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Am I selfish if I am mad because my partner not intimate to me? :(

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Even though she cheated to me many times, I still believe on her. Thats my only hope. I hope it will be worth it at the end.

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Ang tagal ko na palang walang update dto.

Last time I posted here, my heart is broken. Jessica and I is not in good terms. Looking back to that experience. Many changes on my view in terms of relationship. Still we are together and I love her very much. 2 years had passed. We had a baby and he is one year old now. His name is Amiel Jacob. The feeling of when you 1st see your son, the greatest feeling ever. It completely changed my life and lifestyle.

This past 2 years were very GREAT on my career. When I was in DHL, I was promoted to IT Project Delivery Lead. Then left DHL for Panalpina (Soon to be DSV) for better position and compensation. And after a year I am PROMOTED again. This time to Senior IT Specialist. I passed also my Cisco Certification Exam, one of the hardest certifications in IT industry. Malapit ko na maabutan sweldo ni Jessica, kaya sya nag tetake ng LAW ngayon kase naiinsecure na ata sakin aabutan ko na sya HAHAHAHAHA. Dati sahod nya triple ng akin ngayon doble nalang. 😂😂😂 buti nalang on my moves I did for my career paid off, kundi madedepress ako dahil napag iiwanan nya nako. One thing that good in our relationship is our competitiveness namin. Walang gusto magpatalo.

Anyway, We had a good life. I am happy with my family. Jake brings so much joy to us. I cant afford to lose my family. I can say na our family is well compensated ngayong panahon ng pandemic since hndi nahinto ang income namin parehas. Thanks God.

Naisip ko lang silipin tumblr ko and update this about my life. Babye. Maaga pa concall ko bukas. 😂

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Imissyou

Kamusta kana kaya??

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Giving up

Ano ba feeling ng igive up mo yung pagmamahal mo sa isang tao? Because thats what I am feeling. Hndi ko alam kung anong pinanghahawakan ko. Kung san pa ba ako nakapit sa relasyon na to.

She acts like a single one while me, parang ako nalang nagmamahal sa relasyon namin. I always ask her, she always negates me. Sasabihin na inaantok sya or iibahin nya topic namin. I dont know. Gustong gusto ko na syang iblock, lumayo na sakanya. But there is always side of me na lage kong hnahanap presensya nya.

I dont know. I always pray for a sign kung dapat ko pa ba ituloy or hindi na. Masyado na akong nasasaktan to the point na other aspect of my life is affected rn.

Mahal na mahal ko sya. And this love? I want to end it once and for all. Gusto ko ng masabi sa sarili ko na tama na. I did my best. Its time to move on Arjay.

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Amazing movie. Gusto ko siya ispoil. Hahaha. Actually, 1st time ko manood ng movie mag isa. Ganon pala ang feeling. You can focus and the same time makakatawa ako ng malaks. Hahahaha.

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Kaya pala.

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Overnight

Work work work.

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Parang bumalik na nman sa dati.

Feeling wala syang pakielam sayo. :(

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Nails

Ang haba n ng mga kuko ko. Wala na yung nag gugupit ee. :(

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Paasa

Napaka paasa mo. Tang ina.

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Imissyou.

Gusto ko pmunta sainyo, sabay tayo magsimba. :(

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You said you never wanted to see me get hurt but you ended up being the one who hurt me in the end

— you broke all of your promises // a.m.m, 3:37am