protectivepredmom

[protectivepredmom]

G/T WLW IN THE NEW TOMODACHI LIFE???

[protectivepredmom]

I was just about to post fun stuff on here to finally use this blog, then I got myself down a spiral of people forcing me to be prey and submissive. I feel so vulnerable that I have to give into people’s fantasies when I really don’t want it. Am I not allowed to have a choice?

I can’t catch a break

[protectivepredmom]

My story

TW: Trauma

I’ve been into v/ore for the longest time and still am and I love it, I wanna express the way I like to do it but it’s hard without worrying something might go wrong. How would it go wrong? For some reasons.

Ocd, my ocd is very bad and reminds me of things that make me uncomfortable and I worry making a post or exploring others posts my ocd will see something it won’t like and freak out. And by no means am I shaming anyone what they like, you do you! I just wish my mind wouldn’t treat it like it’s a threat.

Ptsd/trauma, sadly I’ve been through trauma from people who said stuff that I didn’t like nor consented to. I was also forced in rps and one guy in person got touchy with me. Basically they force me to be submissive when that is extremely not my thing and triggers my ocd and ptsd. One person called my preferences the r word slur.

I play both pred and prey but I’m only pred on this blog because people forced me to be prey in a submissive way so I can’t be express being prey worrying I’ll be more vulnerable to more people hurting me. (Which could still happen even if I’m a pred) I’m very strict how I like to be treated and people I’ve talked to didn’t like it and threw my preferences away.

For prey, I like to be treated gently, the pred is sensitive to my feelings, they will take care of me, and they won’t hurt nor dominate me in anyway.

For pred like my username says I am protective, like a mom, caring, and wouldn’t want prey who is good get hurt. However despite that I do have I mean side. I probably won’t share it on this blog but who knows, I have a mean side as a way of keeping myself safe pretty much like “get them before they get me” and all of this is consensual of course.

A bunch of people force into things I don’t like and tell me what I am and what I’m not without my thoughts and feelings involved (and sadly that recently just happened) it’s like forced to like something I’m not into for other people’s needs.

I wanna really wanna be on this blog to show that I’m allowed to have my own thoughts, feelings, preferences, and be my own individual and I am not obligated to give into what makes me uncomfortable. But the paranoid part of me worry someone might take that away and I’ll be reliving that again. I still feel vulnerable and worry something bad will happen but I’m I’m still doing it and not letting it stop me.

Thank you for reading this, seriously means a lot! <3

[protectivepredmom]

I was making my post explains my trauma and and tumblr didn’t save it properly, greattttt tumblr

[protectivepredmom]

I’m gonna one day share my trauma story involving v/ore cause I just feel the need to and someone went out and told me something I’m this certain thing that I’m not comfortable with

Am I not allowed to say no? What they said really messed me up and brought back my trauma

Stop trying to take away from me being a pred, why do I have to give in to what you like?

I’ll talk about it after the holidays

Then I’ll see if I can actually have fun with this blog afterwords

[protectivepredmom]

I’m sorry so I’ve been absent, I wanna have fun with this account but trauma is a pain

I might tell the story of how I the way I am with trauma and v/ore and to keep it simple, people weren’t nice to me about what I like and made it all about what they liked and forced me into it

[protectivepredmom]

Thank you Zet for the art piece when I was being depresso espresso

It really made me feel better 🥺

@zetsweirdtherapyblog

[protectivepredmom]

Sorry I haven’t been posting, been struggling

(I wanna cry)

[protectivepredmom]

It’s my birthday! I want a cupcake with a bunch of tines on it!

[protectivepredmom]

the quickest and prettiest internal ive evr drawn omg

[protectivepredmom]

NERVOUS PRED! NERVOUS PRED! NERVOUS-

they are my beloved

mmmhm yummy

Preds who get reverse comforted <3 gosh, like no: "YOU ARE NOT A MONSTER!!" RIGHT in their face. gotta be one of my favorite things.

this is my first time posting vore!! very nervous, let me know what you think!

[protectivepredmom]

(idea for the pred audio thingy) tired af pred just lazyly eating some prey

Sure thing!

[protectivepredmom]

I wanna do another v/ore audio but I’m drawing a blank and I tried drawing something but I’m having trouble doing that, damn it

[protectivepredmom]

Practicing to draw better so here’s random sketches

[protectivepredmom]

☆: Pred, prey, observer, mix?

-Blebsandgears

All three but I only express being a pred on here and observer is also a thing for me

[protectivepredmom]

when ur frends a pred

And u are just a wee lil guy

Ft. @karmatheprowlthra :]

[protectivepredmom]

My v/ore asks!

(Kinda general v/ore mix for preds and prey)

Sorry it’s short, I’ll add more if I think of any ^^;

♡: Do you like love/romance in v/ore?

꒰১ ໒꒱: Prey getting away? Like it, dislike it?

☾: Day or night?

𖤓: Best thing in v/ore?

☆: Pred, prey, observer, mix?

❀: Gentle or tough or both?

𖧧: When did you first start to get into it?

༄: Like a challenge or easy?

𓃠: Like to play cat and mouse?

𓅻: Serious or laid back?

𓎩: Food involved?

🐾: Multiple prey?

𓇢𓆸: Preds fighting over you or some other prey?

•⩊•: Hard or nah?