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Every so often the blonde would look up from her sketch to the blonde sitting near her watching a movie, eyes trying to catch every single detail down to the way the light hits her eyes and make them sparkle. ❝So, should we count this as our first date or second?❞ She is joking there but she still puts it out there. She wants so badly to push everything the red queen said out the window but her heart was staying at arms reach if she can help it. @fleurvanbaerdt

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tip: romantic love is a social construction to opress women don't fall for it again -- xoxo red queen

                      .•♫•♬• ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴀ ᴄᴜᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ʟᴇɴɢᴛʜ •♬•♫•. 

Bailey is chewing on her stuffed bunny in Jane’s lap as she does a conference with her parents in one of the open rooms. Her phone sitting by her laptop, attention not on her parents and the plans they were making for a wedding that seemed far off, hardly seems like the thing to push right now when she has at least two sisters here at the Summit so far that could be married first. She assumes they get the same long boring meetings with room to get a word in edgewise. A worker touches her shoulder, interrupting her train of thought that was on what she wanted to do when the meeting was done with, she plans to maybe spend the next several hours chasing her girlfriend? No, that doesn’t sound right to her ears, her flower sounds better around the palace walls hoping to get into a bit of trouble because they are young and aren’t meant to be caring about marriage or whatever it is that they should be carrying about. Of course, the trouble Jane has in mind isn’t the kind that would make front page news, in fact, it was more attempting to bake in the kitchen and making a mess that would have to be cleaned up by someone else. The worker asks her if she wants something to drink and Jane is quick to sign back that she wants wine, any kind because she is a free woman that can drink at this age and even with the distasteful look of judgment passing the worker’s eyes, she shrugs it off with a thank you.

When their back is turned and walking to go get it, her phone lights up, causing her parents to change topics accusing her of texting instead of paying attention to something so important. They quickly seem to forget about that lecture in time for Jane to reach out and grab her phone that was next to her computer. She puts in her zig-zag password and quickly finds a text waiting for her. The moment that she reads the words, it was as if ice water was thrown on her. The smile that she had been keeping falters for a second.

ᴛɪᴘ: ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ᴀ sᴏᴄɪᴀʟ ᴄᴏɴsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴘᴘʀᴇss ᴡᴏᴍᴇɴ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ғᴀʟʟ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ -- xᴏxᴏ ʀᴇᴅ ǫᴜᴇᴇɴ. Anyone that is on the food chain should know of this blog and Jane will be the last to admit that she reads that blog like it is the bible, following it just to see what is said about her. Xavier had given her a link to it days before she broke up with him for her duty, her country. Jane felt like she might be sick, her phone gets shut off the moment that she sees the message, eyes focusing back on her parents. Now was not the time to fret, to show emotion to something so little. But she does take a quick look around to see who could be screwing with her. Xavier’s behaviors weren’t known, she never really talked to anyone about it aside from Diana, the one that she had cried too with empty words from the older woman that she was better than him, that he wasn’t going to win, that she was strong. Diana wouldn’t blab though, Jane knows this from the fact that she knew things about the other that no one really knew, they shared secrets or at least sort of did never sharing how truly bad things were on each side. Jane never shared how worn that twenty-one year old made her, how he ripped every edge of the princess and made her feel like she was worthless. She never did tell the other that every sorry is something she believed for a long time, he promised that he wouldn’t hurt her again but he always did but never physically, not in a way that would get her parents noticing. No angry red marks, dark bruises on porcelain skin that could send her parents into a radge, no he left his marks in her mind. The moment the worker is back with her wine, she takes it with another soft thank you and she ends up drinking it faster than a princess should. the moment the meeting is over, her parents saying goodbye in French and leaving the group chat, Jane shuts her computer, leaving the glass on the table.

She puts her laptop in the bag and picks up Bailey, allowing the bag’s strap to go onto her shoulder and she is doing a steady walk toward her room, phone in her packet and she pretends that she isn’t wanting to get ill at the thought that someone knew about it. She wasn’t weak, Jane Elizabeth Grimaldi, the princess of Monaco wasn’t one to let anyone tear her down, she always thought she would never be in a relationship like Xavier’s but she was wrong. the moment she is in her room, Bailey is set on the floor and she is shutting the door tightly, leaning against the shut door and pulling out her phone and turning it back on, letting that text stare her square in the face and she feels like she might just run straight into the arms of Elle, of Regina, and tell them everything but she doesn’t. she feels frozen because her walls get taken down in the privacy of her own living quarters, swallowing hard trying to keep from crying, she shakes her head at the text. This means nothing. It says nothing about him...your relationship from the past is safe. It is just a warning about falling in love, not anything that couldn’t be sent to any woman. She is trying to reason her way out of this but her hand comes up to her mouth to muffle the cries that come, sobs wracking her body making her shake with a vengeance. Bailey comes licking her legs, trying to be comforting, the companion that she had always wanted but it does nothing to help.

Thirty minutes later, Jane had scrubbed her skin until it was a nice shade of pink in an attempt to wash away the mental shame, cleaned herself up and spent the next hour getting ready. Her phone sitting on the Bluetooth charger as if nothing had happened. A blue dress clinging to her skin, something Xavier hated as it was too provocative for his taste as when she had bought it he had hated it. Jane vowed she would show anyone that she wasn’t ruled by a past love. dress hanging on her just right, looking at it and twirling just to see if this was the image she wanted to show the word, she is pleased that it screams put together. Nothing was out of place in her appearance which wasn’t how she felt on the inside.

She takes plenty of photos that night during dinner and even after when she is chatting with others, posting them to Instagram with fake happiness.

𝐨𝐟𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐝𝐢: Having a blast tonight. Have plenty of things to share about my love life at a later date.

She is playing a dangerous game posting that as her caption but she is living on the edge. When she gets back to her room after she can’t even walk straight, her feet aching like a bitch she lets her phone sit on her bed as she strips down to just her bra and panties before crawling under the covers. She opens the text up and brings the keyboard up. ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ. ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. She texts the number, unsure if the person would even get it. She screenshots the message before she deletes the real message and her reply from her texts, phone falling on her chest before she bothers to roll over onto her side and attempt to go to sleep. One thing was clear, she can't let her heart to be involved in this marriage if she wants to survive it.

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It’s so romantic in Paris Won’t even try to compare it Thought I was sure that I’d find it But I already have love in LA

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It’s so romantic in Paris… Won’t even try to compare it …

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hrhcallista‌:

             could callista snap at a     child ?          oh god ,      a child .         this girl was barely legally allowed to drink !         she clearly hadn’t even reached her twenties yet ,       which only made her more angry at this whole shitshow of a summit .               the desire to tell her to go bother someone else vanished into the air with one glance at her ,         though she sighed and closed the very manhandled edition of            war and peace ,       by tolstoi ,     offering it to her .                            ‘      a bit of a heavy read for you perhaps .       ‘                        was the only thing she said to her .

❝I don’t think anything is too dark for my taste,❞ Jane tells her with a sigh. Everyone treats her like a doll and while she loves it because that means she can be protected from others she also hates it. How can anyone ever see her as anything but a child? How could anyone see her as someone that could become something important in a country, she might not be a ruler but she could be something. ❝I love dark things. I know that sounds odd for someone that looks like a Barbie doll but....❞ She lets the words trail off. ❝I’m Jane, and you are?❞

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feelin’ myself can’t be illegal, illegal

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moncgasque‌:

                     jane always made regina laugh ,       whether it be for her antics ,      or because of her sheer faith in the world ,       and especially on her .                  she shrugged ,                           “/     you’ll like my husband .       you know him already .     /”                            yes ,       regina would be queen ,       a thing she sometimes forgot about .            and ,     for that ,     knowing that she’d have someone she knew to be trustworthy at her side was fundamental .               perhaps that was why her parents had decided to pair her with wyatt ,     because they also knew him and had always been most welcoming to him ,        claiming he was family already .              now that one makes sense ,         the princess thought .                                 “/      i’m never busy for you .             my room is down the hall .     /”                 then bent down to press a kiss atop of her little sister’s head ,        wrapping an arm around her shoulder and walking down the hall .                   cermoniously ,      she opened the door for her and ,    equally as dramatically ,       motioned for her to go inside .                 “/     my lady .      /”

Her sister is dramatic, always will be but the moment Regina put her arms around Jane’s small frame, Jane swears this is what home feels like. The soft warmth of a comforting hand in a place where comforts are stripped from you daily. She walks into her sister’s room and feels like she might just want to stay there forever. She went to the bed and sat down, quickly taking her heels off the moment the door is shut and she drops the pretty princess that has it put together attitude she has. She wants until her sister’s attention is fully on the blonde, not wanting to use her voice when she doesn’t have to do it. «❛So, who is this person I know?❜» She asks with a slight smile forming at the end.«❛Are they cute?❜»

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Are there any couples that you think should have been with someone else?

Oh I will give you my top 3. 

1. Gunnar and Polina, she’s so up tight a pin will make her explode. He deserves better. @xprincexgunnar @pclina

2. Elias and Charlotte. I love love but they just seem boring with a capitol B. Plus  I wouldn't’ mind the chance to know her better and show her how an angel would treat her. @eliasxmikkelsen @charlotte–claire

3. Jane and Fleur. They just don’t seem like they’re be much to fun watch. I may be nice but and love love but damn if you’re dull, move on. @princessjanegrimaldi @fleurvanbaerdt

Disagree or agree with me, I don’t care. Just give me your gossip, is all I asked. This needs some juicy things. 

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thoughts on the Grimaldi family?

Who? Oh you mean the boring sisters. They’re quite all right but they’re too quiet, makes an angel wonder what they’re hiding or who. @princessjanegrimaldi @moncgasque @ofgrce

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i hate grimaldi sisters, irma, cosima and fleur. they fake

Someone sounds a bit bitter. Have they turned you down and this is your way of trying to avenge your hurt ego, nonnie? 

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Fleur put her hands together in excitement, lifting  “A cat and a dog! That must be fun. I hope I can meet them soon! I’ve always wanted to have a dog, or a cat but…” She just gave a small shrug. They were too messy, her father had said. And she wouldn’t be able to control them. Something like that. But it was fine, because she had Rosie, and Rosie was probably a better choice of pet for her, anyway.

Brushing her hair behind her ear, Fleur thought for a moment. “Hobbies, huh… I like to garden! And…” She leaned back in her seat, setting her head against the back of the chair. “Biking. Walking through the park. I doodle sometimes, but not very seriously… But, um, I like to read too! What’s your favorite type of story? I really like adventures, myself.” 

She sat forward again, nodding ever so slightly. “Oh! Yes, that sounds nice.”

❝Well, you do have a cat and a dog now,❞ Jane sensed there was more to the sentence that had been dropped off but secrets and lies are something they all have. Jane has secrets, big ones too that she would die if they got out. Xavier was a past that keeps her up at night but as long as she can push things away into a box she is great. The moment her thoughts drift to long to him she pushes it back. He was the one that gave Raven to Jane, they had been just newly dating at the time and well, Jane had been wanting another pet for a while, always talking about it and he had used that knowledge to get it. He wasn’t always controlling, spiteful, untrusting in fact there were times he was the opposite and it made the whole thing harder. ❝Three pets is a good start for us. I must say that I can see that we might have a future filled with pets.❞ And babies. Jane wants that, she wants children to raise but it is too soon to talk about children, besides the chances of an opps I’m pregnant in this relationship was zero so that is wonderful. She could have all the time in the world to have children. She is nineteen and wants to spend time getting to know the other before they decide children were in order. ❝I’m a sucker for a good crime novel,❞ Heros to save the day is what she loves. She wants to believe the world can be saved from all the pain and heartache. She wants to believe that abusers don’t win in the end, at least not all of the time.❝We shall have a lot of fun outside when the weather isn’t dreadful.❞ She could see Bailey tugging at Fleur’s dress making her give the attention from the plants to the dog that still insists that she is two instead of five. She runs around just as wildly as she did when she was a pup.Jane reaches over and grabbed Fleur’s glass and then the pitcher of water and poured it before sitting the glass back down. Regina had been an influence on her, teaching her to be independent from staff. Jane had wanted to be just like her older sisters, to be as beautiful as they were. Jane learned that she could do for herself by watching her sisters and copied it even now. Fairytales, get books on fairytales. ❝When dinner is done, we could go back to my room?❞ It is a split second before it clicks how that might sound. ❝to hang out, continue this date? Watch a movie..you can meet your new pets?❞

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Do you like pets? Would you like to have pets someday?

THIS HAS BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR A FEW DAYS. WHOOPS. 

❝I love pets!❞ Jane had gotten her love of animals from Regina, her beloved older sister who had taken to the little princess right away. Regina was an animal person and by extension, Jane was as well. ❝I would hope to have a whole palace full of animals someday.❞ She wants to run around chasing after a bunch of dogs really and have horses in the barn to ride. She can see herself nursing sick animals back to health and emailing Regina if she needs help with that one. ❝I have a dog Bailey and a cat named Raven right now.❞ And just got a bunny named Rosie by soon to be married? ❝And my Fleur...Fleur has a bunny so I guess that means the bunny is also mine so three pets, for now, is a good start, don’t you think?❞

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marcositurbide‌:

MARCOS: are you suggesting you have more than one cat??

JANE: Nope. Just one cat and a dog. JANE: Do you have more than one cat?

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sabrinacarpenter: i like your soul when it’s shirtless

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marcositurbide‌:

MARCOS: WHY DON’T YOU CUDDLE THAT CAT???

JANE: Should I just cuddle the cat? Would you just cuddle the cat?

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lucaarmati‌:

LUCA: does seeing me with this cute puppy help? LUCA: hey what the hell? you can’t talk about a cat and not send pics LUCA: you try taking some Tylenol or something yet?

JANE: Is that your puppy or are you trying to impress me? JANE: Because the puppy impresses me more than you.  JANE: The way to a gals heart is through the cut pets. Just saying JANE: That dog owns my heart now. I don’t make the rules. JANE: Advil. Right! I knew I was forgetting something! 

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JANE: What kind of pizza? JANE: A real question. JANE: So did you sleep in too?

silvia: my day so far has been coffee, pizza, netflix and pj.  silvia: i think i win at sundays.