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Mood Board Apparently

Makayla-Purple-Aesthetic

How fitting

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Me when the men in white jackets came

sharpay was right: this is not what i want. this is not what i planned. and i just gotta say. i Do Not understand

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Okay this- but murder

fifty ways to kiss someone.   send me a 💏 and i will randomise a number in order for my muse to kiss yours…

…good morning.

…goodnight.

…goodbye.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…to shut them up.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because yours is running out of time.

…because mine is.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

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Shout out to all those who have family who doesn’t understand mental health

Because y’all can obviously see that I am in PERFECT health yet my parents think I’m psychotic

*bangs on the mattress wall im laying against*

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You know when you accidentally dehydrate yourself

And then the white coats have to force you to drink water and it tastes like it came from angels themselves?

That’s the ticket

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that oldest sister feel when you just accept that any task not deliberately directed at someone in particular is going to be your responsibility

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My inner dialogue is completely different from my outter dialogue.

Me: Wow today is great! :D

Internally: I am going to murder everyone you love

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I love having long nails

They give me satisfaction knowing I can claw someone’s eye out if I chose to

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If you try hard enough, everything is a positive in your life.

But it also works in the opposite way

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JULY FORTH BUTTNUGGETTS! TASTE MY FREEDO-

*slams into mattress wall*

*falls onto the floor*

Oh.

Right.

Nevermind!

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I love the Forth of July, because fireworks.

It’s the perfect time to kill someone.

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It’s going to be the five minute crafts staff that’s going to survive the apocalypse.

Nothing else to say.

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Some of the purist stuff in life, is little kids who giggle at the most stupid things.

That’s it. That’s the post. No insanity here.

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Gall sometimes I wish I were dead.

But not like I’m-going-to-kill-myself kind of way. That’s painful and takes up energy. I just wish I would like. Stop existing.

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Yes. And the men in white coats would let me go in peace instead of me having to force my way out.

I really really wish I was a cat, I’m not built for this capatalist society but I am built for sleeping 19 hours a day and knocking things over

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You know when you get a chill?

My friend says it’s because a you from another dimension died

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Me