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i hate twitter

i fucking hate it i want to burn it i despise twitter with a fucking passion

this post, look in the tags

it actually rages me and this is why i hate twitter and this is why im going to go into a rant about how these characters actually do have fucking depth and personality to them and that people need to stop pushing their outrageous agendas on people and being toxic xoxo

So, one main point I want to make is obviously Dazai and Chuuya, that's my main point here. They are separate entities as much as they are one. They have their own personalities, their own pasts, their own feelings, thoughts; they're fucking human. But something that a lot of people seem to want to do is make Chuuya's personality Dazai. That Chuuya is salty with him for leaving the mafia, and that Chuuya's "trauma" is Dazai (that man has fucking far worse trauma, Dazai leaving the mafia is not traumatic to him, especially when it had nothing to fucking do with the poor guy), and that his whole being is simply just Dazai. Dazai, the man who admitted that he spent every waking second thinking about Chuuya. The guy who got himself caught by the mafia partly because he wanted to see Chuuya. Are we all forgetting the dead apple scene? It's far more accurate to say that Dazai's personality is Chuuya, jesus fucking christ. That guy forgot to breathe when he watched Chuuya fighting like??? He's so homo, anyways.

Their characters are integral to each other, and they're made for one another (I'm saying this as a character creating thing, not romantically lmao (although-) ) and they compliment each other perfectly, they're perfect rivals. And, they can stand on their own as their own people, their own characters. Yes, whilst we meet Chuuya through Dazai in the series, and we see him as Dazai's ex-partner, the more information we get and the more content we receive about/from Chuuya steadily make him his own individual character, and Stormbringer cemented that.

I'm going to talk about the "Chuuya has trauma from Dazai leaving" thing because I saw it on Wattpad and it pissed me off.

Chuuya's trauma doesn't stem from Dazai, of fucking course it doesn't. It stems from Arahabaki, it stems from not knowing who he is, it stems from N (piece of shit), it stems from all his friends dying, it stems from being betray by his friends; this fucking guy has been put through the fucking mill, and yet the only thing that people like to focus on is how Dazai leaving affected him.

Dazai's defection from the mafia wasn't because of Chuuya, it was because of Oda. This is blatantly fucking obvious, yet again, some people like to think otherwise. Some people like to believe the most abhorrent shit. I swear there was someone one time that said he left because he "couldn't handle his feelings ofr Chuuya" like fuck off oh my god oh my god.

These two each have their own issues and their own traumas separate from each other. Can we please let Chuuya be his own character and let him have a personality without shitting on it?

These motherfuckers will scratch at anything, absolutely anything, to make anything about Chuuya to do with Dazai. Not every bad thing that happens to a character has to be topped by your deluded fantasies. "Oh, Chuuya was tortured? But Dazai-" LIKE NO FUCK OFF. We literally have NOTHING on the man, and you want to make some bullshit up just so that he can, what, be more mentally ill than others? Bruh? I don't know what these people are scheming or planning, but comparing trauma and saying that a character's is worse is so fucking awful and makes others feel like shit. I've always struggled with mine, because I constantly tell myself that worse things have happened to worse people, so I am a hypocrite here. But I understand how trauma works and affects people, and that it affects people differently. Your worst experience could be different to somebody elses, but you'll both be heavily affected by it. Chuuya doesn't show signs of the amount of immense trauma he has (mans internalises it and won't let himself show it because that's how he is pls PLS somebody give this man a fucking hug) whereas Dazai is clearly not right in the head; this doesn't mean you're allowed to say "Oh, Dazai has worse trauma clearly" because we have nothing about his past. We hardly have anything from his time at the mafia except his first mission, and his last. What happened in between for those 3-4 years? We don't know. We know bits now thanks to Stormbringer and Dead Apple about the Dragon's Head Conflict, but we still don't have much to go off. We haven't even had so much as a hint towards the first 14 years of his life, and we don't know anything about those two years he went undercover, except that he was unemployed and frequented Bar Lupin (I always thought about how the bartender felt after finding out about Oda but hey :') ), but other than that, we have virtually nothing on the man. We never know how he's feeling, what he's thinking, etc. He is a complex character, and he's made that way as a character because, and I cannot stress this enough, that is his character. Sorry, I derailed a bit there. Anyways, what I mean to say is that you can't use Dazai being bat-shit crazy as evidence for your delusions. That's his character, and yes, he may be influenced by his trauma, but we can only speculate. Clearly something has gone awry in his life for him to think the way he does and to crave death so badly, and to just be the way he is now. But, as I said before, trauma affects everyone differently. Just because Chuuya doesn't want to fucking kill himself does not mean that his trauma should be brushed aside and glossed over. Chuuya puts up a front because he doesn't want to be weak; all his life people have relied on his ability and his strength and wit to get them through, and even though the Mafia go a different way about it than the sheep, his ability and strength is still utilised; it's like Sigma, and Yosano. Nobody wants to be used, yet they still end up in a cycle of it until someone can come along to get them out of it. Supposedly Chuuya has been taken out of that cycle from the Sheep, but not necessarily so. Yes, the Mafia treats him better. But it doesn't really. Ah fuck I'm making zero sense yikes. Sorry, my bad. Ignore that lol.

ANYWAY sorry to cut this short, but my point still stands that Chuuya's character and personality does not solely revolve around Dazai, the man who has his ex-partner on his mind 24/7 and makes him come save him like a disney princess. Anyways lol.

These characters are their own people, and trauma isn't a competition. You don't have to come up with the most abhorrent shit to make Dazai's situation "worse" and then force that onto everyone else and start berating and belittling them when they don't believe you. ANYWAYS I am so sorry about this, the last few nights have been hectic for me.

Anyways I'll definitely be coming back to this, rn I'm honestly just too fucked to finish <3

have a lovely day/night <3

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used Hoshikawa's art as inspiration for this one.

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“What happened to arresting me, detective?!

I thought you were gonna show me the light…!”

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Persona 5 Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Persona 5 Protagonist/Joker, Kurusu Akira/Joker, Persona 5 Protagonist & Phantom Thieves of Hearts, Kurusu Akira & Phantom Thieves of Hearts Characters: Persona 5 Protagonist, Kurusu Akira, Joker, Phantom Thieves of Hearts, mentions of other Persona 5 characters Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Canon Compliant, vaguely canon divergent, Sickfic, (unrelated to real world events), flu season, Video Game Mechanics, Blood and Injury, inappropriate use of cognitive psience, Hurt/Comfort, wound care, Selfcest, follows base game P5 Summary:

That night, the only unnerving thing was the shadow – not a capital-S Shadow (God, he hoped not) – shifting just out of sight when he was getting ready for bed. Darkness always seemed to cling to the corners of the dusty attic, and maybe it was just the fever-haze starting to settle in, but Akira could swear that something in the corner of his eye moved at the same time he did. No amount of searching with his flashlight app on revealed anything, though, and his eyelids were getting too heavy to worry about it.

If I die, I die, he thought irritably as he pulled his covers over himself and set his alarm.

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I asked this on twitter but no one speaks to me there (at least not a lot so idk if I'll get an answer)...

Just curious if anyone finds it weird to ship identical twincest but dislike shipping selfcest...

An example: I ship Akira x Ren but I dislike Akiren x Joker

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I asked this on twitter but no one speaks to me there (at least not a lot so idk if I'll get an answer)...

Just curious if anyone finds it weird to ship identical twincest but dislike shipping selfcest...

An example: I ship Akira x Ren but I dislike Akiren x Joker

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I asked this on twitter but no one speaks to me there (at least not a lot so idk if I'll get an answer)...

Just curious if anyone finds it weird to ship identical twincest but dislike shipping selfcest...

An example: I ship Akira x Ren but I dislike Akiren x Joker

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I missed my doomed yaoi boys 😔

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Joker's appearance as of ARR patch 2.3!

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Doodle!

Akira kusuru

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personally i think people’s lives on here would be vastly improved if they just admitted to themselves they like a certain ship because they want their faves to fuck

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ok so the project sekai problem has a HUGE problem regarding looking down on straight ships and increasingly negative treatment of those who ship them but because i care about my mental health and the state of my inbox i will not be elaborating. just know i fucking see you.

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I LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEE YOUR SCARALUMI AND DANSTELLE ART! BUT..............WHY ONLY STRAIGHT SHIPS?

?? thanks but why does it matter lmao… im a mc/chara enjoyer and i jst happen to like the femmcs more for hsr and gnshn