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[prroemz]

In shadows deep, my fractured mind,

Lost in corridors of time confined.

A life unraveling, threads untwined,

Echoes whisper, the past resigned.

Faces blur, like ghosts they fade,

Names dissolve, in mist they wade.

A puzzle incomplete, shards cascade,

Identity fractured, a masquerade.

Twenty-one years, a fleeting dream,

But only five within my gleam.

The rest obscured, a silent scream,

Lost in the labyrinth, I wander, unseen.

Voices call from distant shores,

In the labyrinthine mind that roars.

Chasing fragments, closing doors,

In the abyss, lost evermore.

Grim specter of dissociation's might,

Where day and night entwine in fright.

In shadows lurks a haunting sight,

A soul adrift, in eternal night.

Gut-wrenching echoes, silence screams,

A shattered vessel, lost in reams.

Searching for truths in elusive streams,

In the mosaic of my broken dreams.

Fading memories, a mournful knell,

In the void where I dwell.

Lost within this fractured shell,

A requiem for the forgotten spell.

Amidst the ruins, a heart beats slow,

In the twilight where lost souls flow.

Seeking solace, an ebb and flow,

In this labyrinth where memories go.

Through the mist, a raven cries,

A soul fragmented, as darkness lies.

In the depths where the shadow flies,

I wander alone, where time defies.

Elegy for the Forgotten

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In twilight's embrace,

She seeks the wild's solace,

Amidst ancient trees aglow with moon's grace,

A world where fears hold no menace,

The bear, a silent guardian of her sanctuary,

In woods, she finds sanctuary.

Among shadows, she dances,

With whispers of leaves, she romances,

Unseen eyes watch her every move,

Yet her heart finds solace, a gentle groove,

For in the wild, the bear's embrace,

Brings a sense of calm, a peaceful place.

A man's eyes, a tempest of desire,

A heart a labyrinth of darkened mire,

Yet the bear, a creature of honesty,

In its presence, she finds serenity,

For in the wild, she's not a prisoner,

But in man's world, a caged observer.

So in the depths of the woods she's found,

A refuge from the world's harsh sound,

Where the bear's silent strength brings peace,

And man's unpredictable ways cease,

The wilderness's choice, a stark decree,

For in the woods, she's truly free.

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Oh, the agony that doth consume

This vessel, once strong and lithe

Now twisted, wrenched, asunder

Tortured by relentless affliction

Every sinew, a silent scream

A symphony of unending torment

As bones shift and muscles strain

In this cursed dance of disarray

Longing for the days of ease

When strength flowed freely

A ghost of former capability

Haunts this broken, fragile frame

Grieving for the self I used to be

Independent, resilient, unbound

Now captive to this cruel malady

Suffering in silence, unseen

The weight of sorrow bears heavy

As I mourn the loss of autonomy

In the dark depths of perpetual ache

Lamenting the specter of past vitality

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Oh, vile desires stir within my breast

Repulsion mingles with unholy lust

The shame, the guilt, the horror unconfessed

In vile fantasies, my soul is caressed

A twisted dance of passion and disgust

Oh, vile desires stir within my breast

The flesh is weak, the spirit is distressed

As sinful thoughts consume, in them I trust

The shame, the guilt, the horror unconfessed

A maddening frenzy, a demon's behest

I long to break free, yet in chains I'm thrust

Oh, vile desires stir within my breast

In solitude, I strive to repress

The carnal urges that I cannot adjust

The shame, the guilt, the horror unconfessed

Oh, wretched plight, my soul cannot divest

From this grotesque world, in which I am trussed

Oh, vile desires stir within my breast

The shame, the guilt, the horror unconfessed

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The pomegranate, ripe with crimson hue

The flesh so tender, sweet and succulent

A feast for the senses, so decadent

To consume the other, a savage act

But in this madness, love is intact

For in the act of consumption, we find

A bond so deep, it transcends the mind

To devour the other, to become one

In cannibalistic love, we are undone

So let us feast on flesh, with hearts aglow

For in this grotesque act, true love does show.