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I will be no longer here. I've stretched myself thin with blogs. I am cutting back. Probably be moving Ashe, Jihl, and another to my multi-muse @mothaus.

My Rebecca Chamber @medicbravo is my main blog. I should have realized this. I tend to be a muse whore and let it get the better of me.

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Independent and Selective Jihl Nabaat of Square Enix’s Final Fantasy Xiii series.  Personals do not follow or you will be blocked.  Interactions regarding ships Muns are required to be 21+ other Blogs: @mothaus​, @dynastqueen​​

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HIATUS NOTICE: TWO MONTHS, looking like October 2022.

I am working on myself. I will probably work on a few things on all of my blogs; @dynastqueen, @mothaus, and this one.

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I am actually going to take like a month or two months hiatus. I am going to work on myself. I am realizing that I need to work on myself before anything else. I've actually been in a depression spiral. My chosen person is helping me.

I know I have not been active and perhaps this rates to it. Who knows, but I am informing you guys about this as a courtesy.

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URGENT ! PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN !

if you guys have talked to me on discord, then chances are you know that im living in the city / currently in a financial situation. my roommate, who has been living with me for a little over a year now, has told me that he intends to take our dog & move into another apartment so he can focus on fixing his finances. leaving me alone with rent for a two bedroom apartment/my own financial standing. as of right now, i am $600 short on rent. i have two credit cards that are due at the beginning of the month along with car insurance. i believe that will be around $450. leaving me with a total of $1050 missing. rent due on the 3rd, credit cards due on the 9th, & car insurance on the 10th. not to mention i have absolutely nothing at the moment to clean the apartment with or do laundry. 

i am currently working, but my job is sending workers home after two-four hours of labor. or sends them home with no hours at all. therefore heavily fucking up my paycheck. i have applied to countless jobs these last two weeks in hopes to avoid going negative next month. but im very aware of the fact that if i dont get something stable this week then that will be the case. i have reached out to my sister & she is willing to help with groceries for this week. but that still leaves rent (my check was sent out TODAY, but i doubt i have enough. maybe 300 on that check & who knows when it will arrive in the mail. security said it might take a week or longer to get it which by that time rent is already past due) & credit card/insurance payment. 

HERE IS MY PAYPAL. please, anything you can manage would be greatly appreciated! if you do not have funds to spare (which i get, inflation has fucked up things for lots of people) then please reblog to spread awareness. as of now, my blogs will be on hiatus as im way too stressed to write. im so sorry to my rp partners, but please feel free to reach me on discord for now. thank you for your time & consideration. i have been crying all day today because of all of this. i drove to different companies i applied for in hopes to talk to someone. anyone to listen & get me started on another job sooner. but everything is closed during the weekends so i am trying again on monday. i tried to reapply for another loan, which was denied due to my credit score from previous debts. 

TO THOSE WHO ARE WILLING TO DONATE, i will be marking down names & the amount so i can REPAY EVERYONE WHEN I AM FINANCIALLY STABLE IN THE COMING MONTHS. i do not like taking hand outs as it makes me extremely uncomfortable & vulnerable. if you really do not wish to be paid back, please let me know. if not, this is the method i will be taking. 

again, i sincerely thank everyone for reading/helping/spreading awareness. i will update this post if anything changes !! ex. update total missing, job applications, other misc finances. 

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I swear I have not ignored my blogs.  I’ve just been focusing on other things. 

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Oddly, enough I am working on a way to put Jihl in FF12. She is either an Arcadian or she like followed Noah to Arcadia from the Republic of Landis. I feel like Jihl would better suited for this verse either being of mixed Arcadian and Landis blood then pure Arcadian. I would probably age her around like 34 for this.

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Send 😶 + a really uncomfortable question and my muse has to answer it

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@yunhuntress​

Raising a brow, Fang leaned in closer toward Jihl. How they danced the dance of lines a lot as of late. Both pushed the other through boundaries and it left Fang to resort to a harder bite at the Commander's throat for a moment. "I only bite those I wish to bite."

     There was no processing with what Fang just did.  Did the other just push a bit harder? But it was a fair point.  “And I only play with those I desire to play with, your point?” An ashen brow on the right side of face raised, looking at Fang.

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No, she totally bites.

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Jihl Nabaat and a color system, taken from here. 

The Final Fantasy XIII Ultimania Omega lists the specific effects of the various color codes Nabaat uses on board the Palamecia to direct PSICOM in capturing the l'Cie running amok on the ship. She had prepared several strategies and the code names announced in on board broadcasts are the names of that operation.

Code Red: In the case of l'Cie have a disguised PSICOM craft and infiltrate the Palamecia, they would use the standard interception plan. This is what happened in the game, but further plans for cases where the l'Cie would force entry onto the deck, try to storm the bridge directly, and the l'Cie attacking after they have arrived in Eden, were worked out.

Code Green: Countermeasures to the infiltrating l'Cie having penetrated the on board line of defense. To prevent the captured l'Cie (Vanille and Sazh) from joining with the infiltrating party, the plan was to move them outside the Palamecia at Code Green.

Code Purple: Declaring a state of emergency due to the captured l'Cie having escaped.

Code Yellow/Blue/Orange: Countermeasures if the l'Cie escape, PSICOM loses sight of them, and halting the l'Cie attack fails, respectively. Since all three happened at the once, Nabaat became flustered.

Code white was called by Primarch Galenth Dysley, not Jihl. At least in game.

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So, I am trying to remember stuff about my take on Jihl.  Brain is no worky at the moment.  But I remember slightly humanizing her or at least giving more depth to her throw away plot character bullshit.  Fuck you SE! AND THE GLASSES TO APPEAR KIND?? THE FUCK IS WITH THAT SHIT?  There are plenty on assholes that wear glasses.  I’m probably gonna look for some youtubes of her scenes and figure it back out from there.

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I’m so sorry, I’m still reeling from my ER visit on the 07/19. I’ve been staring at a blank Photoshop and watching playthroughs on Stray.  Went to work yesterday, I was just not having a fun time but I managed. I have a surgery scheduled for 08/18 at 1330 CST to get an abscess removed.  Talking with work in case I can’t go in to work, instead I could work from home for a little while. So, trying to set things up just in case.  My body wants to nap, but it wont let me nap, because it is fighting an infection.

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Actually, I might not be free on Tuesday. I have to get an appointment to go into the nearest clinic. I've been have issues with my tail bone area for a week.

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SIDE BLOG RP ACCOUNT FOR MADAM M of FFVii remake. Follows back from @dynastqueen

#temomiya

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Just remember you guys can send me ask box items. I believe my ask is open. If it is not, let me know.

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RP Askbox Memes: The Darker Aspects of Life.

(TW! Some of these detail sensitive situations and darker themes!

🚬 - What are some of your muses’s vices? have they tried to quit, or are they content with these habits?

🚭 - Do they approve of immoral behavior, or are they more of a straight-edge?

💉 - Specifically, are they addicted to any substances or immoral behavior patterns? (Bonus points if you outline why!)

🔒 - Is your muse secretive? If so, why?

❌- Something terrible that my muse has done, but frequently denies in the face of others (or themselves)

✂ - Their thoughts on revenge.

🔥 - If applicable, do they lean more toward sadism or masochism?

👊 - Have they ever gotten into a fist fight before? (Bonus points if you mention what caused the fight and how it turned out!)

🌊 - Have they ever come close to drowning (Or have they caused someone else to drown?)

🌈 - Are they the type to put on a face and act like things are hunky dory when in reality they aren’t?

🐍 - Would they ever keep a dangerous animal around?

💀 - Have they ever killed before? (Bonus points if you mention why!)

💰 - Have they ever stolen before? If so, what did they steal and why?

👀 - Had your muse ever witnessed a crime and looked the other way? (Bonus points for specifics!)

💣- Do they have an affinity for large and/or dangerous weapons?

✨ - (If applicable) Would they prefer using “good” or beneficial magic, or would they be liable to prefer malignant and evil magic instead?

🔫 - Discuss a murder or a crime your muse has committed.

🎭 - Do they have a conscience, or are they cold-blooded?

😉 - Do they have any qualms with manipulating others to get what they want?

👄 - Are they attracted to immoral behavior? If so, what specifically are they drawn to?

📢 - Would they be more likely to report a crime to the authorities, or be more inclined to look the other way?

🗽 - Do they support government institutions, or do they favor anarchy instead?

💄 - Would they seduce another person in order to manipulate them?

🏆 - Are they type to take credit for someone else’s achievements?

⚡ - In their eyes, do the ends justify the means?

👿 - Are they petty?

💲 - Would they ever kill or commit crimes for money?