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"if i was orpheus i would simply not turn around" yes you would. if you were orpheus and you loved eurydice, you would. to love someone is to turn around. to love someone is to look at them. whichever version of the myth — he hears her stumble, he can't hear her at all, he thinks he's been tricked — he turns around because he loves her. that's why it's a tragedy. because he loves her enough to save her. because he loves her so much he can't save her. because he will always, always turn around. "if i was orpheus i would simply —" you wouldn't be orpheus. you wouldn't be brave enough to walk into the underworld and save the person you love. be serious

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I used to think that going it alone made me stronger. But that's not true. No, real strength comes from accepting that you're weak and that it's okay to ask for help.

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Megan Boone as “Elizabeth Keen”

[The Blacklist Pilot]

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send in " go. i can only buy you a few minutes. " for the sender (after being ordered by the receiver to turn back and return to safety) to show up in time to save the receiver's life and hold off the attacker to ensure the receiver's safety.

alternatively, send in " i thought i told you to go home?! " for the roles to be reversed.

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Upstead’s ongoing “I’d follow you” saga 6x15 // 6x22 // 7x07 // 9x22

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Hélène Cixous, from The Selected Plays of Hélène Cixous; “The Perjured City"

Text ID: Myself against myself, divided to the core. / In my split chest, / Death and life

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PROMPTS FOR ANGSTY CONVERSATIONS *  a collection of things you never want to hear

you never told me that. i can't believe you never told me.

what difference does it make?

no, no, no, don't leave me! please!

i failed you. is that what you want me to say?

was it all a lie? all this time?

so... when do you leave? what time? so i can be ready.

why did it take you so long to tell me? how long have you been holding this in?

i was wrong.

is this it? is this all there is?

at least give me one last dance.

all the exits are blocked. we're trapped.

there's too much blood.

you're the worst person i've ever met.

you're just as broken as i am.

i really thought we could work things out.

so stupid of me to think you actually cared.

you're just going to carry on and pretend like everything's fine when it's not fine.

go on without me. i can handle this.

don't tell me i'm too late.

i told you to leave me alone.

there's no use in trying anymore. it's over.

i should have known. i should have known all along.

i need you to be honest with me. tell me the truth. i deserve the truth.

you failed me.

i wish i never met you.

it's over. go home.

i feel something broken inside me. you can't fix it. no one can.

just take some deep breaths. in and out. you're gonna be fine.

you used to be better than this.

there's no way out.

what the hell was that for?

if you stay here, you'll die. do you understand?

how dare you speak to me like that!

am i too late?

you have to believe me. i didn't mean for this to happen.

i used to think you were perfect. i guess i was wrong.

so this is how it ends? just like that?

we're running out of time.

when were you going to tell me the truth?

how long has it been since we spoke? feels like years.

when did this start? how long has this been going on?

you never really loved me. it was all fake.

who was that? why were they here? why did you let them in?

i came as fast as i could.

what the hell did you think would happen?

can i even trust you?

i don't know who i am anymore.

i can't lose you again.

you are my biggest regret.

what good will it do?

just keep pressure on the wound, okay?

how could you do this to me?

i said get out! get out of here!

i'm never speaking to you again.

i tried to stop it!

you're so fucking stupid.

it's never been okay.

good riddance.

get out of here! i'll handle this!

i can't believe you. i can't believe you did this to me.

you were a good person once. i looked up to you.

i never should have listened to you. i'm such a fool.

don't lie to me! i know when you're lying!

why the hell did you do that?

i've never been wanted. not really. not by anyone.

i never loved you.

i've been dealing with this my whole life.

it was all a lie.

you forgot my birthday.

i'm a monster.

you actually believed that shit?

you think i would just stick around and let you treat me like that?

are you actually leaving?

can i kiss you one last time?

i can't believe i gave up my life for you. i gave up everything for you.

i can't lose you, too!

for what it's worth, there's no one i would rather fight alongside.

hang on for me, all right? don't leave me. please don't go.

i deserve better than this. i deserve better than you.

good! get out of here! i didn't want you here anyway!

i made it up as i went along.

things are going to get worse before they get better.

i don't think we're getting out of this alive.

we're not gonna make it.

get the fuck out of my face.

i don't think i'm meant to be loved.

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1х10 // 4х08

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𝑨𝑮𝑬𝑵𝑻   𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑵   :   talented,   smart,   tough,   resilient.   SHE   MURDERED   THE   ATTORNEY   GENERAL   OF   THE   UNITED   STATES.   ʷᵉᶰᵗ   ᵒᶰ   ᵗʰᵉ   ʳᵘᶰ   ʷᶤᵗʰ   ʸᵒᵘ   ˡᶤᵏᵉ   ᵇᵒᶰᶰᶤᵉ   &   ᶜˡʸᵈᵉˑ     

fidelity,   bravery,   integrity.   THIS   IS   THE   BUREAU’S   MOTTO.   ᵈᵒ   ʸᵒᵘ   ʰᵒᶰᵉˢᵗˡʸ   ᵇᵉˡᶤᵉᵛᵉ   ᵃ   ᶜʰᶤˡᵈ   ᵒᶠ   ʸᵒᵘʳˢ   ᶜᵃᶰ   ʰᵒᶰᵒʳ   ᵗʰᵃᵗˀ    push   her.   provoke   her.   figure   out   a   way   past   her   grief   and   anger   and   you’ll   see   her   for   who   she   really   is.   

            (   and   who   is   that?   )   EVERYTHING   I   AM   NOT.

𝑨𝑮𝑬𝑵𝑻   𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑵   :   the   daughter   of   the   most   wanted   criminal   in   the   country.   I   AM   A   WIDOW.   A   MOTHER.   A   GOOD   COP.   AND   A   DAUGHTER.

             (   reddington   said   you   were   nothing   like   him.   )   

                       AND   YOU   KNEW   HE   WAS   WRONG.

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send in      “ in your arms. “      for the sender to walk into the same room as the receiver, and wordlessly sit on their lap and hold them close in an embrace that one, or both, have secretly been needing for quite some time.

alternatively, send in      “ in my arms. “      for the sender to be the one sitting down when the receiver walks in, and wordlessly open their arms out to let them sit in their lap for a cuddle.

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i don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence or fate or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.

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THONY DE LA ROSA and ARMAN MORALES in S2:E4 BAHAlLA NA

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I won’t give up on you.