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when u ask ur fp questions hoping they will reassure you but instead it goes to shit

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Someone: *asks for advice* Me: just casually destroy your perception of reality and reconstruct it

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when are we gonna stop using the word “abusive” as a synonym for “just being an asshole”

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im….real? my existence has… impacts? i touch things and they move, i breath in and out and the air buzzes around me? the sun rests on my skin…. grass is crushed under my toes… people see me and have an idea of who i am… my name is on papers….? im sorry this is… this is too much….  

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I hate when people call randomly… like if you’re not the love of my life or my mother, please text to schedule an appointment first.

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is it bad that i really wanna get sick to be in bed and not have to try and be a person

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Two moods

Sit in bed and wonder when will I die

Act fucking insane so I can’t help but love my goofy self

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I was trying to find an acceptable photo to use on my LinkedIn this morning and instead I just ended up making this

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Person I barely know: I don’t like you

Me: bitch I don’t care lol I don’t care what people think of me bye

Fp: *breathes*

Me: ah, I see. I’m unwanted. You want me to die. I’m sorry.

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Me: “I feel pretty good rn.”

BPD: “You’ve always felt this way, and will carry on feeling it forever.”

Me: “Makes sense! I can totally do that, what was I ever whining about before?”

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Also me, a few hours later, crying on the floor: “Nobody ever loved me, I’m gonna die alone, and I’ll never get better. I should just give up and die now.”

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Me at 3 PM: I'm so happy!! I'm happy because I'm so happy, and that makes me happy!! And that makes me even happier!

Me at 5 PM: I just woke up from my nap and I don't fucking feel like living anymore.

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my borderline ass, reading a message i sent 30 min ago: new brain, who dis

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Being a jealous partner not because you think your partner will cheat, but because you’re scared they will leave you for literally anyone because everyone is better than you.

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Mood: just walking down the street, waiting to get hit by a car..

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It’s Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness month in May 

To start off the month here are common symptoms associated with the Personality Disorder

Please be kind to people with BPD, it’s very difficult and fun for no one, all we want is love and support