep?” Y/n’s eyebrows furrowed.
 ‘Wonderful’
Sarah was grinning at him, seeing how his face had changed. 
“Let’s go, up and at ‘em.” John B joined right in, drumming on the table just loud enough to force Y/n’s eyes open, and stir JJ just a bit.
It was then when the sun finally hit him, groaning again and rubbing his eyes. “You guys are so loud.” Y/n complained, lifting his head and looking around the room. 
Kiara lay sprawled out on the arm chair across from the couch, rubbing her eyes and glaring at Pope and John B. “Seriously guys? This early?” She asked  sleepily, falling against the chair again. 
It was clear the other 3 couldn’t care less, Pope ignoring the sleeping teens while John b and Sarah were getting up from the table to bug them some more. 
The blonde girl walked to the chair, standing over Kie and grinning widely. Back at the couch, John B walked past the half asleep pair, drummed against their legs once, before looping around back to the kitchen.
The slaps to their calves caused both Y/n and JJ to jerk, the latter doing so more loudly as he was only then waking up. 
“What the fuck dude.” he grumbled, shoving his face back against the couch while Y/n rolled over onto his back. 
At that point, all 6 of them were awake- whether it be willingly or not. It was simply a part of the Chateau’s morning routine, something you sign up for when falling asleep at John B’s. The alarm would be just as obnoxious as the host. 
Y/n pressed the heel of his free hand into his eyes, hiding them from the sun. The other arm was still stuck under JJ’s neck. “What time is it?” He asked, to which Pope responded.
“7:32.”
 Y/n groaned. 
“Shit,” he mumbled, clumsily sitting up from his spot on the couch. 
“Pops’ll be mad?” JJ sighed sarcastically, and watched Y/n’s figure as the boy stumbled off the couch to grab his shoes. 
“Don’t leave me man-“ he gasped out dramatically, and Y/n couldn’t help but smile. Reaching over the couch, he ruffled the blonde hair on JJ’s head.
“Oh, this is heartbreaking.” Kie faked a frown and put a hand over her heart.
 The two boys had always been close, everyone knew that. They each cared for each other in a way that neither could truly describe, any words used felt wrong, or perhaps too soon for them to say. 
So they didn’t try the words, they stuck to their bond even if it got them the “idiot-boyfriends-who-aren’t-even-boyfriends” label in the group.
Y/n himself felt the smile growing, opening the door that lead out to the porch.
“Bye, JJ” he called jokingly, getting a “bye Y/n” right back, the words holding the same tone that his had. 
It wasn’t until he was entirely out of the house that he let his mind wander, only having 10 minutes time before his car would reach his drive way- where the smile he wore would disappear. 
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Greed; 
[noun]
Intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth, power, or food.
A day had passed since Y/n unfortunately had to leave the Chateau early, and it wouldn’t be long before he was back in the car with his closest friends, with JJ.
The h/c teen sat on his scratchy, leather couch- it’s black color popping out against the light walls. 
He sat there, leaned against the armrest scrolling through his phone as he waited for the Pogues to come and pick up him and Sarah. Across the room, his father- D/n L/n sat at the dining room table.
The man’s face was very stern, lips formed into a  thin line as he stared holes into his computer screen. A few papers were in a pile, his hand resting on top - the focus leaking from his eyes leaving no breathing room, no space for him or Y/n to talk. 
The latter looked up from his phone, glancing at the stairs where Sarah left for the bathroom 5-ish minutes ago. The sooner she came down, the sooner he’d have an excuse to leave the room. 
Slowly, he let his gaze wander. 
It shifted from the long staircase, over the walls until it was set on the man at the table. His eyes narrowed.
Greed and love. 
It was a relationship never fit to work, though it can still find itself intertwined into bloodline. Two opposing forces sitting on the same branch of the family tree, living in the same house. One on the couch, one at the table. 
Y/n always preferred to differentiate himself from greed.
Being born a Kook, he accepted his privilege. But he saw what greed looked like, he lived with it. And he knew, from the nasty snarl worn on his father’s skin, that it was something he never wanted to be.
The boy stared at his father until the edges of his vision began to dance. So, he looked away, eyes going back to his phone screen. He didn’t want to think about it anymore than he had to. 
The time read 12:09, him and Sarah were to get picked up at 12:15. Y/n stood up, tucking his phone into his pocket so while Sarah took her time upstairs, he could at least get some of the stuff he needed. 
Starting with his keys, he grabbed them from the coffee table and stuck them into his pocket. He moved towards the fridge next- but the noise that had come from his key chain caught his fathers attention. 
“Going somewhere?” D/n asked, just as Y/n had opened the fridge door. 
“…yeah.” The h/c looked straight forward, the blue-ish light flooding his face as he grabbed a water bottle. 
“And where would that be?” 
Y/n’s father hadn’t looked away from his work, though Y/n couldn’t tell either way as he was staring straight into the fridges’s shelves.
“Just out, nothing special.”
He  eventually had to draw away from the fridge where he’d been hiding. The silver door closed after him, and Y/n turned to see his father looking right at him. 
“Just you and Sarah?” The man asked, raising an eyebrow and resting his elbow on the back of his chair. 
Y/n’s face faltered. He knew who his father was referencing, what he was getting at. 
“No” he thought, saying it in his head over and over until maybe, he could say it out loud.
“Doesn’t matter.”
…or not. 
Admittedly, he didn’t want his father to know. He selfishly wanted his friends to be his own thing- because when his father even caught sight of them, it would become a disruption. 
D/n had the belief that Kooks and Pogues shouldn’t interact unless absolutely necessary- he was just “too good” for them, after all. He worked so life ran on his own personal railroad, and Y/n’s friends were nothing but roadblocks. 
“Oh, but I think it does.” D/n narrowed his eyes at his son, who looked away with his head tilted towards the floor. Y/n fidgeted with the bottle in his hands- his father was onto him. They each had one specific boy in mind at that current moment, and by the look in each others eyes, they each knew it.
“Hey! Sorry about that, Wheezie called me.”
 Sarah landed on the last step just as Y/n was released in from his father’s stare. She looked up from her phone, not catching how D/n had to adjust to return to his computer screen. 
Y/n quickly walked to her, giving her a smile when she quirked her eyebrow. 
“Hey, took you long enough.” He joked, sitting back on the couch. Sarah rolled her eyes and shrugged. 
“Just say you missed me, it takes less time.” She says, plopping down onto the chair. 
Y/n laughed, letting his shoulders relax as Sarah had joined him in the room. He opened his mouth to reply, fire some sort of comeback, but a small ding came from his phone.
‘We’re here, hurry up JJ’s about to rob your neighbor.’
The text came from Kie. Y/n peered over his phone and caught a glimpse of her car outside the window, catching a small smile on his face. Sarah followed his eyes and saw the car, grinning and nodding at the boy to get up. 
Sparing one last glance to his father, Y/n followed Sarah out the door. 
“Hey hey!” 
As soon as Y/n stepped foot outside his door, JJ was jumping right out of the parked car- of course. With a grin, Y/n hopped down the stairs and jogged to meet him in the middle.
“What’s up JJ-“ he said, his voice almost giddy, and he wrapped his arms around him. There was a slight slap on his back as JJ hugged him back, and a tickle in his neck as that’s where JJ buried his nose. 
“Waiting for you, I was about to hop the fence and visit old Richie over there-“ JJ’s voice turned breathy at the end of the sentence, spinning on his heel and bringing the boy in his arms right with him. Y/n’s eyes widened, and a laugh rumbled from his throat. His arms tightened around the boy, securing himself when his feet left the ground. 
“Holy shit dude-“
“JJ, put him down.” John B sounded tired, managing no more than an eye roll when JJ only laughed. Though, he did drop Y/n onto the sidewalk right next to him. The boy, with his feet finally planted on the ground, patted the back of the blondes back.
“C’mon, let’s head out-“
“Y/n.” 
The deep voice sent chills down the teen’s spines, each of them recognizing who it was. The joyful feeling that tainted the air only seconds ago suddenly faded into tension.  Y/n himself was forced to hesitantly turn, and meet his fathers cold eyes. 
“Come here.” The glare that emitted off D/n’s stern figure made his son shudder- the boy really just wanted to leave. 
“Dad, we’re going somewhere-“ 
“I thought we talked about this?” One eyebrow raised, turning D/n’s face into one of judgement. Y/n swallowed.
“I mean, there was never really an agreement, so-“
The next look that came from D/n was one of warning. 
A small lump formed in Y/n’s throat, swallowing it down and air huffed from his nose. 
“Mr. L/n, we were really just-“ Kiara, bold as always, tried and failed to reassure her friends father. Her words got cut off before she could even finish, the deep voice replacing them. “No, no I know. And it’s not happening.” 
Y/n felt his skin itch, why was his father doing this in front of his friends?  Before he would go out of his way to avoid them, but now he talked freely. Y/n’s eyes flickered to the car, having half a mind to run and jump into the back seat before another word could spill. 
“Dad-“
“Y/n, look at the neighbors,” his fathers voice rose, “their son is your age, what about that?” He gestured towards the large, nearly identical house across the garden. His other hand gripped the door handle tightly, as if he was prepared to storm back inside at any moment. 
The group tensed, they knew what his father meant, even if he hadn’t said it directly. Though while John B and Pope bit their tongue, Kiara stepped forward with a deadly glare imprinted onto her face. 
“What are you implying?” She asked, clearly having taken offense. Y/n looked at her, battling with himself in his head as to whether or not he should stop her. John B’s hand landed on her shoulder, urging her to step back.
Y/n’s eyes are torn away when he suddenly felt the familiar warmth of JJ’s hand grabbing his. His eyes widen. 
“Shit.”
He nearly pulled away, but something made him stay, something in him wanted to. Though the second his fathers cold stare landed on their tangled fingers, he questioned that decision. 
JJ glared harshly at Y/n’s father- but no words fell, as he still was trying to decide if he should say anything at all. But in that moment, it was better that he didn’t.
Y/n was frozen in his place, head tilted down to stare at his hand and JJ’s, too scared to look up. 
“And what’s this, huh?”
‘No.’
“Are we still on this, are you serious?”
The words tugged the strings of Y/n’s heart, hearing such words from his own father, being watched by all his friends, by the boy he could only secretly love. He glared at the ground, shaking his head. 
“It’s-“
“You just-“ D/n turned, facing the wooden frame of the door and rubbing his eyes, “this is not how I wanted to raise you.”
The words ran Y/n’s throat dry, like a river drowned into soil by hot sun. JJ felt the way his hand tightened, heard the shaky sigh that escaped him.
Kiara, once more, stepped forward boldly. “You can’t say that to him!” She rasped, eyebrows pulled into a deep furrow. JJ too found his voice quickly, barking out a “hey!” 
“Mr L/n,” Sarah’s whisper barely scraped past the lump in her throat, only heard by her boyfriend. 
As Y/n stood there on his own walkway, all the words of his friends fizzled against his ears in an echo. He stared at the ground until he became dizzy, nothing but his fathers voice reaching past his ears. 
He didn’t want to fit his fathers description. But it still hurt. 
He snapped out of the daze when JJ began moving, their joined hands swaying. 
“The fuck is your problem, man?” JJ’s voice was heavy with anger, challenging D/n with his voice. Y/n’s eyes darted to JJ’s face.
“Excuse me, young man?” The authority that rattled from Y/n’s father would’ve made anyone else back away, but JJ only seemed to move closer. Y/n watched on with wide eyes. 
“JJ,” he tried, suddenly becoming aware of what exactly was happening right next to him. 
“You talk to him like that then wonder why he likes hanging with us? Man you must be joking-“ the blonde seethes. 
“Do not talk to me like that,”
“You’re a real piece of shit.” 
John B pulled JJ back, giving him a stern look. Pope, backing towards the car, mouthed at him to shut up. 
Y/n’s heart pounded, staring only at JJ. What was he doing?
D/n’s head snapped to his son’s.
“If this is how you’re going to be, dont try coming home.”
Y/n reeled back, shocked. JJ stomped forward. 
“Good, he’ll stay with me. You’re only helping me here, man.” 
It got quiet for a moment after that. 
Angrily, Y/n’s father looked at him expectantly, telling him to choose with nothing more than his eyes.
Y/n’s lips were parted, staring right back at his father for the first time that whole argument. JJ’s arm snakes around his shoulder.
“He’ll be safe with me.”
Those last words are what settled it for Y/n, the only thing he needed to hear before he knew. He knew exactly what, who, he wanted. 
Wordlessly, he turned away from his father and pulled JJ into a tight hug. No hesitation followed as JJ pulled him even closer. 
Behind them, the door slammed shut, and Y/n knew that was it. Yet for just a moment, when JJ pulled away and held his face in his hands, he pushed the thought away. 
“I promise.” The blonde whispered with a small smile . Y/n smiled back, unable to stop himself for he knew what he truly meant by those words. 
The smile broke into a sniffle and a chuckle, feeling Kiara attacking him from behind with a strong hug. Sarah followed.
“Fuck, guys, I don’t know what to do now-“ he kept the smile through his teary eyes. 
“We’ll figure it out, man.” Pope told him from the car. “We always do.”
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Death Row
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Pairing: Hermione Granger x Fem!Reader
AU: No Magic/Prison AU
WARNING: MENTION OF SA/ABUSE/MURDER/DEATH
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Third Person P.O.V:
July 11th, 2008
Y/n sat on her bed in the Death Row Cell Block A, watching the open food tray slot on her door as guards walked by every twenty minutes or so. It was quiet for the most part, she could hear one of the other inmates' radio playing some oldies from somewhere nearby.
If she had counted correctly, then today marked her eighth year in prison. She supposed that celebrations were in order. Maybe she could convince one of the guards to give her a muffin for the occasion.
Y/n stood up and walked over to the door, grasping the bars on the small window that gave her some access to the hall. She could hear a set of footsteps coming towards her, so she stuck out her arm and waved it.
"Good morning, Y/l/n" a gentle voice calls back as she puts her arm back in the cell and watches as a recognizable face comes into her view.
"Good morning, Remus" she replied as he looked at her with a kind smile. He was one of the few guards who were nice to her during her stay in this 6 by 9 by 12 space.
"Guess what today is?" She asks with a smile and he ponders for a moment, before finally speaking.
"Meatloaf Monday?" He asks and she rolls her eyes at his remark. He smiled back at her as he watched the young girl try not to chuckle at him.
"Well, yes, but that's not all! If I've counted correctly, then today should be my eighth anniversary in this place" she hums and Remus nods as he crosses his arms and thinks for a moment again.
"Has it really been that long already? Time sure does fly" he hummed back as he got closer to the door and whispered to her.
"I'll get you one of those muffins that you like as a gift," he says and her smile grows.
"You read my mind" she whispered back as he chuckled and stepped back from the door. His back suddenly straightened, and that was enough for Y/n to know that he wasn't just doing his regular rounds.
"Please step back from the door," he says and Y/n does what is told, walking back to stand next to her bed as he unlocked the cell and pulled out his handcuffs.
"A field trip? Well, aren't you full of surprises today" Y/n says as she turns around and puts her hand behind her back, already knowing the drill by now.
"Since your last checkup with the doctor, it seems you've begun to lack the necessary vitamins to help your body," Remus says as he cuffs her and places a firm hand on her shoulder as he guides her out of the cell.
"So, I need more sunlight?" Y/n asks as they begin to walk down the hall. Another guard, a rookie named Quirrell, stood posted by a locked gate ahead of them.
"Not exactly, the government had decided to issue you shots for you to take, so make nice with the nurses" Remus chuckled as Quirrell opened the sliding steel door, he had an annoyed look on his face as he kept his eyes on Y/n. Nobody really liked Quirrell, he was a prick and a pushover at the same time, and it was hard to get a grip on him when you needed to.
"Don't mind him Y/n, he rolled out on the wrong side of the bed this morning" Remus chuckled as they walked through the doorway and followed the signs leading to the hospital wing. It took them a few minutes, but when they did arrive, Y/n took immediate notice of a new person on staff.
"Why, hello there" she greets as Remus rolls his eyes and uncuffs one of Y/n's hands, but soon connects it to the steel bar next to the examination bed. A young woman, a brunette, and around the same age as Y/n, turned to them with a small hesitation.
"You must be Nurse Granger, I'm Officer Lupin but please, call me Remus," he says as he sticks out his hand and greets her kindly. She shakes his hand and bows her head slightly, but her eyes continuously flicker over to Y/n in a nervous nature.
"I don't bite...unless you like that?" Y/n teases and Remus sighs and waves a hand in her direction.
"This is Y/n Y/l/n, Death Row inmate 7991. She is one of our nonhostile prisoners, and won't give you any trouble. I honestly think the worst thing you'll get out of her is her corny pickup lines" he mumbles as Y/n looks at him in disbelief at his hurtful comments. The nurse let out a small laugh as she seemed to calm down slightly.
"Corny? You taught them to me!" She defended as he rolled his eyes and walked over to the door, opening it slightly before looking back at Nurse Granger.
"I'll be right outside, just give a holler if you need help," he says before closing the door behind them. Leaving the both of them alone together. Y/n looked over at the brunette and raised an eyebrow at her.
"So, Nurse Granger. What's your first name?" Y/n asks as she watches the medical professional pick up the clipboard on the table and read it over. Their eyes met for a moment but then disconnected again when she looked back at the paper.
"Does it matter?" She asked as she walked over to the cabinet across the room and gathered some equipment. Y/n hummed in thought and then shrugged.
"I suppose not, since I'll be dead eventually," Y/n says with a smirk as the other girl turns with a face of horror. She obviously had not meant it in that manner, but Y/n couldn't resist the easy teasing.
"That's not what I meant! I was just saying that since I have to remain professional-" she began to ramble, but soon just took a deep breath to cut herself off.
"Hermione. My name is Hermione." she sighed as Y/n began to grin and sat up on the examination stable. There was a playfulness to Y/n that made Hermione slightly uneasy, considering what cell block she was in.
"Hermione? Pretty name." Y/n says as the nurse grabs the stethoscope from around her neck and cautiously walks up to her.
"I don't bite" Y/n chuckled as Hermione closed her eyes and rolled them, just in case this prisoner was violent.
When she opened them again, she was greeted by Y/n biting the air in front of her, which made the brunette jump back. The prisoner began to howl with laughter as Hermione's face turned a bit crimson at the way she had been exposed to still being nervous.
"Not funny. Don't make me call in Officer Lupin" Hermione states to which Y/n continues to fight back her chuckles. The nurse finally worked up the courage to place a hand on Y/n's shoulder as she steadied herself.
"You're no fun, you're going to be like Nurse Umbridge, aren't you?" Y/n asks and Hermione has to stop herself from gagging at the mention of her superior's name. That woman was a piece of work, and it seemed that the inmates knew that as well.
"That is for me to know, and for you to find out," Hermione says as she places the cold metal against Y/n's back and listens to her heartbeat. It was steady and strong, but nothing sounded out of the ordinary. Which was good, obviously.
"Ooo" Y/n snickered as Hermione switched to the front of her chest and listened intently.
"Take a deep breath," she asks and Y/n does as she says, watching as Hermione focuses and moves the metal part of the instrument along the top of her chest. A slight chill ran up Y/n's spine as the woman's nails scraped along her skin as well.
"Exhale" she states, to which Y/n listens again.
When Hermione stepped away and placed the stethoscope around her neck, their eyes met again. She didn't seem as nervous as before, but the guarded aura was still prevalent.
"Everything sounds fine. So, now that leads me up to the questions" Hermione says as she pulls the rolling chair over to her and sits down, looking over the clipboard again.
"Questions? You're very thorough" Y/n says as she plays with the handcuff around her wrist. Hermione chuckled softly as her eyes flickered up for a moment before looking back down at the questionnaire.
"It's my job" she replies and Y/n just hums softly at her response. She had only been here less than a decade now, but none of the other nurses or doctors had even asked her if she had symptoms of anything when she had a cold. They usually just gave out pills willy-nilly.
No wonder the druggies love getting 'sick'.
"Alright, how are you feeling today? Any illnesses I need to be aware of?" she asks, Y/n just shakes her head as the clock on the wall ticks by slowly. It had only been around five minutes, but it seemed longer to both of them. Maybe it was because Hermione wanted to get Y/n out of here or maybe it was because Y/n was having such a fun time teasing the newbie.
"Do you suffer from any disorders or diseases that could affect the performance of the shot you will be taking from now on?" Hermione asks and again, Y/n shakes her head. She didn't really know what else to say, but she did want to ask more personal questions. Yet, it didn't seem like Hermione wasn't in a sharing mood at the moment.
"I suppose not" Y/n hums as Hermione nods and rolls herself over to the small box that lay on the counter near them. She grabbed it and pulled out a skinny syringe with a neon red liquid inside, there was condensation on the plastic, so it must be fresh out of the fridge.
Hermione rolled back and held out her hand, to which Y/n instinctively placed hers in it, they looked back at one another. Hermione raised a brow at the other girl.
"You know, holding hands is more of a date three kinda thing" Y/n teases as Hermione fights back the urge to roll her eyes and trailed her hand up to the inmate's arm, pulling up the jumpsuit sleeve.
"I wanted your arm" she mumbled and Y/n just laughed softly as the nurse tied the rubber band tightly around her bicep. Hermione cleaned off a spot just under the band with a disinfectant wipe.
"So, does this go into a vein or?" Y/n asks and Hermione shakes her head as she puts the shot on a small metal table near the examination bed. She rolled over to the door and pulled out a pair of latex gloves that hung in a box near it.
"Just in the skin" Hermione hummed as she rolled back and picked up the shot again, she pulled off the cap that protected the needle, and looked back at Y/n.
"Ready?" She asks and Y/n just nods as she turns her arm towards Hermione for a better angle. The brunette placed her hand on Y/n's shoulder and hovered the needle over the disinfected skin.
"One, two, three" Hermione says calmly as she injects the shot, and then pulls out the syringe. She threw it away in the nearby garbage can and then wiped the small amount of blood that came from the puncture wound. The rubber band came untied with a quick pull and fell to the ground.
"How many times do I have to get this?" Y/n asks as Hermione tells her to hold the wipe while she gets a bandage. She stood up this time, walking over to one of the cabinets and looking inside.
"Every one to two days for the next two weeks, then we'll do a check-up to decide if we continue for a few more days or we begin with only once a month" Hermione explained as she pulled out two different bandages, there were the basic one, and a SpongeBob one. The nurse turned to her with a raised eyebrow, and Y/n just grinned.
"You know which one I want" she replies, Hermione couldn't help but chuckle as she put the basic one away and walked over with the others. As she sat back in the rolling chair, Y/n had a debating look on her face, before finally saying something.
"Can I give you some advice?" Y/n asks and Hermione looks up at her as she unwrapped the bandage. If it was medical advice, then this was going to be a waste of breath, but she decided against saying anything.
"Don't place anything sharp near prisoners, then turn your back on them. You did that with the needle, and I could have easily just..." Y/n trails off as she gives a demonstration, showing she could have just reached over to the metal table and grabbed it. Hermione felt her throat close, as she realized how stupid that really was.
"Why didn't you?" Hermione whispered as she placed the bandage on the injury, and looked away from Y/n. The inmate sighed as she watched the nurse throw away the scraps of paper and plastic.
"You're nice, and I'm already on Death Row. What help would that do me?" Y/n chuckles as Lupin walks back into the room. Hermione stood up and gave a nod to him as she threw away the latex gloves as well.
"All done?" He asks.
"Yes, and make sure she eats and drinks something when she gets back to her cell," Hermione says as she takes a deep breath, and leans back on the counter behind her.
"I got the food part covered" he chuckled as he pulled out a wrapped muffin from his pocket, which made Y/n grin.
"I knew you liked me!" She chuckled as she tried to grab it, but her held it from her grasp and put it back in his pocket. She frowned as he un-cuffed her from the bed, but then put her hands behind her back.
"It's all yours once we're back to your humble abode" he replied. Y/n looked back at Hermione and gave a smile.
"Catch you in a few days, Hermione"
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July 25th
Hermione yawned softly as she looked over her schedule for the day. Her eyes fell to a familiar name, and she cocked her head to the side as she read it.
'BLOOD WORK ON Y/N Y/L/N (INMATE 7991)'
Ah, that's right, the two weeks were up. That means she gets to do something other than shots and pill distribution. She missed being an intern at a real hospital, but at least she didn't have to change bedpans as much as she used to.
Over the last few weeks, she had gotten more comfortable with Y/n, but only to be calm enough to smile at her attempts at jokes. They were very flirty, but what else was to be expected? Y/n was on death row after all, it wasn't like she got to regularly interact with other women besides the few guards.
So Hermione dealt with it, but she'd be lying if she said they didn't make her face hot from time to time.
She sighed and stood up from the small table in the staff lounge. Her hands crumpled up the trash from her lunch and dumped it in the garbage as she walked out of the room.
"Ms.Granger?" An irritating voice calls out.
Hermione rolled her eyes but soon turned towards the person with a smile. Dolores Umbridge had a devilish smile on her face, which meant that she had bad news to give. The younger girl was almost blinded by how bright her pink scrubs were.
"Yes?" She replies as the older woman walks up to her and hands her a file, Hermione raises a brow and opens it, only to realize it was Y/n's. Why would she give her this?
"This is Y/l/n's. If this is about her B12 shots, I'm doing the blood work today-" she was cut off as Umbridge shook her head and tapped on where the name of her primary physician in the prison would go.
'Primary Physician: HERMIONE GRANGER'
Her eyes widened.
"W-Wait, I can't be her Physician! I'm just a Nurse Practitioner!" Hermione exclaims and Umbridge just shrugs with that evil smile of hers as she looks her up and down.
"The inmate requested that you be the first person to aid her from now on, and I saw no problem since you have more than enough training than the regular Nurses" the older woman chuckles as she walks away, giving an over-the-shoulder glance as she does.
"Good luck!
Hermione fought back the urge to chuck the file at her head and instead took a deep breath. This had to be against the law to some degree, but she didn't seem to have a choice in the matter. So, she just walked away and stepped into a private room.
She laid the file on the counter and sat down on the rolling chair. Her eyes scanned the area, making sure the equipment and room were clean still since the night shift left.
Clean enough.
Hermione stood up and grabbed a few disinfectant wipes from the supply under the sink. She began to wipe down the medical equipment out of habit, and her minor clean freak ways. It wasn't until the door opened again, did she stop.
"Oh honey, I'm home to play doctor"
Hermione gave a soft breath of a chuckle as she turned towards the door to find Y/n being brought in by Officer Lupin. The older man rolled his eyes as he cuffed her to the metal bar, and sighed softly.
"Do you want me to stay in the room? She's been very playful today. I think she gets excited when she realizes it's time to go see her favorite nurse" he hummed as Hermione looked at Y/n with a smirk. For once, Y/n hid her face. Schoolyard crush, it was a sweet gesture, but it wouldn't go anywhere. Not on Hermione's watch.
"I think I can handle it" she replies as he just nods and looks back at Y/n. He pointed a finger at her as he smiled.
"Be nice" he states, to which Y/n crosses her heart and holds up a Boy Scouts salute.
When Officer Lupin backed away and left the room, Hermione crossed her arms and looked at the girl with an annoyed glare. Y/n noticed immediately and chuckled nervously.
"Would you care to explain to me how you got Nurse Umbridge to agree to me being your on-call Physician?" Hermione asks and Y/n plays with the handcuff around her wrist with an anxious demeanor. The nurse sighed and pulled her hair into a ponytail, tying it with one of her hair ties.
"I told her that I'd say 'hi' to her mom in hell" Y/n joked as Hermione huffed and rolled her chair over to the latex gloves box. As much as she did want to laugh, this was important.
"Y/n, this is serious! I am not a Doctor. I am a Nurse Practitioner" Hermione says as she pulls the gloves onto her hands and stands up, pushing the chair over to Y/n with her foot.
"So? Isn't that basically the same thing?" Y/n asks and Hermione scoffs as she walks over to the small rollable metal table, where she had sterilized and set up everything she needed to draw blood.
"No. That isn't even close to being the same thing." Hermione sighed as she rolled it over to Y/n and sat back down in her chair. The prisoner just shrugged as she didn't really know what else to say on the matter, other than that her boss might hate her.
"I trust you more than Umbridge. So I don't see why it's such a big deal." Y/n mumbled as Hermione wrapped the rubber band around her bicep, but much tighter than the other times.
"I legally can't even call myself a doctor, so how do you think it'll work out for me to be your Physician?" Hermione huffed as she took ahold of Y/n's forearm and turned it upwards. Then something caught her eye. There were burn scars, but nothing like she had seen before.
Y/n saw her reaction.
"Pretty cool right? I used to tell the other foster kids that I got them when I would beat up the lava monster in the basement. They were so gullible." Y/n chuckled as she watched Hermione touch them delicately, almost like she thought they still hurt.
"How did you really get them?" Hermione asks as she looks back at Y/n, who seems torn now. She then shook her head lightly and laughed at the fact that she was nervous again.
"I think it's a little early in our relationship-"
"Friendship" Hermione corrects.
"Tomayto/tomahto. Anyways, I think it's a little early to tell you the reason I'm on death row" Y/n says as Hermione looks back at her forearm, deciding to leave well enough alone. She took her thumb and searched for a good vein to draw from.
"I already know why" she replies and Y/n nods slowly. Hermione pressed her thumb on the vein so she wouldn't lose it, and grabbed the disinfectant wipe, cleaning the area.
"You know the media version" Y/n countered and Hermione hummed in response as she picked up the needle from the table. She supposed that was true, but did she really want to hear her out?
"I know you killed three people, and I think that's all I need to know" Hermione states as she punctures Y/n's skin and vein, beginning to draw blood into a vial.
"That's fair. I wouldn't trust the word of a killer either if I were in your shoes" Y/n says as the conversation falls into silence.
Hermione ended up giving the duty of providing Y/n her B12 shots to another nurse on the night shift after this encounter, and they didn't speak until the next time they met, but it was in much less desirable circumstances.
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September 19th
Hermione raced to her car at three A.M, stumbling slightly as she fought off the sleep from her eyes. Umbridge had called, telling her that Y/n, technically her patient, had been shanked on her way to the night shift Nurse for her shot.
She had been told that Warden Snape would tell her more details when she arrived back on the premises. The brunette felt guilt form in her stomach, knowing that this probably wouldn't have happened if she had pushed away her judgment and just did her job.
"God dammit" she whispers as she got into her car and drove off.
When she did get to and into the prison, it was on lockdown, and guards patrolled the halls nervously. Hermione walked down to the emergency area of the building and found Warden Snape standing outside one of the rooms with his regular, emotionless face.
"Warden" Hermione greeted as she stopped in front of him. He nodded and gave a tight-lipped sigh, crossing his arms across his chest.
"Officer Ronan was taking Y/n Y/l/n to the nurses station for her monthly B12 dose, when Officer Gale was taking Inmate Bellatrix Lestrange down to solitary confinement due to indecent behavior the last few days. From what both Officers have told us, is that they had both prisoners hugging either wall as they passed one another when Bellatrix lunged at Y/n and procured a shank from somewhere on her body. They were able to subdue her, but it wasn't until Y/n had been stabbed at least four or five times." Warden Snape says in his monotone voice, and Hermione takes a breath. She expected the worst, but then he spoke again.
"Luckily, the razor wasn't secured properly into the makeshift handle. So it broke off in her body in the first stab, but Bellatrix's pure strength was able to make small stab wounds with the handle alone." He explains and Hermione puts up her curls with one of the hair bands on her wrist.
"How bad is the wound with the razor?" Hermione asks and Warden watches her for a moment before answering.
"It wasn't as deep as we thought, so there was no need to send Y/n to an outside hospital. Nurse Carrie is stitching her up right now, and will monitor her throughout the night." Snape says and Hermione quickly speaks up.
"No. I'll do it. She's my responsibility in the first place" she says and he nods, following her with his eyes as she walks past him and into the emergency area. The curtain around the bed at the end of the room hid most of Y/n.
When she got close enough, she snuck around the cloth and saw the Nurse taking care of Y/n, sloppily stitching her up. Hermione almost smacked her hands away to stop her but refrained. Y/n's eyes were shut, but flinched at every pull and tug the doofus of a medical 'professional' did.
"Hey Carrie, I'll take over. Go take a break." Hermione says with a fake smile as the girl grins and stands up. Y/n still didn't open her eyes at the sound of her voice, Hermione guessed it was a way to show she was displeased with her.
"Thanks, Hermione!" Nurse Carrie says as she walks around the curtain, faster than the brunette could say 'no problem'. Hermione quietly sat down and put on a pair of gloves before she began to untie the stitches, being careful as she did so. The door opened and shut as Carrie left, announcing they were alone.
Hermione threw away the old stitches and her gloves as she stood up to wash her hands. Y/n still didn't say anything, her heart rate was slightly high, but not audibly noticeable on the monitor. The brunette had a million thoughts going through her mind as she washed her hands thoroughly.
When she came back to the chair and sat down, she put on a new pair of gloves and looked over the injuries. Y/n laid in only her pants and bra, both had blood on them, but nothing super concerning. Hermione instinctively traced her fingers around the five puncture wounds on her stomach.
"These aren't even washed out properly! That idiot!" Hermione whispered as she stood up again to grab a washout bottle. Y/n couldn't help but let out a chuckle due to her nurse's frustration with her coworker.
Her eyes opened to find Hermione mumbling to herself as she filled a bottle with water at the sink nearby. Y/n laid her head back down as she watched her walk back over and sit down. She does a double-take when she realizes that Y/n has opened her eyes.
"Hi," she breaths out.
"Hi," Y/n whispers back as Hermione pulls her chair closer to the side of the bed. Her mouth opened and closed a few times before she spoke again.
"How are you feeling?" Hermione asks but soon realizes how stupid that sounds.
"Like I've been stabbed" Y/n replied with a chuckle as Hermione took the squeeze bottle and gently cleaned out each wound. Y/n hissed, and Hermione gave a soft 'sorry' under her breath.
"Y/n, why did this happen?" She asks as her other hand dabbed a cloth around the wounds to catch the water.
"I don't know. All I know is that this is why they shouldn't allow guards to cuff violent inmates with their hands forward." She sighed, to which Hermione agreed with wholeheartedly. This had actually been brought this up in a staff meeting just a month ago.
"I agree" she sighed as she put the bottle and cloth onto the metal table, and moved over the suturing needle. Y/n turned tense as she watched Hermione, who caught her body stiffening up from nervousness.
"It's alright" Hermione whispered as she gave a comforting smile. She grabbed the unopened numbing cream, which that ditzy nurse either forgot to use or did on purpose.
"L-Lupin said that tomorrow was your birthday, which makes it today," Y/n said through gritted teeth, her eyes looking around the ceiling in a pained way that almost looked like panic.
"I'm twenty-nine as of today," Hermione says as she unconsciously lays her forearm atop Y/n's hand, she grabs it gently. Not too tight, but not too loose.
"I always liked older women," Y/n says as she seems to calm down, her fingers caressing the underside of her forearm in a slow and steady motion. Hermione knew better than to let her do this, but it was the only way to keep Y/n calm.
"We're only a year apart" she chuckled as she looked over the wounds one more time before falling back to the metal table as she unscrewed the cap on the numbing cream.
"I'm going to numb the small gashes with this, but the big one has to be done now. I can't wait for the cream to start working to stitch it up, I don't want to run the risk of infection" Hermione explained as Y/n just nodded and closed her eyes again. She listened as Hermione moved around for a few moments, calculated but soft.
A cold cream is spread around the smaller wounds, which makes Y/n shiver slightly. Hermione chuckled at that as she put the tube down and changed into a clean pair of gloves again.
"I'll be as gentle as possible," Hermione says as her eyes sorta wander for a moment, taking in Y/n's body. Hey, even nurses can appreciate a good-looking body when they see one. Granted, this probably isn't the best time.
"At least buy me dinner first" Y/n replied as she opened her eyelid slightly and caught Hermione staring for a moment before she cleared her throat and grabbed the needle and thread from the table.
"How about a muffin from the staff room?" Hermione asks as she pinches the skin together before she starts the process. Y/n grunted and nodded at her offer, always happy to get her favorite treat.
Hermione soothed her with quiet shushes and a caress of her wrist against her side from time to time. It was innocent. Obviously.
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It was late in the morning now, and Y/n had crashed from her adrenaline high. She was fast asleep as Hermione carefully covered her handy work with gauze. She took a deep breath and cleaned up the area around the bed before finally washing her hands and taking a seat in the recliner chair in the corner. Her eyes were on Y/n as the sun began to shine through the window.
She should be tired, but Hermione had too much to think about. Like how she had let her judgment go too far, to the point that Y/n could have died from a random attack of violence. She wasn't taking her job seriously, and she was ashamed of herself for it.
"I'm sorry" Hermione whispers to Y/n, who just snored softly on the hospital bed. Even though she knew that this could have happened whether she had been her nurse or not, it still irked her that she had been so uptight.
The door at the end of the room opened, and in walked Officer Lupin. He had a stressed and confused look on his face as he quickly walked over to Hermione. She stood up and put her finger to her mouth before she spoke, nodding her head over to show the sleeping inmate.
"How is she?" He whispers as Hermione guides him back towards the door so they won't disturb Y/n as she sleeps. She wasn't all the surprised to find Lupin so worried about Y/n, he had taken a liking to her after all. Almost in a fatherly sense.
"She'll live" Hermione replies as she leans against one of the counters near the door. Officer Lupin sat down in one of the chairs, and let out a deep sigh.
"You know, in the eight years she has been in my cell block, she has never caused any problems." He started as he crossed one leg over another and took off his cap, it now lay in his lap as he took a deep breath.
"Now don't get me wrong, most death row inmates don't cause much trouble, but she's different. Never asks for outlandish things like a radio or TV in her cell, hell, she didn't even ask for a new blanket after it was forgotten by the laundry crew" Officer Lupin chuckled as Hermione smiled softly back at him. Y/n seemed to be a favorite for a lot of different staff members. She was kind and respectful but was prone to give a few inappropriate jokes around the females, but Hermione was already aware of that.
Most of them didn't seem to mind it.
"I read the report on her. I actually read it five separate times" he says as his eyes stare at Y/n's feet. He wore a sad look in his eyes, which caught Hermione off guard. She expected a disgusted look.
"Every gruesome little detail."
Hermione took the seat next to him and looked at him from the corner of her eye. She never decided to look into the record on Y/n, she knew enough from when the whole case went down back in 97'. It was the talk of the country.
Her mother even took a day off work to watch the trial on TV in 2000. She had told Hermione multiple times her feelings about the whole thing.
"That town had it out for that poor girl, god forgive me, but good riddance to that foster family"
Maybe it was time to look into everything.
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October 31st
Hermione followed Officer Lupin as he guided her down the hall of Death Row Cell Block A. No one paid them any mind, most were watching TV, listening to the radio, or reading a book. In the middle of the hall, they stopped in front of the door.
She couldn't help but look over the Officer's shoulder as he unlocked the door, Y/n sat on her bed with her nose buried in a book.
"Y/n, you have a visitor," Lupin says as he opens the door and moves out of the way for Hermione. She gave a soft smile as she hid the bag behind her back and stepped inside. Y/n's eyes widened as she marked her page and placed it on the table beside her bed.
"I'll check on you in five minutes," Lupin says as he shuts the door behind her and locks it. Y/n kept her distance as she stood up, there wasn't really enough space to be far apart, but she didn't want to scare Hermione.
"To what do I owe the pleasure? My next dose isn't till a week or so from now" Y/n says with a smile as Hermione sits down at the table and shows the bag she had been hiding. It was fast food.
"I decided to take my lunch break with some company," she says as Y/n sat back on her bed and scooted until her back pressed against the wall.
"I think that this is slightly illegal and probably unprofessional," Y/n said with a teasing smirk, but Hermione just shrugged as she handed her a burger and fries.
"I'm already your unlicensed Physician, so I don't see a problem with adding more to my plate" she replies as Y/n just chuckled as she looked at the already cut-through burger, it was obvious that Lupin had made sure that Hermione wasn't hiding something within it.
"No drink? You're a terrible date" Y/n chuckled as she unwrapped the burger and took a bite of it. Hermione rolled her eyes as she popped a fry into her mouth, dusting off her hands with a napkin.
"I thought I was pushing my luck with drinks, so I brought the next best thing," she says with a small smile as Y/n takes the cups she gets for free, and fills them both up with water.
"And what would that be?" Y/n asks as she places the cup next to Hermione's hand and sits back down on her bed. The brunette dug back in the bag and pulled out a muffin, Y/n grinned happily.
"You're starting to like me, admit it," Y/n says as Hermione waves her off as she eats another fry and takes a sip of water. Their eyes met again, but Hermione didn't seem nervous or apprehensive like she usually did.
"I'm dealing with you," she says as Y/n chuckled to herself and took another bite of her burger. It had been so long since she had fast food. It felt like a warm hug.
"Well, I know you didn't just bring me food to have a chat. What do you really want?" The inmate asks, and Hermione just sighs as she leans her arm against the table and thinks through her words carefully. She was alone with a killer, so who knows what could set her off,
"Can you tell me...what happened that night?" She asks softly, and Y/n stops chewing for a moment. She placed the burger on her thigh and looked at Hermione with an almost...scared look in her eyes.
"Are you sure you want to know?" She asked as she took a sip of water to calm herself. Hermione took a breath and then nodded.
"I want to know everything" she sighs, to which Y/n raises a brow at her.
"Everything?"
"Every gruesome little detail," Hermione says, repeating what Lupin had said months ago.
(A/N: LAST WARNING: DNI IF TRIGGERED BY ABUSE OF ANY KIND OR VIOLENCE)
Y/n sighed again, looking down at her food. She seemed to lose her appetite as she placed it away from her on the bed and took another sip of water. It was silent for a few minutes as Hermione took small bites of her food. She didn't want to rush in case it ended up coming back up.
"The Dursleys were picture-perfect to everyone outside the home, but that wasn't the case. There were thirteen of us kids living in that foster home, not including the three of them." Y/n starts as her eyes dart around the room, almost like she is reliving a memory. Hermione put her food down and focused all of her attention on the inmate.
"The youngest was nine, and I was the oldest at seventeen" Y/n continued as she pressed her back against the concrete wall, she could feel the divots in it. Hermione nodded as she waited patiently for her to speak again.
"Those Dursley's were mean sons of bitches. Even their son. He was a year older than me, I think"
Their eyes meet again, but Hermione can only see a scared 17-year-old now. She wanted to tell her to stop, that maybe she shouldn't know more than what the media has said, but she kept her mouth shut.
She needed to hear Y/n's side of events.
"I had been living there for about five years up until that night, and I kept my mouth shut about what was happening to us all...like a fucking coward," Y/n said with gritted teeth as she crossed her arms over her chest. Hermione didn't say anything, only her eyes flickering around her body to take in her body language.
"You know, Mr.Dursley never touched anyone, but he had a thing for putting out his cigars on our skin. It didn't matter to him if I screamed and cried for him to stop, he'd hold my arm till he got his fucking rocks off." She scoffed as she instinctively rubbed her hands over her forearms. Hermione felt her hand twitch, but she stopped herself from reaching over and looking at the scars again.
"I broke my arm one time while trying to get away from him. I think I was twelve, so my first year there?"
Hermione's stomach began to churn and twist itself into knots. She knew the details were about to get a lot worse.
"Mrs.Dursley loved having kids around the house because she didn't have to do the housework. She was like a drill sergeant. If she had to do the chore because you didn't do it correctly, then you couldn't be surprised when Mr.Dursley would come to your room with a belt later that night" Y/n said with a chuckle, almost like she was trying to lighten the mood.
"And the boy?" Hermione asks. Y/n went silent again, her fingers picking and pulling at the scars on her arms. The brunette slowly reached over and grabbed her hand, making her stop. Y/n slowly pulled herself to the edge of the bed, placing her feet on the ground and they sat closer together.
"Take your time" Hermione whispers as their knees touch and her hand begins to touch over the scars again. Y/n's body shook slightly like she was lost in the memories. So the nurse dipped her fingertips into her cold water and touched her skin again.
Y/n stopped shaking, her eyes focusing back on Hermione.
"Dudley...Dudley was the worst. Only because his parents turned a blind eye to the behavior, and even encouraged it sometimes" she whispers as Hermione traced her skin with water again, her eyes falling to the droplets that floated on top of it.
"He was the reason I snapped that night"
The room turned cold. As cold as someone placing a cranked-up fan in front of them in winter. Hermione waited for her to continue, but first Y/n moved closer and rested her forehead on her shoulder. The brunette tensed up for a second but relaxed as she noticed that Y/n wasn't trying to hug her, but instead seeking a small bit of comfort without scaring her.
"What happened Y/n?" Hermione whispers as her free hand reaches up and touches the back of her head. This was very unprofessional, but she didn't want to ignore the small ask. It wasn't like she was asking anything, really.
But Hermione wasn't blind to context clues.
"It was late at night, I think it was almost morning. I could hear the Dursleys talking in their room since mine was right next to theirs. Dudley had gone in there to ask them something, but I couldn't hear what it was about." She mumbles as her fingers trace the hum of Hermione's scrubs.
"Then their door opened. It creaked like it usually did, and Dudley walked out" Y/n says as Hermione looks down at her and scratches the back of Y/n's neck.
"How did you know it was him? Did you see him?" She asks.
"Not immediately. His footsteps aren't as soft as his mother's or heavy as his father's." Y/n explains as she thinks for a moment. She could still smell the iron in the air.
"I realized he walking down the hall. There were only bedrooms where he was going, and I knew there was nothing for him there. He had the whole attic for himself. So I got up and walked over to the door, opening it enough to peek my head through." She says as presses her forehead more into Hermione's shoulder, slipping up to the crook of her neck.
"When I saw what door he had opened. I mentally just...broke" Y/n whispers as she sits back up and looks Hermione right in the eyes. The brunette took a breath and saw how Y/n seemed to hold a lot of anger behind her eyes, but it wasn't directed at her.
"The nine-year-old. It was her room. I told him he could do whatever he wanted to me as long as he didn't touch any of the other kids and...I saw the sinister smile on his face as he walked inside. I knew that look all too well" she says as he head twitched to this side. A nervous tick.
"I quickly went into the room across the hall, the twin boys, fifteen at the time. They had a fireplace in their room, so I grabbed the fire poker and ran down the hall."
"Y/n, what's the matter? Where are you going with that?"
She shook her head and looked away, down at her uneaten fast food as it began to get cold. That night haunted her dreams, not because of what she did, but what she realized had been happening under her nose.
"I opened the door and..." her voice caught in her throat as she took a ragged breath, tears falling from her eyes as she could still see her foster sister's face.
"That bastard was already on top of her. He laughed in my face and said to wait my turn" she seethed as she pulled her hands away from Hermione's scrubs and white-knuckled her sheets.
"The two boys followed after me as I grabbed him by the hair and threw him onto the ground. He didn't say anything. I didn't give him a chance."
Hermione felt the back of her neck stand up on its ends, but it wasn't from fear, but from being horrified at what was being told to her.
"I don't know how many times I hit him with it, but I stopped when a piece of his skull came out with the curve of the poker," Y/n says as she backs up, hitting the wall again. Tears ran down her cheek as she looked somewhere other than Hermione.
"No one said anything as I walked out of the room and into the hall, where the other kids now had their heads peeking out of the doors. Yet I just ignored them, instead, I walked into the Dursley's room and..." Y/n trails off as she looks back at Hermione, who still waiting patiently. She didn't look scared or disgusted, she didn't even seem to hate Y/n more than she probably does.
"I killed them. I caught Mr.Dursley off guard and bashed his head in a few times. Enough to incapacitate him. Mrs.Dursley screamed and tried to run out of the room, but I was able to trip her with my foot."
Hermione took a sip of her water, she could almost taste the blood, and it made her slightly nauseous.
"After I was done, I shut the door to their room and found all the kids looking at me. They didn't look scared, but I couldn't really comprehend what was going on." Y/n says as she looks at the light in the ceiling. It flickered and buzzed softly.
"Take...take everyone downstairs and call emergency services"
"Then the cops came" she finishes as Hermione straightened her back and stayed silent for a moment. She wondered what to say, but there was a question she wanted an answer to.
"I read the reports, and it said that they found thirteen different sets of fingerprints on that fire poker. Yet, only you were ever sentenced for the crime. How did that happen?" Hermione asks and Y/n nods slowly as their eyes meet.
"Did you ever hear the story of the 19th-century Chinese goldsmith? He lost a lot of money for his goldsmith buddies due to his shady business practices. So they decided to kill him. By biting him to death. One hundred and twenty-three goldsmiths took a bite out of the victim, ensuring no one individual could be blamed for the murder. For who would know which one administered the lethal bite?" Y/n says as she looks down at her hands, Hermione raises her brows in surprise. It seemed loyalty went far within those kids.
"If you went down, so did the others?" She asks and Y/n nods again, the room doesn't feel as cold as it did before. It was almost back to a comfortable atmosphere.
"I didn't know that they had done that. I had left the poker on the floor near Mrs.Dursley when I had gone downstairs to wait on the porch for the police. Thankfully, they all are still free." Y/n sighed as she found her appetite again and took a fry from its bag. Hermione just stared.
"Do you regret it?"
Y/n looked up and gave a shake of her head.
"The only thing I regret from that night is letting my foster sister watch me kill Dudley. I wish I had made her run out of the room."
Hermione felt broken.
——————
December 27th
Y/n was woken up by the sound of her door being opened. She sat up and found Hermione being let in by Officer Lupin. She had a small smile on her face as Y/n sat up and yawned.
"What time is it?" She asked as Hermione sat down on the table and checked her watch. Y/n noticed she was wearing a new perfume, it was much fancier than usual.
"5:53 in the morning" she chuckles and Y/n just nods as she yawns again, cocooning herself in the blanket. Hermione just stared, finding her sleepy face very endearing.
"I needed to talk to you about something" Hermione states as Y/n laid back down, but nodded, showing that she was listening. The nurse rolled her eyes and moved to sit on the edge of the bed, hovering over her as she looked down at Y/n with a serious gaze.
"This is serious" she muttered and Y/n raised a brow, blinking away the blurriness in her eyes. Hermione had become much more comfortable around Y/n since that talk in October, even going as far as to playfully flirt back.
"Are you going to ask me to marry you? Because I need to be your girlfriend first before that happens." Y/n says as she stretches, her arms biting the wall above her head as she does so. Hermione just smiled and shook her head as she took in Y/n's features, they were so carefree. It's like she didn't realize where she was.
"As much fun as that would be, I'm talking about your case being looked over again by a new judge." Hermione states and Y/n sighs as she rolls her eyes, turning on her side and looking away from her friend.
"I'm tired of talking about it. Everyone knows that I'm getting that needle, and I've accepted that." Y/n says and Hermione huffs as she pushes the inmate back onto her back, catching her off guard. She looked at her with a surprised expression.
"Now you listen to me Y/l/n. Do you know how lucky you are to find a judge who wants to review this case and its evidence? This could literally be life or death for you. So I recommend you take it seriously." Hermione says as she pokes Y/n's chest with her finger. The inmate smirked and nodded slowly, her hand grasping the nurse and pulling it up to her lips.
Y/n had become very comfortable as well.
A little too comfortable.
She just stared into Hermione's eyes as she kissed her knuckles. The brunette tried to act as if it didn't bother her in the slightest when in reality, she had an angel and a devil on her shoulder whispering different things.
"You're pushing your luck" Hermione hummed as she watched Y/n just kiss her knuckles again. They were soft, and kind.
"Then pull away" Y/n whispered back and Hermione just stared back at her, her eyes dilating rapidly with every little kiss that was pressed to her skin. This was dangerous. She would lose her job if they were caught.
How did this happen? Was it because she was a vigilante in a sense? Did she have an attraction to a killer, or was it a 'bad girl' appeal? Either way, it spoke volumes about her mental health.
Y/n kissed down to her wrist, a shuttered breath left Hermione's lips as watched her. Her mind told her to back away, but the rest of her body said otherwise. Her other hand grasped the sheets of the bed beside Y/n's head as she loomed even more over her.
Her hair fell around them, and a golden glow from the oak tree curls cascaded across Y/n's face. Hermione was in such an awkward and twisted position, that she thought Y/n was doing this so she would lay on top of her to relieve the knot in her spine.
"You're dangerous" Hermione whispers as Y/n smirks and nibbles on the space between her hand and forearm. That expression basically said 'not dangerous enough for you to run away'.
"Remus will be back soon," she says again, trying to find an excuse to go before she did something she couldn't take back. Y/n just hummed, continuing to kiss her skin. She had no care in the world.
She has lived so carefully all her life, but now Y/n doesn't mind the consequences anymore. She looked safe while silently worshiping Hermione's skin. She had the same look on her face as a druggy looking into stain glassed windows.
Hermione's back pleaded for her to untwist, it stung like steel nails being pressed into her spine. So she slowly turned her hips to the side, but then Y/n struck. She pulled Hermione onto her, the nurse gasped softly as her other hand broke free and landed on the bed beside the inmate's face.
Their noses bumped against each other, Y/n still wore that smirk that screamed 'got you'. It made the nurse's face began to feel as though it was right next to a space heater. Her chest pressed against Y/n's, pounding out to the other heart that seemed steady compared to hers.
"You...you are pushing your luck" Hermione repeated with a shaken voice and Y/n just hummed softly as her eyes scanned her face slowly, methodically. A gentle laugh left her lips as she looked up at Hermione innocently, almost too innocently.
"You have already said that" Y/n hums as one of her hands found their way up to the brunette's mouth, dragging her thumb across her bottom lip ever so slowly. Hermione felt like smacking her head into the concrete walls, just so she could get a grip on herself!
Back away.
Back away!
Then she heard footsteps and a jingle of keys.
Hermione suddenly stood away with a sharp exhale. Her back almost slammed into the wall as her heart pounded like a jackhammer, and Y/n slowly sat up on her forearm.
As the door opened, and Remus looked at them both with a raised eyebrow. Hermione cleared her throat as she took a breath, pointing her finger at a smirking Y/n, who feigned innocence still.
"Talk to a lawyer. Please" she says before quickly walking out of the cell. Remus watched as she kept her head down and sped walked down the hallway. He looked back at Y/n and let out a soft huff as the inmate looked back at him with a smile.
"What did you do?" He asked and Y/n just shrugged, Remus sighed softly.
"We were just messing around" she hummed as she laid back down, and rested her head on her arms. The officer leaned against the doorframe and hummed back in disbelief, the man on the moon could see Hermione's flush from here.
"Sure, Y/n. Just don't run her off" he says and the girl waved him off with her hand and turned to go back to sleep for a bit. Remus rolled his eyes as he shut and locked the door again.
As he began to make his rounds again, he couldn't help but find the situation a little cute. Granted, maybe he was a hopeless romantic. Then again, maybe there was something there.
Time could only tell.
——————
February 19th
Hermione sat in the observation room, writing down little notes for herself about medications and treatments that she had lined up for other patients. Yet, her mind was on Y/n.
God. It always was.
She was beginning to think she was going stir-crazy. Can you blame her though? To fall for a killer was something she would hear from the news, not expecting to actually experience it!
So after that encounter in Y/n's cell, Hermione tried to date a few people she had met prior. It was no use, however, for the death row inmate had her fingers hooked around her neck like razor wire, and the nurse actually enjoyed it.
"Something is wrong with me" Hermione whispered as she stood up and checked that she did in fact have Y/n's shot ready for her. She was a little bit airheaded today.
She had left her lunch at home and lost one of her prescriptions that a patient of hers needed for their depression. Hermione wasn't having a good day, and another mess up would definitely have her on the bad end of Umbridges lecture.
The sound of the door opening had caught her attention, she slowly glanced over her shoulder to see Y/n being brought in by another Officer, the little dipshit, Quirrell. He shoved her into the room and quickly latched her to the table, he didn't even bother saying anything as he stepped out of the room, the door shutting rather loudly behind him.
"What's his problem?" Hermione asked as she rolled over the small table and sat down on her chair. Y/n sighed and leaned back slightly, one of her hands holding her up as Hermione prepared the other arm for the shot.
"He hates me. I think he might have known the Dursleys" Y/n says with a shrug as Hermione's eyes pop back up to her in surprise. If that is true, then who in their right mind would let him anywhere near Y/n?
"What? How? Are you sure?" Hermione asks as she slips on a pair of gloves, and grabs the shot from the table. Y/n just sighed again. She looked out of it today. Two of a feather.
"I'm not positive, but I swear I've seen him before, before this place" she explains as Hermione inserted the needle into her arm and released the vitamins into the muscle. Y/n flinched slightly, but relaxed soon after.
"Maybe he just looks like someone else you've seen? It's like how I think that one actor from CSI has been in more stuff I've seen, but he hasn't" Hermione says as she throws the needle and other garbage away. Y/n chuckled and watched her for a moment.
"Probably" she hummed as they fell into a comfortable silence.
Y/n watched Hermione like a hawk, it sent a shiver up the Nurse's spine, but not because she didn't like it. She kept her back towards her, trying her best to keep her cool as she cleaned the small spaces she had touched.
"Hermione?"
She froze, but soon took a breath and looked over her shoulder. When their eyes met again, a warmth spread through Hermione's stomach, almost like a heating pad had been placed over it.
"Yes?" She replied.
Y/n thought for a moment and gestured her over, closer to her. Hermione took a few steps towards her, her breath rising a little faster than normal.
Was she scared of Y/n? No, that wasn't it. She didn't feel like a scared kid, she felt like a schoolgirl. This was wrong, but then again, why did being close to Y/n feel so right?
Y/n craned her head up to keep eye contact once Hermione now stood directly in front of her. Their breaths were moving in harmony as they stood in silence for another minute.
It seemed as though neither of them knew how to continue the conversation, or Y/n was playing a small game with her. She didn't know entirely.
"When was the last kiss you've had?" Y/n asks and Hermione blinked in surprise as a flush began to rise from her neck. That was such an inappropriate thing to ask! And she was going to tell Y/n as such.
"That is not an appropriate question to ask in the workplace" Hermione responds as she clears her throat and tries to step away, but Y/n gently grabs the front of her scrubs to keep her still.
"I don't work here, so is it really being inappropriate if I'm just a...well I'm not a civilian, but let's say tenant of this establishment" Y/n chuckles as Hermione swallowed the lump in her throat. She was right in a way, but it was against the law anyway. Hermione won't risk her freedom for a quick flirty feeling.
"Still" she replied and Y/n just hummed as she let go of her scrubs. Y/n won't force her, she wouldn't do that to one of the few friendly faces in this place. Yet, Hermione didn't move away.
"Did you talk to your lawyer? To see if you could file an appeal on your sentencing?" She asked and Y/n leaned back again, both arms propping herself up on the examination table.
"This is my last appeal, and my lawyer is for warning me to wait on it. She doesn't think that using it after only being here for eight years would help me" Y/n says, to which Hermione furrowed her brows in both confusion and anger. That lawyer may have a point, but it didn't matter in the brunette's eyes.
"What happens if your execution date is set? Then what the fuck will she do?" Hermione asks in a huffed tone, to which Y/n raises an eyebrow at. She hasn't been expecting her to get so defensive. Wait, that's not it. Attached?
"There's probably an emergency appeal she could send out, they usually tell the inmates a few weeks beforehand so they can prepare themselves" Y/n replied as she shrugged again. That angered Hermione more. How could she act so nonchalant? Her life is literally on the line, and she's just fine with it.
"How are you so calm? I would be shaking twenty-four-seven if I was in your shoes" Hermione says as she pulls her chair over and sits down. Y/n thought for a moment and shrugged again.
"I've had eight years to be afraid, but after the first few, you learn that you can't be terrified of something that will come eventually. Granted, I don't have a say in the matter, but this is my consequence." Y/n says with a sigh as she rolls her neck to the side, it cracked slightly. Hermione nodded along, understanding that she had come to terms with death. It was a part of life after all.
Another question loomed in her mind.
"How did you feel when you were sentenced?" She asks and Y/n pauses a moment, a faraway look in her eye. There was so much emotion behind it, yet her face didn't express any of it.
"My mind kinda blanked when the jury sentenced me to the death sentence. All I really remember is one of the bailiffs coming over and cuffing me while the other foster kids began to cry and yell at the jury...it was chaos" Y/n said as she took a deep breath out. Hermione bit the inside of her cheek, trying to figure out how to backpedal on such a deep conversation.
She didn't want to stress Y/n out, and the convict took notice of her nervousness.
"Can I ask you a question?" She asks, to which Hermione nods, a soft 'of course' coming from her lips.
"What was college/university like?" Y/n asks as she sits up slightly, a small smile forming on her face. Hermione was surprised again, honestly thinking that it was going to be another super personal question.
"Well, uh. It was difficult, getting my degree took a few years longer than most." Hermione explained and Y/n nodded along. She actually seemed very interested in what Hermione had done in school.
"Did you want to get your degree?" she asks, but immediately regrets it. That was a stupid question. She forgets that Y/n is a convict most of the time, then bouts out questions you would ask people outside of a prison.
"Actually, yes. Except, I just wanted to party" Y/n snickered as Hermione smiled softly. Of course, she did. She seemed like one of those people who would love to drink till they blacked out behind a KFC.
(A/N: personal experience btw, went to a party in Chicago and woke up behind a KFC in Indianapolis the next morning. To this day, I still don't know how I got there 🤷🏻‍♀️)
"Ah, sounds like you were going to be a troublemaker" Hermione chuckles as they get deeper into the conversation. It wasn't till an hour or so later, after Officer Dingbat finally came back from his lunch break, that they parted ways.
Hermione found herself checking inventory later into the day, a clipboard in hand as she made sure all her patients had their needed medications. That was when she realized that only one shot was left for Y/n.
"I better request more...directly" she groaned as her head dropped a little. Hermione really didn't want to talk to Umbridge again, but if she didn't, then it was likely that Y/n's needs would go unchecked. Even if she were to highlight it on the order form.
So, she begrudgingly trudged her way to the main offices and found the menace sitting at her desk. Her hair was still styled like it had been this morning, compared to Hermione, whose locks were how in a messy ponytail.
"Ma'am, may I have a word?" She asked as she cleared her throat and tried to keep an attitude out of her tone. Their eyes met for a moment before the smaller woman looked back at the forms on her desk.
"Yea, what is it?" Umbridge sighs.
"Well, we need a new shipment by next month of Y/n Y/l/n's B-12 shots" Hermione replied, but her face turned to shock as her superior waved off her request.
"That won't be necessary" Dolores sighs again as she signs off on some vacation request forms. Hermione was puzzled. What did she mean that it wouldn't be 'necessary'?
Obviously, it wasn't a secret that Umbridge was very cruel to the inmates in non-law-violating ways, but refusing her vitamins was a bit...bitchy.
"May I ask why?" Hermione asks, and Dolores looks up, a small sinister smile growing on her face. The younger girl instantly swallowed the spit in her throat.
"She is set to be executed"
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I Choose Her | Chp: 11
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of known death eaters from one of the richest and oldest wizarding family. Are you prepared to abandon everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 4.6k
Warnings: angst, fluff, smut (?), mention of death and violence, sorry to any ron enjoyers out there
Note: halfway through writing this chapter i realised how im really giving ron the short end of the stick in this story lmao i hope y'all don't mind i'll try to go easier on him
this one is more plot driven than usual but i added fluffy hermione x reader moments to make up for it hopefully its still enjoyable!
alright that's it as usual i hope y'all like this one :)
(btw sneaked in a little hermione pov let me know if u like or hate it 👀)
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An hour had passed now since Hermione agreed to cut Harry's hair and you had merely been sat in the corner, spectating.
Truth be told it was a rather fascinating sight to witness Hermione Granger struggle at something.
She snips another section of hair off, leaving an uneven patch. She winces and you couldn’t fight the snicker that slips out of your lips.
Harry throws you a worried expression and your girlfriend only glares at you.
With the pair of scissors in her hand, she points it at you.
“Alright that’s it. You either be quiet or wait outside until I finish this.” Hermione warns.
You raise your hands up in surrender pursing your lips to avoid bursting into laughter.
“Okay I’ll be quiet, I’m sorry.”
Hermione looks less than convinced but eventually goes back to cutting Harry’s hair.
A few minutes past and you decide you wanted to get a proper look. Standing up, you leaned over Hermione’s shoulder.
Seeing the state of Harry’s hair now only causes you to let out a hysterical laugh.
Harry reaches back, fumbling as he finally had a feel of the uneven patches on his head.
Hermione slaps your arm harshly but it does nothing to subdue your laughter.
“Y/n, you’re being so rude.” She whines, a pout forming on her lips.
“I’m sorry but you’re truly terrible at this.”
You say, finally recovering from your laughing fit.
Harry stands up and glances at you for a moment, the look on his face shows he agrees with your statement.
“I think that’ll do for now Hermione, thank you.” Harry tries his best to be polite but he isn’t fooling anyone.
You take a seat again and watches as Hermione slams the pair of scissors against the table.
A petulant look on her face, you can’t help but feel at fault.
You held out your arms, gesturing for her to sit on your lap.
“My love come here, I’m sorry.”
Hermione was reluctant for a moment, but inevitably situates herself on your lap, looping her arm over your shoulder.
You leaned in to place a kiss against her jaw, you attempt to plant one on her lips but she was quick to turn her head.
“You’re great at a lot of other things sweetheart, maybe just avoid a hairdressing career in the future.” You try to reassure her but Hermione makes no effort to look at you.
Reaching up, you began massaging her shoulder absentmindedly and she welcomes the feeling.
“I didn’t mean to make you feel bad, I’m sorry.” You repeat.
Finally turning to you she leans in, capturing your lips with hers.
Moving your own hand to the back her neck as you deepened the kiss. Your lips were against hers for several moments before Harry can be heard clearing his throat.
He turns to walk out of the tent but Hermione was quick to stop him.
“Hang on Harry, we have something to tell you.”
Your girlfriend looks at you signalling for you to continue.
“Last night, Hermione and I figured something out regarding the horcruxes.”
Harry is now intrigued, he steps closer, folding his arms before giving you his full attention.
“What about the horcruxes?”
“Well, we figured out how to destroy it.” Hermione stands up to grab the book you were reading the night prior.
Handing it to Harry, she waits for him to skim the page before explaining.
“Harry, you destroyed Tom Riddle’s diary with a basilisk fang.”
“But before that you killed the basilisk with the sword of Gryffindor. The blade was then impregnated with it’s venom.” Hermione says.
“That’s why Dumbledore left the sword to you in his will, it can destroy horcruxes.” You add.
“That’s brilliant! You’re brilliant– the both of you!” Harry exclaims and you swear you have never seen him so excited before.
“There’s only one problem ofcourse–”
Harry stops talking as the lights in the tent go out for a moment and you instinctively move to stand next to Hermione.
“The sword was stolen.” Ron states, stepping inside the tent. He holds out Dumbledore’s deluminator and the lights quickly come back on.
“That’s right, I’m still here. But you three carry on, don’t let me spoil the fun.”
You roll your eyes, Ron truly picks his timings.
“What’s wrong?”
Harry asks with a deadpan tone, evidently feeling as annoyed.
“Wrong? Nothing’s wrong. Not according to you anyway.” Ron says.
“Look if you have something to say don’t be shy, spit it out.” Harry slams the book closed, stepping closer to Ron.
“Alright I’ll spit it out.”
“But don’t expect me to be grateful just because there’s another damn thing we’ve got to find.” He says, glaring at you.
You feel Hermione grab your hand.
“We’re supposed to be out there destroying these things but now it seems you prefer sitting around playing house with a traitor instead.” He accuses.
“Traitor?” You grimaced at the insult.
Hermione moves her hand up your arm but it does nothing to soothe you.
“I’m sorry, but what part of this isn’t living up to your expectations? Did you think we’d be staying in a 5 star hotel? Finding a Horcrux every other day? Did you think you’d be back with your mum by Christmas?” Harry raises his voice.
“I thought you knew what you were doing I thought Dumbledore would’ve told you something worthwhile.”
Harry rolls his eyes and you grow increasingly agitated yourself.
“I’ve told you everything Dumbledore told me and incase you haven’t noticed we have found a Horcrux already.”
“Yeah, and we’re as close to getting rid of it as we are to finding the rest of them aren’t we?”
Hermione releases your arm, walking towards Ron she attempts to take the necklace off him but he pushes her off harshly.
“Please take the necklace off, you wouldn't be saying any of this if you hadn’t been wearing it all day.”
He pushes her away again.
“And what about you? When are you going to snap out of it Hermione? Can’t you see she’s just using you to help the Dark Lord? I don’t get why you still believe she is on our side. She doesn’t love you.”
Ron practically spits the last sentence, pointing in your direction.
The sight of tears welling up in Hermione’s eyes set you off.
Storming towards them you quickly shoved Ron, his back hitting the pillar, you kept him pinned against it with your forearm. He tries to fight you off but the adrenaline coursing through you allows you more strength than him.
“Take the Horcrux off.” You ordered him calmly even though it took everything in you not to choke him out.
Reaching up he removes the necklace, roughly throwing it onto the ground. You release him from your hold but he makes no effort to walk away, keeping eye contact with you.
A challenge you gladly accepted.
“What is it Weasley? Are you going to hit me?” You taunt.
You notice as his jaw clenched in response. He glances at Harry one last time before storming out of the tent.
The sound of Hermione sniffling finally urges you to look at her. You catch her trying to wipe away her tears on her sleeve.
“Oh, Hermione come here.”
You stepped closer, pulling her in for an embrace and Hermione doesn’t fight it. You feel her sobbing against your shoulder and it shatters you.
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Your impromptu walk along the lake with Hermione had somehow turned into you teaching her how to skip rocks.
She’d been glum since the argument with Ron yesterday and the fact that he had apparated to Merlin knows where in the dead of the night only made things worse.
“Come on, try again you’ll get it.”
Hermione throws the rock and it makes a large splash in the water.
“This isn’t working.” Hermione groans turning around to leave but you stop her with your hand on her arm.
“No, baby you’re doing really well. It’s just your stance is all wrong.”
You say, picking up a smaller stone before moving to stand behind her.
You handed her the stone and carefully guided her arm up. Your hand still over hers, you leaned in to plant a kiss against her neck before whispering directly into her ear.
“Bend your knees a bit.”
Hermione does as she’s told, the blush forming on her cheeks doesn’t go unnoticed by you.
“Good girl.” You smile.
“Now lean back slightly.”
“Release the stone when I say.”
Hermione nods and you guided her arm backwards and then rapidly forward.
“Now.”
She let’s go of the rock and it flings towards the water, skipping twice before sinking. A clear improvement from before.
Hermione smiles widely.
“I can’t believe I did it!” She exclaims.
You chuckled before clapping your hands, applauding her.
“Well done, I knew you could do it.”
Hermione turns to you, wrapping her arms around your neck.
“You’re a great teacher.”
She says directly against your lips. Your girlfriend doesn’t allow you the chance to respond before eliminating any distance between her lips and yours.
Your lips have been on hers thousands of times in a hundred different ways but somehow every kiss still felt like the first.
Hermione tracing circles against your neck made you giddy, you never wanted this feeling to end.
The distant sound of footsteps on gravel urged the both of you to turn around.
Harry can be seen approaching you with his rug sack hanging on his shoulders.
“We need to keep moving, Hermione.”
A pause before your girlfriend responds.
“Any sign of Ron?” She asks and Harry merely shakes his head.
“Okay.” Her voice was quiet.
Harry begins walking away and Hermione follows, she tugs on your arm but you don’t budge.
The look Hermione’s giving you now is one you had been dreading all morning.
“I can’t come Hermione, I have to go back to my parents.”
Your girlfriend sighs and you reach forward holding her face in your hands.
“I will find you again I promise.” You reassure, looking directly into her eyes which are now glossy with unshed tears.
“I hate this.” Hermione grips your coat and you lean in to kiss her deeply.
“Listen, when all of this ends I will never leave your side again.”
“If all of this ends.” She says.
You place a firm hand against her jaw, lifting her head slightly forcing her to look at you.
“Don’t say that. We will defeat him.”
Moving your thumb you stroked her cheek gently and your girlfriend closes her eyes at the sensation.
“And try not to worry about Ron, he’ll turn up I’m sure.”
Hermione nods but doesn’t say anything else, only wrapping her arms around you to pull you into a hug.
“After everything we’ve done so far it can’t be for nothing.”
You say before giving her a gentle peck on the forehead.
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Frustration overcoming her, Hermione groans as she flips the pages of her book harshly. After going through it thoroughly dozens of times, she basically knows every word on every page by heart.
Dumbledore must’ve left this with her for a reason.
There has to be a reason.
Carefully scanning the pages once more something catches her eye, a triangle shaped symbol near the top of the page.
Flipping through the book again she realises the symbol is only drawn on a single page, clearly not meant to be apart of book.
It could mean nothing of course but there is no way for her to know for sure.
This is something but not nearly enough to go on. It still isn’t the clue she was hoping for.
Hermione’s mind starts to wander and like so many times today she's once again plagued by thoughts of you.
She wonders if you might know what the symbol represented, being more naturally versed in the wizarding world than she is.
The nauseating feeling in the pit of her stomach returns and she has to fight the urge to cry, again.
She had no way of knowing when you’ll return but the ring on her finger provides her with a much needed reassurance.
Hermione glances at it, examining the strand of light that’s emerging from the ring.
Something she’s done many times before for comfort.
She knows where you are, she knows you’re safe.
“Hermione!” Harry’s voice in the distance snaps her out of her thoughts.
“You were right.” Her best friend says, taking a seat in front of her.
“Snitches do have flesh memories, but I didn’t catch the first snitch with my hands. I almost swallowed it.” Harry says, handing her the golden ball.
Hermione carefully reads the words etched into the metal.
I open at the close.
“What do you think that means?” Harry asks.
“I don’t know.” Hermione says.
Still not enough to go on.
“I found something as well.” Hermione holds up the book and Harry takes a look at the symbol.
“At first I thought it was an eye but now I don’t think it is.”
“This isn’t apart of the book, somebody drew it.”
“I think Luna’s father was wearing that at Bill and Fluer’s wedding.”
Harry says and it only worked to leave Hermione more perplexed.
“Why would someone draw it in a children’s book?”
A beat before Harry speaks again.
“Hermione I’ve been thinking, I want to go to Godric’s Hollow.”
“It’s where I was born, its where my parents died.”
Hermione stands up before shaking her head in disagreement.
“That’s exactly where he’d expect you to go because it means something to you.” She says.
Harry scrambles to his feet, walking after her.
“Yes but it means something to him too Hermione.”
“You know who almost died there. Isn’t that exactly the type of place he’d be likely to hide a horcrux?”
Harry’s practically pleading.
“But its dangerous Harry–”
Hermione stills for a moment, as much as she hates to admit it this is the only lead they have.
“But even I have to admit recently I’ve been thinking we have to go there.”
“I think it’s possible something else is hidden there.”
Hermione says, walking ahead of Harry.
“What?”
He asks and she turns to look at him.
“The sword.”
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A week since you’ve seen Hermione and you were getting nowhere.
No solid leads on where the Hocruxes might be hidden and you had no idea where the sword is.
The death eaters planning their next attack on Harry only exacerbated your anxiety.
“Nagini tells me the boy was at Godric’s Hollow.”
“He wasn’t alone.”
The Dark Lord says and you begin to feel a pounding in your ears.
He stands up walking around the table.
The room is silent as he eventually stops, settling behind your chair.
“A girl was with him, a mudblood.”
“Hermione Granger as I understand it.”
The pounding in your head was now intolerable, you shut your eyes bracing yourself for the inevitable.
You were foolish to think you could maintain a relationship with Hermione and get away with it.
To your surprise, Voldermort fails to acknowledge you entirely.
Instead, he addresses the man sitting next to you.
This provides you no relief, you would still prefer torture over what came out of the Dark Lord’s mouth next.
“Scabior, when you find this girl, make sure you bring her straight to me. It seems wherever the boy goes, she follows.”
You recognised the man he was ordering to be the leader of a gang of snatchers.
“Yes, my Lord.”
He says, getting up from his seat and quickly apparating out of the room.
Voldermort does the same shortly after and soon the other death eaters follow.
Leaving you alone in the dining area with your parents and the Malfoys.
The Dark Lord may be gone but you are still struggling to catch your breath.
Getting up off your chair you begin making your way to the bathroom.
Your parents do nothing to stop you but your best friend notices your distressed state.
“Y/n, you alright?” Draco stops you, placing a hand on your arm.
“Yes, I’m fine Draco.” You say without looking at him.
Finally reaching the bathroom you quickly closed the door.
When you got to the sink you turned on the faucet, splashing some water on your face.
It did nothing to help, the room was still spinning.
You shut your eyes tightly as you tried to control your breathing.
At the forefront of your mind all you could see was Hermione.
Your stomach turned at the notion of her getting hurt but the idea of finding your way back to her worked to calm you.
You had to get back to her.
You will get into Bellatrix’s vault tonight.
Once the ringing in your ears dissipated you stepped out of the bathroom.
Making your way to the living area of the home, you were abruptly stopped in your tracks.
Snape was stood before you. As expected, his expression remained unreadable.
“Professor.” You greeted him and he wordlessly steps closer to you.
Holding up a key, one you didn’t recognise but if you had to guess it would be a key to somebody’s vault.
It’s as if the professor read your mind with what he says next.
“The key to a vault in Gringotts.”
Snape says and you eyebrows knitted together.
Despite your obvious confusion he does not elaborate.
“Sir?”
He moves forward slipping the key into the pocket of your blazer.
“Use the key and you will find the thing you require.” He says rather ominously and in any other circumstance you’d find humor in his dramatics.
Could a horcrux be hidden in this vault?
Even if that was true why would he want you to retrieve it?
Hundreds of questions and the Professor doesn’t allow you an opportunity to ask any of them.
He dissaparates without another word.
You were left dumbfounded.
Who’s side is he on?
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You wasted no time in making your way over to Gringotts.
Your parents barely batting an eye when you lied about where you were headed. Pansy had clearly done a good job at covering for you which also meant you owed her a ton of favours.
A small price to pay.
“He sent me to retrieve something from his vault.” You responded to the goblin.
“Do you have his key?”
“Yes I do.” You say, holding it up.
“Very well. Come with me.”
The goblin barely gives you a reaction before guiding you past the barrier.
Upon reaching the vault you prepared yourself to look in every corner for the hidden items. Having no idea what they might even look like, you were prepared to spend hours searching if need be.
You were certain of one thing, you were not leaving the vault empty handed.
“Vault 713.” The goblin says as he opens the door to the vault. Passing the key back to you he swiftly takes his leave.
Your shoulders slumped once you took notice of the contents of the vault.
Or rather the lack thereof.
The vault was virtually empty.
Stepping further inside you noticed something propped up against the wall, covered in cloth.
Rapidly making your way over to it you unveiled the item and your mouth fell agape once you realised exactly what it was you were holding.
It was the sword of Gryffindor, sitting in this vault of all places, when it had been presumed to be missing.
Most baffling of all, Snape had been the person to lead you to it.
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You found yourself in a hillside after apparating.
You don’t recognise the area at all, making your way down you silently hoped for Hermione to show herself.
“Lumos maxima.” A bright light emerges from your wand, igniting the area.
Soon you spot a figure in the distance.
You let out a sigh of relief once you realised who it was.
“Potter!” You called out.
Harry runs up to you, his eyes were quick to settle on the sword in your hand.
“How?” He asks, pointing at it utterly perplexed.
“Long story.”
“You have the Horcrux with you?”
Harry nods, taking the necklace off.
He sets in on the ground.
You held out the sword, waiting for him grab it.
Harry merely looks at it.
“I think you should do it.” He says.
You are taken aback for a moment but Harry’s expectant expression was quick to convince you.
“Okay.”
You prepared yourself, holding the hilt of the sword with both hands.
“Now I’ll have to speak to it in order for it to open. I don’t know what’s in there but the bit of Riddle in the diary tried to kill me.”
“Whatever it is, don’t hesitate.”
“Alright, I hear you.” You gripped the sword tighter.
Harry begins speaking in parseltongue and before you know it, a large black mass bursts out of the locket, throwing you back onto the ground.
The dark lord’s voice can be heard echoing around you and it makes your blood run cold.
“I’ve seen your dreams y/n and I’ve seen your fears.”
“A disappointment to your parents.”
“Because of you, the only one you love is in constant danger.”
The voice says.
“Y/n don’t listen to it, it’s lying!” Harry exclaims.
Images of Hermione appear in front of you. Innocent at first but develops into more violent visions the longer you stared at it.
It was as if you had stepped right into one of your nightmares.
A vision of you throwing the killing curse at Hermione causes you to flinch, a dread suddenly overwhelming you.
It was so vivid you could feel the pain in your chest.
“Y/n kill it!”
Harry’s voice snaps you out of it.
The locket using your fears against you was the worst kind of torture.
Your hatred for the Dark Lord only grew, he truly was evil in its purest form.
Your anger worked as the courage you needed to grab the sword off the ground.
With one large swing you cut the locket in half, finally killing the part of Voldemort inside it.
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“Is everything alright?” Your girlfriend asks Harry, as she emerged from the tent.
“It’s fine.”
“Actually it’s more than fine.” Harry says, pointing at you.
You smiled as Hermione’s eyes finally settled on you.
You hold out your arms as she walked up to you, expecting to pull her into a hug.
She catches a glimpse of the sword in your hand and the look on her face causes your smile to falter.
Hermione is angry with you.
She turns to look at Harry and he only holds up the broken Horcrux.
“You destroyed it?”
“How is it that you just happened to have the sword of Gryffindor?” Hermione asks, crossing her arms.
“I got it from a vault at Gringotts.”
Before you could register what was happening Hermione was hitting you repeatedly.
“I told you not to go into her vault! If you had gotten caught you could’ve died!”
In a fit of anger she grabs a handful of leaves from the ground and chucks it at you.
Placing both hands on your chest she attempts to shove you.
Quickly dropping the sword you held her arms in place before speaking.
“Hermione wait, will you please calm down and hear me out?”
Hermione fights to get out of your grip but fails as you are considerably stronger than her she is.
“Hermione, please just listen.”
“I didn’t get it from her vault.” You explained.
“What?” She asks.
Before you could elaborate, Ron emerges from the tent.
“How come you’ve got the sword?”
Ron repeats the question and you glower at him.
You assumed he was finally done throwing his tantrum now that he’s back.
“As I was saying, I got it from a vault. Snape gave me the key to it.”
“What?” All Harry, Ron and Hermione say in unison.
“Snape led you to the only thing that could kill hocruxes?” Harry asks but it sounded more like a statement.
“That doesn’t sound right.” Ron adds.
“Well it’s the truth.” You state.
“I know it sounds insane but I don’t think this was an accident. I think Snape wants us to win.”
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You sighed happily as you watched Hermione grab your pullover from the edge of your bed, putting it on.
She lifts the sheet to cover the both of you before leaning back, resting her head against your chest.
“You know we have two pillows for a reason. You can lay your head against yours once in awhile.” You joked.
Hermione hums, snuggling into you.
“Why would I do that when you’re so comfortable.”
You chuckle, your arm instinctively wrapping around her.
The both of you laid silently for a few minutes, basking in the afterglow before Hermione breaks the silence.
“How’d you manage to get the sword without your parents knowing?” Your girlfriend asks.
“I just made up a lie about Pansy needing me for something urgent and when my parents asked she covered for me.”
You say, not putting much thought into your answer.
“Pansy Parkinson?” Hermione asks, an edge to her voice.
“Yes.” You mimicked her tone.
Your girlfriend moves out of your hold, resting her head against her own pillow.
“Oh.”
“I didn’t know you two were friends.”
Hermione says and you can’t help the smirk forming on your face.
“Since first year. Surely I told you that?”
You decided to keep taunting her a little longer.
“No, you didn’t.”
Hermione remains quiet for a few seconds and you accepted it to be the end of the conversation but she speaks again.
“How many girls have to been with? Before me?” Hermione blurts out and your smile returns.
You shrug.
“A few.”
“A few?” Hermione repeats, sitting up.
Her eyebrows furrow and you don’t think you’ve ever seen anyone behave so adorably.
“It’s just meaningless sex Hermione.” You reassure, sitting up with her.
Hermione’s pout doesn’t leave her lips and you’re tempted to kiss it off.
“It’s different with you.” Your voice low as you planted a kiss against her shoulder.
Your hand finding her bare thigh, stroking it dangerously close to her center.
“It’s so much better with you.” You say into her ear and you feel her shiver under your touch.
“Really?” Hermione asks, turning to face you.
“You are the best sex I’ve ever had.” You plant a kiss against the corner of her mouth.
You watched as Hermione bites her lip, an obvious glimmer in her eye and you anticipate her next move.
Your girlfriend straddles you again, this time pinning you down against the mattress.
She kisses you with little restraint, she sucks on your bottom lip before her tongue entered your mouth.
Hermione’s lips are moving against yours shamelessly, her hands roaming your body as if claiming you her own.
If this is what it took to get this side of Hermione then you ought to make her jealous more often.
Your hands manage to rest on her ass for a moment before she grabs them to pin over your head.
Hermione runs her tongue along your jaw, eventually settling at the base of your ear.
She moves downwards, biting down playfully and you feel her grin forming against your neck.
Running her tongue along that same patch of skin before sucking on it.
You didn’t have to look at your neck to know she had left a bruise.
Evidently proud of herself, Hermione flashes you an innocent smile before climbing off you to get back under the covers.
She resumes her earlier position with her head on your chest.
“If you’re marking your territory next time it’d be easier to just pee on me.” You quip.
Hermione lets out a laugh before scrunching up her face in disgust.
“You’re nauseating.”
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I Choose Her | Chp: 10
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of known death eaters from one of the richest and oldest wizarding family. Are you prepared to abandon everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: hermione x reader
Wordcount: 4.6k
Warnings: angst, mentions of abuse, smut, nsfw, top!reader, strap on use, g!p (kind of)
Note: right off the bat im just gonna warn u the smut in this one is kinda filthy ??? admittedly i got a little carried away im sorry
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It’s been a little over a day since you left your parents home with no word. You could only hope Draco was covering for you like he promised. Although no death eater has stormed the burrow looking for you yet, you took that as a good sign.
You glanced at your watch, you had been waiting for Hermione for about half an hour now. Being ready in fifteen minutes seemingly gave you no real advantage as you’ve been stuck waiting in the living room with Harry.
“Have you found out where he’s hidden the other hocruxes?” Harry blurts out, after moving to stand next to you.
“What?”
You asked, but the truth is you heard him the first time. What bothered you was his insistence on having this conversation now.
Harry doesn’t repeat himself, merely raising his eyebrows expectantly.
“No, I haven’t.”
Harry rolls his eyes and you grow increasingly irritated.
“I've only been at it for three days mate, will you relax?”
“We are running out of time.”
You don’t care for his tone. If he wanted to work together he’d have to start addressing you a lot nicer than that.
“You don’t think I know that?” You spat, stepping closer to him.
Fred shoots you a look from across the room and you quickly realise other people were witnessing your squabble.
Feigning a warm smile in return, your hands moved to Harry’s tie, you began fixing it for him.
His poor attempt at a Windsor had been bothering you all evening
“Look, I have an idea of where they might be but I need to be certain. Give me a few more days.” You whisper, hands moving to his collar straightening it up.
Harry only nods but doesn’t break your gaze.
Just like that, there was no trace of hostility between the two of you. Harry’s short temper was a direct result of his fear, you could see that now.
“Thanks.” Harry says sincerely and you appreciated it. Perhaps you have been too harsh on him yourself.
“7 years at Hogwarts Potter and you never properly learned how to tie a tie?” You quipped.
Harry lets out a huff in amusement but he wasn’t given the opportunity to respond.
“Were the two of you about to kiss?”
Ginny remarks as she walks in, standing next to Harry. He wraps his arm around her waist.
You scoffed.
“Yes actually you’ve interrupted a very intimate moment.”
You mostly joke but the fact is that was the nicest interaction you’ve had with Harry since knowing him.
Ginny says something in response but you’ve stopped listening due to the sight before you.
You watched as Hermione came down the stairs, looking more elegant than you’ve ever seen her.
Your mouth fell agape, you didn’t think it’d be humanly possible for anybody to look this stunning.
Your girlfriend notices your expression and grows self conscious under your gaze, she looks away shyly.
Stepping forward you quickly held the side of her face, pulling her in for a kiss.
You continued to take in her appearance after your lips left hers. Not attempting to conceal your awe.
“Alright, stop that. You’ve seen me wear this dress before.” Hermione says, placing her hand against your chest.
“You’re so fucking beautiful. I truly am the luckiest girl in the world.” You whisper earning a real smile from Hermione.
The blush creeping up to her face only urges you to capture her lips into another kiss.
“Look at that–” Ginny shakes her head disapprovingly.
“Hermione enters the room and all of a sudden we’re invincible.”
“Anyway, we need to get going. We’re late.”
She says aloud but you make no effort to acknowledge her.
Instead you move to plant a kiss against Hermione’s jaw. You hear her giggle before she speaks.
“Come we’re late, let’s go.” Your girlfriend says intertwining your hands.
You oblige, letting her guide you to the front door.
“Unbelievable.” Ginny scoffs.
“Are were sure Hermione didn’t enchant her? I’ve never seen anyone behave like that unless they were under a love potion.”
“No it can’t be, love potions wear off.” Harry answers and you roll your eyes.
They can’t be serious.
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Standing next to Hermione you watched as the bride and groom entered the tent. Everyone making their way to congratulate the newlyweds. In this moment they seemed immeasurably happy and it makes your chest hurt.
Considering everything going on in the world right now true happiness was difficult to come by. Everyone seems to be clinging onto any semblance of it they have at an attempt to remain sane.
You feel Hermione hold your arm tighter, almost like she read your mind. Bringing her palm up to your lips you placed a tender kiss against it.
You held her hand in yours as you slowly guided her to the dance floor.
Releasing it you stepped away from her before you spoke.
“May I have this dance, my lady?” You asked, holding out your hand dramatically.
Your heart flutters at the sight of Hermione laughing as she takes your hand.
“Yes, you may.”
Your hand finds her waist and for awhile the two of your slow danced in comfortable silence.
The sound of Hermione sighing ends your moment of bliss.
“What is it?” You ask and Hermione lifts her head off your shoulder to look at you.
She then shifts her gaze and you take it as a sign to look over your shoulder.
You find Ron standing a few feet away, a drink in his hand. He looked miserable.
If you didn’t know any better you’d be annoyed. Hermione had shot him down years ago and yet he still couldn’t let her go.
You leaned in to whisper into Hermione’s ear.
“I thought he was with Lavender?”
Your girlfriend shakes her head before speaking.
“No, they broke up.”
“Again?”
She was a little intense but you thought they worked together, somehow.
“I hate seeing him like that. I feel terrible knowing I can never like him back the way he wants me to.”
Hermione has never shared this with you before. Although, it made a lot of sense.
Ron had been her friend since first year and they practically grew up together.
“I understand. Though that sounds like something he has to navigate on his own. You’ve told him the truth about your feelings. I don’t think there’s anything else you can do.”
“I know, it’s just unfair.” Your girlfriend rests her head against your shoulder again.
After a long silence, you speak.
“If you want, I have somebody I can set him up with. After all of this is over.”
Hermione raises her eyebrows in shock and you can’t deny how much you’ve also surprised yourself.
“Really? You’d do that?”
“Ofcourse, I don’t want him to be miserable. I mean I’m not totally devoid of empathy.”
Hermione reaches up to run her fingers through your hair, her longing gaze made your knees weak.
“Thank you.” She leans in to kiss you but you are interrupted by a noise in the distance.
A blue light suddenly appearing inside the tent, the both of you walk closer to get a better look.
A voice emerges from it that sends a chill down your spine.
“The ministry has fallen. The Minister of Magic is dead.”
“They are coming.”
The last message echoes and you feel a searing pain in your arm.
The dark mark suddenly pulsing uncontrollably, you winced in pain.
Hermione quickly notices.
“Y/n, what is it? what’s wrong?”
A loud crash in the distance prevents you from answering.
Another crash followed by screams and the both of you quickly realise what was happening.
“Hermione!” Ron rushes over, attempting to pull her away but she doesn’t budge.
Pleading with her eyes, your own were quick to well up with tears.
“I can’t come with you–” You attempt to pry her hand off you.
“Go. I’ll find you. I promise.”
Your girlfriend hesitates and another scream makes her flinch.
“Hermione, please. Go.”
You watched as Harry grabbed her other hand, the three of them dissaparating.
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You waited a few hours longer than intended to return home. That feeling of dread in your gut only festered the longer you procrastinated.
You decided to just rip off the band aid.
Stepping through the front door, as expected, you are greeted with a slap across the face.
Holding your face that is now stinging you meet your mother’s gaze.
She is fuming.
“Where the devil have you been!”
“I left to get some air–”
“For two days?” She raises her voice.
“I’m sorry mother I should have asked you first.”
“Yes, you should have.” She steps closer, your back now pushed up against the door.
“When are you going to start taking this seriously?”
“You are a death eater.” Your mother pokes your chest to the point of pain.
“Your only job is to serve.”
“If the Dark Lord finds out you have other commitments he will kill you. Do you understand that?”
You kept your gaze fixed to the ground as you nodded.
The look she’s giving you is deadly and not something you’ve ever gotten used to.
Your mother reaches out and you flinch for a moment before feeling her light touch against your cheek. With her thumb she stroked gently at the same spot she had hit you just moments ago.
“Come. He is waiting.” Placing her hand on your back she guides you to the living area.
As you entered the dining hall, you took note of the heaviness in the air. A darkness that caused you to feel deeply unsettled.
Numerous death eaters were sat at the dining table. Catching Narcissa’s gaze she smiles at you kindly and you reciprocated. Her innate tenderness was a rather chilling contrast to the vibe in the room.
Every seat had been filled except for the one next to Voldemort.
The Dark Lord flashes you a grin and his is one that causes the hair on the back of your neck to stand.
“Ah, y/n our new recruit. So glad you could join us today. Come.”
He beckons you over. Walking closer he quickly gestures to the seat next to him.
“Please, have a seat.”
“Thank you, My Lord.” You barely manage to choke out, your stomach turning.
Glancing at the ground you watched as a large anaconda slithered underneath the table.
That thing could easily kill a fully grown human if it wanted to.
You swallowed the lump in your throat.
“Now where is Dolohov? He should have been back with the boy hours ago.”
A beat passes where nobody answers and Voldermort slams his fist against the table causing everyone to flinch.
“My Lord, we found Dolohov in muggle London with his memory wiped. I am afraid the boy got away.”
“So what I’ve come to understand is that I sent my best death eaters to retrieve him and not one of you succeeded?”
Voldemort abruptly stands from his seat.
“Can anybody tell me where he is?”
Silence.
“Severus?”
It was only then you realised the Professor had been sat across from you.
“My guess is he still hiding out in London, my lord.”
Bellatrix can be heard clearing her throat before she speaks.
“I’d like to volunteer myself. I will kill the boy.”
“As much as I admire your bloodlust Bellatrix, he must be brought to me. I must be the one to kill Harry Potter.”
“Yaxley, Thorfinn find the boy. Search every inch of the city if you have to. Do not return empty handed.”
Yaxley stands to take his leave but the other death eater does not move from his seat.
“Forgive me my lord but I have just returned, if only if could be allowed some rest–”
Voldemort walks over to him without a word and the air in the room stills.
“Avada Kadavra.”
The flash of green dissipates as quickly as it appeared and you watch as Thorfinn slumps back into his seat, motionless.
The Dark Lord lowers his wand and you release the breath you were holding.
Feeling your entire body tremble, you suppressed the urge to flee.
“Would anybody else like to rest?”
More silence.
“I will go with Yaxley, My Lord” Greyback states already getting up from his seat.
“Very well.”
“Nagini, come. Dinner.”
The snake slithers out from underneath the table.
The noises of bones crunching as it devoured Thorfinn whole would be haunting your sleep for nights to come.
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Three weeks since you’ve last seen Hermione. The longest you had ever been apart from her and it is starting to take a toll on you.
“Y/n– did you hear what I just said?” Draco says snapping you out of your thoughts.
“Sorry, what was that?”
“Just forget it.” Draco grumbles, going back to practicing his spells.
“You know, as hard as I try I can never cast a Patronus.”
“How’d you cast yours? What’s your happiest memory?”
Your bestfriend asks and you aren’t able to control the tears welling up in your eyes.
All of a sudden, you had your head in your hands, your entire body wracked by sobs.
“Woah– what did I do?” Draco asks frantically, taking a seat next to you.
You fail to answer and he places a hand on your back soothingly.
“It’s Hermione isn’t it.”
“I don’t understand, if you’re this miserable just go and see her again.” Draco says and you lift your head to look at him.
“I can’t, if my parents find out–”
“I already got in trouble last time.”
Draco stays silent for a moment and you accepted it to be the end of the conversation but he continues.
“You don’t have the trace on you anymore, you know you can just lie.”
“Your problem last time was not having a solid alibi. Just tell them you’re staying with Pansy for a few nights and ask her to corroborate for you.”
You found his cavalier tone amusing.
“You seem to know a lot about this Draco– speaking from experience?”
“Perhaps.” He shrugs.
“Wait do you have a secret muggle girlfriend or something?”
Draco’s face contorts in disgust and you let out a laugh.
“I just enjoy my time away. My parents– well my father, he can be a lot.”
You nodded placing a hand on his knee
“I get it.”
He pats your back in response.
“Well, are you gonna see her or what?”
“Yeah, actually I will.” Standing up, making your way over to the desk.
You had to send an owl to Pansy first.
“Thanks.”
Draco gives you a nod.
“You’re welcome.”
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You apparated to the forest of dean. Skeptical at first but quickly remembered Hermione telling you about how she’d come to the forest often with her parents. It made sense why she’d pick it as a hideout.
Looking around you don’t manage to spot anybody, seemingly you were alone.
“Revelio.”
A shot in the dark.
You casted the spell hoping that Hermione or anyone would show themselves.
The veil now lifted you let out a breath of relief when you spotted a tent in the distance.
Stepping through the barrier you lift up your wand again, re casting the protective enchantment.
You begin to make your way towards the tent but you’re stopped by a figure running up towards you.
You quickly recognised to be Ron.
He points his wand, not making an effort to lower it even after realising it was you.
“Oh.”
You notice his shoulders sagged at the sight of you.
Ron, still as charming as ever.
“Good to see you too Weasley.”
“Is my girlfriend here?” You ask without referring to Hermione by name on purpose.
Its been far too long since you antagonised him.
Hermione seemed to have overheard your voice as she soon emerges from the tent.
Practically sprinting towards you, she throws herself into your arms.
If your feet hadn’t been firmly planted on the ground you definitely would’ve fallen backwards and brought her down with you.
“Hey, baby.”
Your hand stroking her back instinctively.
“I was afraid I’d ever see you again.” You hear her voice shake and you leaned back, urging her to look at you.
“I’m sorry I didn’t come sooner.”
You reached forward, wiping away her tears as you spoke.
“Don’t disappear on me like that again, please.”
“Never again. I promise.”
Hermione leans in to place a quick kiss against your lips, your attempt to deepen it was halted by her hand on your chest.
She glances at Ron uncomfortably and you suppress the urge to roll your eyes.
He somehow always had to be there, lurking.
She grabs your arm before intertwining your fingers, guiding you closer to the tent.
“How’d you even find us.” Ron says walking ahead of you.
“That’s for Hermione and I to know and for you to find out.”
You smiled at him brazenly, making every attempt now to infuriate him. Ron rolls his eyes before turning around to make his way inside the tent without another word.
It seems you have won this round.
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“Say, exactly how many spare tents do you have in that bag of yours Hermione?”
The both of you lowering your wands as soon as the corners of the tent finally stands upright like they’re supposed to.
“I brought two just in case.”
Thanks to your girlfriend’s tendency to be overly prepared, the both of you would get some privacy tonight.
“Food’s ready, guys.” Harry calls out and you made your way to sit by the fire.
You began eating your meal in silence until Ron came over to sit across from you.
“Good, you’re eating.” Ron says to Hermione and you catch her shooting daggers at him.
You copy your girlfriend’s expression but instead yours was directed at her.
“You haven’t been eating?”
Hermione focuses her attention on the food on her plate.
“Sweetheart, you can’t–” You paused.
Suddenly cautious of the fact that the boys were listening in on your conversation.
Harry notices and quickly turns to Ron, he began making aimless remarks about the food.
You may disagree on a lot but you appreciated his ability to pick up on social cues.
“Hermione I don’t want to have to worry that you aren’t taking care of yourself when I’m not around.”
“I’m sorry I left you worried but please think of yourself too.”
Hermione pursed her lips nervously.
“You’re right I’m sorry– but you have to promise me the same.”
“Whatever happens to me, you’ll look after yourself.”
You almost forgot how shrewd Hermione can be. A smirk forming across your face, you nod.
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You were sat on the makeshift couch in the tent. Hermione was sitting with her back against the armrest, her legs outstretched on your lap.
You had been flipping through a book in silence before a sudden realisation washed over you.
“Hang on– did Harry have the sword with him in the chamber of secrets?” You asked.
Hermione’s eyebrows knitted together before she responded.
“Yeah. That’s how he killed the basilisk.”
“You told me once he destroyed the diary with a basilisk fang?”
Hermione nods still not following your train of thought.
“Merlin’s beard.” You gasp.
“What?”
You handed the book you were reading to Hermione, pointing at a specific line on the page.
“Dirt and rust have no effect on the blade. The sword of Gryffindor only takes it in, which makes it stronger.”
She reads aloud.
“That’s why–”
“Dumbledore left it to him in his will.” She finishes your sentence for you.
You smile broadly and Hermione reciprocates.
“We find the sword and we can destroy those hocruxes, Hermione.”
“We need to tell Harry.”
You attempt to stand up, pushing her legs off your lap but she swiftly pins you down with a hand on your shoulder.
“I don’t want to talk to Harry right now.”
**
Hermione moves to straddle you. Her core flush against your groin. Your hands move to her waist, holding her in place.
“No? What do you feel like doing instead?”
The tone of your voice matching the look Hermione is giving you.
She gives you no verbal response instead she leaned in, kissing you with unrestrained hunger.
Her tongue entering your mouth almost instantly, the heat stirring in the pit of your stomach only grows hotter when you feel Hermione grinding against your lap.
Your hands quickly finds the hem of her shirt, Hermione lifts up her arms allowing you to take it off her.
You trailed wet open mouthed kisses, starting at her jaw then her neck and eventually settling at her chest.
Wasting no time in taking her nipples into your mouth.
Hermione grips a handful of your hair as she lets out a moan.
Her hips moving harder against you. The warmth emanating from her core was driving you insane.
“Take this off.” You practically growled as you tugged at her sweatpants.
Hermione obeys without question immediately getting off you to take her pants off.
You quickly removed your own shirt, along with your slacks.
You were undressed in record time, clearly a result of being away from Hermione for three weeks.
Hermione is back on your lap, crashing her lips against yours. She kisses you hungrily, all teeth, tongue and aggression.
You move to lift her up but she pins you down again.
You watched as she grabs her wand, only registering what she was about to do when she waves it over your groin.
The familiar flesh coloured shaft forming, your breath catches in your throat.
Hermione holds your gaze as she lifts her hand up to her mouth gathering her own saliva in her palm.
Bringing her hand back down she strokes your shaft with dexterity.
Leaning back, you let out a groan. Shocked at how good her hand felt.
“Fuck, Hermione–”
Your girlfriend quickly silences you by lowering herself onto you.
The feeling of her cunt around your shaft made you dizzy.
She felt so good.
Something about the spell Hermione used this time that made you more sensitive, or perhaps it was your involuntarily abstinence. You couldn’t say for sure.
Hermione moves against you again and you let out an unrestrained moan.
She quickly places a hand over your mouth. Pursing her own lips, your girlfriend's trying her best not to scream out in pleasure herself.
“Quiet. They’ll hear you.” Hermione scolds, removing her hand from your mouth. She moves to grip the back of your neck.
You winced at the feeling of her nails digging into your skin but you are quickly distracted by Hermione’s hips moving again.
Repeatedly lifting herself up until only the tip of your strap was inside before moving back down onto it harshly.
She is fucking herself with abandon, using your cock for her own pleasure. It was selfish and unbelievably sexy.
Hermione had her eyes squeezed shut, bottom lip in between her teeth. She is trying so hard to stay silent.
You didn’t like it.
“Let them hear you, gorgeous. You sound so pretty when you cum.”
You whisper against her ear as your hands finding her breasts, kneading them.
You feel her move against your harder, you let out another moan which is quickly followed by hers.
Hermione moans out loud at every movement of her own hips and you smile triumphantly.
Your feel her clench painfully against your shaft. Her movements now inconsistent and messy, she was close.
Bringing your hand down you rubbed at her clit with your thumb. It didn’t take much for Hermione to come completely undone. She throws her head back, writhing and panting as the intense pleasure rips through her.
The sight of Hermione naked on top of you with her back arched accompanied with the feeling of you inside her was enough to make you reach your own release.
Her arms move to wrap around your neck, you held her as you both tried to recover.
“Do you think they heard us?” You joked and Hermione let’s out a breathless chuckle.
“That’s not funny. Now we’ll have to deal with Ron’s passive aggressiveness for the next few days.”
“Ah, that’s right the damage has been done. So there’s no harm in going for round two?”
You ask with no intention of waiting for an answer. You moved Hermione so that you were on top and she was laying down on the couch.
Not easing into it as you normally do, you thrust your hips harshly.
Hermione chokes out a moan in surprise, her hands moving to your back as you rutted into her.
Your girlfriend arches her back and you push her down roughly, holding her in place.
The whine that spills out of her lips only urged you to thrust deeper.
“Do you love me?” You asked, planting a kiss on her collarbone.
Hermione’s lost. She groans and you feel her clench against your shaft. You breathed in deeply suppressing your own orgasm.
“You know I love you.” Hermione barely manages to speak the sentence, she moans it.
Your hand moving to grip her throat you squeezed at it experimentally and watched as your girlfriend’s eyes roll to the back of her head.
Her hand reflexively moving to your neck pulling you lower, you had no choice but to lay your entire weight on her, causing you to push into her deeper.
Hermione moans loudly, reaching her sudden climax. You hadn’t anticipated it this time and from the looks of it neither did she.
She’s now moaning and trembling underneath you. The aftershocks of her orgasm taking its time to wear off.
She looked so breath-taking like this, you were convinced you could watch her forever.
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You were both in bed now, Hermione’s resting her head against your chest as you rubbed small circles against her shoulder absentmindedly.
“I have a hunch but I’m not entirely sure I’m right.”
You blurt out unsure if your girlfriend was still awake to hear you.
“What sort of hunch?”
“I overheard Bellatrix speaking to her sister, she was losing her mind over one of the other death eaters entering her vault without her permission.”
Hermione hums in response and you elaborate.
“From what I’ve noticed, for some odd reason the Dark Lord trusts her the most. I bet anything the most likely place he’d hide a hocrux would be her vault.”
Hermione sits up to look at you. Already giving you a warning look before you could continue.
“If I can just get in there without her knowing–”
“Oh absolutely not.” Hermione interjects right away and you’re not shocked.
It was worth a shot.
“She’s a cold blooded killer y/n. I don’t even want to think about what she’d do to you if you broke into her vault and did get caught.”
“My answer is no. We’ll find another way.”
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I Choose Her | Chp: 9
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of known death eaters from one of the richest and oldest wizarding family. Are you prepared to abandon everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 4.5k
Warnings: smut, fluff, angst, dark themes, mention of death & murder, draco and y/n are basically siblings deal w it
Note: y/n and hermione: *away from each other for more than a day*
y/n: "this is it, this is what's going to kill me"
this chapter's definitely the longest i've written which wiped me out ngl im gonna have to take a couple days off lol
eitherway i hope u enjoy! <3
ps: i was listening to turning page as i wrote the first part of this chapter so... make of that what u will 👀
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You're awoken this morning by Hermione shifting in her sleep. The two of you crammed together in her bed.
Mrs Granger had set up the guest room for you but your girlfriend insisted you slept with her.
Hermione was persistent but honestly you didn't put up much of a fight.
You were now awake enough to feel the pulsing in your arm. It seems Hermione's head had been laying on top of it the entire night, restricting your bloodflow.
You attempt to pull your arm out from underneath her head without waking her but clearly failing when Hermione lets out a noise in protest. She makes no effort to move her head.
"Sweetheart, my arm's asleep." You explained but Hermione says nothing.
For a moment you assumed she had fallen back asleep but your girlfriend quickly grabs your other arm, wrapping it around her own abdomen.
She is awake and she is ignoring you.
You relent.
Pulling her close Hermione only holds onto your arm tighter enjoying the feeling of you against her.
You begin to drift off but a knock at the door jolts you awake once more.
"Hermione, breakfast is ready darling."
Mrs Granger says from the other side of the door and you can feel Hermione tense up.
Undoubtedly dreading the prospect of the day beginning. Today is bound to be dreadful.
She has to leave for the burrow which also means she has to obliviate her parents. To make matters worse, your own parents are expecting you home for the initiation. You want more than anything to stay with Hermione.
You supposed in the grand scheme of things, these are necessary sacrifices.
Something you tell yourself to keep from having a complete breakdown.
"I wish we could stay like this forever." Hermione's voice breaks and it feels like a harsh blow to your chest. You hated that it had to come to this. She was essentially losing her parents today and you would not be here to guide her through it.
"Me too, baby." Pulling her even closer, the only comfort you're capable of providing her right now.
Hermione moves to turn towards you and you release her from your grasp.
The pain in your chest now piercing when you realised she is crying.
"I don't know if I can do it y/n."
You sit up, prompting for Hermione to do the same. You hold her face in both your hands, wiping away the tear on her cheek.
"Listen to me."
"We are going to get through this. You will see your parents again. It can't end this way. It won't."
You assure her but mostly you're trying to convince yourself.
Hermione studies your face for a beat, searching for something.
"Aren't you afraid?"
You let a moment pass before answering.
"I'm terrified."
More tears well up in her eyes, she shifts her gaze.
"I don't want to end up alone."
Hermione's voice trembles and your own eyes are now welling up.
"You won't be alone. You will always have me." You emphasise in hopes that Hermione will believe you.
"Promise me you're not going to die."
Your girlfriend blurts out and you breathed out sharply in amusement. Hermione lets out a defeated chuckle, only just hearing how ridiculous she sounded.
"I promise." You respond anyway, leaning in you place a tender kiss on her forehead.
Hermione grips the hem of your shirt, capturing your lips with her own.
Savouring this moment as much as you could, both of you knowing that the future was entirely uncertain.
Hermione was quick to wrap her arms around you after your lips left hers.
For awhile, you are sat in silence holding each other.
"My brave girl." You whisper and Hermione's grip on your shoulders tighten.
She did not want to let go and neither did you.
But eventually you had no choice. Releasing her from your embrace you stood up off the bed.
"We should get going."
You offered her your hand, Hermione hesitates for a moment before grabbing it.
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You are stood in the doorway to the kitchen, Hermione slowly approaches her parents from behind. She pauses for a moment turning to look at you.
She's asking you for reassurance.
For strength.
You merely nod and that seemed to give Hermione the push she needed.
Lifting up her wand she takes a deep breath before reciting the memory spell.
"Obliviate."
You watched as things in the room shifted and changed. Some of Hermione's belongings, things she's had since childhood dissipating into thin air.
Pictures of her on the mantle slowly being erased.
You couldn't bare to watch.
Stepping forward you tugged on Hermione's arm. No child should have to watch their parents forget them.
"Come my love its done, let's go."
The look on Hermione's face makes your heart constrict painfully in your chest.
She's trying her best to stay strong and you loved her even more for it.
Soon she follows you to the front door, walking out you both sit on the stairs of the veranda.
Hermione doesn't cry. She doesn't say anything. You are sat for several minutes without a word being said.
Suddenly remembering that you were due home this afternoon, you lifted your arm to check the time.
Your girlfriend notices and finally breaks the silence.
"When will I see you again?"
Her voice is fragile and it simply crushes you.
"I will try my best to meet you at the burrow in a day or two."
"Truthfully, I have no idea what to expect or how long the initiation is going to take but I will come back to you, I promise.
Hermione doesn't respond for a moment instead she finds your hand, fiddling with your ring. Perhaps to check for the bond, to make sure it is still there.
"Okay." She mutters.
"I'm so sorry Hermione. I wish there was another way." You shuffle closer and her hand moves to your arm firmly gripping your bicep.
She rests her head on your shoulder.
"Just swear that you'll come back to me." Your girlfriend says and you smile.
"I swear– And if I do die I will make sure to come back as a ghost."
"Or maybe a poltergeist." You continue.
Hermione slaps your arm and you wince.
"Not funny." She says sternly but you catch the faint smile on her lips.
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"What did you do to your hair?"
The first thing your mum says as you came through the front door.
You sighed. This was going to be a difficult day.
"Nothing, why?"
Your mum walks up to you, fixing your hair in the passive aggressive manner she always does.
She then moves to your clothes, endlessly fussing with it.
"Come, you're nearly late. Everyone's waiting."
Your eyebrows furrowed. For a moment you wonder if the Dark Lord himself was here.
Then again, it can't be. Your mother seems too calm at the prospect of hosting Voldermort himself in her dining room.
You walk beside your mother past the foyer and into the downstairs living area.
There you spotted your father. He barely looks at you before he speaks.
"You're late."
He doesn't leave you space to answer before stepping aside, gesturing for you to walk further in.
Immediately you spotted Draco, standing next to his parents.
Narcissa was quick to come up to you, greeting you with a hug and a kind smile.
"Y/n, its been so long– you've grown so much."
Narcissa leans back to take proper look at you, holding your face in her hands.
"You've grown into a radiant young woman."
She says and you fail to suppress the blush rushing to your cheeks. You have always liked Draco's mum. Never anything but kind to you, she provided a warmth you didn't receive from your own mother.
"Thank you Mrs Malfoy you are too kind. Sorry I have not visited as of late, I've been rather preoccupied with school."
You lied, glancing at Draco. He stares at you for a beat before looking down.
That's Draco for: "I'm sorry, thanks for lying for me."
"Release the girl Cissy we haven't got all day." Bellatrix says from across the room and you take a proper scan of the room for the first time.
You spot Greyback, Wormtail, Pius and Dolohov.
A few other people you did not recognise. All death eaters no doubt, some who must have recently escaped from azkaban.
No sign of the Dark Lord.
The death eaters alone would've been a chilling sight if you were not already used to it.
Narcissa steps back and your mother now takes your hand guiding you to the center of the room.
It was silent for a few moments until Greyback re emerges from the back room, grabbing a woman by her arm. He harshly throws her onto the ground infront of you.
She was bound by the wrists, her mouth stuffed with cloth probably to keep her from screaming.
She looks terrified.
"Who is this?" You mutter quietly but it's still heard by the rest of the room.
Bellatrix walks towards you, a menacing grin plastered across her face.
"Why does it matter? Do want to call her friends and family? Send your condolences?" Bellatrix mocks, earning a snicker from the other death eaters.
"Some muggle we plucked off the street." Dolohov chimed in, answering your question.
Your stomach churns. The woman looked not much older than you were.
Not much older than Hermione.
"Now, do you know your unforgivable curses?"
Bellatrix says, circling you like a hawk stalking its prey.
"Ofcourse I know them."
She laughs.
"Good."
She moves towards the woman, and unbinds her wrists. She removes the cloth from her mouth. Bellatrix forces the woman up on her feet.
She is trembling under your gaze but makes no effort to run away.
"Take out your wand y/n."
Your mother instructs and you do as you're told.
Bellatrix leans in, you feel her breath against your ear.
"Torture her." She whispers and you swallow the lump in your throat.
Glancing at your mother she only looks at you expectantly. Your father's stern gaze sends a chill down your spine.
You had to commit for this to work. You have to get back to Hermione, whatever it takes.
Lifting your arm you pointed the wand at the woman before you. You steady your breathing, trying to appear as calm as possible.
"Crucio."
The woman falls to the ground, writhing in pain. Her deafening screams now filling the room.
Your stomach churns but you school your expression.
You cannot appear weak.
"Very good." Bellatrix says after her laughter subsided.
"Now let's see, what is the next unforgivable curse?" She says in a mocking tone.
"Oh just get on with it. She knows them. Kill the muggle already." Dolohov says.
Another laugh erupts from Bellatrix and you flinch this time.
"You heard him y/n."
"Kill her." Bellatrix says, her face too close to yours.
You glanced in Draco's direction but he's not looking at you. His gaze fixed at the floor he almost looks just as afraid as the woman you had just been tasked to murder.
You mother gives you a nod and your father only raises his eyebrows.
Everyone is waiting for your move.
You don't let yourself think on it a moment longer.
"Avada Kadavra."
You exclaimed, a bright green light flashes and the woman falls flat on her back, motionless.
The room is dead silent once again.
Your ears are ringing, you feel as if you are about to faint.
The sound of clapping around the room snaps you back into the present.
"Well done, my daughter." Your father gives you smile for the first time today.
Your mother pulls you in for a hug and you're only able to focus on how sick you felt.
"May I please be excused? I have to visit the ladies room."
Your mother releases you from her grip.
"Ofcourse darling."
You rush out of the living area, you didn't go the bathroom. You needed to get outside. The air in your house felt thick, suffocating.
Eventually you found yourself in the yard behind your home.
Unbuttoning a few buttons on your shirt hoping it would help give you more room to breathe but it doesn't. Feeling the bile rise up to your throat you kneeled over, vomitting all over the grass.
You hear footsteps come up next to you and before you managed to look up, Draco speaks.
"Here." Holding out his handkerchief.
"Thanks."
You grab it, giving him a smile in gratitude before wiping your mouth.
"I threw up as well. After my initiation. A lot more than that actually."
Draco says looking at the patch of grass.
"There were a lot more tears involved too." He jokes.
His attempt to make you feel better about yourself only made you more glum.
"You did well y/n."
"This is fucked." You admit, earning a real laugh from Draco.
A sound you hadn't heard in months.
"Yes it is." He says leaning agaisnt the tree next to you.
"But it's also just the life we were born into."
Draco was right. There was no use in complaining.
"It is what it is."
You say and he nods in agreement.
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You had been home for two days now, to be honest you've not done much besides sit in on death eater meetings. The Dark Lord was yet to show himself, you actually began to doubt his existence.
You waited for nightfall, you had to try to sneak out today and see Hermione.
Shoving your wand in your pocket you shut your eyes, focusing in on your ring. You prepared to apparate.
Your concentration broken by a familiar voice coming from behind you.
"Where do you think you're going?" Draco asks, emerging from the doorway.
"I have to see her."
Your bestfriend scoffs, shaking his head.
"I knew it. I knew you didn't break up with her."
"What is it about her?" Draco steps closer.
"I barely even recognise you anymore y/n. You were never like this. That girl makes you weak and you know it."
You rolled your eyes.
"You don't recognise me ?" You raised your voice.
"And who's fault is that, huh?" Quickly placing your hands on his chest, you shoved him. He loses his balance slightly but doesn't attempt to strike you back.
"You've barely acknowledged me this entire year, Draco." Your voice now back to a whisper.
He doesn't say anything, avoiding eye contact he focuses his attention on the fireplace next to you.
"We've both changed."
"That's just life."
Draco finally looks at you.
"But you are the closest thing I have to a brother. This fact remains the same."
"I will continue to defend you no matter what. I am only asking you for the same courtesy in return."
Draco's gaze softens but he seems slightly affronted.
"Ofcourse I have your back y/n. Always."
"Then let me go."
"You're right, she is a weakness. But it's only because I love her."
Draco nods, finally understanding.
"Look I'm not asking you to lie for me but–"
"You're asking me to lie for you." Draco interjects.
You let out a chuckle.
"Yes I suppose I am."
Draco sighs dramatically.
"Go. I'll make something up if your parents ask." Your eyes light up but he was quick to warn you.
"But- If you're not back here in a day, you're on your own."
A large grin spread across your face and your bestfriend rolls his eyes.
"Thank you." You say placing a quick kiss on his cheek which he was quick to wipe off with his hand.
Regardless, he throws you a smile.
Closing your eyes you focus in once again, successfully dissaparating.
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You apparate right in Hermione and Ginny's room in the burrow. You immediately find your girlfriend on the bed, a book in her hands.
She spots you quickly, dropping her book she practically jumps into your arms.
You held her tight, breathing in the familiar scent of her hair.
"I missed you so much."
Hermione says and your heart swells.
"I missed you." You respond, pulling back to look at her.
Her lips were on yours immediately. You let out an involuntarily sigh of relief.
Longing to feel her lips against yours since the moment you parted ways.
"That was awful. Please never dissappear for that long again."
You laughed.
"Hermione, we were apart for 3 days." You moved your hand tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
"Felt like an eternity." Hermione grumbles adorably, you lean in to kiss her again.
"I'm sorry, but I can't stay long."
Hermione's shoulders slumped, a pout forming on her face.
"I only wanted to let you know I was okay. I will come back and see you as often as I can, I swear."
The pout doesn't leave her lips and you lean in, planting a kiss on her forehead.
Hermione moves her hands to grip your collar.
"Will you stay for the wedding atleast?"
You make a face but Hermione's expression breaks your resolve immediately.
"Fine, I'll stay."
She flashes you a smile that always seems to cause that familiar fluttering in your stomach.
"One slight issue, I don't have anything to wear." You say and Hermione steps away from you, a glint in her eyes.
She grabs her pouch, pulling out a blazer that look oddly familiar.
"Is that my suit?" Hermione only lets out a giggle and you shake your head in disbelief.
"How did you even sneak that in there without me noticing." Your girlfriend bites her lip, she shrugs her shoulders.
"You're very easy to distract." Hermione pulls you in closer by the hem of your slacks.
"Well Miss Granger, I must admit you never fail to surprise me." You say, hot breath against her ear.
Placing an open mouthed kiss on her neck you reveled at the feeling of her shuddering under your touch.
You planted another kiss on her jaw and eventually your lips found hers. Hermione opens her mouth wider and you take the opportunity to enter your tongue into her mouth.
The kiss was sloppy, lacking grace. Both of you now hot with need.
Your hand travels to Hermione's ass, giving it a squeeze. She gasps into your mouth and your tongue meets hers again.
You move your hand up, finding her breast you began kneading it over her shirt, Hermione moans directly into your mouth.
You were completely drunk on her.
Moving your other hand you attempted to slip into her pyjama pants before she grips your wrist, stopping you.
"Ginny might come in any minute." Hermione breathes out against your lips.
"Then let her come in."
You move your hand, your finger brushing over her folds. You were surprised at how wet she was.
"Fuck baby, you're already dripping for me."
Your own voice thick with arousal.
Hermione whimpers and you deliberately applied pressure on her clit with your palm.
You feel her hips buck against your hand. Hermione quickly grips the back of your neck almost like she needed help steadying herself.
She grabs your wrist again.
"Ah– y/n wait please."
You removed your hand from her pants, moving to lean your back against the wall. Hermione's darkened gaze mirroring yours. You both take a moment to collect yourselves.
"I just think it'd be distasteful for Ginny to walk in on us. I mean this is her room afterall." Hermione explains after a moment of silence.
"No, ofcourse that wouldn't be polite. You're right." You say blandly.
"Don't be angry.." Hermione noticed your tone, she pokes at your stomach playfully.
"I'm not angry."
Which was the truth, frustrated perhaps but it was hardly her fault.
You leaned in planting a kiss on her cheek to assure her that you weren't upset. Hermione smiles, seemingly convinced.
"What were you reading?" You ask, a blatant attempt to change the subject.
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The two of you now laying in bed, Hermione finally mustered the courage to look at your arm. Running her fingers across the dark mark freshly etched into your skin.
"Did they hurt you?" Hermione asks softly.
"No I-"
I killed an innocent woman.
"No."
Your girlfriend moves her hand, now resting on your chest over your heart.
A beat pasts before you speak.
"I'm still me, you know."
Hermione shuffles closer and you wrap your arm around her.
"I know."
"Are you sure it would be ok for me to come tomorrow? I wouldn't want to intrude." Hermione gives you a pointed look and suddenly you felt ridiculous for even asking.
"Ofcourse it's ok. Besides nobody knows yet. Just don't show anyone your arm and it'll be alright."
Hermione meant it as a comfort but something about her statement stung.
You were sick of keeping secrets.
You wanted to bring Hermione to a place far away, but you knew that wouldn't change anything.
There's no possible way to run from yourself.
"Where do you want to get married?" You blurt out and Hermione looks bemused.
"I mean– hypothetically speaking, if we had a wedding where do you want it to be?"
You clarify and Hermione lets out a chuckle.
"I dont know, I haven't really thought about it."
"My parents had their wedding in the yard behind my grandparents home."
You eyebrows knitted together and Hermione notices.
"They lived on a farm." She clarifies.
"Oh–"
"You want to get married on a farm?"
You ask and Hermione moves her head down, resting it on your chest.
You feel her shrug.
"I don't know, it could be nice."
Your hand finds her back, you rubbed it soothingly.
"I'm not opposed to that idea."
Hermione hums in response but says nothing else. You soon realised that she was drifting off.
Before you could close your own eyes Ginny enters the room.
She studies the two of you before scrunching up her nose.
"Oh- gross." She remarks and you were quick to shush her.
Grabbing the nearest pillow you chucked it at her, careful not to move too much in fear of waking Hermione.
She expertly catches the pillow before it could hit her and prepares to throw it back at you.
You hold your hand up.
"Don't, you'll wake her." You whisper and Ginny rolls her eyes, putting the pillow down.
"Fine. I'll get you back in the morning y/n, mark my words."
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"I'm sorry to intrude Mrs Weasley I do hope me being here isn't too much of a nuisance."
"Oh nonsense. You're always welcomed here." Molly says kindly, releasing you from her embrace.
"Come, do help yourself to a spot of breakfast. She says, practically forcing you to sit at the dining table.
Hermione joins you shortly, greeting you with a quick peck on the lips.
You hear someone clear their throat.
Both of you watched as Ron stabs his pancake with a fork roughly. Shovelling it in his mouth.
You couldn't lie, a part of you did find immense pleasure in knowing how jealous he gets.
"Alright, y/n?" Fred greets you before grabbing a piece of toast.
You only nod, throwing him a smile.
You watched as he joined his brother by the window, both of their attentions now fixed on something.
"Bloody hell, what's the Minister Of Magic doing here?" George says and Hermione turns to look at you, she seemed just as perplexed as you were.
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You were standing next to Hermione by the sofa. Ron and Harry sat next to her, waiting for the Minister to state his business.
He pulls out a piece of parchment and begins reading.
"Herein setforth, the last will and testament of Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore."
"First, to Ronald Bilius Weasley, I leave my deluminator. A device of my own making. In hopes that when things seem most dark, it will show him the light."
He hands him the item and Ron reaches out, unsure.
"Dumbledore left this for me?"
"That's brilliant– but what is it?"
The Minister gestures for him to click the button and Ron does so.
A flap opening on the top, the lights in the room quickly being sucked into the device.
Ron clicks it again and the lights return back to their original place.
"Wicked." He breathes out.
"Next, to Hermione Jean Granger, I leave my copy of The Tales Of Beedle The Bard, in hopes that she will find it entertaining and instructive."
You lean forward trying to get a good look at the book.
"To Harry James Potter, I leave the snitch he caught in his first quidditch match at Hogwarts. As a reminder, of perseverance and skill."
The minister holds out the golden ball and the 4 of you watched with bated breath as Harry grabs it.
You were expecting it to open at his touch but nothing happens.
"Dumbledore left you a second item Mr Potter."
"He left you the sword of Godric Gryffindor."
Hermione glances at you in shock before turning her attention back to Harry.
"But unfortunately the sword of Gryffindor was not Dumbledore's to give away. As an important historical artifact it belongs-"
"To Harry." Hermione interjects.
"It belongs to Harry. It came to him when he most needed it in the chambers of secrets."
The Minister merely shakes his head.
"The sword may present itself to any worthy Gryffindor Miss Granger but that does not make it that wizards property."
"And in any event, the current whereabouts of the sword are unknown."
The Minister says glancing at you. You step forward, uncrossing your arms.
"Excuse me?" Harry asks in disbelief.
"The sword is missing." He confirms.
A beat pasts where none of you say anything.
"Is that it then?" You broke the silence.
He stares at you for a moment before speaking.
"Not quite."
He turns his attention to the parchment again.
"Finally, to y/n, I leave a sacred piece of parchment. Strictly to be read by her eyes only."
You mouth falls open in shock.
The Minister holds out the note, waiting for you to grab it.
"For me?" You had to ask again. You truly couldn't believe it.
You looked at Hermione and she nods, urging you to take the note.
You grabbed it and wasted no time in skimming its contents.
Y/n,
We must all face the choice between what is right and what is easy. Believe in yourself enough to make the right choice. Only then you can be certain that you are exactly where you need to be.
- Dumbledore
As soon as you got to the end of the note the words on the page dissapeared and the piece of paper goes up in flames.
Although, that did not matter. You didn't have to read it again.
You understood immediately.
No longer fighting the smile that's threatening to form on your lips . Hermione notices your expression and mimicks it instinctively.
You were exactly where you needed to be.
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I Choose Her | Chp: 8
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of known death eaters from one of the richest and oldest wizarding family. Are you prepared to abandon everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 3.5k
Warnings: smut, nsfw, top!reader, strap on use, hermione has a praise kink actually it's canon, so much fluff it's almost gross
Note: ok a few chapters back i mentioned that it would be the last fun one but i lied clearly bc this one's just fluff
i'm just not ready for it to get dark yet! i got a little carried away with this one but hopefully it's enjoyable bc i had a lot of fun writing it
there's strap on use as stated in the disclaimer but little elements of g!p as well (kinda) i've added asterisks before the smut so feel free to skip it if u don't want to read!
alright thats it, i hope u enjoy, let me know what u think!
taglist: @gvrsto @aweidlich @xxsekhmet @arielj
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chp 9
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The end of term is finally here, accompanied with a feeling of impending doom you just couldn't shake.
You had no choice now but to see your parents.They had sent an owl with a letter containing the date of your initiation. It is in 3 days time.
Waving your wand, the clothes you had folded earlier slowly floated in place inside your trunk. Scanning the room you noticed there were still a lot of things you had to put away. Packing was never something you enjoyed. You actually found the entire process dreadful. Although, the use of magic did make it bearable. You couldn't imagine doing it all by hand.
You suddenly feel your cat nudge your leg slightly with his forehead. A white tabby, you've had him since first year. Basically one of the very few constants in your life. You've always had a love for cats because you found it easy to establish a mutual respect. Sometimes you prefered their company over humans.
He nudges your leg again before meowing.
"What is it sweet boy, are you hungry?"
Walking over to his food bowl you noticed it was still partially full. His water bowl left untouched since you last filled it up this morning.
You watched as he walks up to the front door, he began to scratch at it and you grow even more confused.
Before you could start to question it you hear a knock coming from the other side.
"Who is it?"
Taking a step closer you reached for the handle but decide to wait for a reply before opening it.
"It's me, quick let me in."
An involuntarily smile forming on your lips.
Your cat cleverly moving out of the way as you pulled the door open.
Crookshanks rushed his own way inside before you tugged on Hermione's arm, quickly guiding her inside your room. You looked around making sure nobody saw before closing the door.
Your girlfriend greets you with a long kiss which you happily reciprocated.
Hermione steps away from you and begins to look around as if inspecting the state of your messy room.
"How did you even get in here?"
Hermione smiles before holding up Harry's invisibility cloak.
"Wow, I'm surprised he let you borrow it."
"He doesn't know, I nicked it when he wasn't looking."
Your girlfriend admits proudly and you playfully let out a gasp.
"Hermione Granger, I think I might be a bad influence on you." You quip.
Your hands move to rest on Hermione's waist and she wraps her arms around your neck instinctively.
"I think you might be right."
She says before giving you a quick peck on the lips.
"But I kind of like it." Hermione whispers, inches away from your face.
You smirk, pulling her in even closer.
"Good." You say, matching her tone.
You leaned in with intention to kiss her again but Hermione turns her head before you could.
Quietly studying your girlfriend's expression as she watched the cats. They've long stopped chasing each other around the room they're now curled up licking each other clean on the foot of your bed.
"Do you have to leave right away?" Hermione asks turning her head to look at you once again.
Your hand moves to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear.
"No. Technically I have about a day before I absolutely have to go home. Why?"
Hermione doesn't answer for a moment instead she fiddles with the pendant on your necklace nervously.
"What is it, my love?"
Your gentle hand on her lower back must have soothed your girlfriend enough as she eventually found the courage to continue.
"Do you maybe want to come home with me and meet my parents?"
Taken aback, you take a few seconds to deliberate but Hermione was quick to mistake your silence for disapproval.
"If you don't want to it's alright. I'd just- I would love for them to get to know you-"
Hermione stutters and you reach out, holding her face with both your hands she's now forced to meet your soft gaze.
"I would love to meet your family. Just as long as you're sure."
Hermione grins, evidently relieved at your response.
"Really? It would help to have you with me, I don't want to be alone when I have to- you know when it's time."
"I understand." You assure her and she visibly relaxes again. Hermione moves to nuzzle her face in the crook of your neck and you take the opportunity to wrap your arms around her, holding her close.
You could only imagine the pressure Hermione must be in. How selfless she is to even consider obliviating her own parents. She will be doing it to prevent the hurt they might go through in the event of losing her.
If it ever came down to it you weren't entirely sure if you could do the same. Hermione's bravery knows no bounds, yet you couldn't find it in yourself to envy her. You admired her a great deal. You want more than anything to preserve her happiness as best you can.
Going against the Dark Lord was one way of ensuring it. So it's something you'll do without hesistation.
"But we can't go anywhere until you're done packing." You let go of her and Hermione gestures to the mess of unfolded clothes scattered across your room.
"I am done."
Hermione gives you an incredulous look.
"Well, mostly." You admit cheekily, enjoying how annoyed Hermione is getting at your failure to take things seriously.
"Come on, I'll help you pack." Hermione tugs on your arm but you don't budge.
"But-" You say grabbing her hand instead, holding her in place.
"Im not sure if you're aware. There are many fun things we could do in my room that doesn't involve packing."
You swiftly pull Hermione closer by the belt loop on her jeans.
A small gasp escapes her lips at your sudden action and you took the opportunity to capture her lips into a searing kiss.
Your girlfriend entertains you for a few moments, kissing you back deeply as she rest her hand on the back of your neck.
Quickly moving your own hand underneath her shirt, resting it on the small of her back. Hermione shudders at the feeling of your warm hand against her bare skin.
You plant a kiss on her jaw, and then her neck, nipping at it before you hear Hermione's breath hitch in her throat.
"Okay let's make a deal." Your girlfriend says trying her best to keep her voice firm.
"We finish packing and–" Hermione stands on her tiptoes so she can whisper directly into your ear.
"I'll let you do whatever you want to me."
You feel a sudden rush of arousal, Hermione always knew exactly what to say.
"Whatever I want?"
Your girlfriend peering at you with feigned innocence. She nods before biting her lip knowing very well the effect it had on you.
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"What about this one?" Hermione holds up a dark green pullover that you hadn't seen since the beginning of term.
"Honestly forgot I even had that. We can toss it." Instead of adding it to the pile your girlfriend holds onto it. It quickly became clear what she was asking of you.
"Well unless you want to keep that one–"
"Do you want it?"
You chuckle at the sight of Hermione's eyes lighting up at your suggestion.
"It smells like you." Your girlfriend says under her breath and you feel a flutter in your chest.
"Alright, that's the last of it." You say, shutting your trunk.
You attempt to push it closer to your front door but it barely budged. Hermione notices you struggling and lets out a laugh.
"Here, let me help."
"Excuse me." Your girlfriend whispers before stepping in between you and the trunk, standing close enough that her ass was brushing against your front.
Before you could move out of her way, Hermione bends over. Her ass now flush against your groin. Clearly a deliberate move to get a reaction out of you, she makes no effort to push the trunk.
"Hermione–" You groaned.
"Hm?"
You've seemed to have urged her on as she pushes herself up against your front again. Your hands move to grip her waist.
Hermione stands up right but doesn't try to move away from you.
"Do you find pleasure in taunting me, Miss Granger? You growl directly into her ear and Hermione's hand finds the back of your neck.
You watched as she takes her bottom lip in between her teeth, stiffling a grin.
She really is enjoying is.
You expertly flipped Hermione around by her waist. Capturing her lips with yours kissing her hard. You take her bottom lip in between your teeth tugging at it before kissing her again, your tongue enters her mouth and she lets out a whimper against your lips.
Your hands move to her thigh swiftly, you lifted Hermione up, carrying her to your bed.
She keeps her legs wrapped around your waist, holding you in place.
Hermione arches her back, your groin now flush against hers. You began moving your hips, grinding against her center. Your girlfriend lets out a moan, throwing her head back against the pillow.
You take the opportunity to place a sloppy kiss against her neck, you open your mouth, biting down. Earning a louder noise from Hermione.
"Fuck, you drive me insane."
You say against her neck.
Hermione only lets out another whimper in response. She takes your hand moving it to the hem of her jeans.
"Please, touch me." Your girlfriend pleads.
Quickly obliging, you unbutton her jeans, slipping your hand inside. Your palm finds her clothed center. You apply pressure and Hermione quickly starts grinding against your hand.
She's now a writhing, panting mess underneath you.
The mere sight drove you crazy.
You slip your hand underneath her underwear, your thumb applying pressure against her already sensitive clit. Hermione's grips the back of your neck as she chokes out a moan. You move two fingers to her entrance pushing inside until you were knuckle deep. Your girlfriend's mouth falls open as you began pumping in and out of her at a rough pace.
"Yes.."
She breathes out and you take it as a sign to move your fingers harder and deeper.
Hermione's hand moves to grip the sheets and you knew she was already close.
You try your best to keep the steady pace, made slightly difficult with her walls contracting against your fingers with every stroke.
Your hear her breathing get shallow and her hold on your neck tightens. Hermione moans loudly as the blinding orgasm rips through her.
You pull out of her bringing your fingers up to your mouth, licking them clean. Hermione watches you with a darkened gaze before lifting her head to kiss you, deep and hungry.
You plant a kiss against her forehead before moving off her.
Hermione whines in protest and you only chuckle darkly. You lift your own sweater above your head, signaling that you were far from done.
"Take off your clothes baby, wait there."
Hermione does as she's told.
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You grabbed your wand quickly before walking towards the bathroom, shuting the door behind you.
Saying the spell as you waved your wand, a flesh coloured appendage appearing by your groin. A makeshift strap on. You found out that muggles had used it for sex sometimes and you honestly thought it a genius invention. You took it upon yourself to conjure your own.
You managed to create a version that was not only functional but allows you to actually feel her. In a way it acted like an extension of you.
Yes. A spell that could go terribly wrong if not done properly ofcourse, but what's a fun sex life without a little risk?
Walking out of the bathroom you're met with the sight of your girlfriend laying naked on the bed.
You make eye contact and watched as Hermione's eyes flit down to the length between your legs.
She licks her lips in anticipation.
"Come closer."
Hermione crawls to the foot of the bed meekly waiting for you to approach.
You stepped closer, hand moving to the back of her head your fingers getting lost in her hair.
You guide her forward and she catches on quickly. Wrapping her hand around your length before running her tongue across the tip, watching your reaction.
"Suck it."
You command and Hermione does exactly that.
Throwing your head back you breathe in deeply, suppressing a moan. Her mouth felt amazing. Hermione was really good at that, she's good at everything.
You feel the tip of your strap touch the back of her throat and let out a gasp.
She is taking you so well.
You groaned.
"Good girl."
Hermione hums in response and continues moving her skillful mouth against you.
You can feel your release approaching, gripping her hair you tug on it slightly, urging her to stop.
"Ok– okay that's enough." You guide her face up, kissing her.
"Lay back."
Hermione leans back and you quickly climb on top of her.
Your length brushing against her core, Hermione rolls her hips desperately.
"Ready?"
Your girlfriend nods quickly, lifting her leg up to wrap it around your waist. Giving you easier access.
You guide the tip to her entrance, thrusting forward slowly.
Watching as her eyes widen at the feeling of you inside her. Her hands gripped your back, fingernails digging into your skin.
You thrust your hips forward again, Hermione lets out a loud moan shutting her eyes.
"Fuck, you feel so good. So tight."
Hermione clenches around your length, her nails digging into your back painfully.
"Faster– please."
Your girlfriend begs and you push forward, harder and faster.
Soon finding a momentum.
Hermione's now moaning and panting at every thrust of your hips. You feel a familiar tightness in the pit of your stomach.
"You're so perfect, Hermione. My sweet, perfect girl."
Your endless whispers of praise only pushing her closer to her release. Hermione's cunt throbbing around your length as her orgasm creeps up on her, hard and fast.
You pant, reaching your own climax soon after her.
You slumped forward, both your chests heaving as you tried to recover.
Hermione places a kiss on your cheek and another on the corner of your mouth.
You move to rest your head against her chest.
"I love you." Hermione utters breathlessly.
You lift your head, brushing a strand of hair out of her face.
"I love you too, so much."
Hermione pulls you in for a kiss, surprisingly soft and tender.
"Can you go again?" You ask and Hermione nods, not hiding the blush forming on her face.
"Good, get on top."
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The train finally departs and Hermione joins you in the carriage. Sitting next to you.
You draped your arm over her shoulder, pulling her close.
"Last night was amazing."
You let out a laugh at the sudden confession.
"Yes it was." You turn towards her and Hermione lifts her head off your shoulder to look at you.
Her hand moves to your hair, running her fingers through it. She knows you loved it whenever she did that.
"You were amazing." Hermione's voice low, you catch her looking down at your lips.
"Careful."
"Don't get me going, I will have my way with you right here, in this carriage."
You warn, glancing at her lips.
"Maybe you should."
Hermione taunts and you smirk.
You lean forward to whisper in her ear.
"I'd fuck you right here, have you screaming my name for everybody to hear."
Hermione grabs the hem of your jacket crashing her lips against yours. Her tongue enters your mouth and for a second you believed that you would actually have sex right then and there.
"Uh– you lot are in a public space, please show some consideration."
Ginny quips before entering the carriage, sitting across from you.
You stopped making out, Hermione buries her face in your shoulder, feeling embarrassed.
"We technically were in a private space until you came in." You retaliated.
Ginny grins.
You've always liked her, the funnier and overall superior Weasley. You don't hang out often but whenever you did it was always a fun time.
"So Harry told me about the plan."
"He did what–"
"Oh that thickhead." You scoffed.
Hermione shakes her head clearly dissaproving the same way you were.
"Well that's fantastic. Yeah, really great. Who else did he tell?"
You were annoyed. If the wrong person overheard it would be over for you.
"Ok I agree Harry can be thick sometimes but we can trust Ginny." Hermione says, stroking your arm at an attempt to soothe you.
"Yeah relax. Besides, he tells me everything. I promise your secret's safe with me."
You say nothing in response, looking out the window trying to keep a level head.
"Do you really think it'll work?"
Ginny asks and you turn to look at her. Your gaze shifts to Hermione for a moment before answering.
"I've gone over it a million times in my head. It'll work."
You look out the window again.
"It has to." You mutter and Hermione grabs your hand intertwining your fingers.
"Alright."
"Listen, if you ever need an extra hand I can help." The ginger haired girl says lowering her voice.
You nod, giving her a genuine smile. You appreciated the offer.
"Thanks, Ginny."
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"That was odd." You say as you lifted Hermione's trunk up the stairs, walking to her parents home.
"What was?"
"The man that drove us here. Do muggles always ask that many personal questions?"
Hermione laughs.
You sat her trunk down on the veranda.
"He was curious, some taxi drivers just enjoy chatting to new people."
Your eyebrows knitted together. You supposed that made sense.
"Oh."
"Ready?" Hermione asks before fishing her house keys out of her pocket.
You give her a nod before taking in a sharp intake of breath.
Opening the door you both step inside.
"Mum, dad, I'm home!"
Her mum comes down the stairs, beaming as she sauntered over to the two of you. Enveloping your girlfriend in a long embrace.
Hermione did look a lot like her mother. Especially around the eyes.
Mrs Granger releases her daughter from her embrace and turns to you.
"You must be y/n, Hermione has told me so much about you."
She surprises you by pulling you into a hug as well. You reciprocated quickly as a polite gesture.
"It's very nice to meet you Mrs Granger, you have a wonderful home."
"Oh please, call me Monica."
She takes her hand in yours and you smile at her gallantly.
A man walks out of the kitchen and rushes over to the three of you, practically lifting Hermione up as he hugged her.
Hermione lets out a real laugh and it's like music to your ears.
"Hey pumpkin."
"Hi, dad"
"Y/n I assume?" He asks, narrowing his eyes.
"Yes sir, that's right. It's a pleasure to meet you." You hold your hand out for him to shake and he pulls you into a hug instead.
You were stunned for a moment.
A family of huggers.
Physical affection was rare in your own family, it wasn't something that was freely given. Any type of affection was something you had to earn, like a reward.
"Come, you got here just in time for dinner."
Hermione's dad lets go of you and guides the two of you to the dining table.
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You liked Hermione's parents, they were warm and generous. You quickly realised why Hermione is the way she is.
"Thank you for dinner Monica, it was delicious."
"You're most welcome y/n. I'm glad you're here, we've been wanting to meet you for awhile now."
Hermione grabs your hand on the table giving it a squeeze.
Mrs Granger stands up colleting the plates, she walks over to the sink.
"Please, let me help."
You grab Hermione's plate and yours, giving her a quick smile which she reciprocated.
You are stood silently washing dishes for awhile before Mrs Granger breaks the silence.
"You're really good for her, you know."
You glanced at her but stayed silent and she continues.
"I've never seen her this happy. I'm just glad she has you."
"Thats very kind of you to say Monica but I'm certain that I'm the lucky one."
"Hermione's a very special girl." You respond fondly.
Her mum nods in agreement, tears well up in her eyes and you panic for a moment. Afraid you'd said something to upset her.
"You promise to look out for her won't you? I don't know exactly what's happening in your world right now but promise you'll look after her?"
"Ofcourse. I'll protect her with my life. You have my word."
A tear falls down her cheek and she quickly wipes it away.
"Thank you y/n–"
"I appreciate you saying that."
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I Choose Her | Chp: 7
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of known death eaters from one of the richest and oldest wizarding family. Are you prepared to abandon everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 2.2k
Warnings: lots of angst, reader and hermione are soulmates actually
Note: Apologies for the wait, life has been kicking my ass but i finally found enough motivation to write this chapter and i think its a good one 👀 i actually had this chapter outlined even before i started this story so yeah i'm glad it's finally here! i hope you enjoy and let me know what you think :)
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"Hermione."
You pleaded, she hasn't spoken a word to you in nearly half an hour.
"Baby, please. Say something. Look at me."
Silence.
Your girlfriend was sat at the edge of the bed, facing away from you.
"My love.." You make one final effort and relief overcomes you when Hermione finally turns around.
"Do you actually?"
Hermione blurts out and your eyebrows furrow in confusion.
"What?"
"Do you actually love me? Or am I just a way to past the time? You're abandoning me to serve the Dark Lord now that you have no longer have interest in me."
Deeply wounded at Hermione's accusation, you scoffed.
How could she think so little of you?
"That is not how it is and you know it. My feelings for you are true, Hermione. Everything I'm doing, I do for you."
It was her turn to scowl.
"What does that even mean? Please y/n explain to me exactly how becoming a death eater would work to my benefit." Hermione stands up, raising her voice.
She is understandably upset, losing your own temper would only do more harm.
You remained silent. Hermione's expression grows colder the longer you took to respond. You quickly stood, grabbing your wand. You could say the words 'i love you' a million times over and it still wouldn't suffice. Words aren't powerful enough to express the true contents of your heart.
You needed to show her.
Hermione watches you intently, her eyes welling up with tears, awaiting your next move.
"Expecto patronum."
You say, with a swift movement of your wand. A blue glow appears, circling the room before settling in between the two of you, the bright glow morphs into the shape of an otter.
A discovery you had made merely a few months after recognising your feelings for Hermione. Your own patronus had changed, mimicking hers.
The love you felt for her was true. The one thing you are entirely certain of.
Hermione is crying now, she doesn't attempt to hide her sobs. A sharp pain in your chest, you despised being the cause of her sadness.
You quickly made your way over, wrapping your arms around her. She knows now. You've surrendered yourself to her completely.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Hermione's voice trembling as she suppresses another sob.
"You are the only thing that matters to me."
You admit truthfully and you feel your girlfriend's grip on you tighten.
"My parents knew this. If I don't join the death eaters, they promised that harm will come to you. I can't have that."
Hermione takes a step back to meet your gaze and you release her from your embrace. You watch as realisation overcomes her, too overwhelmed to say anything in response.
You reached out, placing your hand against her cheek, wiping away the fresh tear.
Hermione leans into your touch and you continue to hold her face in your hand as you spoke again.
"I was never afraid before I met you."
Another tear falls and Hermione shuts her eyes, her face contorts as if your honesty physically wounded her.
Your girlfriend quickly leans in, crashing her lips against yours. You kiss her back deeply.
You craved to have her lips on yours forever. If only the two of you could stay in this moment together, without the impending threat of what's to come.
"I can't lose you."
Hermione says, after disconnecting the kiss. Her hands move to grip the collar of your shirt holding you close as if you'd dissipate right then and there if she didn't.
"You won't, I swear this to you. I need you to understand that my true loyalty, it lies with you. I have no faith in the dark lord."
Hermione's gaze softens, her hand moves to the back of your neck, she runs her fingers through your hair soothingly.
You will do everything in your power to preserve what you have, you want to feel her like this until the end of your days.
"What I'm about to tell you is going to sound insane but I need you to bare with me. I have a plan." Hermione's throws you a skeptical look.
Your girlfriend was never one to be easily convinced.
You take Hermione's hand, placing a soft kiss against it peering at her. A shameless attempt to sway her.
"Do you trust me?"
Your girlfriend is not budging.
An amused expression on your face, you lean forward placing a quick peck on the corner of her mouth. You tilt your head, planting several kisses against Hermione's neck, earning a giggle from her.
Her hands resting on your shoulders she shoves you lightly and you lean back, meeting her gaze.
Hermione looks at you in a way that makes your heart flutter. In moments like this you'd be foolish to question whether the feelings you have for her are reciprocated.
She reaches up, running her hand through your hair again.
"Ofcourse I trust you."
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You were sat in the great hall, picking at your food. You felt too sick to eat. After sending the owl to your parents telling them about your decision to join the Death Eaters, you basically felt too sick to do anything.
Looking across the room you find your girlfriend engaging in conversation with Harry. She seems to have felt her eyes on you as she quickly catches you staring.
You nod at her as silent reassurance and she gives you one in return. Lifting your hand up slightly, you gestured to your ring. Hermione smiles before lifting up her own hand. The bond appears, stretching from her table to yours. The light only visible to the two of you.
Quickly biting your lip to hide a smirk.
"Good girl." You mouthed jokingly, watching as Hermione rolls her eyes at you. You swear you could see a hint of blush forming across her face.
Your moment of bliss was interrupted when someone harshly places their hand on your shoulder startling you.
Blaise chuckles at your reaction setting his plate of breakfast down next to you. Pansy sits to your right and Draco joins soon after, sitting across from you. He's now blocking your view of Hermione.
"So, when is your initiation?" Blaise asks as he shoves a piece of toast in his mouth.
"My parents will decide that. I should hear back from them soon." You reply before going back to fiddling with your food.
"This is great. Things are finally changing y/n, I can feel it. It's beginning. The dark lord will rise." Pansy states and you suppress the urge to vomit all over the table.
You shift your gaze and see Draco looking just as if not more miserable than you. Head resting in his hand, he makes no effort to acknowledge the conversation.
"You alright?" You ask, nudging his arm.
He merely nods, flashing you a smile that doesn't reach his eyes.
"Just had trouble sleeping last night."
You grow more worried. You wish Draco would just talk to you.
"I know a spell that'll knock you right out. Next time you have trouble sleeping just come find me, I'll help you out."
You grimace at the obvious innuendo. Will she ever give it a rest?
"Right, thanks Pansy I appreciate that." Draco says blandly before picking at his own plate.
You watch as Pansy slumps in her seat, upset that she didn't get a bigger reaction out of him.
"Excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom."
You stood up abruptly, making your way to the Slytherin common rooms instead. You couldn't be expected to pay attention in Divination at a time like this.
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You had spent the entire day in the common room, napping for half the day, the other half was spent going over every detail of your plan in your head.
It was ideally the place to be as nobody ever hangs about during school hours. You'd also ignite less suspicion hanging around there instead of your room.
Although, you had to Obliviate the Prefect that threatened to report you to Snape. Attending classes was truly the last thing on your mind.
You glanced at the clock, 8 pm. Most students should be in the great hall finishing up their dinner. You decided to head up to your dorm, you needed a change of clothes before grabbing a quick bite. Truthfully, your only objective tonight is to see Hermione again.
Making your way down, you soon noticed the stairway was empty. It was past dinner time and it didn't make sense to you that nobody was walking the halls.
You soon hear commotion coming from outside the closer you got to the front of the castle.
Speedily walking out the doors you spotted a large group of people seeming to have gathered to look at something. You begin to hear sobs and recognised that people were crying. A sudden pit in your stomach, you pushed yourself through the crowd and braced yourself for what you were about to see.
You find Harry, leaning over as he cries over Dumbledore's body. Your breath catches in your throat. The headmaster is dead.
How did this happen?
Rapidly making your way further up to the front, you soon spot your girlfriend.
"Hermione." You say, settling behind her.
She turns to look at you, wasting no time she pulls you into a hug. You wrap your arms around her as you struggled to comprehend the situation.
"Where have you been?" She whispers as she removes her arms from the back of your neck.
"I'm sorry."
The only thing you could bare to say.
Hermione doesn't question you further, she stands next to you and leans her head against your shoulder.
You watched as Harry did the same to Ginny, crying as she held him. Your own hands quickly wrapped around Hermione's waist holding her close.
You looked up, spotting the dark mark in the sky. Pansy was right, the Dark Lord has risen.
This really did feel like the beginning of the end.
The notion only urged you to pull Hermione in closer.
Professor Mcgonagall lifts her wand in the air, casting the light spell.
Everybody soon followed, Hermione lifts her wand in the air and you do the same. The dark mark in the sky disappearing, engulfed by the lights being casted at it.
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"Do you think Draco would've done it?"
You were stood behind a pillar at your girlfriend's request. Awaiting the right time to approach. She insisted on convincing Harry on your behalf, you knew better than to question her.
"No, he was lowering his wand. In the end it was Snape. It was always Snape." Harry states, venom in his voice at the mention of the Professor.
Hermione begins to read from a piece of parchment and you step forward to listen. Entirely forgetting that you were supposed to be hiding.
Stopped in your tracks as Harry and Ron stare daggers at you. The dark haired boy rushes over, before you could react he had you pinned against the wall, his wand at your throat.
"Stop! Harry, she had nothing to do with it!" You hear the panic in Hermione's voice.
"Why didn't you warn us? I'm sure you knew Malfoy wanted to kill Dumbledore but you didn't say anything!" Harry threatens, his wand pushing further into your neck. You wince at the pain but refused to break eye contact.
"I knew nothing. If I did I would've stopped him."
"Look, I don't have to stand here and convince you of anything."
You grabbed his hand attempting to pry it off you but he holds you firmly in place.
"She knows! She knows about the hocruxes. She can help us. Y/n has a plan she told me it herself. Just listen to what she has to say, Harry." Your girlfriend exclaims.
Harry looks at you for a confirmation and you only raise your eyebrows. Flitting your eyes down to his hand still grabbing your shirt.
"If you'd kindly unhand me Potter, I can tell you all about it."
Harry finally removes his wand and releases you from his grip. You reach your hand up, rubbing at your neck which is now sore.
The trio listened intently as you walked them through your entire plan. You'd essentially be helping them from the inside, it was dangerous but it was a risk you were willing to take.
All 3 of them stayed silent for a moment before Harry finally speaks.
"How do you know all this?"
"Let's just say my parents aren't exactly discreet." You simply respond.
The four of you fall into a silence again.
"How can we be sure that you'll remain loyal to us once you swear your allegiance to him?"  Harry asks again, a fair question. You couldn't blame him for being skeptical.
"Yeah, why should we believe anything you say?" Ron adds.
You stared at him before answering.
"Because I'm your best shot at defeating him."
Ron is taken aback by your bluntless.
You shifted your gaze towards Hermione, taking her in as she was.
"And because I have too much to lose."
You admit earnestly.
Ron's expression shifts, though you did not recognise the look he is giving you. Perhaps it was empathy.
The ginger haired boy merely nods, before turning to look at Harry.
"Fine." The dark haired boy finally says.
You smirked knowingly. How much it pains the chosen one to turn to you for help.
"So we're in business." You quip, holding out your hand.
Harry shakes it in agreement.
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I Choose Her | Chp: 6
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 3.4k
Warnings: smut, nsfw, use of homophobic slur, angst, reader receiving, top!reader, draco malfoy sympathiser
Note: first and foremost, i'm starting a taglist for this fic so if i u wanna be added do leave a comment!
secondly, gonna just be honest with y'all and say this is probably gonna be the last happy hermione x reader chapter for awhile bc it gets dark from here on out so brace yourselves
(also sorry to play into the cliche jealousy trope but i had so much fun writing it so im not totally sorry )
anyway this is a hefty chapter i hope u enjoy!
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You felt a touch on your arm, opening your eyes you expected to be met with the sight of Hermione. She had refused to leave your side the past few days you had spent in the infirmary.
To your surprise, you're met with steely blue eyes instead. Draco is sat by your bedside, uncharacteristically soft gaze plastered across his face.
Your chest constricts at the sight, this was the Draco you remember.
"Hey" The platinum haired boy whispers, a sheepish smirk forming.
"Hi." You reply, mimicking his expression.
"How are you feeling?"
"I don't feel much of anything really, with all the numbing charms Hermione's put on me." You quip.
You joke but you're eternally grateful to your girlfriend for her unconditional care for you.
You swear sometimes she is too good to be true.
Draco breaks your gaze and lets out a chuckle.
"She seems to really care about you." He says earnestly.
"I'm lucky to have her."
You watch as Draco's face contorts, an undistinguishable expression, embarrassment perhaps, or guilt.
"Maybe I've been a bit too hard on her."
Amused, you let out a sharp breath through your nose.
"A bit?"
Your bestfriend merely smiles knowingly, allowing you the satisfaction to take that jab at him.
"Listen, I'm really sorry. If it wasn't for me you wouldn't have gotten injured." Draco starts and you lift your hand up gesturing for him to stop speaking.
"Don't even start with that." You assert.
"I would give my life for you. You know this."
Draco diverts his eyes again, as if it pained him to look at you.
"I wish you wouldn't. I don't deserve that." His voice trembles, you fear that he's about to cry.
"Draco-"
He shakes his head, almost pleading for you to stop talking.
"Harry was right."
Your eyebrows furrow, taken aback at the sudden confession.
"Right about what?"
"I gave Katie that cursed necklace." Draco admits, timidly fiddling with his fingers. He is afraid of your response.
"Why on earth-"
You are interrupted by Draco pulling up his sleeve, revealing the dark mark that's been etched into his arm.
"Oh."
You take a few moments to deliberate a response. A sudden rage overcoming you. Angry at the dark lord's cowardice. Forcing an unsuspecting boy. A boy eager to prove his worth, to do his bidding. You were not shocked at Draco's reasoning, ofcourse he threatened to harm his family. You expected nothing less from Voldermort.
"You dont have to explain yourself to me. Circumstances aren't granting you much of a choice right now, Draco."
"I can't convince you of what you deserve, but the truth of it is that you are my brother. I will always have your back."
He looks at you astounded, Draco really expected you to condemn him. You felt a sudden urge to wrap him into an embrace, you would've done so if only moving wasn't difficult for you.
He lets out a relieved sigh. Eventually letting his head fall, he rests it by your arm on the bed.
You sat with him in silence for a few moments before you decided to speak again.
"Well, since we're being honest. I should let you know, I've made my choice. I'll become a death eater. I'll join you."
Sick to your stomach, saying those words felt utterly wrong. Yet for Hermione's safety, you had to play the part. Whatever it takes.
Draco lifts his head and doesn't attempt to hide his surprise, before eventually nodding in understanding.
You had little choice in the matter, same as him.
He grabs your hand, almost a silent gesture of moral support.
"What are you going to tell her?"
You shrug, defeated.
"The truth, I suppose."
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You are awoken again this time by the nurse's hand hovering over your forehead.
You glance over to see the morning sun peaking in through the windows.
"Your fever has subsided. Any pain?"
You attempt to sit up and felt sore in your abdomen, but nothing you couldn't handle.
"No pain."
"Very well, do have your breakfast here first Miss Y/n and then you are free to go."
The nurse says and you allow a half smile. You were just excited to finally spend time with Hermione anywhere else but in the infirmary.
As if on cue, your girlfriend walks in greeting you with a grin.
"Ah Miss Granger, I have discharged her." The nurse says, gesturing to you.
"However, do make sure she doesn't take part in any strenuous activities for the next few days. Better to be safe." Your girlfriend nods and the nurse takes her leave.
"Hi gorgeous." You say as you watch a blush form on Hermione's face at your compliment.
Your girlfriend leans down and gives you a quick peck on the lips.
"Are you really feeling better? Or are you just saying that to get out of here quicker?" The brown haired girl remarks and you fight the urge to purse your lips, she knows you too well.
"No I really am feeling better, see?" You stand up quickly and stretched your body obnoxiously, before punching the air pretending to fight an invisible man.
Hermione laughs before grabbing your arms to still your movements.
"Okay very funny, be careful don't hurt yourself."
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It was a Saturday afternoon and Hermione naturally insisted on spending her time studying. She had also made quick work of putting you on bed rest. Ignoring your efforts of convincing her that you felt fine.
You are sat on her bed mindlessly flipping through a book, incapable of focusing on the words on the page. You look up and watch for several minutes as your girlfriend sits at her desk, reading through her history of magic textbook and taking notes.
It was the weekend, Hermione never allowed herself time to relax.
You let out a loud sigh, at an attempt to get your girlfriend's attention. She continues scribbling away at her book.
That's enough, you had to take matters into your own hands.
You get up from the bed and walk towards her, Hermione too busy to notice you were now stood behind her.
Leaning down you placed a quick kiss against her shoulder. Your girlfriend hums in response but makes no effort at acknowledging you otherwise.
You take it one step further, placing another kiss on her neck. This time you hear her breathe in sharply. Your mouth lingers over her neck and you place another open mouthed kiss against it. You quickly trail your tongue up settling over her ear. Hermione releases another trembling breath.
"Y/n." She warns and you merely smirk in response.
"I'm trying to study and you need to rest."
You groan, settling your arms on either side of her chair, you quickly swivel it turning Hermione around to face you.
She lets out a gasp before you leaned down, capturing her lips with yours. You kiss her deeply, she kisses you back the same not protesting.
For a few moments you are standing there, making out with your girlfriend. You pull away and watched as Hermione's chest heaved, trying to control her breathing.
You swiftly kneeled down infront of her and moved your hand to the hem of her jeans, attempting to unbutton them before Hermione grabbed your hand, stopping you.
You glance up meeting your girlfriend's stern gaze.
"No strenuous activities, remember?" The shorter girl scolds.
A sly smirk across your face, you move your face up to kiss your girlfriend again.
"This isn't strenuous." You say in between kisses.
"It's rather relaxing." You kiss her again, before moving to place a kiss on her ear.
"For both of us I'd say" You whisper as your mouth hovered over her ear.
You watch as Hermione takes her bottom lip in between her teeth. She's trying so hard to resist you.
"No." Your girlfriend finally breathes out. She places her hands on your shoulders shoving you away.
"No sex until you feel better."
A pout forming on your face.
"I am feeling better!" You almost shout.
Hermione says nothing in response, placing a quick kiss against your lips before moving her chair, she turns to face her desk again.
You let out another groan eventually giving up, you stand and make your way back to the bed.
"Although," Hermione voices, stopping you in your tracks.
"Slughorn's having his Christmas party tonight, I didn't plan on going but since you are clearly feeling better.."  Hermione pauses.
"Will you come with me?"
Your expectant expression turned to a dissapointed one.
"Oh"
"That really isn't the same as sex, is it?"
Hermione lets out laugh as she gets up from her chair, walking towards you she wraps both her arms around your neck.
"Not quite." "So will you accompany me please?" Your girlfriend asks you again.
"It would be my honour."
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Dull was an understatement. This was the worst party you had ever been to.
To make matters worse, Mclaggen had been making eyes at your girlfriend all night.
Hermione had perfected the art of ignoring the twat, she mostly focused her attention on you and engaged in conversation with Ginny.
You walk over to the buffet table to grab another drink. You took out your wand, secretly reciting a spell to add alcohol into your glass. You quickly downed the glass of the spiked fruitpunch before taking another glassful. You moved it up to your lips but was interrupted by a familiar voice.
"Get you hands off me you filthy squib!" Draco insults.
"I found this one lurking in the upstairs corridor, he claims to have been invited." Mr Filch announces and the room goes quiet.
"Okay, I was gatecrashing! Happy?" The platinum haired boy admits, annoyed. He shifts his gaze meeting yours for a moment before looking at Professor Snape, who was now stood before him.
"I'll escort him out." The professor merely states and Filch harshly lets go of Draco's arm.
You watched as they made their way out. Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. What the hell is Draco up to?
"Okay carry on! carry on!" Slughorn exclaims in between awkward laughs attempting for everyone to resume the party.
If you didn't know any better you'd make a remark to him about Draco's interruption being the only interesting part of this night.
You glance over at Ginny and noticed Hermione was no longer with her.
Scanning the room for your girlfriend you spot her in the far corner. Cormac's hand on her waist, she looks visibly uncomfortable with her hand on his chest clearly trying to push him away.
Anger overcoming you. The Gryffindor boy just couldn't take no for an answer.
You stormed towards them, before Cormac could realise you had harshly grabbed his shirt, shoving him onto the ground.
"How many times does she have to say no to you for you to get the message?" You shouted.
A shit eating grin on his face, he stands up dusting himself off.
"We were just talking" Cormac lies, you wanted to smack the smirk right off his face.
"Just stay away from her. Or I swear I will kill you." It took everything in you not to lunge at him.
You turn towards Hermione, her hand grasping your arm.
"Are you alright?" Your girlfriend quickly nods.
"Come on let's just go." She tugs your arm but you were stopped by Cormac's voice behind you.
"You know you don't scare me, dyke."
Without a moment's thought you lunged towards him, your fist making contact with his face. He's thrown backwards and he falls to the ground again.
You hear Hermione gasp before feeling her hand on your arm again she is grasping you tightly this time.
"I dare you to say it again!" Fishing your wand out of your pocket, you're now shaking with anger as you point it at him.
"Please Y/n let's go, just leave him." Hermione pleads and you comply.
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"Episkey" Hermione waves her wand over your knuckles, the pain from it quickly subsiding.
You watch as Hermione walks toward her desk grabbing an empty ziplock bag. She waves her wand over it and you see ice slowly forming. She grabs it and hands it to you.
"Can't be too sure" she shrugs.
You place the ice pack on your knuckles and move backwards, resting your back against her cupboard.
Your girlfriend stares at you, unreadable expression. Your guess is she's upset with you.
"Hermione, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have lost my temper like that. I just hate that he won't leave you alone-"
The shorter girl quickly silences you with a kiss. You kiss her back after the intial shock dissipates. Hermione deepens the kiss her hands against your chest, pushing you further back against the cupboard. Her tongue enters your mouth and you drop the ice pack, hand settling on her waist pulling her impossibly closer.
You move your head, ending the kiss. You watch as Hermione chases your lips but eventually opens her eyes to meet your gaze.
"Are you not upset with me?" Your voice low.
Your girlfriend smirks and shakes her head before leaning in to place a kiss on the corner of your mouth. Hermione tilts her head to now plant a kiss on your neck, you feel her nip at your skin slightly before placing a wet kiss on it making a gasp escape your lips.
The shorter girl pulls back and looks at you with a darkened gaze, she bites her lip. You feel her hands move to the hem of your pants and she starts to undo your belt.
You are paralysed for a moment, staring at her in awe. Your girlfriend was truly captivating, especially in moments like these.
Eye contact remains between the two of you as Hermione begins to pull down your pants, she gets down on her knees and your mouth falls open slightly in anticipation. Nothing has happened yet but you felt it was impossible to catch your breath.
Hermione tugs your underwear down and looks up at you expectantly as if asking for permission.
You nod, a little too enthusiastically watching as her mouth comes in contact with your center. You let out a moan, throwing your head back, days of pent up sexual frustration now being released as Hermione's mouth worked her way at you.
You pant, your girlfriend's skilled tongue moving against you making it impossible for you to think coherently.
"Fuck, baby you're so good at that."
You choke out, in between pants. This seemed to spur Hermione on as she moves her head, mouth pressing harder against your core. You can feel your climax approaching, embarrassingly fast.
Hermione moves her hand, grabbing your ass she pulls you even closer and you feel her tongue push into your entrance, this becomes your undoing.
You cum hard into her mouth, knees buckling instantaneously your girlfriend moves her hands to either side of your hips, preventing you from falling to the floor.
"Come here." You grab her arm pulling her up you kiss her hungrily, tasting yourself.
Your hand moves to unzip her dress and she lets you pull it over her head. Quickly you unclasp her bra, your hand coming in contact with her breasts you start kneading as Hermione's breathing gets louder and heavier. She grabs the back of your neck pulling your head down to her chest. You obey and take one her nipples into your mouth. You began sucking and the smaller girl lets out a desperate moan.
You lifted your head moving your mouth away, she whines at the lost of contact but you don't give her the chance to verbally protest as you quickly hoist her up, one hand under her thigh. Hermione's legs wrap around your waist reflexively as she grips the back of your neck. You move her backwards dropping her on the bed rather harshly.
You needed to have her now.
You capture her lips into a deep kiss and a moan spills out of her lips your hands finding her breasts, you knead them again.
Without warning you moved your hand to her waist, flipping her over Hermione is now on her stomach.
Your girlfriend lets out a gasp. You swiftly grabbed the hem of her panties, taking them off her. Hermione was now laying before you on her stomach completely naked.
You roughly pulled her up so she was now on her knees, her dripping core at full display.
You put two fingers into your mouth, lubricating them before moving it to your girlfriend's entrance. Hermione mewls at the feeling of your fingers against her bare pussy.
She moves her hips back at a desperate attempt to feel more of you.
"Please." Hermione chokes out.
"Hm?" You decided to tease.
"Tell me what you need baby, use your words."
"Please" She says again, her voice trembling with need.
"Y/n please. I need your fingers inside."
You push your fingers into her, met with no resistance as her core was dripping wet.
Hermione lets out a loud moan at the feeling of your fingers inside her. You slowly pulled out of her before pumping back into her until you were knuckle deep.
You kept the same momentum until you felt your girlfriend's walls tighten against your fingers, she was close.
Her moans growing more obscene, you lean forward gripping her hair, pulling her into a kiss, muting her sounds of pleasure.
You disconnected the kiss and Hermione moans loudly at the feeling of you harshly gripping her hair. You then moved your hand to clasp it over her mouth.
"Always so fucking loud." You growl into her ear as you continued to pump your fingers deeply in and out of her.
You watch as Hermione's eyes roll to the back of her head. Her walls constrict painfully against your fingers as she comes undone.
You pull your fingers out of her and Hermione falls forward. She lays limp on the bed panting heavily, trying to recover from the intense orgasm you just gave her.
You let out a chuckle.
"I'm not done with you yet."
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You're laying in bed, Hermione's head against your bare chest. She has her hand in yours as she occasionally moved her fingers to fidget with your Slytherin crest ring.
Suddenly you remembered the gift you had gotten for her.
"I got you something." You say and watched as Hermione's eyebrows furrow.
You chuckle at her adorable expression before grabbing your wand.
"Accio"
A small ring sized box floats quickly out of your blazer pocket and into your hand.
You hold it up to Hermione and she sits up abruptly.
"Are you about to propose because I'm more of a grand gesture type of person." Hermione quips and you roll your eyes.
"Just open it before I change my mind."
Hermione giggles before grabbing the box, she opens it to reveal a silver coated ring, in the center was a green stone.
"Y/n, it's beautiful." Your girlfriend says as tears well up in her eyes.
You grab the ring, carefully putting it on for her. You settled on putting it on her ring finger on her right hand, the same hand you wore yours.
"Why?"
The brown haired girl's confusion was understandable. Gift giving not your usual way of showing affection.
You grab her hand, holding it up and gesturing for her to keep it there. You then moved your own hand inches away from hers. A light trailing from your ring to hers, a bond.
"Protean charm?" Hermione asks and you nod.
"As long as we wear these rings we will be connected. Even when we are apart, I've enchanted your ring so it'll let you know where I am at all times. The closer we are in proximity the brighter this trail of light will be."
A fond smile forms on Hermione's face, she pulls you into a long kiss. Eventually, disconnecting your lips she rests her forehead against yours.
"Thank you. I love it."
Your heart swells but the feeling quickly dissipates as you prepared yourself to tell her the whole truth.
You leaned back, forcing her to look at you in the eyes.
"There is another reason I got you this. A more important reason."
Hermione merely watches you, waiting for you to continue.
"I have to join the Death Eaters." You admit quicker than you intended.
You watch as Hermione flinches, sitting up. She looked almost affronted.
"What?"
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I Choose Her | Chp: 5
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Wordcount: 2.5k
Warnings: fluff, angst (kinda), draco malfoy propaganda, reader and hermione are so in love btw
Note: sorry for the wait i had severe case of writers block but this might've been my favourite chapter to write so far! there's no smut in this but i have plans for the next chapter so keep a look out :)
this one's a little darker basically following the tone of the last 3 movies so it's gonna get more serious as it goes but i will try my best to keep it entertaining! anyway i hope u enjoy :)
ps: thanks for the love shown on the previous chapters it motivates me to keep it going so yeah i just appreciate all of u a lot
Chapter 6
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You were stood in a spacious room you quickly recognised to be in Malfoy Manor.
You clutch your side, a throbbing pain shooting through it as if you had just been struck there.
Your eyes stung and your throat felt hoarse. You had been screaming.
"Let her go!" You shouted.
Bellatrix shoots you a grin, before cackling maniacally.
Blinding rage courses through you.
How did you get here?
You swore to protect Hermione and now she was seconds away from being seriously harmed.
How did it get this bad?
You attempted to run from the darkness. Refused to embrace it and now Hermione is paying the price.
Bellatrix pushes the dagger closer to Hermione's throat and you lunge forward before feeling a strong hand grab your shoulder.
Draco.
You meet his gaze with a pleading look.
"Call him." He merely says, with a stony expression.
He gestures to your arm before looking down at it.
It was then you took notice of the Death Eater mark inked into your skin.
You reach down to touch it in disbelief. You don't recall pledging your loyalty to the Dark Lord. You can't believe you betrayed Hermione.
This can't be happening.
You glance up at Draco once more before feeling a sudden pressure on the mark and you finally jolt awake.
You open your eyes to see Crookshanks gnawing at that spot on your arm.
No dark mark.
The ginger cat releases your arm and eventually settles by your side over the covers. You give him a loving pat before glancing over to catch a glimpse of wavy brown hair.
Reality finally sets in.
You were in bed with Hermione.
She was safe.
You move closer to her, wrapping your arm around her stomach. Your bare front flush against her back. You were only in your underwear. Hermione was entirely undressed from the night before.
You place a kiss on the shorter girl's shoulder before nuzzling into her.
Hermione starts to stir and she hums enjoying the warmth emitting from you.
"Morning." She says softly, voice still heavy from sleep.
"Hi" You respond.
"Sleep well?" You ask as Hermione turns around to face you.
She nods, a smile forming on her lips.
"Like a baby." Hermione quips.
You return the smile before leaning in to place a kiss on her lips but you are stopped by her hand on your chest.
"Morning breath." She mutters as she scrunches up her nose.
You chuckle before quickly getting up and rushing over to the bathroom.
Crookshanks following swiftly behind you, sitting by the bathroom door.
You stalled for a second remembering that you didn't keep a spare toothbrush in her dorm room.
"Scourgify." You quickly exclaimed.
You normally prefered to brush your teeth the muggle way because you found that the cleaning spell only worked to clean your teeth superficially, but you figured it'll do for now.
Before leaving the bathroom you spotted Hermione's mouthwash by the sink and decided to gargle the blue liquid for good measure. You magic the cap back on before rushing over to join your girlfriend in bed.
You get underneath the covers from the foot of the bed. Crawling your way up you find Hermione's bare thigh, placing a kiss on it. You move up, planting another one on her stomach.
Hermione let's out a gasp at the sensation before giggling.
Your head finally emerges from underneath the covers, your face hovering over hers.
Her hand settles at the back of your neck as she meets your gaze, pure longing in her eyes.
You lean in to kiss her before she had time to protest. She kisses you back and you intended on deepening the kiss running your tongue across her bottom lip.
She mumbles something in response before placing her hand on your chest again.
You pull away giving her a questioning look.
"I haven't brushed my teeth yet." Hermione explains before weakly attempting to push you off her.
You don't move.
"I don't care." You counter before kissing her again your tongue swiftly entering her mouth and Hermione lets out a moan against your lips. No longer protesting.
You tongue meets hers and you shiver at the feeling, your body aching for her. You were both still exhausted from the night before but the desire you feel in this moment ultimately prevailing.
You disconnect your lips to shift your attention to her neck. Hermione's chest heaving as she attempts to catch her breath but it's made difficult by you running your tongue across her collar bone, then across the base of her jawline.
Your mouth finally settling on her neck, you place a wet kiss on it before you hear Hermione gasp. She grabs your shoulders, stilling your movement.
You lift up your head to catch her glancing at the clock on the wall.
"You should get back to your dorm or else we'll be late for class." Hermione says.
You let out a groan your head falling to rest on her chest.
She runs her hand through your hair before placing a kiss on the top of your head.
You look up at her, furrowing your eyebrows. The thought of leaving her side right now was practically excruciating.
Hermione noticed your doleful expression.
Her hand still tangled in your hair, she pulls you in for a deep kiss. She leans back, for what you assumed to end the kiss but she suprised you by taking your bottom lip in between her teeth, tugging it slightly before connecting your lips again.
Another shiver goes through your body. Hermione seemed to notice this time as you felt a smile form on her lips mid kiss.
You wished to kiss your girlfriend forever but you had to pull away as you felt your lungs burn, demanding for you to take a breath.
You look into Hermione's eyes, her darkened gaze mirroring your own.
"I'll see you later, ok?" Hermione voices out, placing a quick kiss on the corner of your mouth.
You were tempted to suggest the both of you skip classes for today but knowing Hermione she would never agree to that.
"Fine." You grumble before playfully rolling your eyes.
Hermione lets out a giggle in response before getting out of bed.
You put on your clothes from last night as well as your socks not caring to put your shoes on, you decide to walk barefoot.
You walk up to Hermione, placing one last kiss on her cheek.
"I love you." You utter directly into her ear before making your way towards the door.
"Love you more." Hermione quips and you smile to yourself.
"That's just not possible." You retort, reaching for the doorknob.
Hermione laughs then turns her attention towards her cupboard again rummaging through it, trying to find a clean set of uniform to wear.
You make your way out of her room before hearing Hermione shout one last remark.
"Stay out of trouble!"
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You start making your way back to the Slytherin dormitory.
Walking rather slowly, at this point you truly weren't in a rush to get to any place Hermione wasn't.
Your shoes in your hand and blazer draped over your shoulder.
You quickly realised running into someone you knew right now would be a little demeaning so you picked up the pace.
You turn the corner to the common room thinking you had successfully made it back undetected.
You are stopped in your tracks when you noticed you were inches away from almost running into a tall figure.
Professor Snape.
You swallowed before meeting his stern gaze.
"Professor." You greet him, bowing your head slightly.
You noticed him scan your entire appearance, a blantant look of disapproval on his face.
"How nice of you to grace us with your presence this morning Miss y/n. " He says gesturing to the common room door.
"Too good for your own dorm?" Snape quips.
You suppressed the urge to roll your eyes, despising his condescension.
"No sir." You simply respond, best to avoid conflict this early in the morning.
You start walking again hoping the confrontation was over but he stops you.
"Not so fast." The professor scolds.
"Your father has expressed his concerns about you." Snape states.
"Sir?" Your face contorts in confusion, hoping he'd elaborate.
"Based on the company you keep I can understand why." He remarks.
"With all due respect Professor, who I associate myself with should be nobody's concern but mine." You retort, clear irritation in your tone.
You then winced slightly once you remembered who you were speaking to.
You refused to let it show in your expression, matching his stern gaze before attempting to take your leave again.
He extends his hand this time grasping your arm rather tightly. He speaks before you had time to react.
"Heed my advice Y/N, listen to your parents. If you truly care for the girl. You will do as they say." Snape whispers for you to hear, an earnest tone in his voice, one you've never heard from the head of house before.
Your eyes widened at the mention of Hermione.
You stare up at him for a moment unable to conjure a response. He finally releases your arm before continuing down the hallway leaving you alone.
You find yourself recalling the dream you had earlier.
You hate to admit it but Snape was right. Joining the death eaters was the best chance you had at keeping Hermione safe. All you were doing at this point was delaying the inevitable.
You couldn't do this alone, you needed to speak to Draco. Sure he has his flaws but he is genuinely the one person apart from Hermione you found yourself trusting. You needed his insight.
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You were in the great hall having lunch. Trying to catch a glimpse of Draco but he was nowhere to be seen.
You look up glancing at the Gryffindor table in hopes of spotting your girlfriend.
A smirk forms on your lips once you noticed her fixed gaze on you. You throw her a wink and you watched as a blush forms on her face before looking away.
A wide smile flashing across your face, reveling in the effect you had on Hermione.
Your smile drops quickly once you noticed Draco making his way out of the great hall. You got up and tried to catch up to him but he dissappeared into the boys bathroom before you had the chance. You stood outside, you decide you'll speak to him once he walks out.
You looked ahead and noticed Harry walking towards the bathroom and you move to hide behind a pillar.
A determined expression on his face. This can't be good, you thought.
A few minutes past before you hear a loud bang come from inside the bathroom. Another one following soon after and you rush in to see what was happening for yourself.
You walk in to Harry throwing a spell at Draco. The platinum haired boy ducking before shooting a spell right back.
You couldn't believe they were dueling right here in the middle of the boys bathroom.
You quickly ran towards Draco, pulling your wand out of your pocket.
"Stop the two of you, enough!" You exclaim, but were thoroughly ignored by the boys.
"Stupefy!" Harry this time throws a spell directly in your direction but you moved your wand quickly, deflecting it.
This seemed to anger Draco more as he throws another spell at the Gryffindor, breaking one of the doors on the stalls.
"Thats enough!" You shout once again.
Harry lifts up his wand pure vengeance in his eyes.
"Sectumsempra!" He exclaims, you leapt infront of Draco without thought, blocking the spell with your own body.
The wind gets knocked out of you before feeling a searing pain all across your body.
You fall to the ground, your vision blurred.
The pain was blinding. The worst pain you had ever felt in your life. You gasp trying to catch your breath but it seemed air refused to fill your lungs.
"Y/n!" Draco exclaims dropping on his knees next to you.
You hear him shouting for help before your vision narrows and all you're met with is darkness.
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You are awakened to the sound of Hermione arguing with someone. You soon recognised the other voice to be Harry.
"You had no proof to begin with, why would you do something as stupid as this?" Hermione asks angrily.
"I thought they were working together, she was protecting him, Hermione." Harry retorts.
"So that's excuse enough to attack her? She could've died Harry! Do you even realise that?" Hermione raises her voice.
You decide to put an end to the bickering although you were content listening to your girlfriend come to your defence.
"Hermione." You croak, your throat felt sore.
Your girlfriend rushes to your side and grabs your hand.
"I'm here baby, I'm here." She reassures and you squeeze her hand in response. Opening your eyes slightly you're met with her concerned expression.
"I'm sorry y/n-" Harry starts before he is interrupted by your girlfriend.
"Leave. She needs to rest." Hermione asserts before sitting back down next to you.
Harry stills for a beat before leaving without saying another word.
Hermione grabs your hand once again and you intertwine your fingers.
"I thought I lost you." Hermione says her voice trembling slightly.
You look up at her and her concerned gaze softens.
"Can't get rid of me that easily." You quip earning a smile from the brown haired girl.
"I told you." You add.
"Hm?" Hermione gives you a questioning look.
"We should've stayed in bed." You say matter of factly.
Hermione lets out a defeated chuckle before resting her head on your shoulder for a moment.
"Yes maybe we should've." Your girlfriend responds.
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I Choose Her | Chp: 4
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Paring: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 1.4k
Warnings: mild angst, fluff, ron weasley is not our friend
Note: idk what this chapter is i just had the idea for it when i was rewatching the movie lol i do shit on Ron quite a bit in this but i just tried to stay true to reader's pov and i think this was a realistic approach?
for some reason the moment with Hermione in this has by far been my most favourite to write hopefully u enjoy it just as much
not proof read sorry for the mistakes!
Chapter 5
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It was Quidditch day. You are sat next to Goyle and Pansy in the great hall.
Your lunch infront of you left untouched. Suffice it to say, you were nervous. You had been training for this game for weeks now, as a seeker of the Slytherin team naturally you felt the weight of the world on your shoulders.
The team losing or winning today would ultimately be on you.
All of that aside, you did enjoy Quidditch. You had been the Slytherin seeker for almost 6 years now and you loved the game, you also adored flying.  The sport always felt so all consuming that you found it to be the perfect escape, you wouldn't trade it for anything.
You look up from your food and you spot Ron walking down the hall towards his seat at the Gryffindor table.
The Slytherin boys next to you started yelling out names and making fun of him.
You let out a laugh, you agree he did look ridiculous. The ginger haired boy had on keeper headgear mostly worn by first years.
You grabbed a piece of bread from your plate and chucked it at him, clocking him on the side of his head. You figure it was alright, he had the dumb headgear to protect him.
"Loser!" Goyle shouts out and Ron continued to ignore him as he goes to sit down next to Ginny at the Gryffindor table.
"What the hell are you wearing!" You shout out to Ron hoping to get his attention so you could throw more insults his way, just for the hell of it.
Instead, you caught the attention of your girlfriend. Looking less than thrilled when your gaze met hers, she glares at you from across the great hall.
"Be nice." Hermione mouths to you, her eyebrows knitted, she was mad at you.
You lift your hands up as though to gesture that you surrender and will not be picking on Ron anymore. She rolls her eyes but a brief smile formed on her lips, proving that she can't be truly mad at you.
You shift your gaze and you notice Blaise had watched the entire exhange. He stares at you for a beat before looking away to continue picking at his food, he lets out a huff. After years of being friends with him you know that meant he disapproved.
You decided not to dwell on it for too long and focus on the game ahead.
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Gryffindor was kicking your ass.
Ron had blocked almost every shot the Slytherin beater took. Morale was low. You needed to catch the snitch, you needed to win this.
How the hell did Weasley get so good at Quidditch? This was his first real game. Truthfully this angered you but you couldn't let him get inside your head.
You shifted your gaze to the bleachers for a moment, trying to spot Hermione. When you find her she is staring up at you. Her eyes had been fixed on you the entire game. She may be wearing the Gryffindor colours but she was there to support you. She wanted you to win.
"You got this." Hermione mouths to you before giving you a nod.
This gave you all the motivation you needed.
You spot the golden snitch directly ahead and you and swiftly fly your broom towards it. You extended your arm, prepared to grab the snitch.
This was it. You were going to win.
Just as you were about to wrap your hands around it, Harry flies infront of you snatching the golden ball away. He moved so quick you didn't even notice him approaching. He throws you a look and it only made you want to scream, he can be so cocky sometimes.
You felt frozen in time, unable to process what just happened.
"Harry Potter has caught the golden snitch! Gryffindor wins this match!" The commentator shouts into the microphone, his voice sounds muffled to you. It almost feels like you were having an out of body experience.
You glanced at Blaise across the pitch and his face was scrunched up in anger.
You lost.
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"Don't beat yourself up y/n, you tried your best. It's not your fault." Pansy says, your head was resting on her shoulder. She had been trying to comfort you since the game ended.
You were in the Slytherin common room. Sat on the couch, you hadn't done anything besides stare into the fire for what felt like hours.
The loss today definitely aggravated your other concerns. Your worries about Draco, your parents. There was a general darkness looming over you that you couldn't ignore.
Nothing seemed to be going your way.
"Try telling that to Blaise. He's not speaking to me." You counter.
"You know how he gets about these things, he'll come around." Pansy reassures.
You let out a sigh, she was probably right.
"I'm going for a walk. I'll see you later." You breathe out before grabbing her hand briefly, you gave it a squeeze as a silent 'thank you'.
You just needed to be alone.
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You found yourself at the stairwell by the Gryffindor common room, you could overhear the commotion from inside.
"Weasley! Weasley! Weasley!" You hear people chanting. Jealousy coursing through you but quickly tried to suppress it.
The Gryffindors won fair and square, you were never one to be a sore loser but this felt different.
Ron always wanted to take away everything you cared about, even if he didn't realise it.
You were suddenly broken out of your thoughts when you heard a familiar voice call out to you.
"There you are. I tried looking for you after the game where did you go?" Hermione asks.
"Hey." You merely responded, not having the energy to pretend with her.
Your girlfriend sits down on the step next to you.
Hermione was unsure of what to say next, a few minutes go by before you break the silence.
"Shouldn't you be celebrating with Ron." You deadpan, more venom in your tone than you intended.
You catch Hermione wince slightly and guilt washes over you.
"Why would you ever say that." Hermione responds sounding exasperated.
"Look, I'm sorry that you lost the game today but you don't get to take it out on me." Your girlfriend says, her tone firm putting you in your place.
"You're right, I'm sorry." You glance at her apologetically before reaching out to grab her hand.
The shorter girl intertwined your fingers before moving closer to rest her head on your shoulder.
"Things are just really fucked right now. I feel like nothing is going my way." You admit and you feel tears well up in your eyes.
Hermione notices and she lifts her head off your shoulder to turn towards you, gesturing for you to do the same.
"I know things are dark right now and I can see you carrying the weight of it all on your own." Hermione states quietly, only for you to hear.
"I'm here. I want to make things easier. I want to be here for you, but you have to let me in." Hermione whispers as she puts her hand over your chest, feeling your heartbeat.
You glance down at her hand. Not saying anything in response but you are overwhelmed with affection for your girlfriend.
The most patient and understanding person you have ever met. You can't believe out of everyone in the world you are the person to have captured her heart.
You feel it is only fair you finally give yourself completely to her, as she has done so with you.
You lean in to plant a kiss on her lips, soft but passionate. An attempt to express all the love you feel for her in that moment.
Hermione's hand moves to the back of your neck, kissing you back just as deeply.
You pull away, disconnecting your lips but resting your forehead against hers.
You breathe in and you can smell her shampoo, subtle but it's there.
Feeling her close to you like this gave you the courage you needed. You decided you had to tell her about your parents threats, you need to tell her that joining the Death Eaters and pledging loyalty to the Dark Lord was inevitable for you, there was no other way.
"I have to tell you something-" You start, but you were quickly interrupted by someone giggling in the distance.
Ron and a girl you had never seen before running towards you, a look of pure bliss written all over their faces.
Envy overcomes you once again.
How simple his life must be.
Hermione removes her hand from the back of your neck as you both pull away.
"I think this place is taken." The girl whispers to Ron giggling again.
Ron ignored her as his gaze was fixed on Hermione.
"What's going on?" The ginger haired boy finally asks, glancing at the both of you.
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I Choose Her | Chp: 3
Hermione x Slytherin fem!reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: hermione x reader
Wordcount: 2k
Warnings: nsfw, smut, top!reader
Note: i knew i wanted to include smut in this but i didnt want to ignore the opportunity to expand on reader's characterisation so there's a bit of a build up to it but if it bores u don't hesitate to skip ahead lol
not proof read i apologise for any mistakes!
Chapter 4
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It was the night of Slughorn's supper party and you were rummaging your closet for something to wear.
Pansy sat on your bed raving about Draco once again. You worried for him too but it's clear to everyone that she's in love with him. Naturally she's taking his abscene more personally than the rest of you.
You were picking apart your closet while pretending to listen to Pansy's incessant rambling when there was a knock at your door.
"Come in." you yell out to whoever was on the other side.
The door opens and Blaise walks in, he has on a black suit , one similar to what Draco has been wearing almost everyday this year.
Pansy had been dressed the same.
You didn't fully understand the refusal to wear the school uniform but if you were to guess, it was a silent protest against Dumbledore.
You decide not to question them about it, your friends turning against you being the last thing you need right now.
"I thought you wanted to head out together what's taking you so long?" Blaise asks, irked.
You sigh.
"I can't figure out what to wear." Your tone defeated.
He doesn't say anything but helps himself further inside your room, next thing you know he is rifling through your closet.
Blaise pulls out black dress slacks you forgot you even had and tosses it at you. He then finds a matching black button up and does the same.
Finally, he grabs a black blazer still on the hanger he struts towards you and holds it up, waiting for you to grab it.
You met his gaze but didn't move.
His intentions were clear, he wanted to see who's side you were on.
You glanced over at Pansy and she raises her eyebrows slightly, but otherwise an inscrutable look on her face.
"Are you with us, or against us Y/N." The dark haired girl voices, sounding less like a question and more of an accusation.
You take a moment to deliberate your next move.
Again, you are uninterested in creating conflict with your peers.
You meet Blaise's deadpan gaze once again, finally reaching forward to grab the blazer.
Seeming to have chosen your side.
A smile forms on his lips and he turns to Pansy.
A similar look of content on her face as she stands up and walk towards you, she reaches out to put her hands on your shoulders.
"You can deny it all you want Y/n but your true loyalty lies with us." Pansy states matter of factly.
Truth is, you don't plan on taking the Dark Lord's side. You have no interest in this rebellion at all.
They claim it is for the greater good but anyone with a semblance of competence is capable of seeing the reality.
Supporters of Voldermort are generally movitated by hatred, if not pure fear.
You decide to lie once again, you nod and throw Pansy a smile for good measure.
"Alright I'll leave you to it." Pansy says as she pats your shoulder before turning away. She starts making her way out the door.
Blaise follows swiftly behind her.
"I'll be waiting outside, please hurry up I am planning to get to that supper before winter is over." Blaise quips, as he glances at you one last time before shutting the door to your room.
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Supper was going swiftly as the Professor made his way around the table engaging in casual conversation with each student.
He had asked questions about your parents and your plans after Hogwarts, mostly superficial.
You were all having dessert now, truthfully you couldn't wait for the night to be over so you can finally have time alone with Hermione, the brown haired girl had been stealing glances at you all night.
Blaise was sat to your left and Mclaggen to your right. The Gryffindor boy was frankly starting to get on your nerves.
He had interrupted you almost everytime you tried speaking to Hermione from across the table, clearly trying to get a rise out of you.
You decided to ignore him, refusing to give him the satisfaction.
Slughorn directs his attention to Hermione.
"So what exactly do your parents do in the Muggle world?" The professor asks with genuine inquisition.
"My parents are dentists." Your girlfriend simply responds.
The room goes silent, everyone in the room stares at her blankly.
You are aware of what a muggle dentist is only because Hermione had explained it to you once before. Otherwise, you'd be just as confused right now.
"They attend to people's teeth." Hermione clarifies and she glances at you, unsure if she was being intelligible enough.
You nod quickly at her, providing her with reassurance she needed.
"Fascinating- and is that considered a dangerous profession? Slughorn responds sounding genuinely interested now.
"Well no," Hermione pauses.
"Although, a boy Robbie Fenwick did bite my father once. He needed 10 stitches." Your girlfriend giggles to herself recalling the story.
She is once again met with stony silence.
Hermione glances at you for a reaction and you smile fondly at her.
You saw a blush slowly forming on her face before she looked away.
The professor redirects the conversation and you silently pray for the supper to end soon.
Out of boredom, your mind started to wander but you are interrupted when Ginny walks in the room, Harry shoots out off his seat preparing to greet her.
"Im sorry I'm not usually late." Ginny voices out apologetically.
Hermione glances at you again and you smirked at her knowingly. You both know Harry was fond of Ginny and it was honestly adorable to witness.
Soon your girlfriend shifts her gaze and you watched her smile fade, until she eventually looks away completely.
Something's clearly made her uncomfortable.
In this case, someone.
You watch as Cormac lifts his finger towards his mouth and licks it, whilst staring at your girlfriend rather creepily.
You roll your eyes, you've had enough.
You find his foot under the table and with yours deliberately stomped on it, hard.
He yelps out in pain, disrupting the conversations being held around the table.
He then peers at you waiting for an explanation. You ignore him for a few moments just to annoy him further, before finally turning your head to acknowledge him.
"Oh im sorry" You say, feigning innocence.
"Was that your foot?" you continue, keeping up the act.
He simply glares at you.
You hear Blaise stiffle a laugh and a satisfied smirk forms on your lips.
You shift your gaze to Hermione, she has her hand slightly over her mouth at an attempt to hide her amusement.
Maybe this supper party was fun afterall.
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You were in Hermione's dorm room sat on the edge of her bed as you untied your shoes, takinf them off.
You hadn't spoken much to Hermione during the walk back to her room, mostly because you were mentally drained. You were never one to thrive in social settings.
The brown haired girl was laying in bed, silently playing with her fingers as she watched you.
Hermione comes up behind you and wraps her arms around your chest, her front now flush against your back.
You lean back reflexively, enjoying the closeness.
She places a quick kiss on your neck before resting her chin on your shoulder.
"Are you cross with me?" Hermione whispers, almost sounding afraid of your reply.
"Ofcourse not, my love." You assure her honestly.
You turn yourself around, now face to face with your girlfriend.
She grabs your face in both her hands and looks directly into your eyes.
"Then what's wrong?" She asks, glancing down at your lips.
"I'm just tired of talking." You pause.
You lean forward, placing a kiss on the corner of Hermione's mouth. You hear her breath hitch.
You turn your head slightly, placing another kiss on her jaw. You then move your mouth to her neck, your lips eventually settling over her ear.
"And im tired of people trying to take what's mine." You whisper and you feel Hermione tremble slightly.
"Cormac is vile." Hermione jokes.
You sit back to look at her as you let out a laugh.
"He's a loser." You quip.
The brown haired girl giggles before pulling you in for a kiss.
You wasted no time in deepening the kiss, your tongue finding its way into her mouth.
A moan spills out of the shorter girl, sending a rush of arousal throughout your whole body. You guide her backwards, her head now on the pillow.
You disconnected your lips, your mouth once again finding her neck. This time running your tongue across it you feel her pulse quicken as you sucked on the skin, leaving a mark.
Hermione moves her hand up, getting lost in your hair. Your girlfriend tugs at it slightly to guide your mouth onto hers again.
This time her tongue invading your mouth, she kisses you hungrily.
The shorter girl surprising you and she swiftly flips you over switching your positions. She is now straddling your lap, her heat flush on your groin. You can feel the warmth radiating off her core and this drives you insane.
She watches as your eyes darken before leaning in, tugging at your tie slightly kissing you deeply.
Your hand glides up under her dress, feeling goosebumps form as soon as your hand made contact with her bare tigh.
Your hand continued it's journey up before settling your palm right on her center, applying some pressure as you feel her hips jerk slightly, seeking more friction.
You pull back disconnecting your lips, both of you now breathing heavily.
"I want you to ride me." You voice out, earning an eager nod from Hermione as she bites her lip in anticipation.
Your other hand finding her underwear as you move it to the side slightly, just enough to give your fingers room to glide into her entrance.
Hermione places both her hands on your chest as she sits up right preparing to lower herself onto your fingers.
You take two fingers, dipping into her entrance, feeling how wet she was. Her hips bucked as she lets out a whimper.
You decide to not make her wait any longer.
Your fingers slowly slide inside her and she lowers herself onto you. Feeling her walls contract almost immediately.
You start pumping your fingers in and out of her and Hermione lets out a moan, load and desperate. Seeming to have longed for this moment with you all day.
She is now matching your rhythm as she bounces on top of your fingers, her arousal dripping down your hand and eventually leaving a wet patch on your slacks.
Hermione's moans gradually growing louder as her breathing gets more shallow, she's nearing her climax.
"I'm all yours." your girlfriend whines, in between moans her voice trembling with need.
This set you off, you stare up at her mouth agape. The sight of Hermione writhing on top of you chasing her release, was almost enough to make you cum.
You started pumping your fingers deeper and harder into her and you watch as her face contorts in pleasure and shock at your sudden change of pace.
You took it one step further and introduced another finger, keeping up the same rhythm. She grips the hem of your shirt, now desperately close to her release.
You sit up, crashing your lips onto hers swallowing her sounds of pleasure.
Her hand moves to grab the back of your neck and her grip only tightens as she moves against your fingers.
Hermione screams out and you place your hand over her mouth, suddenly aware that you were not the only people currently in the dormitories.
"Quiet down." you utter into Hermione's ear and this is pushes her over the edge.
You feel her walls tighten against your fingers restricting movement, Hermione leans forward and bites down on your shoulder trying to silence herself as the intense orgasm rips through her. Leaving her gasping for air.
You wince at the feeling but you are ultimately overwhelmed with pleasure as you watch your girlfriend finally reach her release.
Hermione pulls you in by your tie and kisses you deeply, she moans into your mouth again as you slowly pulled out of her.
She lifts her dress over her head before her hands quickly move to undo your belt.
"My turn." Hermione whispers.
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I Choose Her | Chp: 2
Hermione x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Wordcount: 1.5k
Warnings: ron weasley slander (kinda), fluff, golden trio x reader, inner conflict, dialogue heavy
Note: this one was more golden trio x reader centric but i just wanted to explore the idea of slytherin character being alongside them in situations that actually happened in the film. also i enjoyed expanding on the inner conflict stuff sorry if this wasnt that fun to read but i had fun writing it lol
also the next part will be more of hermione x reader so if u care stay tuned for that :)
anyway that's all hope u enjoy!
Chapter 1 Chapter 3
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"You practically sleep with it." Hermione quips.
"I didn't say I wasn't curious and I do not sleep with it." Harry argues.
The trio and you had just spent the day in Hogsmeade. You were on your way back to the castle when your girlfriend like many times before, let her curiousity get the best of her.
She had been trying to figure out who the 'Half Blood Prince' was for weeks now.
Countless of hours spent researching in the library and both of you came up with nothing.
As far as you were concerned the 'Half Blood Prince' didn't exist.
Harry swore to have happened upon the potion's book by accident, as it was in the cupboard in the classroom.
You believed him but as past events have showed, nothing is a coincidence.
This had to be apart of a bigger plot and with The Dark Lord truly back, it was only a matter of time.
You could only brace yourself for what's to come.
Your parents had been pressuring you more than ever to pledge loyalty to Voldermort and join them as Death Eaters.
This was the last thing you wanted but with their constant threats of harming Hermione if you disobeyed, they aren't leaving you with much of a choice.
You always knew you had to join them at some point but you tried your best not to think about it. It's getting increasingly difficult to ignore now that Hermione's safety is being threatened.
You hold no respect for Voldermort, and you didn't fear him. You don't agree with his methods of imposing fear in exchange for loyalty. It was a coward's way of ruling and you see no honor in it.
You had not told Hermione any of this and least of all your parents.
All you wanted was to finish school and live a peaceful life with her, but war is coming.
Only a fool would deny the inevitable.
Planning for the future now will only result in dissapointment.
Hermione breaks you out of your thoughts for a moment as she grabs your hand, intertwining your fingers.
"Are you alright?" She asks genuine concern in her expression.
You only nod and give her a half smile. You weren't exactly lying, you were okay as long as you were with Hermione.
With her you feel you could overcome anything.
Although, there is no telling how far your parents will go to test that.
The trio continued arguing over the true identity of the 'Half Blood Prince' and you could hear pieces of the conversation but was ultimately too preoccupied with your thoughts to contribute.
You only properly took notice of your surroundings when you entered The Three Broomsticks. You walked with Hermione and took the seat next to her.
It was then you spotted him.
Draco, heading out the door.
He glances at you and you stood up almost reflexively.
"Draco!" You call out, hoping he would finally give you the time of day. You haven't properly spoken to him in weeks.
To your dismay, he meets your gaze but doesn't respond. He turns around and walks out the door.
You stood unsure if you should go after him. Hermione grabs your arm and offers you a sympathetic look. You decide to just sit back down next to her.
She's still holding your arm and with her other hand she started massaging your shoulder, at an attempt to comfort you.
You try your best not to worry about Draco in this moment and just enjoy time spent with your girlfriend and her friends.
It was going fine and Hermione even made you laugh when she chugged down her butterbeer which resulted in a foam mustache above her lip.
Ron had initially reached over to wipe her lip but hesitated once he remembered you were there.
The moment was rather awkward, but the attention was quickly taken off you when Harry suddenly calls Professor Slughorn over.
Your face contorts in genuine confusion and you quickly glanced over at Hermione, the same perplexed look on her face. Ron seemed just as lost.
Harry started exchanging pleasantries with the professor as if they were old friends. The 3 of you merely sat there silently and listened.
At some point the professor gestures obnoxiously with a full cup in his hand, naturally spilling a portion of his drink all over Hermione's lap.
"All hands on deck Granger" He merely quips, slurring his words.
You were annoyed but decided not to challenge the man since he was drunk.
You accioed a napkin and helped Hermione clean herself off the best you could.
"Listen my boy, in the old days I used to throw together the occasional supper party, for a select student or two. Would you be game?" Slughorn whispers for Harry and the 3 of you to hear.
"I'd consider it an honor Sir." Harry responds, elated.
"You'd be welcome too Granger." Slughorn says glancing at Hermione.
"I'd be delighted Sir." Your girlfriend contended.
"You as well Y/N" Slughorn now says smiling your way and you are taken aback.
Surely he was just being kind as to not exclude you.
"Thank you, Sir." you respond earnestly.
Slughorn glances at Ron and you expect him to be invited as well.
"Good to see you Wallenby." Slughorn says adressing Ron with the wrong name without offering him an invitiation. He soon walks away taking his leave.
You bust out laughing unable to hold it in any longer. Ofcourse Ron hadn't done anything in particular to deserve it, he was just too easy to pick on.
He glances at you, indignant. Hermione leans her head on your shoulder trying her best to stiffle her laugh.
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The 4 of you were now on your way back to the castle after hours spent at The Three Broomsticks.
Needless to say Hermione had a bit too much too drink and she couldn't keep her hands off you.
Truthfully, you found it a bit humorous. drunk Hermione wasn't a something you were met with often but whenever it happened it was always fun.
Your love for her always seemed to grow in these moments. You realise you're prepared to do anything to ensure her happiness.
Your moment bliss was cut short when a piercing scream came from the distance. You stopped in your tracks and focused your glance ahead.
You watched as a girl you knew as Katie Bell, levitate high above the ground for a few seconds before her body was harshly thrown back down.
You flinch at the sight and you feel Hermione's grip on your arm tighten. She was afraid, you tried your best to hide it but you were too.
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You stood next to a now sober Hermione.
Professor Mcgonagall infront of you, inspecting the necklace suspected to have cursed Katie.
Footsteps soon approach and you watch as Professor Snape walk towards the 5 of you. He glances at you before eventually settling his gaze onto Harry.
"Severus, what do you make of this?" Mcgonagall asks, panic evident in her tone.
"I think Ms Bell, is lucky to be alive." Snape responds matter of factly.
"She was cursed wasn't she? I know Katie off the quidditch pitch she wouldn't hurt a fly. If she was delivering that to Professor Dumbledore she wasn't doing it knowingly." Harry voices out, interrupting the Professors.
"Yes she was cursed." Mcgonagall responds without looking in his direction.
"It was Malfoy." Harry states with no hesistation.
Hermione glances at him, shocked at the dark haired boy's bluntness.
"Harry-" You voice out, shaking your head slightly in disapproval.
Perhaps Draco had done this, perhaps he didn't. Either way you shouldn't be placing blame without proof.
It was as if Snape had read your mind with his next question that was directed at Harry.
"Your evidence?"
"I just know." Harry responds confidently.
Too confident.
You wince internally. Incapable of masking your reaction, you shut your eyes and scrunch up your face in response, before eventually looking down at the ground.
Harry's pride was misplaced, although there was a chance he could be right you still felt he should choose his words carefully.
Snape being your head of house, you knew him slightly better than the 3 Gryffindors.
You knew challenging him truly never came to anything pleasant.
Hermione glances at you before eventually holding her gaze on Snape, anticipating his next words.
Ron holds his gaze as well before looking away uncomfortably.
"You just know" Snape repeats, his tone condensending.
You clench your jaw, physically braced yourself for his next words.
"Once again you astonish me with your gifts Potter, gifts mere mortals may only dream of possessing." He starts before pausing for a beat.
"How grand it must be, to be the chosen one." Snape finishes.
A slap in the face.
Harry may have been too proud to let it get to him but you felt the weight of Snape's words.
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I Choose Her | Chp 1
Hermione Granger x Slytherin Fem!Reader
Summary: You are the daughter of two known death eaters from one of the oldest and richest families in the wizarding world. Are you truly prepared to give up everything you know for Hermione Granger?
Pairing: Hermione x Reader
Wordcount: 1.6k
Warnings: smut (?) , mention of death, draco malfoy sympathiser, ron weasley hater
Note: i wrote this for completely selfish reasons just like i do most things so i'm not sure if anyone's gonna enjoy this but me.. but if u do let me know! I do plan on expanding on this just not totally sure if i want to continue this as a full fic or just drabbles... again if u have a preference let me know lol
Also this is set during 6th year (half blood prince) if that's not clear.. anyway hope u enjoy!
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You are the daughter of one of the richest and oldest wizarding families. Both your mother and father are known Death Eaters. They've raised you to follow in their footsteps, upholding the family's honor has always been taught to be your only priority.
You never had the desire to defile your parents, no goals beyond the ones laid out for you by them.
This all changed when you met Hermione Granger.
The Gryffindor girl turned your world upside down. Your affection for her forced you to question your principles, your morals, everything important to you. Everything you thought you knew.
The two of you were assigned to sit next to each other in potions in year 5. She saw you struggling and offered to help you a few times and naturally the two of you started speaking to each other more.
The chances of you meeting, let alone forming a friendship was slim to none, and yet somehow it happened.
Your relationship blossomed rather quickly, you had just met but it felt like you've known each other your entire lives. Within just a few months she even convinced you to join Dumbledore's Army and you truly believed in the cause, even after Umbridge shut it down.
Although you were a little hesistant to let Hermione in at first. You weren't sure if you wanted her to really know you.
For her, it was different. Meeting you felt like a breath of fresh air. Eventhough you were a Slytherin, she thought you to be the most profound person she'd ever met. She felt that she could truly open up to you without judgement.
She shared everything with you. Her passions, her dreams, her most piercing sorrows.
In turn, you opened up to her as well. Both of you deeply appreciated the solace you provide each other.
Hermione fell in love with you for many reasons, but what really stood out to her was your heart. Your perpetuity for kindness. You don't extend it to just anyone ofcourse. You don't believe everybody deserves kindness, most people use it as a weapon, a way to take advantage of you.
However, the compassion you showed her had always been constant and unconditional.
You were the most selfless person she knew.
Eventhough she couldn't fully understand why you treated certain people harsher than others, she still respected you. She trusted your judgement completely. Hermione was incredibly intelligent and you seemed to be the only other person that was her equal in that respect.
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You were alone with Hermione in the Room Of Requirement. The two of you spent most of your free periods there because it was the only place you could be together free of judgement from others.
The other Slytherins still made comments about you hanging around Hermione, a Gryffindor, a muggle born. Your own parents have sternly warned you multiple times to keep different company but you will not give them the satisfaction. They just don't understand what Hermione meant to you.
You were willing to give up everything to be with her, this you were certain.
Hermione was sitting on the floor and you were laying down, your head was in her lap. She's stroking your hair as you listened to her tell you the things that have been happening with Ron lately.
She has been aware of Ron's crush on her for a few years now but it had only gotten more intense since year 4. She cares a lot for Ron but she feels no romantic feelings for him.
Hermione can't bring herself to tell him because Ron can be very emotional and might take it too personally, she doesn't want to risk ruining their friendship. She can't exactly tell Harry about any of it so she results to venting about it to you.
You've made a few snide remarks towards the ginger haired boy from time to time because honestly, you found him a bit pathetic but a part of you still empathizes with him.
Hermione is remarkable. Mature beyond her years, exceptionally bright and truly breathtakingly beautiful. You loved and adored her with all your heart and you understood why he would think the same.
Your heart swells everytime you look at her and every moment spent with her you felt the urge to pinch yourself, just to make sure you weren't dreaming.
Hermione finishes telling you about Ron and you're met with a few seconds of silence, your mind started to wander.
You let out a sigh.
"What is it?" Hermione asks, worried she had said something wrong to upset you.
"Nothing it's just-" You started, not quite sure if it was worth sharing with your girlfriend.
You decided to tell her anyway.
"Draco's been really distant lately and I don't understand why." You admitted.
"The more I try to get him to talk to me the more he pushes me away. The only time he ever really speaks to me is to try and convince me to join the Death Eaters." You paused, unsure if this was a topic suitable to discuss with her.
Hermione just hums in response, indicating that she's listening and wants you to continue.
"I don't know, I cant put my finger on it but my gut tells me that something really bad is about to happen." You finish.
"Well from what I've seen your gut is rarely ever wrong. Do you think maybe becoming a death eater changed him? Maybe he's distant because you refuse to become one of them." The brown haired girl suggests.
"Maybe, I just feel like there's more to it. I can't shake the feeling that there's something big he's not telling me." You answer as your eyebrows furrow.
You do love Draco, you understood he acts the way he does because of his father's harsh treatment and expectations of him. Something you can deeply relate to.
You felt for him. He was like a brother to you and it troubled you that he wasn't being honest.
Hermione moves her hand to your forehead, she rubs small circles with her thumb near the crease of your eyebrows. You close your eyes at the sensation, taking in a deep breath.
You feel yourself relax almost immediately.
"I'm sorry he's not speaking to you, I know how much you care for him." Hermione says honestly.
"But maybe its for the best." Your girlfriend voices out and your eyes shoot open.
Hermione notices your confused look so she continues.
"I just mean that since he's with the death eaters now maybe it's better that he's avoiding you. It makes it easier for you to stay away from them." Hermione clarifies.
You close your eyes again and she resumes the pattern of rubbing her thumb across your forehead.
"Maybe you're right." You pause. "I still miss who he was before all of this."
"I suspect you feel the same." You add.
You sit up now looking at her in the eyes.
"Meaning?" Hermione asks her eyebrows now furrowed.
"I meant with Harry. On top of everything that's already going on I heard he lost Sirius. I can't imagine how he's handling it all." You explain.
"He has been a lot angrier lately, I try my best to give him the space he needs. But I think he knows he needs Ron and I now more than ever." She replies.
"Well how are you dealing with all this?" You ask Hermione, earnestly.
She doesn't say anything for a few seconds. A full smile suddenly forming across her face, your girlfriend leans in and plants a kiss on your lips.
Your initial shock dissipates quickly as you kiss her back with just as much need.
"Okay, what was that for?" You breathe out against her lips as soon as she pulled away.
"You are the only person to ever ask me how I am." The brown haired girl states.
You let out a laugh. A smile now spread across your face.
"Well I am your girlfriend I think it would be a bit shitty if I didn't care about your well being." You quipped.
She leans forward and places her lips against yours again, this time she moves her entire body and straddles you, legs on either side of your hips.
"I don't think you understand how amazing you are." Hermione says looking into your eyes as she grabs your face in both her hands.
You lean in to kiss her again, deeply. All your love for the smaller girl pouring out into a single kiss.
Hermione shifts in your lap and your hands reflexively move to rest on her waist. She runs her tongue across your bottom lip signaling that she wanted to deepen the kiss, you allow her.
Her tongue meets yours and she lets out a small moan at the sensation. Your hands glide to her back and eventually settling on her ass.
Your breathing both getting heavier as the kiss becomes more heated. Your hands roam Hermione's body and she squirms in your lap, wanting to feel more of you.
You disconnect your lips to plant a kiss on Hermione's neck, you run your tongue along the base of her jaw and this earned another moan from your girlfriend. Her hand finds the back of your neck and she pulls you in closer.
You move your hands up to find Hermione's tie, you loosen it and she lets you pull it over her head. Just as you were about to unbutton her shirt you are interrupted by footsteps.
You hear someone clear their throat.
"Y/n." Draco says, his tone indifferent to the sight before him.
Hermione scrambles off your lap and you both quickly stand up, gathering yourselves.
"Draco." You respond, matching his attitude.
You step forward, deliberately placing yourself in between Hermione and Draco. You understood that she could handle herself but there is still no telling what he might try and do to her in his current state.
It was then you took notice of the green apple he had in his hand, becoming increasingly perplexed. You didn't understand what his business was.
"Now what brings you here?" You ask, meeting his stern gaze.
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