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hey babes, were gonna get personal for a sec if u dont mind. from Jan to mid April, i experienced what i can only describe as the worst depression ive ever been through, counting quarantine. in my life, ive had no traumatic experiences. truthfully there is no real rock solid reason for how i felt. i was a mess. it was horrible.

and then, i made the choice to visit my therapist and i asked for, well, a test. i wanted to be tested for some kind of disorder or at least to know what was wrong w me.

results came back, and i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

ive decided to deactivate this account and delete the posts from it other than the reblogs, because i cant handle knowing this direct link to what i was going through is still here for people to see. i love you and i appreciate your encouragement, but this will be my final post.

goodbye. <3

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Albert baby you ARE the hardships

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Louis Kordexe

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HELLRAISER (1987)

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